he needs to be in my life


‘Are you angry ‘cause I’m not going to your show or ‘cause you’re worried about me? ‘Cause it’s really hard to tell, dude’, Jayce said sardonically.

‘Jay, I know you all my life, and I don’t wanna find your body in the ditch behind your house,’ Max replied.

‘You’re exaggerating-’

‘No, I’m not. Blue Hawaii ain’t no stuffed bunny. You need to ditch him before he ditches you. You need to find yourself a real job. You need-’

‘I need dough to pay for mom’s rehab next time it’s needed, and there ain’t no ‘real job’ for me that gives that much of dough-’

‘How long are you-’

‘I don’t wat to talk about this, Max’, Jayce cut him off again. ‘I’m doing it. Period. I have nothing to lose anyway’.

Okay so I feel the need to talk about this even if I do not see it on here and idk how many of you are actually aware of this…

But Paul Ripke Nico’s ex photographer now works for Lewis and Nico’s fans on instagram are taking this too seriously and are attacking him by saying that he ‘only cares about money’, are unfollowing his instagram account and are posting snake and money emojis in his comments then go on their insta story post a rant calling him money hungry while you know he follows you and he actually sees it.

First of all be glad that he at least has a job because I know, even in my country, there are so many unemployed people so what if it’s Lewis oh you’re saying you would be less butthurt if he was Mercedes’ or Bottas’ photographer well fuck off he chose Lewis and it his freaking life and you cannot control it.

And btw people need money to actually live a life which y'all are not doing because if you were living yours you wouldn’t attack somebody elses.


-His moms would play Ella Fitzgerald all the time when he was a kid, so he grew up loving jazz
-He likes to sing in the shower but he’s a little nervous sharing his singing with others
-The first time he sings for Lance and Pidge they ask why he didn’t go pro
-They drag him to a local karaoke bar and eventually get him to sing
-Of course everyone loves him
-Now he sings on weekends and Pidge and Lance go to see him as often as they can

help me procrastinate….by doing…something.  I dunno.

the absence of light

a little thing I started when I was feeling sad.

‘Zhengxi, you don’t need to be scared.’

‘Oh, yeah, ok. I don’t need to be scared, good to know. It’s not like my entire life has been completely fucking ruined. It’s not like I lost the one sense I rely to operate as an independent person. It’s all going to be ok, right?’

Jian Yi sighed.

He didn’t want to lie.

Normally, he would never lie to Zhengxi.

But, this time, he couldn’t bring himself to say it.

He couldn’t bring himself to agree.

To acknowledge the fact that like, as he knew it, was over.

No more driving.

No more texting.

No more work, considering how hard transcription work would be if you couldn’t see what it was you were transcribing.

Currently, the the main issue was tomorrow morning.

Tomorrow morning, Zhengxi was going to be released.

He was going to be put back into the world just 72 hours after his accident with no plans or preparation.

His sister had moved overseas somewhere after college. (university? whatever.) and his parents had been on vacation and wouldn’t have cell service, much less a way to get back, for another three.

Zhengxi wouldn’t let Jian Yi call his sister.

All she would do was freak the fuck out and post it all over the internet.

Calling his parents HAD seemed pointless, but Jian Yi had done it regardless.

Just covering the bases.

His voicemail had said there had been an accident.

That Zhengxi was going to be ok but, most likely, never regain his sight.

18 hours later, Jian Yi walked next to the nurse as she wheeled Zhengxi from the hospital, wishing him the best of luck and avoiding eye contact with Jian Yi.

Knowing he would hate it, but seeing no other way, Jian Yi reached for his hand as he stood.

Instinctively, Zhengxi pulled back.

The first of many, verbal or silent ‘I don’t need your help.’ moments.

Reluctantly, Jian Yi let go of his hand.

Moments later, he’d grabbed him by the upper arm, yanking him out of the path of an oncoming vehicle.

Zhengxi felt the shift of air and felt the movement of the air as the vehicle passed.

This was the first real taste Zhengxi had of his own powerlessness.

He wanted to vomit.

Jian Yi led him to the car.

They drove in silence, pulling up to Zhengxi’s apartment building 17 minutes later.

‘Do you have my keys?’ Zhengxi asked softly.


‘My phone?’


‘If you could just walk me to the door…’

Jian Yi did, ignoring the confused looks of the neighbors that saw them both on a daily basis, shaking his head, silently telling them to not to ask.

He let them into the small apartment, watching Zhengxi attempt to walk through the apartment he’d lived in for three years.

Jian Yi caught him as he stumbled, guiding him to the couch.

‘What time is it’ Zhengxi asked softly.

‘Almost six.’

‘You should get to work.’

‘I took the night off.’

‘You didn’t need to.’

‘I know.’

They sat in silence for a few minutes, Jian Yi checking his phone.

‘You don’t need to stay here with me, Jian Yi.’

‘I know.’

‘I’m fine.’

‘I know you are.’

Zhengxi dropped his head.

‘Jian Yi, just go. Please.’

‘I’m not leaving.’

‘Jian Yi…’

‘I’m. Not. Leaving.’

Zhengxi sighed deeply, reaching for Jian Yi, feeling around for a moment, and lying down to rest his head on his friend’s lap.

With an aching heart, Jian Yi stroked his hair.

‘It’s going to be ok, Zhan Xixi.’

‘Is it?’ He asked, voice rough.

‘Yes.’ Jian Yi lied 'It is.’


I ….just…….can’t……………breath…..
My heart is definitly broken …….
We had some starco and I can’t just believe Star left Earth
She told him that she has a crush on hiiiiim
And Oskar (he is so cute ) and Moon(she was just perfect) Ludo (his life is so sad ) ,Toffee (OHMYGODNESS)
Star’s reaction was like ….oh my fucking gosh
And I wont lie to you guys
I cried so much at the end of the episode
(I knew that would happen )
Season 3 won’t air before next year I guess so yeah I’m just………depressed
Please guys just talk to me I need help I need friends who understand me (In France I know only one person who watched Svtfoe and who’s a fan and she doesn’t even live where I live )
I really feel like……alone at school when I want to talk about what I like …….
I just need …………….friends who can share their feelings about svtfoe right now ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I haven’t said ‘I need you’ to him. Not really. I hesitate to use that word in place of strong want. I hesitate because the last fellow showed me need was a pejorative not a pleasure. He was unwilling to do what it takes to complete the gap. To be the type of man I could need, rely on, know.

He taught me something. He taught me that my life was one of stillness and patience and practicality. Unwavering loyalty I own is hewned from the brick of my heart.

Need is when you feel the sting in your veins, attraction deeper than touch. It’s not something you do when it’s convenient - when no one else is around.

anonymous asked:

Wow! David Duchovny singing 'Because the night' was something I didn't know I needed in my life till now! He absolutely rocked it! 👌😍❤️

I loved it!  I may have watched the two versions a few…well, many…okay, lots and lots of times.  :D

If you haven’t seen both, they’re here: (x) and (x).  You’ve got to see them.  And if you’ve already seen them, watch again.  :)

I think we need to start a petition to get David to include it on his album, because his voice is perfect for it and he sounds so damn sexy singing it.

Plus, it would be perfect for a pre-sleep song.  (Just saying.)

Leading Suspects - Chapter 7

I know, I promised updates a lot sooner that this. Sorry @peetabreadgirl. Life got a little crazy this weekend. So, for your enjoyment….Chapter 7 below.

“Do you need anything, Madge?” Peeta asks for the fiftieth time this morning and I stiffen in an attempt to not fly apart with tremors while Madge pats my hand.

“Not at the moment,” she says and he nods brusquely before heading back around to the yard.

“I’m fine, too, thanks for asking,” I grumble once he’s out of earshot.

Keep reading

anonymous asked:


general opinion: fall in a hole and die | don’t like them | eh | they’re fine I guess | like them! | love them | actual love of my life
hotness level: get away from me | meh | neutral | theoretically hot but not my type | pretty hot | gorgeous! | 10/10 would bang
hogwarts house: gryffindor | slytherin | ravenclaw | hufflepuff
best quality: damn that boi got to share me his self care routine 
worst quality: jesus christ this took me a while but he’s very overprotective? not a bad quality but can be excessive? like when he immediately defended blue?
ship them with: keith
brotp them with: HUNK
needs to stay away from: lotor, bad thoughts about himself 
misc. thoughts: i would give my life for him. he’s literally me, and he also is totally bisexual. i am a bisexual and i can Confirm

anonymous asked:

Oh, my heart. How Ignis' hairstyle changes after Altissia kills me. Do you think Gladio helps him with it? -tsunderegrumbling

I HAVE SO MANY FEELINGS WHEN IT COMES TO HAIR.  I may or may not have a problem.

But seriously for realsies I think this a most definite yes.  

But let me pose you this glorious image.  Its the morning, everyone is tired, and Ignis is trying to do something with his hair bless him but you know, not exactly that easy at this point since he is adjusting.  But he has spent his whole life ensuring he is presentable given his job so it’s kind of an important thing to him.  So Gladio being the Knight in Shining Vest Armour is all offering to help and he starts messing with his hair and that is when he is trying to work out, how the hell does he get his hair to do the thing? You know, the thing.  The thing.  

47 years later and Gladio still can’t work out how to defy gravity and create the plumage, Ignis is just like ‘it doesn’t have to be like it normally is, just make it look nice’ (which really is a risk in itself asking the man who chose his crownsguard uniform to be an open shirt and nothing else….) so there is a bit of fiddling and arranging and voila, something Gladio is capable of and Ignis is still super duper handsome as always and so, the new hairstyle was born and in no time Gladio can have his hair done in moments in the mornings. 


I like to believe this is also the point when Gladio started to grow out his shaved sides because out of the group, it was obviously Ignis who kept them all vaguely presentable adult human beings so when that ability was lost, who was there to keep his sides trimmed and tidy?  That you would trust with scissors or clippers?

bonus mental image of Ignis secretly tidying Gladio’s beard in his sleep when it starts to try and get vaguely unruly

anonymous asked:

can I have some headcanons for Wolffe with his baby son? Tbh, I need more of that in my life.

  • When first handed his son Wolffe is like a deer caught in headlights. He would be so amazed by how small he was, and after a staring at the babbling baby for a few minutes Wolffe knows that he would protect this baby with his life. 
  • He doesn’t know a thing about child care, and often leaves it up to his s/o, but he knows he needs to get better for his son. He reads some parenting books and takes baby steps himself. 
  • He completely flips when his son takes his first steps. He’s never felt so excited and proud in his life. His s/o has never seen him with such a happy-go-lucky expression before either. 
  • Totally the dad that holds his baby above him while laying in bed. He calls it the “Spaceship” game and takes mild joy in hearing his son laugh.
  • Constantly keeping an ear out for his son’s first words, and definitely trying to get it to be “daddy”. 
  • He does get a bit embarrassed when anyone points out how excited he gets over his child, and tries to deny it. Anyone who has seen him with his son knows how much he loves him. 

prince-lance-of-altea  asked:

Lance babe for the ask thing

i thought you’d never ask

general opinion: fall in a hole and die | don’t like them | eh | they’re fine I guess | like them! | love them | actual love of my life
hotness level: get away from me | meh | neutral | theoretically hot but not my type | pretty hot | gorgeous! | 10/10 would bang lance is 16 and i’m 20 so im not going here either but he’s a beautiful boy and i love him
hogwarts house: gryffindor | slytherin | ravenclaw | hufflepuff
best quality: ambition, honesty
worst quality: cares too much what other people think of him
ship them with: people who are good to him
brotp them with: everyone
needs to stay away from: this fandom tbh
misc. thoughts: my son, the light of my life, my number one fave character, i would die for him in an instant, i would murder for him, i would fight the sun for him 

Being Betty Cooper’s Twin Would Include:

• Constantly being together to back each other up, especially at school where Reggie and Chuck were

• Being in the same friend group as her, with Archie, Veronica, and Kevin just as attached to you as they are to Betty

• Constant bragging about you being three minutes older than Betty

• “Best three minutes of my whole life”

• Betty ranting to you about Archie constantly over the summer

• Trying to convince her to talk to him about all of it

• “I don’t know- what if he doesn’t even want to be friends anymore?”

• “He will, I know he will. I promise”

• Disobeying your parents all the time with Betty

• Trying out for the cheerleading team with Betty and Veronica after a lot of convincing they did

• “(Y/N) you’ll do great! Besides, I need my twin for moral support”

• “Yeah, (Y/N). Your twin needs you and, you totally have the cheerleading skills, it would be a shame to waste all that talent.”

• Comforting Betty the whole night after Archie rejected her and went into the closet with Veronica

• “Your’e gonna be okay… it’s going to be fine Betts… We can work it all out tomorrow with him.. I promise I will help you through this shit.”

• “I can’t look at him now. When I’m happy I think of me and- and him together. How am I supposed to act as if this weekend didn’t even happen? I don’t know what to do..”

• Confronting Archie and Veronica about going into the closet together at Cheryl’s party

• “Archie what the hell? She fucking told you how she felt. What did you guys do in that closet? Tell me. Now

• Getting mad at them when they confessed that they kissed

• Them both begging you not to be upset with them and admitting that it was a mistake 

• “Andrews I am so infuriated with you. I’m pissed with you too, Veronica. I’m going to say this now. Pull any more shit like this again. Hurt Betty again, ever, and you will fucking regret it. Nobody hurts my twin.”

• Spending the next few days ignoring Archie and Veronica despite Betty quickly forgiving them

• “I need time to get over how much they hurt you that night, I don’t know how you forgive people so quickly.”

• Knowing just as little about Polly as Betty does and always talking about how much you hated it with her

• “Mom and dad are beginning to annoy me even more, first they talk bad about Jason dying and now this? They’re keeping secrets about our own sister, Betty. That’s fucked up.”

• Helping Jughead and Betty investigate Jasons’ murder

• “This is going to be such a pain in the ass isn’t it? Researching a dead guy’s murder was definitely not how I planned to spend my time after school.”

• Scolding Archie after finding out about him continueing his relationship with Ms.Grundy

• “Archie she had a fake ID and a fucking gun. I don’t care what sob story she tells you, me, Betty, and Veronica got proof from her car! It’s fucked up and it isn’t safe!”

• Going with Betty and Jughead upstairs during Jasons’ memorial

• Having Jughead hide behind both you and Betty dramatically when the old lady appears

• “Oh.My.God. are you five Juggie?” being whispered by both of you at the same time

• “What? She’d probably prefer twins over me anyways, she gets you both, while I run. Besides, that was really creepy, please never do that ‘talking at the same time’ thing again, okay?”

• Betty giving you both a scolding look ( constantly ) to pay attention more instead of make jokes

• Being completely infuriated with your family after finding out that they’re suspects and have been lying to you about Polly and what they know

• “I cannot fucking believe that they have been keeping all of this shit from us! I don’t even know them anymore!”

• Betty trying to calm you down to her best abilities, and being absolutely destroyed seeing you like this

• “We will figure this out, (Y/N).. you gotta stay with us here though..”

Originally posted by lydiastlinskis

A/N: Hey, to the anon that requested this, I really hope this lived up to your expectations? I don’t really know if I did well on this but you guys should feel free to request more anytime! :)

Things I need in life

Yuri and Otabek going on friend dates with each other and gushing over their crushes at each other (or at least as close to gushing as these two can get lol).

Like Otabek listening to Yuri enthusiastically talk about Yuuri and then Yuri playfully teasing Otabek because when Otabek talks about JJ he gets all shy.

or if you want angst, they both comfort each other because both of their crushes are engaged :’) 

anonymous asked:

Kay, in On Patrol what storyline do u like best: Jikook, Yoonseok or Namjin? or do u like them all equally? If so why? ^.^

I think each one is very intriguing!

YS: the curse was a very interesting thing to add in the story, since it’s kinda a slice of life fic you know? But that was super cute and the whole Soulmate thing is even cuter.

NJ: This one is realistic I think. It’s really domestic and stuff. Of course I think this one is the angstest (?) of the couples. Epically with the new chapter!!! Like omg Jin what will he do!?!?!? But the couple itself is cute!! :D

JK: MY FLUFFY BABIES!!! I love how they started out! Jungkook pinning is like my guilty pleasure ha ha. I like the devolpment and the trust between them. Of course Jimin baby needs to ask for help when he needs it! But they just want to protect each other the babies.

allhailthecupcake  asked:

Fighting in chapter 10 is breaking my heart ;-; I couldn't leave the precious cinnamon roll behind so I took Iggy with me.

My heart hurts just thinking about it (っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ here have a hug! And be warned it doesn’t get easier the second time you play through.  Then you end up with a bunch of saves where you get to Chapter Nine and never continue it because it hurts your soul (个_个)

Rumour has it that even if you choose the option to leave him behind he still comes with you, although I cannot confirm this myself because I am sorry, what heartless monster doesn’t choose to take him with you?  Like, if you pick that option you need to pack your bags and leave I do not have time in my life for people that do not love and cherish the precious human being that is Ignis Scientia especially in his time of need (´;ω;`)

anonymous asked:


general opinion: fall in a hole and die | don’t like them | eh | they’re fine I guess | like them! | love them | actual love of my life
hotness level: get away from me | meh | neutral | theoretically hot but not my type | pretty hot | gorgeous! | 10/10 would bang
hogwarts house: gryffindor | slytherin | ravenclaw | hufflepuff
best quality: he’s a sweetie who cares abt his friends
worst quality: THINK B4 YOU ACT
ship them with: lancey boi
brotp them with: pidge the midge
needs to stay away from: the black lion
misc. thoughts: keith is the goodest bean to ever grace my existance, he deserves some nice quiet time to think abt his actions, and also should not pilot. the black. lion.

anonymous asked:

how about my kiddo hunk for the character thing

general opinion: fall in a hole and die | don’t like them | eh | they’re fine I guess | like them! | love them | actual love of my life

hotness level: get away from me | meh | neutral | theoretically hot but not my type | pretty hot | gorgeous! | 10/10 would bang

hogwarts house: gryffindor | slytherin | ravenclaw | hufflepuff

best quality: is everything an option bc he’s literally perfect

worst quality: nothing! absolutely nothing!

ship them with: lance, keith, and shay!

brotp them with: lance and keith again lmao

needs to stay away from: anyone who would dare hurt him

misc. thoughts: he’s literally my reason for living ok. the light of my life. my sun and my stars. hunk garrett is literally perfect and i adore him