he is just so perfect sobs

ok sorry I just had to get this off my chest but

Carswell Thorne did not have a sob story (or at least, not one nearly as bad as the rest of the characters)

Of course, yes, his parents weren’t the best - they were neglectful of his wants and didn’t treat him and his choices with respect - but damn, at least he had them. At least he had full meals every day and a roof over his head. At least he wasn’t manipulated or discriminated against in society. Obviously he didn’t have a perfect life, but his was so much better than the others’ ok

I love carswell thorne as much as the next guy, but stop trying to make it seem like your white male Earthen non-cyborg(mostly) fave had struggled so much in his life !!

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Requests: “Enzo Fluff: Why is there no Enzo fluff ( sobs in corner😭) he sees either a photo album or photograph of his gf/readers family, gets all sad ends with I’m your family now Lorenzo, please and thank you~S” (Credits to gif owners!) Fluffs like these are short, so sorry if its too short for you! 

Everything was perfect, dinner, Enzo, the lights, the restaurant. The way you were both dressed. How he promised he would make love to you just for Valentine’s day. You were content and happy and didn’t want to spend this night with anybody else. Enzo watched you finish the last few bites of your meal and wipe your mouth. “Is there something in my teeth?” Your face was red, but Enzo started to laugh.

“Not at all, Love. Sometimes I can’t take my eyes off of you. It’s the silliest little things that remind me why I love you.” You placed a hand over your heart. Tonight he was extra sweet. Not that he isn’t sweet before, but Valentines Day with Enzo is always quiet and romantic. He was rummaging through his wallet for his credit card and handing the bill and the card to the waitress as she skimmed by.

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The most attractive member of the Suicide Squad is definitely Harley Quinn. I don’t think The Joker has eyes for anyone else except Harley. The other girls are cute, but Harley’s just got that special something.
—  Jared Leto (x)
Don’t go- Josh Dun

Y/N P.O.V

He hadn’t answered his phone in over 5 hours. This wasn’t like him. He always answered your calls and texts almost immediately.

Did he meet someone else? He probably didn’t care about you anymore, he won’t even be here for our 3rd anniversary. He could get anyone in the world, so why did he settle for you? You we’re a piece of crap. You we’re far from perfect, you had an ugly smile, and your laugh was so annoying.

Those thoughts had been haunting you for the past 3 months but when Josh didn’t answer your calls for the last 5 hours, that was enough for you to believe all of them. You just wanted to push all the voices out. There was only one way though.

You walked to the bathroom sobbing, knowing that both you and Josh would be free again. You from your misery and Josh from you. That’s what he wanted wasn’t it?

You opened the medicine cabinet and grabbed a bottle of sleeping pills. You heard a knock on the door as you took a big swig of water swallowing the pills then your phone rang out from the counter. It was Josh.

That’s when you fell to the ground and everything went black. You wanted to go back but it was too late.

Josh P.O.V.

I met her just over 3 years ago. Her smile pulled me in. The way she laughed made my heart skip a beat. She was freaking beautiful and she was so talented. From the first time I met her I felt a special connection to her.

Fast forward 3 years and we’ve been dating for 2 years, 11 months, and 29 days. Yes I kept a count because she meant so much to me. She always knows exactly the right things to say and do. I couldn’t help but think she ended up in my life for a reason. She was perfect.

Tyler and I just got off the plane from finishing our tour. Y/N doesn’t know we’re back yet. She thinks I’ll be home late tomorrow night, but I wanted to surprise her for our anniversary tomorrow.

I had a lot planned for us and I couldn’t wait to see her reaction when I proposed to her.

Once Jenna and Tyler dropped me off at Y/N and I’s apartment I started towards the door.  Was so excited to see her again. It has been 2 months since I got to see her in person.

I knocked on the door and waited for it to open. There was no answer. I decided to call her and I got a little nervous when she didn’t answer. I went to the neighbors to get the key they had of our. I could help but fear the worse. Y/N has battled with depression and when I went away she wasn’t in the best state of mind.

When the door finally opened I called out her name. That’s when I came across the bathroom to find the love of my life on the ground with an empty bottle of pills next to her.

I called 911 while trying to find a pulse. I was a little hopeful when I felt it but it was weak.

“Stay with me baby. I love you Y/N, don’t go. We were gonna get married. Baby I need you.” I just kept talking in hopes she could hear me.

The ambulance showed up about 7 minutes later. I had to call Tyler to meet me at the hospital because I couldn’t do this alone.

“Hey Tyler. Meet me at the hospital right now. I just found Y/N on the ground,she took some pills and I’m scared.” I could barely breath, my chest felt heavy with worry.

“We’re on our way now Josh stay strong, she’ll be okay.” Tyler’s voice was filled with fear and concern but he was trying to hide it.

She was taken away right away once arriving at the hospital. I felt a hand on my shoulder. It was Tyler. My tears just feel and I collapsed to the ground.

“I knew I should have told her I was coming home. I knew I should have never left her in the beginning.”

“Hey Josh She’ll be fine. She’s a fighter, she loves you and if she did hear you before then she’s gonna get herself better.” Tyler and Jenna stayed with me until the doctor came out.

“You must be Josh Dun, correct?”

“Yes. How’s Y/N? Can I see her.”

The doctor let out a sigh the started to talk. “She’s doing great. She overdosed on sleeping pills. Once we got her back there her heart stopped but we have her stabilized now. We have hopes that she will be awake tomorrow. Thank god you found her when you did. She wouldn’t have made it if you had waited all of 3 more minutes. You can go see her now.” With that the doctor lead all of us to where Y/N was.

She must have not eaten in a few weeks. She was at least 25 pounds lighter and her arms were covered in scars.

“Oh my god. Josh how long has she been this bad?” Tyler asked kneeling next to me as I held her hand and kissed her knuckles.

“I-I don’t really know. I got so wrapped up in the album and tour I guess I didn’t even notice. Fuck this is all my fault. I love her so much and I didn’t even realize that she was hurting herself. I don’t deserve her.”

“Don’t blame yourself for this Josh. Just be there for her.”

Tyler and Jenna left about 3 hours later after they knew I was okay. They offered to bring me home but I wasn’t leaving Y/N’s side.

I pulled a chair up next to her bedside and just held her hand. I drummed a little beat with my thumbs on her hand and I must and fallen asleep. I was awoken by yelling and a loud beeping noise. The nurses removed me from the room quickly as I tried to fight my way back to Y/N.

“Sir we need to make sure she’s fully stabilized before you can go back in.” The nurse explained to me as I asked to go back in after sitting in the waiting room for 20  minutes.

It was about an hour later when I could go back in. She looked like she did before except this time her eyes were open. She was just staring down at her wrist crying.

I placed a hand on her leg. She jumped “Are you a nurse?”

I looked at her with a quizzical face. Before I could reply the doctor came in and asked to speak to me.

He explained how she had some sort of seizure when she woke up. He then explained how she will have some memory loss for the next few hours but she should be okay by tonight. He had full faith in her which made me feel good.

“Hey Y/N, do you remember me?” I entered the room again.

“Umm… Yeah don’t you play in a band or something? Like the drums?” I thought it would be best to go along with whatever she said for now.

“Yeah. Are you a fan?”

She smiled and it made my heart skip a beat like always.

“I think so. Can I hear a song?”

“Of course.” I said pulling out my phone playing her favorite song.

As We Don’t Believe What’s On TV played I couldn’t help but stare at her. She was so beautiful, how could she ever how doubts about herself?

When the song ended she asked to hear more. We listen to the whole Blurryface album and I gently drummed my fingers on the bedside again. She watched me the whole time.

“You must be really talented. Do you have a girlfriend?”

“I do actually.” I smiled and then it faded when I realized what she had asked me.

“Wow she must be very lucky to have you.”

“No I’m lucky one.”

“Josh, will you tell me about her?”

“Well for starters she’s beautiful, talented, and her smile. Her smile makes me the happiest man alive. I could go on for hours about everything I love about her. She’s perfect for me.”

She smiled down at me.

“I feel like I know who you are. Are we friends?”

“I would say more than friends. What do you remember about me?”

Y/N P.O.V.

“I would say more than friends. What do you remember about me?”

I sat and thought for a moment. My thoughts and memories were all cloudy and I wasn’t sure what was real or not.

“Well I remember that there is Tyler he’s the one who sings those songs.A blonde girl. Gianna, possibly. I think we’re all friends right?”

“Close, her name is Jenna. Tyler and I play in the band twenty one pilots and Jenna is one of your best friends.” Josh said reassuring me.

With that a man and a woman walked in. they looked to Josh as if they didn’t know what to say.

“Hey guys. Y/N woke up a while ago and she’s getting some memories back.” Josh told them what I remembered. After talking a bit about our friendship Jenna asked if Josh wanted to take a walk with her. I wondered why he said yes, I thought we were getting along so well. I wanted to know more about his girlfriend,he sounded so madly in love with her. Something I only dreamed a guy would do about me.

Once they left the room Tyler sat in the chair next to the bed that Josh just left.

“Hey Y/N. How do you feel?”

“Good I guess. Tyler can I ask you a question?”

“Sure, what’s up?”

“Is Josh happy with Jenna? I mean he deserves the best and I think she would be great for him I guess.”

He chuckled and looked at the ground. “Well I hope they don’t get to close. After all she’s my wife.”

“Oh whoops, I thought they were dating. Sorry. So who is he dating?” You felt sort of embarrassed but you felt comfortable around Tyler like you did with Josh.

“Well she’s this funny girl who I introduced him to over 3 years ago. Today is their 3 year anniversary actually and he was gonna surprise her, but something came up. She’s my wife’s best friend and she was her maid of honor in our wedding. We all missed her being on tour with us, but she had work so she could join us the past 3 months.” You sat and listened to Tyler go on about this girl for a while.

Josh P.O.V.

“Thanks for getting me out of there Jenna.”

“No problem. I saw the tears in your eyes and knew you probably needed a minute to breathe.”

“Yeah. It’s just so hard not being able to wish her a happy anniversary or kiss her. I mean she doesn’t even know we’re dating. I had all these plans to propose today and I just feel so bad for her.” I wanted to cry but just held the emotions in. I wanted to stay as strong as possible.

“The doctor said we could show her picture and videos and things like that to jog her memory but I don’t want to mess with anything, you know?”

“I get it, but i think she’s getting a lot of the memories back she just needs a little more push to get the rest.” Jenna said pulling out her phone. She showed em a few pictures she had taken of Y/N and I when we were on tour together.

“Show these to her and maybe it will help her.” She said handing me the phone as we walked back into Y/N’s room.

Y/N P.O.V.

Josh and Jenna walked in and Josh sat next to me again. He handed me the phone and scrolled through a few pictures of him and me. It was when he got to the 5th or 6th picture that it clicked. I was his girlfriend. Tears filled my eyes and Josh looked up at me.

“What’s wrong?” Josh said wiping away a stray tear that must have fallen from my eye.

“Happy anniversary babe.”

The room went silent. Everyone’s jaws fell open. Then Josh stood up and put his lips to my forehead.

“I love you Y/N. Happy anniversary baby.”

Josh handed Jenna her phone back. Then they left leaving only Josh and I in the room. I moved over on the bed so Josh could sit next to me.

Not that he felt like a stranger but I still didn’t have full memory back so I still didn’t feel like I’ve known him for 3 years.

Josh’s P.O.V.

It had been a few hours since she remembered who I was. I know there were pieces still missing from her memory but the next morning she would have it all back says the doctor.

It was early in the morning when I woke up and saw her sleeping so peacefully. I didn’t want to leave but I hadn’t taken a shower in over 3 days now.

Once I returned 3 hours later she was awake.

She greeted me with the biggest smile.

“Hey Josh.”

I was so happy to hear her voice again with a happy tone.

“Hey babe. How did you sleep?” I asked as I sat down on the bed with her again.

“Great.” There was a moment of silence as the cuddles close into my side. “Josh I’m so sorry. I-”  I cut her off before she could say anything more.

“Y/N there’s nothing to be apologizing about. Just please promise me you’ll come to me about this if there’s a next time.”

She nodded her head and I kissed her on the top of her head.

“You missed.” She said as she came up to met her lips with mine. We were interrupted by Tyler walking in.

“Woah didn’t know I was getting a show with visiting my best friend.” Y/N pulled away and chucked. I just stared down at her. I can’t believe I almost lost the love of my life to her stupid demons.

6 weeks later

Y/N and I just left having a nice dinner at her favorite restaurant. We were walking along the river path when I stopped and dropped to my knee. Y/N didn’t notice for a few seconds and when she turned around to see me pulling out the small velvet box she started to cry. This was it. The moment I’ve been anticipating since our first few dates.

I planned a whole speech but I couldn’t get the words to form so I simply just said “Y/N make me the happiest man to ever live and marry me.”

She stepped closer to me and shook her head yes. I slipped the ring in her finger and then pulled her into a hug.

She was finally mine. I was never letting her go again and something told me she was thinking the same about herself and I.

“I love you Y/N.”

“I love you too Josh.”  

Evak Drabble 5 Prompt: Grief

Is it possible to grieve a person who’s still alive? Or maybe, it wasn’t the person Isak was grieving, because Even is still very much alive and safe and Isak still loves him so much- but maybe it is the relationship he’s grieving.

Everything they were and could have been.

Isak loves Even and it hurts. It hurts so bad because Isak knew -he knew- that something was wrong. If he hadn’t let Even distract him, if he’d just come out of his Even induced haze- he would have seen the signs for what they were a long time ago.

But he didn’t and now Even is gone and Isak doesn’t know if he’s- if he’s going to even see him again.

How could such a perfect day be ruined so thoroughly? He was so happy and now its shit.

He practically fell into Noora’s arms sobbing at two in the morning when he finally made it home- sans Even.

She held him when he slipped to his knees in the doorway and Eskild kicked out his one night stand and he just cried with them.

“He didn’t tell me,” Isak sobbed, “I didn’t know- he should’ve just me and I could have stopped him. I should have known.”

Noora holds him tighter.

He makes it to bed some how. He doesn’t remember it, but he wakes up in the morning with swollen eyes and stiff cheeks and he knows that last night wasn’t a nightmare.

His phone is mysteriously absent from his bedside table. He finds it on the kitchen floor, probably thrown from his meltdown last night.

Mamma:

I love you

Isak lets out a noisy breath, filled with tears and seventeen years of repressed feelings.

That’s all there is though. Nothing from Even or Sonja. Isak thinks that maybe that’s best. Maybe he’s not strong enough to be the person Even loves.

But he loves Even. He loves Even and it hurts, yes god it does, but he also burns bright with it. He feels strong every day because Even has allowed him to become himself. He’s not ready to let that go, Sonja be damned. He’s not ready to say goodbye to the only boy he’s ever truly wanted to come out for.

Isak slides slowly down the kitchen cabinets and sits on the floor. He pulls up a browser, and googles “bipolar disorder”

And he prepares.

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I’m dead. Ok I’m still breathing but I’m dead inside ‘cause HIS SMILE IS THE MOST PRECIOUS AND BEAUTIFUL THING IN THIS WORLD AND I CAN’T LIVE LIKE THIS. I CAN’T.

Originally posted by amoodymess

me probably for the rest of my life

Bitty Whump Fic Excerpt

“I’ve known him since I was a teenager and he was um. He was a sort of mentor figure back then.”

Ten times out of nine I know you’re lying,

“He just understands me, I could talk to him about anything, Bitty.”

But nine times out of ten I know you’re trying,

“I was a better boyfriend to you when I could talk to him and spend some time. It made you happy, too.”

So I’m trying to be fair,

And you’re trying to be there, and to care.

And that was the kicker, the one that sent Bitty crashing over the edge. Bitty didn’t need Jack to be the perfect boyfriend, he just wanted Jack, anxiety prone, imperfect, ridiculous, Jack.

“I’m sorry. I love you.”

And you’re caught up in your permanent emotions,

And Bitty broke down, sobbing into Jack’s shoulders, letting the man who broke his heart try to comfort him as he clung on.

And all the loving I’ve been giving goes unnoticed,

Reminder that this conversation happened.
  • Edgeworth: What is this festive-looking ornament?
  • Larry Butz: It reminds me of art class in grade school. We used to have a lot of fun decorating the classroom with origami. Remember?
  • Edgeworth: W-Well, I...
  • Larry Butz: Oh, yeah...You never were any good at it.
  • Gumshoe: Really?
  • Larry Butz: Yeah, this guy was so bad, he couldn't even fold a dollar, let alone a crane. Everyone tried to comfort him, but he would just sit there sobbing.
  • Gumshoe: Really? I never would have expected that.
  • Edgeworth: Be quiet already! I'll never forget the shame of that day! You want a crane! I can now make a perfect quarter-inch crane without a single flaw!

adorable puppy♥

MY REACTION TO THE BEAUTIFUL LSW EPILOGUE WHERE GORA FINALLY CONCLUDED FUSHIMI’S FEELING AND THOUGHT TOWARD THE PEOPLE AROUND HIM.

I’M JUST SO HAPPY FOR MY SON I CAN’T EVEN CONTAIN MY FEELINGS. FUSHIMI SARUHIKO CAN FINALLY HAVE HIS HAPPY ENDING NOW AND HE DESERVES IT.

Originally posted by loki-in-chains-tadah

I remember how i used to hate Fushimi in season 1 and now look at me being a sobbing mess for his happiness. Feels like it’s been such a long time ;; v ;;

I’m very satisfied with the overall chapter. We get to see Fushimi finally admitting Reishi as his king while being a tsundere at the same time (so cute unf///) and then Yata yet again scored a perfect point by telling him that he’s not like his father. SERIOUSLY DID YOU SEE FUSHIMI’S FACE WHEN YATA TOLD HIM THAT HE HAS A SENSE OF GUILT UNLIKE HIS ASSHOLE DAD. OF COURSE YOU ARE A MILLION TIMES BETTER HUMAN BEING THAN YOUR DAD, FUSHIMI.

ALSO THERE IS OOGAI AYA. SHE LOOKS SO LOVELY OMGGG

AND FUSHIMI’S WORDS AT THE END OF THE CHAPTER.

HIS FREAKING WORDS THOOOO I SHALL FUCKING ENGRAVE IT ON MY GRAVE.

Now please excuse me while i cry my heart out some more for Fushimi.

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handoftheassassin  asked:

I just read your de-aged Matt and Elektra fic...I don't even know how to process how amazing it is. I mean your Frank was perfect. How he dealt with kids in general and especially kid soldiers was wonderful that I am sobbing. God, i hope you go back to writing Daredevil. Thank you so much for sharing this perfect fic!

Thank you so much. I’m delighted you like my fics so much. <3

I’ve a couple of Daredevil fics in the works but well, I’m writing a thesis this year so I can’t promise anything in the near future. Here’s hoping though; I miss writing for Daredevil.

Here’s an idea:

They can just release season 2 of Miraculous tomorrow and finally end my suffering. :) 

Think about it; I mean it’s a win-win! So many reasons to do this:  I’m happy, there’s more miraculous ladybug in this world…..I’m happy……

I just don’t see a downside really. 

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*choked sob* Ok here’s ANOTHER idea…….I want Thomas Astruc to write me a letter of apology with cited sources in MLA format because he has RENDERED MY SOUL TO PIECES with this STUPID PERFECT PURE SHOW. 

AND YOU FANFIC WRITERS ARE NOT HELPING WITH THESE AMAZING STORIES (pls don’t stop writing fics pls pls pls I’ll die I really will you are the only thing keeping me alive even as you drive the knife in deeper - this goes DOUBLE for @bullysquadess , @thelastpilot , and @runningoutofink ya’ll are my life support rn thank u)

EDIT: Dear GOD I forgot to add @taylordraws to that list like she doesn’t ruin me with the kickass fanart (don’t even START ME on this I cannot guarantee you rational sentences) AND the fanfic that ruined any chance of me coming out of this alive. I have a lot of things to say to you, but most of them are incoherent sounds anyway so we’re gonna skip it.