he may be okay but i know i'm not

Levi may have done this

But he also did this

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The first part of my OP x GF universe swap stuff. I put the most effort into these wanted posters so I figured I’d post them on their own. I don’t know how many of my followers like both shows but either way this is entirely self indulgent on my part haha.

Background info if anyone’s interested because I’m a giant nerd:

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FIRE EMBLEM MAIN CHARACTERS AS SPONGEBOB QUOTES:
  • Marth: I was born with glass bones and paper skin. Every morning I break my legs, and every afternoon I break my arms. At night, I lie awake in agony until my heart attacks put me to sleep.
  • Alm: Come on. You know, I wumbo, you wumbo, he/she/me wumbo. Wombology, the study of wumbo! It’s first grade Spongebob!
  • Celica: EEEEEEVILLLLLLLL!
  • Sigurd: If i were to die right now in some sort of fiery explosion due to the carelessness of a friend... Well, that would be okay.
  • Seliph: The boy cries you a sweater of tears, and ya kill him.
  • Leif: Do you smell it? That smell, the kind of smelly smell. A smelly smell that smells... smelly
  • Roy: I'm ready, I'm ready, I'm ready.
  • Eliwood: That idea may just be crazy enough… TO GET US ALL KILLED!
  • Hector: I used to be a wimp. NOW I'M A JERK, AND EVERYBODY LOVES ME!
  • Lyn: Oh well, I guess I’m not wearing any pants today!
  • Eirika: 1% evil, 99% hot gas
  • Ephraim: It may be stupid, but it's also dumb.
  • Ike: Goodbye everyone, I'll remember you all in therapy.
  • Micaiah: Well, it's not a secret that the best thing about a secret is secretly telling someone your secret, thereby secretly adding another secret to their secret collection of secrets. Secretly.
  • Chrom: Is Mayonnaise an instrument?
  • Robin: WHO ARE YOU PEOPLE?!
  • Lucina: We did it Patrick, we saved the city!
  • Corrin: Can I be excused for the rest of my life?
  • what he says: i'm fine
  • what he means: you know not everything has to be a joke. sometimes you can just be honest about your feelings, and that's how i see myself, you know? i may not be the most threatening silhouette, but i like to think of myself as somebody who can stand up for-- you know it doesn't always have to be "goof goof dildo machines" over here, okay? i'm traveling around with the Boner Squad and i never get to just say... what i'm feeling, i have emotions! it's not all abra-ca-fuckyou and what have you!! i have a beating heart!!! i'm multi-dimensional! i'm a fully-realized creation... fUCK!!!!!

flamingbluepanda  asked:

Okay so I NEVER STOP THINKING ABOUT MIRRORVERSE SPIRK NASA AU OH MY GOD I just- SPOCK IN A SWEATERVEST okay so while mirror NASA spock is still a badass nerd he's a NERD and he's constantly just like "FITE ME" and Jim is standing there like "you touch my nerd imma kill you" and I'm just- I LOVE THEM AH also I will eventually write the NASA au for you because I am obsessed (it may end up being mirror NASA au but yeah it'll happen)

Ya messed with the wrong neighborhood

I’ve been meaning to draw these two for a while but just didn’t know what to do (/w\) I am very glad you like them!

deku protection squad.jpg


Sorry anon i forgot about this ask u___u
I planned on answering with a quick doodle of the answer but got carried away LOL so 

You know what anon, BNHA is so full of adorable cinnamon rolls and i’m okay with any of the ships. (tho i’m pretty sure most of it are deku x someone lol everybody loves deku) 

I currently don’t have any otp (but that may change later, idk, who knows ha ha)

Jeff's Proclamation of Going To Sleep
  • Jeff: Okay guys
  • Jeff: I'm going to
  • Jeff: Go To Sleep.
  • LJ: Ahah.
  • Jeff: I know it's early
  • Jeff: Okay, it's literally 3 in the afternoon
  • Jeff: But
  • Sally: He said butt.
  • Jeff: No matter how beautiful I may be
  • Jeff: And that is very
  • Jeff: I still needs my beauty sleep to keep up with such extensively extensive levels of beautifulness.
  • EJ: He said beautifulness.
  • Jeff: So I bid you good afternoon.
  • Jeff: *Slides a blinder on his eyes and trips over the stairs as he goes to his room*
  • Interviewer: And you were directly under him the entire time?
  • Dinah: That's what she said.
  • Interviewer: Excuse me?
  • Dinah: That's what she said.
  • Lawyer: Mr. Cowell told you he was your direct superior?
  • Dinah: Uh, wh-why would he say that?
  • Normani: Can we just move on to another question?
  • Interviewer #2: No wait, I don't understand. Who's on record on saying this?
  • Interviewer: With all due respect, I'm in the middle of a line of questioning. Now Ms. Hansen, what did you say Mr. Cowell said?
  • Dinah: Come again? That's what she said? I don't know what you're talking about.
  • Lauren: Okay, if I may, she was just telling a joke before, so can we move on to another question?
  • Interviewer: Oh, are you sure?
  • Ally: Uh, yes.
  • Interviewer: Can you go back to where this digression began?
  • Reporter: [reading off paper] And you were directly under him the entire time? Ms. Hansen: That's what she said.
  • Dinah: Well, delivery is all wrong. She's butchering it.

anonymous asked:

Okay,,, this may sound like plain hate, but I seriously want to know: Why would you or anyone else ever like Murdoc's character?? He's disgusting, and I don't just mean on the outside. Unless I've missed some indication that he's misunderstood or something, all I can see is that he's an abusive asshole. To imagine him as some secretly super nice guy is to be in denial of the true essence of how this character is written. I'm not hating, I just really don't get it, please help me understand this

Hoo boy golly hecko I am so prepared for this! *cracks knuckles in preparation*

Anytime I get to talk about Murdoc is a good time!

Let’s just go with pure canon material, things that the voice actors, Damon, and Jamie have officially released. (I’ll put this all into one of those little bullet lists just to keep it more organized!)


This list was originally compiled by @pink-stinkfish​ and I love it so much (I’ve added a few things I felt were important myself)!


- Murdoc has a doctorate.
- Murdoc can speak Spanish, German, and French.
- Murdoc built a cyborg.
- Murdoc has admitted he drinks to forget about his problems
- Murdoc is incredibly good to his fans
- Murdoc painted a giant pile of trash bright pink.
- Murdoc built the Plastic Beach HQ building.
- Murdoc wrote all the songs on Plastic Beach.
- Murdoc sacrificed himself for his band.
- Murdoc is rotting.
- Murdoc cares so much.
- Murdoc talked a kid out of committing suicide.
- Murdoc was raped when he was nine.
- Murdoc has a lot of pain.
- Murdoc is extremely driven.
- Murdoc has a great sense of humour.
- Murdoc is not as bad as some people make him out to be.

All of these are canon! You can find information about various things mentioned here via his pirate radios, interviews, the Rise of The Ogre official book, and through other media, like the facebook webchats and various audio from performances. It’s great to dig around and see what you can find in the lore. Here are some links to some treasures!

Here is a link to the pirate radios:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SCcZjCERd1I&list=PL37K1JeAwOKRQsicthxeU7lqr098O40vA

The source for the HipOnline interview about Jamie and Damon playing Murdoc’s character online and having Murdoc talk a child down from suicide (The original link to the website no longer works since it’s from 2001 but the script has been saved!):

http://www.gorillaz-unofficial.com/media_archive/hointerviewjul01.htm

A link to the Rise of The Ogre audiobook; a wonderful tool to look up more info on the character’s backstories and characteristics:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lo7_BlbZ55g&t=40s

So, to summarize:

Murdoc is not a terrible person. He’s a troublemaker, jailbird, sneaky devil, and has bad habits, but he’s not a piece of shit. He’s a multi layered, complicated character, and I love every aspect of it. His abuse of 2D isn’t excused of course, but everyone has their faults, has made their mistakes, and has their own demons to fight. I’d like to think Murdoc, like so many of us, is beautifully flawed, and is bettering himself as the years go on. (Him being a feminist and an environmentalist are bonus points in my book. You go Mudz!)


Sorry for the looong ass post. Can you tell I’m passionate about the subject? Haha!

-Vixen


Me: my friend thinks you’re awkward.

My brother: *lisping* aCtualLY I’m mUCh moRe! I aM aLsO a lEveL sIX WarRIor!

SPIDEYCHELLE CUDDLING

Okay, so my post about Michelle checking Peter out was pretty successful (thank you for that btw), I decided to do another headcanon - cuddling. ‘Cause we all know they do it.

  • So like
  • MJ’s never really been good with physical affection
  • or any kind of affection, really
  • she’d just say “man up” to everyone, including herself when she was not in a good place
  • like there might be a chance that she was also touch starved or something??
  • anyway
  • it all starts with casual touches from Peter, who does it mostly unconsciously
  • a brush of a hand there, a touch of a shoulder there, add in a few touches on her lower back when they’re walking through a crowd
  • and like, Michelle usually flinches when you touch her, because she isn’t that used to any form of physical affection, even with her parents who still love her tho just aren’t that affectionate fight me I want her to be happy
  • but somehow, she doesn’t with Peter??
  • he has that kind of positive aura around him that calms her somehow
  • she can still deck Flash when he is being a dick though, even with the calming aura of Peter Parker around her
  • it makes her feel good
  • and before she even realizes it, she finds herself doing the same to him
  • the casual touches, the brushes
  • and if she told you that she doesn’t feel goosebumps on the place where their skin connects
  • well
  • she’d be lying then
  • when they start dating tho, it takes a little time for her to warm up to the idea of cuddling
  • remember, Michelle is like 2 inches taller than Pete
  • so she’s almost always the big spoon
  • it makes him feel safe, especially after waking up from nightmares about Toomes and the fucking building he dropped on him
  • and she loves it as well
  • the first few times they cuddle, it’s a mess of limbs and sharp elbows and thick curly hair
  • but they both like it anyway, with Peter even letting out this content noise and Michelle turns into putty
  • remember, that kid can lift a fucking bus, and yet…
  • after the Infinity War, their cuddling changes a little
  • with usually Peter lying on his back and Michelle laying on top of him, her head either on his chest (so that she can hear his heartbeat) or in the crook of his neck, with his arms encircled tightly around her
  • it makes them both feel good, that the other one is there, alive, and happy (well, getting there)
  • after Thanos and everything, she notices that he hugs her longer and tighter than before
  • and she’d be lying if she told you that she doesn’t do the same
  • Peter has always been a hugger tbh
  • and like, while Michelle is taller, Peter is bigger than her, and when he gives her a bear hug, she just feels .. well, safer than usual, definitely, but she feels content, she feels home
  • and after he wakes up from a nightmare, soaked with sweat, his breathing heavy and eyes full of tears
  • she is usually there to comfort him, hug him tightly and tell him that everything’s alright, that he’s alright
  • when she isn’t though, Peter just has to call and make sure that she is okay, as most of his nightmares are either about her dying, or someone he cares about in her place (usually Ned or May, but once or twice it was Tony as well)

Okay, that’s it for now, if you have any other headcanons, feel free to share:)

Being Aromantic isn’t like any other orientation

With every other orientation one of the persons end goals is usually to end up with at least one other person domestically. That isn’t necessarily true with aros. And that is okay! It doesn’t make your boring or broken. I don’t see what the big deal is. 

I’m writing this because I think it’s important. I don’t know about other aros’ but Chip Zdarsky’s tweet about him not thinking Jughead would be aro when he gets older hurt me deeply. Please don’t get me wrong, I have nothing against demi-aros. But there is nothing pointing to that being true? I feel like he just thought a person not end-game with anyone was boring or sad. It really hurt me.

heathers the musical: a summary
  • beautiful: fuck high school when can we leave fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu--oh hey i'm popular now
  • candy store: do i keep my popularity or my integrity? ...popularity
  • fight for me: violence turns me on
  • candy store reprise: let bitchiness reign
  • freeze your brain: i may depressed and cynical and addicted to slushies but at least i'm not on drugs
  • big fun: the party you never got invited to because you were on tumblr
  • dead girl walking: sex is a great way to forget your problems
  • very: nightmares of slut-shaming
  • the me inside of me: fake suicide fixes everything
  • blue: the fuckboy anthem
  • blue/beautiful reprise: nightmares of slut-shaming come true
  • our love is god: murder is the best solution. also my boyfriend may be a psycho with a god complex. oops.
  • prom or hell?: my boyfriend is DEFINITELY a psycho with a god complex but he's still pretty cool most of the time
  • my dead gay son: ...i don't think i need to explain this one
  • seventeen: can we please like chill for two seconds and be a normal couple
  • shine a light: condescending teachers who think they can fix everything
  • lifeboat: seemingly shallow bitchy ditz actually has real problems and is opening up about them...
  • shine a light reprise: ...but fuck it let's make fun of her anyway because high school
  • westerberg cheer: HOORAY FOOTBALL also i dumped my psycho boyfriend because frankly he was starting to scare me but FOOTBALL
  • kindergarten boyfriend: don't grow up. peter pan was right.
  • yo girl: YOU DONE FUCKED UP AND THE GHOSTS (or the physical manifestation of your guilt idk) ARE GONNA LET YOU KNOW IT. also your psycho ex is after you.
  • meant to be yours: psycho ex boyfriend doesn't seem to understand the meaning of EX. he also may not understand the definition of psycho but he is definitely it.
  • dead girl walking reprise: FUCK THIS SHIT I'M GONNA SAVE THE DAY oh fuck the gun went off
  • i am damaged: psycho exes come in handy if they're still in love with you and if there's a bomb to get rid of. i'm not crying you're crying.
  • seventeen reprise: OKAY LISTEN UP FOLKS I'M RUNNING THIS SHIT NOW

anonymous asked:

I feel like Peter overcompensates by exercising in his room at like 2 am after patrols and anytime he's alone to try to get more muscular but he's overworking his body??? But what do you think would happen after

peter parker would tbh. he’s painfully aware that his sudden masculine physique has mostly come from the spider bite, it likely amplified the effects of his testosterone as he didn’t have a build this masculine before. he always envied the trans men who could have a build like he now has, and he’s afraid that one day he’ll wake up and he’ll be back to how he used to be and that he’ll get misgendered more often.

so he pushes himself, he works out. but it’s more than that, because he has more stamina than he used to, and he can lift much more than he’s ever been able to – 75 fucking tons as tony offhandedly tells him one day. so when he pushes himself, he really Pushes Himself. he knows this logic is flawed, but the dysphoria in his head rationalizes it.

tony finds him one day by an abandoned warehouse on the edge of the city, literally bench pressing steel girders. not just one, but 11 stacked on top of each other. his arm are shaking like jello underneath them, but he’s still lifting them up and down consistently.

“what the hell, kid,” tony says in a rush, walking over and pulling the beams off of peter with the help of the iron man armor. peter groans and tosses the remaining girders away from him, where they land with an ear piercing clank

“i still had 100 more to do, mr. stark,” peter says tiredly, his face is coated in a thick wall of sweat, he looks really shaken

“listen, i’m sure this is all part of your edgy teenage phase, but why are you on the outskirts of town benchpressing girders and beams?”

“i can lift up to 75 tons, i have to take advantage of my strength while i still have it,” peter says tiredly, wiping his brow

tony groans. “just because you can lift that much doesn’t mean it’s natural or healthy!! you should only be exerting your body that much when it’s necessary, you still have limits, peter!!”

“i was hardly benchpressing 2 tons just now, i can handle it!” peter yells back, looking like he could cry from anger and exhaustion

“did you not hear what i just said! there is a time and a place to push yourself like that, and that’s when people are in danger and you’re adrenaline is high and you have to do it!! not when you’re trying to work out – ”

“these powers could go away at any moment, i have to – ”

“they won’t!! this is who you are now, i’ve run every test there is, that spider bite altered your dna, this is you for life!! that doesn’t just go away! and even if it did, nobody should lift that much peter!! nobody should! it’s dangerous – ”

“not for me,” peter mutters, running a hand through his drenched hair

“oh yeah?” tony laughs, but he isn’t amused. “hate to break it to you, but your arms were shaking pretty hard. which is understandable considering my tracker says you’ve been here for hours. lifting 2 tons up and down for HOURS. it doesn’t matter how super you are, pete, benchpressing even 2 tons nonstop for hours will wear you out. and you could have accidentally dropped those beams on your face, and that’s something you couldn’t have come back from. and for what? to be strong, when you’re already one of the strongest people on the planet?”

peter sighs. he knows tony’s right. it doesn’t matter how much he can lift, he’s being reckless and he has to pace himself.

“what’s really bothering you, pete?” tony says, walking out of his armor, and sitting down on the floor across from peter.

peter rolls his eyes and closes them, and when he talks his voice wobbles. “it’s just scary. you’re a certain way your whole life and it sucks, and then this accident happens and makes you look like how you always wanted, and you can feel it too. and it feels great. it’s scary to think it could go away, especially now that i know what i’ve been missing. it’s scary, mr. stark.”

tony hums. “even if these powers somehow went away, you are still peter parker. you’re still spider-man.”

peter scoffs. “no. spider-man is strong.”

tony sighs. “you are too, peter.”

they sit in silence for a bit, until peter’s exhausted pants turn into even breathing. the cool air in the warehouse breezes over him and helps him stop sweating.

“your aunt know you’re out here?” tony asks softly.

“nah. i should probably head home, may says she’s gonna try and cook tonight”

peter and tony both wrinkle their noses at that

“pepper and i are having pizza, happy is joining us. you and may should come over, have dinner.”

“i dunno, mr. stark – ”

“fine. eat your aunt’s meatloaf, i’m sure you both will love it – ”

“we’ll be over at 8 pm, okay?” peter cuts in

tony smiles and walks back into his armor, and then flys off. he looks down and see’s peter waving at him.

  • Arthur: May I say something? I know I'm in the doghouse--
  • Gwen: Oh, you're not in the doghouse.
  • Arthur: I'm not?
  • Gwen: No, you're going to have to work really hard to make it into the doghouse.
  • Arthur: Okay, so I'm in the yard, which is still an enclosed area--
  • Gwen: (glares)
  • Arthur: --unless I'm in the pound. Guinevere, am I in the pound? Where's Merlin, is he in the pound with me?
  • Merlin: Why do I have to be in the pound?
  • Arthur: So we can get adopted together like two inseparable little puppies.
  • Merlin: I don't want to be in the pound, Arthur!
  • Gwen: Guys!
  • Arthur and Merlin: Sorry Gwen.

Knowing that Kaitlin isn’t going to get any industry recognition for Dee this season is making me kind of angry. She’s always fantastic, but there’s something about these last few episodes that have been especially wonderful.

1-Look at Hero or Hate Crime, when Charlie confesses that they’ve been smoking together:

In a matter of seconds, she goes through several emotions-

  1. slight confusion from Charlie’s plan to cover smells
  2. surprise that he told them about the smoking thing
  3. betrayal/ ‘what are you doing?!’

Notice how she freezes, leans just slightly forward, then farther back

2- In The Gang Tends Bar-

She makes three facial expressions that, in progression, show her feelings 

  1. At the beginning, “aw that’s really sweet, I love him”
  2. Middle, she snaps out of it and looks at the other guys
  3. Lastly, she has a regretted look on her face because she knows she has to rip Charlie up… but remember in The Gang Misses the Boat when Charlie and Dee have a conversation and Charlie says the guys make him do stuff he doesn’t want to do and Dee says it’s peer pressure? I think she ripped Charlie up because a) she’s afraid of her own feelings, and b) she feels peer pressured into doing it

3-Then later in The Gang Tends Bar-

I originally meant it to be funny, but it’s still important.

When Mac gives Dennis the rocket launcher

  1. She looks kind of happy for Dennis. Her brother is making some progress and actually has feelings and cares about things, and got a gift that he loved, which probably means more after his confession that he’s hurt that they never get him anything for valentines.
  2. Maybe even glad that Dennis has Mac, and that being an “old married couple” and the “codependency” she accused them of is actually good.
  3. That if Dennis can show such raw feelings in front of everyone, and he and Mac can have their thing, then maybe it’s okay to accept that she does feel lonely, and there may actually be some kind of connection with/ feelings for Charlie.
  4. Mac and Dennis really have strong feelings for each other, and she’s gonna have to continue sharing a bed with two people who are in love with each other.

(2 was taken from this post, so I take no credit for that great observation)

If Blue Neighborhood Were A Novel

One of my favorite hobbies is listening to an entire album and creating a story out of it based on the songs and the order of said songs. I realize that the ‘story’ for Blue Neighborhood is centered around suicide in the LGBTQ+ community, and this is my interpretation of how that story is told! Hope you enjoy. :) (also, this is a hella long post just warning you and it’s SAD)

Wild

This is the introduction, when the characters are introduced. You have the main character, let’s just call him Troye because he’s the artist after all, who has met the supporting character, let’s call him A, just to avoid any tension. :D Troye meets A, almost instantly taking a liking to him, feeling things that he hasn’t felt before. A drives him wild, and he get enough of him. So, he pursues a relationship, skipping the friendship part entirely.

Bite

Troye and A hit it off, but Troye is worried that the relationship may be moving too quickly, despite him being the one to initiate it. However, he definitely feels that there is something there worth pursuing, but he warns A to just be patient with him, to be gentle and understanding, as relationships and love can be quite a confusing concept to him.

Fools

Troye realizes that A is not the person he thinks he is, he is dark and manipulative, but still, Troye sees a future with him. He can’t see himself falling for anyone else, but he realizes that falling for A is a mistake. Their personalities aren’t compatible, they don’t agree on enough, but Troye can’t give up. He still feels such a strong love for A, and he knows he’s a fool for letting himself fall, but he just can’t let him go.

Ease

When Troye has to leave for an extended period of time, he misses not only his family and his home, but A as well. Despite A’s mistakes, Troye reaches out to him, asking him to help put him at ease, asking him to remind him why he’s doing what he’s doing. A listens and comforts Troye, but not in the way that Troye needs. Frustrated, Troye lashes out at A, calling him out on his mistakes completely, no longer keeping them internalized. A, offended but guilty, hangs up on Troye and breaks off contact for a while.

The Quiet

Troye regrets his words, and tries to reconcile with A, who refuses to hear Troye out, no matter what Troye does. Troye tries everything he can to get A to speak to him again, but A stays closed off, ignoring Troye almost entirely.

DKLA

Troye, beyond frustrated and fed up with A, gives him an ultimatum, stating that he isn’t going to wait for his forgiveness anymore. However, as he says it, he knows that he won’t ever truly be able to let A go. Nonetheless, he cuts A out of his life temporarily, claiming that they tried, and it just didn’t work out. Little does Troye know, but A is dealing with something much bigger than his relationship with Troye, but that’s to become important later.

Talk Me Down

After about a month of separation, Troye returns home to find that A has changed completely, sporting a new attitude and perspective on life, a brighter perspective, and Troye misses him. He reaches out to him, revealing that he never ever stopped loving him, but he knows better than to enter into a relationship again. A accepts this, but doesn’t make any attempt to bring Troye back into his life, having gained a new group of friends that occupy much of his free time.

Cool

Troye watches from afar at A’s striking new persona, and tries to emanate it best he can, in the hopes that he can win back A’s good graces, ignoring the fact that it’s healthier for him to just move on. A notices and picks up on this, and after giving Troye a subtle warning that he’s not as stable as he appears, the two decide to get back together, A admitting that he too, has missed Troye this entire time.

Heaven

Troye, in an attempt to keep A by his side, convinces A to publicly reveal their relationship to their families. A agrees, though it takes a lot of convincing on Troye’s part. After it goes horribly awry, Troye tries to comfort A by telling him that society’s opinion of them and their sexualities do not define him.

Youth

The bad response to their coming out bothers A more than Troye ever expected, and in a last ditch effort to make him feel better, he suggest that they just go away together for a while, go explore the world. He explains that they are in the prime of their lives, that now is the time to be crazy. A is hesitant, not wanting to steal away Troye’s youth through his depression, but Troye insists.

Lost Boy

Told from A’s perspective, he explains to Troye that while he feels a powerful love for Troye, he’s going to make the same mistakes he made in the beginning. He doesn’t want Troye to wait until he has his feelings figured out, he doesn’t want Troye to wait until A is able to discover who he truly is. A knows that told Troye he was ready, and he feels an immense sorrow at lying to him, but he just doesn’t want to hurt Troye any more than he already has.

for him.

Troye immediately counteracts A’s confession by listing all the reasons why he would want to wait for him. He explains that A doesn’t have to express his love for Troye to be able to feel it. A, however, still isn’t convinced, and for the first time, Troye really begins to see A’s depression.

Suburbia

Told again from A’s perspective, he reminisces on his old life, before he came out, and he confesses to Troye that his life was happier then, even though he was in the closet. People didn’t judge him, they didn’t look at differently, and while he assures Troye that this has nothing to do with him, he can’t help but feel an overwhelming weight of sadness hanging over him at all times, ceaselessly. Troye doesn’t know what to do, and even if he did, he’s too late.

Too Good

A commits suicide in the privacy of his bedroom, leaving nothing behind, not even a note. Troye reacts violently, running away for a few weeks, letting the sadness and regret consume him. He thinks back on it all, to the very beginning, trying to figure out why he didn’t see it. Why he didn’t see the crippling depression that was torturing A. He comes to the conclusion that he was blinded by love. He didn’t see the pain because he was too busy seeing the good in A. And it was his fault for not telling A how good he was. It was his fault.

Blue

Troye, about four months after A’s death, is struggling. He’s ready to move on, he can feel it, but he still can’t seem to let A go. He keeps trying to think of ways to hold on to him, claiming that he’d do anything to bring him back. But nevertheless, A is gone, and no matter what Troye swears to do, he won’t ever get him back. And so he begins to think back on how exactly he fell in love with A, how he fell in love with a heart so cold, and he realizes that A had the stunningly beautiful ability to bring color to a world that he saw in black and white. And he misses him, so much, but he knows that he must learn how to move on while still maintaining the memory of A.

Wild-XXYYXX Remix

Troye, in a moment of clarity, revisits the reasons he fell in love with A, but from a new perspective.

Swimming Pools

Slowly, slowly, Troye begins to recover from the depression that consumed him after A’s death. He knows that A will never truly be gone, and that in the end, he will be okay.


okay that’s it! i realize it’s a bit messy, but it’s just my interpretation of how the story is being told, were it ever to turn into something. I may do other albums just for fun, but until then, yeah…that’s it, i’ll see you guys later! :D

A Little Christmas Party [SRFM and Zero fluff]

Starting note! I’ve tried writing fan fiction before but never post it. This particular attempt at writing is a little long winded, I stop myself part way through AND I make some big “no no”s among the proper rules of writing. [like a change in tense and perspective, etc. It’s a mess!] In short, don’t expect too much!
But either way, I did this as a Christmas gift for @the-clairvoyant-rick!

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  • Wash: The Reds and Blues will come looking!
  • Temple: The Reds and Blues will be dead before they even miss you.
  • Temple: And since you two are frozen and no one can hear you, there's nothing stopping me from dating your boyfriend!
  • Wash: Wait what?
  • Temple: You heard me.
  • Wash: Oh please, Tucker isn't my boyfriend.
  • Temple: How did you know I was talking about him?
  • Wash: ...fuck.
  • Carolina: You tried, Wash.
  • Temple: Tucker may be thinking of you now, but tonight, he's gonna be screaming my name; and tomorrow night, and the night after. And the two of you are gonna stay frozen here to hear it all until you die~
  • Wash:
  • Carolina: Did you just shit yourself?
  • Wash: He's scary, okay?

renwan  asked:

okay I'm back on my bullshit I need more clyde and I know u do too so try this: sleepy hc's, no matter what time of day/night, wherever they may be, have at it renne !! -kyloholic

oh boy you’re right I do need more clyde in my life cause that man is fine and soft as hell


  • When Clyde’s tired he rubs his eyes a lot, he tries to hide his yawns from you so that you don’t make him go back to bed when he wakes up too early
  • “Honey you don’t have to be up why don’t you sleep in?” You wake up earlier than him but he just wants to be with you, usually missing you after a long night working alone. So he gets up too, even though he definitely hasn’t had enough sleep. 
  • “But sweetheart I missed you,” He says, except slowly as sleep lingers in his voice. He rubs his eyes again, trying to keep them open. 
  • “Clyde, you just were curled up to me moments ago, it’s too soon to miss me,” You tell him. You knew he was probably a little delusional with how tired he was but it was pretty sweet so you put up with it. 
  • “Come back to bed,” He mumbles, stumbling over to you and grabbing your hand. He gives it a light the before his hand falls weakly to his side and he’s resting his head on your shoulder
  • He does that a lot when he’s tired too, rests his head on your shoulder. And then you pet him, scratch his scalp and he releases little happy noises, closing his eyes. He falls asleep quickly like that
  • At work sometimes and when it’s late at night and no customers are there, he crosses his arms and lays his head down. He’s fallen asleep like that, standing up. You find him like that on the bar when you wonder why he hasn’t come home yet. He wakes up when you come in, but with how messed up his hair is and how glazed over his eyes look you know he was asleep
  • When he’s tired, Clyde can fall asleep anywhere. Which is why you don’t want him waking up too early in the first place
  • He can be at his most affectionate when he’s tired, “Hold me,” He’ll ask, as he nuzzles his face in your chest. You let him fall asleep like that, cause the post nap grin he gives when he first sees you is always worth it