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introduction into nu’est

Originally posted by hwangminyeo

debuted March 14, 2012 with “Face” under pledis entertainment

fandom ㄴ.ㅇ.ㅅ.ㅌ (pronounced LOVE from the way you spell Nu’est in Korean 뉴이스트) fandom color hot pink

did pretty well during debut promotions but popularity kept declining due to shitty promotions from company and lack of comebacks  

many thought Nu’est was near disbandment

4 members (Jonghyun, Minki, Minhyun and Dongho) joined Produce 101 Season 2 in hopes of proving their skills and saving Nu’est

all four members made it to the finale but only Minhyun made it into the top11 (#9) and got to debut with wanna-one 

other members ranked 13 (Dongho), 14 (Jonghyun) and 20 (Minki)

but they did not fail because they did prove themselves throughout the show and gained a lot of popularity internationally and nation-wide 

in hopes that they continue to gain popularity I am making an introductory to the members of Nu’est for the new and upcoming ㄴㅇㅅㅌ’s :)))

firstly Nu’est’s Leader

Kim Jonghyun (JR) 06.08.1995

Originally posted by sjkxy

Leader, Main Rapper, Main Dancer

talented affff

3 S’s Shy Sweet & Sensitive

extremely caring

blames himself for Nu’est’s lack of popularity

looks like onibugi 

cries a lot 

but only bc he loves his members and p101 children so much and he wants to do his best for them 24/7

wayyy too selfless

Nation’s Leader

cried bc other p101 trainees did a hidden camera on him on his birthday

plays like almost every instrument ever

speaks japanese

loves eminem

says he’s living his father’s dream by becoming an entertainer

too shy to speak english

humble affff

video game addict

brought a potato to school and talked to it like it was his child

says sorry too much

ren is his gf

camera slut always has to be in the shot

hates tomatoes

always gets way into karaoke 

wants to marry aron :))

next is the oldest 

Aron Kwak (Aron) 05.21.1993

Originally posted by awkwardshypersona

ft hungry Minhyun

Lead Rapper, Lead Dancer, Vocalist

real name is youngmin 

but he fucking hates it

from LA

is the oldest but isn’t the leader

for good reason

hes a fucking mess

an adorable mess but a mess

does radio shows

sometimes says things without thinking and gets himself into trouble

smart af

got accepted into NYU but chose to become an idol instead

learned Korean in 9 months

is a slut for his members

prob a closeted alcoholic


high key gay for ren

mommas boy

ladies man

checks out girls even while on camera

thinks he’s cute and tags pictures of himself as #cutie

king of fan service

loves skinship

gets banned from twitter all the time bc all he does is follow fans

can actually cook 

has kissed ren and acted like he kissed baekho and minhyun

can’t ice-skate but claims he’s good at it

can’t say nu’est after all these years

hates horses and seagulls

can’t jump rope

has a crush on minhyun’s sister

is always 200% done with his members

“when I feel lonely at night I like lonnnggg hairrrr” 

ren: “rrreeaallly?”

claims he teaches the other nu’est guys english but has progressively given up

started the jr looks like onibugi thing

next is my bias :)))))))))))

Kang Dongho (Baekho) 07.21.1995 

Originally posted by omgongpics

Main Vocal


can barely dance 

but has an amazing voice

looks scary but isn’t at all until he’s irritated

doesn’t get irritated easily but when he does gtg

is prob scared of ren

kang daddy

sexy bandit

really close to his dad

his dad has leukemia and dongho went to Instagram to ask people to donate blood to help his dad out

sweet pie

also hates horses

likes tacos

says he likes girls with “long hair, cute and sexy…. and a lot of money”

got his stage name bc he looked like Kang Baekho from SlamDunk

his stage name means white tiger

has a tiger tattooed on his forearm

2 more tattoos on his chest 

its hot af

has abs 

but gets too shy to show them 

knows kumdo and did it in his solo teaser before debut

again hot af

hates cleaning

won’t do it

has the most wholesome laugh I literally have a playlist of baekho laugh comps

if his laugh doesn’t make you smile idk what will

fought a drug dealer in Mexico bc he tried to start a fight with his members

strong af 

(saying hello on a radio show) “hello I’m baekho I’m fine thank you and you?”

has to hug someone to be able to sleep usually ren

sweats all the time 

he can breathe and start sweating 

a lil gay for Aron but kissed Minhyun on the cheek and is all over ren sooo

wants to be a comedian but only tells dad jokes

broke the lock on the bathroom door in their dorm once

says whats on his mind/what he feels

competitive but sucks under pressure 

sucked in school

lazy af

prob has the best English pronunciation out of the members besides Aron obviously

“I remember me”

has to pet every dog he sees 

called his parents just to ask to buy something worth like $6

talks shit to anyone and everyone

didnt mean to audition for pledis but went to support his friend in their audition and got casted lmao

is basically naked in the dorm all the time

but in public covers up like a nun

plays piano

always dies from secondhand embarrassment from ren

next is the model

Hwang Minhyun (Minhyun) 08.09.1995

Originally posted by nu-blessed

Lead Vocalist, Visual

tall af

skinny but buff

should and could be a model

can hit high notes like nobody’s business

extremely innocent

still hasn’t had his first kiss

at first pledis only wanted him bc of how handsome he is 

speaks japanese

has an older sister that Aron has a crush on but he said she’s out of his league

low key savage

(saying hello on a radio show) “hi I’m minhyun, I like you *kiss noise*”

loves jr

is in Wanna-One (p101)

only pledis trainee to make it 

cried when minki jonghyun and dongho didnt make it 

didn’t even celebrate his victory bc all he could think about was leaving his brothers I’m crying

doesn’t drink

“perfect perfect perfect”

don’t ask him to improv dance

ren said baekho was the most handsome in nu’est and he accidentally blurted out “no he’s not” lmaoo

likes american-korean accents aka aron’s accent

got lost in turkey

rlly likes elephants

always has body lotion wyd boy ;););) 

loves things to be clean

always fighting with the members especially baekho bc nobody cleans except him

bribes baekho with food

hes a picky eater bc hes a child

sucks at bowling

said “this is your mistake” to Aron bc Aron didn’t know their English titles

sings everywhere

“thats no-no”

skips practice all the time

sleeps with earphones in how tf

cried when pledis scouted him 

next is the maknae

Choi Minki (Ren) 11.03.1995

Originally posted by kangbaeks

Vocalist, Face of the Group, Maknae

is beautiful dressed as a boy and a girl

can rock long hair

actually any hair

made aron’s heart flutter when he was dressed as a girl

extra af

sassy af

on the topic of Mexican food he responded with “u know i luv u gurl I like mexican” and everyone in the room died

impersonated people drowning in an elevator from movie

minhyun said he had a lot of charisma and he said he was crying

ranted on how amazing and beautiful jr is for like 5 min on live radio

(saying hello on a radio show) “nice to meet you I’m ren thank you very much I love you too”

lady gaga’s number one fanboy sent her fanmail once

knows he’s pretty

can model walk


can play piano

thinks he can speak English


loves everyone

is actually terrifying 

does this thing with his shoulders 

so now he’s called shoulder gangster

not afraid to be embarrassed

can and will do any girl dance

can’t raise animals they all die

used to get mistaken for a girl all the time

members rlly love him

has a twitter

made jr sit in a trash can once

sucks at games like any game

amazing dancer

fell in love with baekho when he did kumdo for the solo teaser like same

is a lil bit of a loner

loves fashion

is a diva

likes nail art 

loves the movie titanic

hogs the bathroom bc he’s an ass

makes the members question their sexuality 

“how old are you” 

“I’m fine thank you”

likes skinship

says his older brother is terrifying lmao


thats everything I can remember about the nu’est members pls support and love them

Antiapocalypse on different social medias

Youtube: “Oh. I wonder where Anti is. It’s been a long time. *video drops* OH NICE! I MISSED MY BUDDY. I wasn’t expecting this though. “

Instagram: “OH! Anti’s coming. Nice pictures. Can’t wait! “

Twitter: “Fuck! People on Tumblr have been telling us things… Twitter bios… Tags… Location. WHAT! “


Originally posted by giphy

Jack: “ That’s it. I’m not actually dead! Antisepticeye did not kill me. “

Youtube: “ Phew. I was already a bit worried”

Instagram: “ Nice new D.VA hoodie! “

Twitter: “Hhmmm… His Twitter banner hasn’t changed. “


@chase-brody-protection-squad @hufflepufftrax @marielgum @therealjacksepticeye @viostormcaller @katielovesyoutubers35


tumtumtumimacatlover  asked:

FirstmeetingAU where Victor gets asked star in a sexy calendar w/ the other mens skaters. Some drop out, so Victor asks Yuuri bc they need 1 more person, and gets more than he bargained for. Yuuri turns out to be too eros for his own good, and its hard to concentrate on the shoot. the tags #thighsothicc and #spicykatsudon break twitter when victor shares some backstage pics to Yuuris starving fans. Calendar sells out in seconds, and Victors heart is won. Much pining. Yuuri is good for sales 🍑🔥

My piece for Spirit and Such @mobzine100 . I had fun and everyone is really good, it’s an honour to take part!!

You can see everyone’s works on twitter !!

(note: it’s not clear but they’re trying to give char siu to mob, not taking it from him LOL mob needs to eat more)

edit: now available on redbubble!! the title is based on the tag ppl give this post the most. thanks i assure you he is eating well


Ruki: good morning
Reita: where are we headed today…
Kai: came to Conifer Forest to check the location and look over the place.
hmmm♫ looks like it’s gonna be a fun event!
( ✌︎'ω’)✌︎ (image 1)
Reita: Twins!!*
#Fuji-QHighland (image 2)

*Ruki and Reita wearing the same hoodie today (he tagged Ruki on the photo). 

@yuriplisetsky is a size queen

Otabek Altin/Yuri Plisetsky

2,900 words

“What are you talking about?”

“Your Twitter? Your thread that spends about ten tweets waxing poetry about the size of my dick? Everyone’s talking about it, the fans are going crazy, I had Victor ringing me up half an hour ago to ask if it was true and if I really had deflowered Russia’s Fairy like that, and I just – what the hell were you thinking, Yuri?”

In which Yuri gets drunk and Tweets some things he probably shouldn’t have.

AO3 link

So @94mercy made this post that headcanoned that Yuri gets drunk one night and talks about the size of Otabek’s dick on social media, and I immediately knew I had to write it. Otherwise known as me just wanting to join in with all the hung!Otabek content that’s been coming out of this fandom in recent weeks. 

(Also tagging @daddybek because that’s where this all started back in February)

They’ve been dating for a few months when it happens.

Yuri goes round to Mila’s for a few drinks after practice one day, and they steadily make their way through a bottle of vodka, laughing and talking about their respective partners. The music is loud and Yuri feels all loose and giggly as he reaches for his phone, taking selfies and documenting their escapades on Snapchat. He’s never been this drunk before, so drunk he’s not even sure what order his memories from the last few hours go in, so drunk that he can barely stand, so drunk that the room is spinning.

He sits down and opens Twitter, starting to type. He doesn’t even think about what he’s Tweeting, just starts a thread and keeps on going until he gets it all off his chest. Mila is grabbing at his hands and pulling him up so they can dance together again, and Yuri’s phone lies on the couch, forgotten.

So he doesn’t see what he’s done until morning.

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Request: Hey!! Can you do one with y/n being a famous actress and y/n and Shawn go to the Oscars as a couple and everyone loves them together?

Word Count: 1,527


”Wow babe, you look stunning” Shawn said, as he entered the hotel room.

I was putting the last pieces of jewellery on, when he snuck up behind me. I caught his silhouette in the mirror. His mouth was open, his eyes burned on me and he was licking his lips. I smiled shyly over his words.

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Plow Me

Because I’m self indulgent

In my defense, @secretschuylersister started it [And yes, it is based off of The Tag, her Legendary tag, id you could not tell by the title]

Pairing: Lin x reader (I think? I mean, it kind of turned out more Daveed x readerish. I was thinking that if people actually like this, I might do a second part and put more Lin in it… Unless y’all want it to be a Daveed fic? That works too.)

Warnings: probably OOCish characters (Taylor included? Not sure if she swears… Never mind yes she does) Sexual references, hardcore shipping, fangirl Daveed, some swearing (okay, lots of swearing) - that’s it, I think

Summary: The Hamilcast finds out about something that they maybe shouldn’t have

Note: Special thanks to @timeforhamilton who let me send this for her for advice and encouraged me to keep going, @secretschuylersister for answering my questions for “research” and @on-written-wings for her oh-so-helpful Industrial Revolution list! If you haven’t met any of them, check them out! They’re all hilarious, kind, wonderful, too great for this world awesome! :)


“You’re joking.”

“Do it.”


“But why not?” Daveed pressed.

“Because it’s creepy!” Anthony defended. “Why would I look up Lin?”

“Trust me, the results are very amusing.”

“How exactly would you know that, Diggs?”

“I’ll give you three guesses… And ten dollars if you do it.”

Anthony sighed, folding under the promise of money for his troubles.

Daveed grinned, letting out a fist pump into the air.

“The things I do for you people…” Anthony breathed, even as he pulled his laptop closer to him, Google already getting up and running.

His fingers began to lazily drift over the keys, but after a few seconds, they stopped, a smirk curling on his face as his eyebrows lifted further.

“Oh, Diggs, you were right.”

“Why? What’d you find?” Daveed asked eagerly, moving so he could see the screen, eager for the scoop on something he might’ve missed.

Sitting there, all too innocently in the search bar, were the unfinished words Lin-Manue.

In the drop down list of frequent searches just below it, from the bottom up, it went lin-manuel miranda net worth, lin-manuel miranda drunk history, lin-manuel miranda moana, lin-manuel miranda, and, at the very top of the list, securing it’s spot as the most searched topic with his name on it, lin-manuel miranda plow me.

The two shared a mischievous look, devious grins slowly growing on their faces.

It took all of two seconds for them to silently agree, and immediately afterwards, Anthony had furiously clicked the first option, repeatedly doing so until the next page had loaded.

Scrolling down, he murmured, “So, Tumblr is the blue void from whence this came, eh? Let’s see if we can find out where this started…”

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request- Heyyy i really love your blog and I was wondering if you could do an imagine where the reader bas been an actress since she was 10 playing deans daughter in the show and is now 16 and she’s really close with the cast, she calls jared uncle moose and Jensen is like a dad to her and he thinks of her like his daughter figure. Maybe just a cute one where she has a bad day and they all cheer her up, or maybe a cute one where they all hang out at Jensens place? I can’t choose I just love to read those.

Requested by- Anon.

Characters- Jensen x platonic!Reader.

Warnings- hate, slight angst, crying, swearing, mentions of absent parent.

a/n- it’s kinda short but I hope this is okay, nonnie!<3

You took a deep breath before running onto the stage, screams filled your ears as you waved to the audience, you quickly hugged Richard and Rob before turning towards the crowd.

“Hey guys!” You yelled happily into the mic, “how’re you doing?” You asked, everyone screamed in response causing you to laugh, “I hope to god that means good” you giggled causing some of them to laugh, “okay, should we go straight onto the questions?” You asked whilst pointing towards the line of people near the microphone. 

A young girl, around your age held the microphone in her hands, “um, hi” she started off, you waved back with a small smile on your face, “I was just wondering if you and Jensen had a father/daughter type relationship off set?” She asked, you smiled, “uh… Yeah, yeah we do. I mean straight away we just had that sort of bond I guess?” You answered, she thanked you and walked away, “hi! What was it like when you found out you had the part?” asked a older woman, “I was fucking terrified aha, it was mainly because I had to play the roll of a fathers daughter and as you guys know my father isn’t in my life anymore, so for me… the idea of playing a roll that had a father scared me because I didn’t know how to be a daughter in that way, but like I said earlier Jensen and me just had that sort of bond anyway, so it did make it that tiny bit easier” you replied.

It was much later on, you were led in your hotel bed, you were scrolling through twitter but stopped at a video from your panel, you clicked on it and started reading through the replies.

‘It’s the same sob story lmao, nobody cares if your father ran off’

‘Poor Jensen, has to put up with this trainwreck.’

‘He probably feels sorry for her, that’s why he hasn’t said anything’

‘Wouldn’t surprise me if he secretly hated her!’

You quickly locked your phone before throwing it towards the other side of the bed, you closed your eyes and shook your head.

‘They’re just twitter trolls, what they say doesn’t matter.’

You said to yourself, you took a deep breath in before unlocking your phone, muting the accounts you then started typing,

‘Just because I’m not tagged in the tweet doesn’t mean I can’t see it.Your words can be used for good or harm and it’s important to know the difference.’

You hit send, locked your phone, stood up and walked towards the bathroom.

You walked out with your wet hair wrapped in a messy bun, you started walking towards your bed when a knock on the door caused you to turn around.

You opened it to find a very worried Jensen on the other side, “are you okay? I saw the tweet” he asked walking in, you chuckled slightly and nodded your head, “I’m fine, Jay. Don’t worry about it” you replied sitting on the bed, he let out a sigh and looked at you, “are you sure?” He asked, you nodded your head, he let out a sigh and sat next to you.

“I saw the tweets, y/n…” he trailed off, you looked down and started playing with your fingers, he grabbed one of your hands and turned to face you, “I know that you think of me like a dad… I’m okay with it, I am, I just-” he started to say before you cut him off, “you just feel weird about it because I’m not your daughter” you finished for him with tears building in your eyes, he went to speak up but you beat him to it, “they were right… you felt sorry for me, that’s why you didn’t say anything beforehand but now that you know I’ve seen those tweets…” You trailed off, you looked the other way so that Jensen couldn’t see the tears that were threatening to spill over, “they’re right, you probably hate me” you whispered the last bit.

“You know that couldn’t be further from the truth…Y/N, look at me” he demanded softly, you slowly turned around and looked into his green eyes, “you may not be blood but that doesn’t make you any less my daughter… and I don’t hate you. It’s the complete opposite of that.” He said whilst wiping away the tears that fell down your face, “you’ve gotta start trusting that I’m not going to leave you, you’re stuck with me” he grinned causing you to let out a small laugh, “but in all seriousness, if you ever start feeling this way again I want you to tell me. It doesn’t matter if it’s five in the morning, just tell me, talk to me. I’m always here and you know it” he concluded, placing a kiss on your forehead.

You wrapped your arms around him, burying your head in his chest, he tightly wrapped his arms around you, “I love you, kiddo. Don’t forget it, okay?” He said, you smiled, “I love you too, and I’ll try not to.”

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BTS attending your concert,

(A/N hi! I’m finally back! Hope you guys like this imagine even tho it’s a bit lazier than usual)


Would act cool and chill in front of your fans, but when you get back home he’ll be your biggest fanboy. Won’t shut up about how good you were and how he almost fainted by how beautiful you were.

Originally posted by bwiseoks


Nobody has seen him this excited since when they debuted. Cheers along with your fans, already memorized the fan chants. Will point at you and yell that you are his partner. Someone posted a video of him tagging it as #goals, he reblogged it on Twitter.

Originally posted by kthish


Would contain himself from screaming during the whole concert. Knows every dance and song you performed. After your performance he’d give you the biggest hug, saying how proud he is of you.

Originally posted by junghoseok


He would have helped you with the choreo beforehand, so when you performed it he was very proud. His eyes would occasionally wander to your fans to see their reactions, happy when they’re all excited and impressed. 

Originally posted by fyeahbangtaned


He’d be the only one the security guards would have to hold back. His eyes never leaves yours. When you make eye contact he’ll blush and giggle. The smile never left his lips during the whole concert. He could watch you perform for hours.

Originally posted by itschiminie


He’d be so shocked. He knew you were good, but not this good. Lowkey would brag about you to everyone he knows. Isn’t shy to show his love for you. He’d force Namjoon to tag your song under his #RMusic so that more people can find your music.

Originally posted by bwibelle


If you’re nervous before the concert he’d reassure you that you’ll do great. Confident you’d nail every move and note. He would whisper encouraging words into your ears while hugging you for the last time before you had to go. When the concert is done he’d tell you “I told you so,” stating that you were perfect.

Originally posted by youngforevers

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some kuwei headcanons (not necessarily modern):

- david and genya adopt him the moment he sets foot on ravkan soil, that’s not even a question
- nikolai, the ultimate sexy dad, announces kuwei is his favourite kid and he really is bc he’s an orphan like him and he’s been neglected like him so long story short he shares custody with david and genya
- which doesn’t mean kuwei is spoiled or privileged in ANY way or shape, it just means he’s appreciated and seen
- however, he wants to pursue science and chemistry and all that jazz so nikolai enrolls him into the best school and david is his private tutor and his dad DID create jurda parem so needless to say the kid is a walking prodigy in maths and physics
- in a modern setting, kuwei is comfortable enough to use grindr and stuff and all he ever knows is acceptance and love and he’s never ever shamed for wanting to express his sexuality
- best friends with nadia!!! since she’s a bit of an underdog herself (she’s always been a part of the team but guess what? she’s also always been slept on just like kuwei) and i honestly don’t see her ~click~ with zoya or the other girls at the palace so they could both use a friend
- kuwei is THE HOTTEST thing in ravka
- kuwei juggles two casual boyfriends bc he’s not looking for anything serious and neither are they but then he meets nadia and adrik is there
- one week and three clumsy kisses in the dark later they start dating bc kuwei deserves a soft boy who’d worship the ground he walks on and have heart eyes for him 24/7 and that’s adrik 10000% (i headcanon adrik as yet another bi icon btw)
- alina pops over for tea every once in awhile and she’s like “you remind me of someone”
- (i’m crying, you’re crying, baghra is crying from the other side)
- but then she looks at his eyes and sees they’re gold not silver and she smiles to herself, “nevermind”
- and she LOVES kuwei like she’s fiercely protective of this nice, quiet orphan kid who just wanted an actual home and maybe a new family
- and now he has two bc the dregs still visit him everytime inej has business in ravka with her ship and nina’s there like all the time so!!
- speaking of nina, she probably feeds kuwei waffles bc it’s ~food for the soul~ and she just wants kuwei to finally be happy where he is
- kuwei is quiet, almost shy, (like david) but his ears are always turned in the newest gossip’s direction (like genya)
- he always Knows Things™
- but he’s smart enough to only say them when it would benefit him/his situation, otherwise he’s actually very good at keeping secrets
- that’s actually it, he’s hella smart and it throws people off bc they’re like “hahahaha well he doesn’t even talk that much!!” and then kuwei smiles at them, plots a quick, bloodless revenge in his head and five minutes later they’re being exiled on grounds of discrimination and treachery, bitch you thought™
- even kaz admits he’d like to take him on one of his kruge hunts but nikolai is like brekker pls this is my son we’re talking about
- kuwei in the background: technically, i’m not your-
- idk why but i feel like he’d grow out his hair?? and maybe keep it in a fancy ponytail?? and it’d look so good on him

Following the Fandom

AO3 Link

Genre: Oneshot. Fluff, sort-of AU, first meeting, romantic

Warnings: one swear word and a tiny, tiny if-you-squint bit of suggestiveness

Summary: Dan and Phil are the Youtubers we know and love, except for one thing - they’ve never met. That doesn’t stop the fanbase from shipping them, though, and eventually Phil gathers up the courage to message Dan

Word Count: 7347

A/N: I actually had a lot of fun writing this! It was quickly done, though, so apologies for any typos/errors ^_^

Phil’s brow furrowed as his phone went off again. The constant stream of notifications hadn’t relented once since he’d woken up and flicked his phone on, and he hadn’t even had a chance to get onto his home page to find the source of all the sudden attention before yet another notification turned up and exploded his phone all over again.

Phil nudged his bedsheets down from his shoulders and rolled onto his pillow, squinting at his bright phone screen. It was still ridiculously early in the morning, and yet the stream never ended. What had he even done to spark such a reaction? The last thing he’d done was tweet about an exciting-looking dog he’d seen walking passed his London flat, and he hadn’t uploaded a video since four days ago. His new footage was sitting on his laptop waiting to be edited – so what had caused this sudden flood of notifications?

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Another trans Jack au because you know I love him.

  • Jamie Kelly got her start on YouTube and was pretty well known for covers before she started writing her own songs and eventually got a record deal
  • When she was in high school, though, she realized she didn’t think of herself as “she” but “he”
  • But he didn’t come out because he was just starting to get recognition
  • so he recognized it in himself but didn’t do anything about it because he was a soprano and he was getting recognition for his singing and he didn’t want to mess it up
  • So he ignored it and kept living as Jamie
  • He was so used to being uncomfortable in his own skin he hid it well and didn’t come out to anybody
  • He thought of himself as Jack, knew he was Jack, knew he was a boy, but nobody else knew that and everyone knew him as Jamie
  • And as “Jaime” got more and more recognition it was harder and harder just to be himself because he knew himself but nobody else did
  • And he started dating another famous person from YouTube, Crutchie Morris, and loved him a ton but also constantly felt like he was lying because Crutchie thought he had a girlfriend and Jack knew he wasn’t a girl but Crutchie didn’t
  • So “Jamie” ends up as one of those musicians who everybody knows at least one song by because it’s just catchy music by the time he’s like twenty-seven but at that point, even though he’s really good at hiding it, he’s pretty depressed because of dysphoria and anxiety and everybody knowing him as a girl is just pulling him down
  • And Crutchie knows something is wrong, but can’t pinpoint what, and Jack has never told anybody he’s Jack and he doesn’t want to lose Crutchie but he also hates that he feels like he’s lying to his boyfriend
  • And eventually it’s just too much and he comes out to Crutchie without even really meaning to almost like a fight because he’s scared Crutchie is going to leave him and he’s scared he’s going to ruin his career
  • And obviously it’s hard for Crutchie to adjust right away but he knows he loves the person he’s dating more than anyone and he knows that if Jamie is Jack then he loves Jack just as much as he ever has
  • But Jack does not feel ready to come out to the public, mentally he’s already having a hard time and he knows coming out right away isn’t going to help that, he needs to collect himself first, not to mention come out to the people he’s close to before he tells the whole world
  • It’s a terrifying year, especially because he wants to come out on his own terms but the more people he comes out and the more comfortable he gets presenting more masculinely the more scared he is somebody is either going to accidentally out him or he’s going to come out without meaning to
  • He ends up deciding, once he’s out to everyone he’s close to, that he’s just going to come out all at once and get it over with, but he wants to start transitioning fully before he does, so he takes a few months out of the public eye which of course means the rumor mill goes crazy with all these rumors about him being pregnant or he and Crutchie breaking up or it being a huge publicity stunt for his next album or whatever
  • But when he does come back it’s on twitter with a really sweet thread about scars culminating in him revealing his brand new top surgery scars and asking to be called Jack and use he/him pronouns
    • Everyone has scars, some have good memories and some bad (1/thread)
    • I have so many scars, from stupid things and not so stupid things, mental and physical (2/thread)
    • This one? I fell down the stairs when I was fifteen, and split my entire knee open. (3/thread)
    • These ones? It’s been a rough few years, and at a certain point, it felt like self harm was my only escape. (4/thread)
    • Mentally, from my biological family, the way I spent my first six years and the next six years, I was left with a fear (5/thread)
    • of abandonment, an anxiety disorder, and pretty bad depression (6/thread)
    • Most of those things I’ve dealt with, I’ve come to terms with, and I’m stronger from them (7/thread)
    • And some scars have good memories. Am I scarred by the first time I saw my boyfriend doing sfx makeup and though he was dying? (8/thread)
    • Sure. But it’s still a good memory. (9/thread)
    • And now I have two new scars, that I’m proud of and so glad to have (10/thread)
    • Because the scars that these are replacing went so much deeper than these do. Like I said it’s been a rough few years, mentally (11/thread)
    • I’ve been working really hard on dealing with the things holding me back, on talking to people and working through it, (12/thread)
    • and now I’m happy to show off these scars (13/thread)
    • Because having them means I’ve grown and changed so much, and that I’m really becoming the man I want to be (14/thread)
    • And yes I said man because the truth is, I am a man. It’s something I’ve known for a long time and only started dealing with in the last two years (15/thread)
    • I’ve known since I was seventeen that I am Jack, I use he/him pronouns, and that’s okay (16/thread)
    • I just didn’t want to acknowledge that, because I felt like I was being ungrateful for the chance I was given to sing and perform (17/thread)
    • So I pushed it away (18/thread)
    • But at this point, I can’t lie anymore about who I am, about what I am, and it was time to make this step (19/thread)
    • So I guess it’s time to introduce you to Jack Kelly, a trans guy who super bi, pretty fly, and very proud of who HE is. Hi guys. [attached picture of him with his new top surgery scars] (end thread)
  • Then he didn’t check Twitter for like two weeks because he was nervous of the reaction
  • Of course there were like all sorts of tabloid bullshit with headlines like “Jamie Kelly Reveals She Crossdresses” and all sorts of Twitter people being like “she’s just doing it for attention” but there was an overall positive response
  • And Crutchie made a point of deleting his old “Girlfriend Tag” video and uploading a brand new “Boyfriend Tag” one
  • And people really could notice just how much happier he was once he came out, like he had been pretty good at hiding just how bad he was doing mentally but suddenly he was smiling and laughing more, and the songs he’d written as he was starting to transition but before he came out were happier, and once his voice had settled enough on T to sing at all again, which took a pretty long time, those songs were happier too
  • There were fewer songs about wanting to change or wishing about the past, and more about being hopeful for the future and knowing who he is
  • When he first came out people thought he and Crutchie were going to break up and there were people who were genuinely more concerned with that than the fact that he’d come out as trans
  • And Crutchie was like “Lol I’m super pan anyway and like in love with him so yeah no I’m not planning on breaking up with him and as far as I know he’s not planning to break up with me”
Livestream : Crankgameplays X Reader

A/N = authors note Y/N = your name Y/N/N = your nickname
Request : No
Warnings : Fluff
Fandom : Ethan Nestor X Reader
Gender : Female

Today is our charity stream for this month, I’m sitting on the couch next to Ethan and mark. “ you guys ready for another 12 hours?” Mark asked, “yup let’s do this!” I said excited, I love doing the charity streams with the team. Ethan smiled at how excited I was to be doing this, “can’t wait!” Ethan said still smiling. “Guy’s we already started” Tyler said giggling, “we know! We aren’t stupid!” Mark replied. Ethan puts his arm around my shoulder, everyone looked at us. “What?” I asked, “nothing” Mark replied smiling. “OK guys let get on with this!” Tyler said chuckling. “OK ok fine! Welcome to (this month)’s charity live stream! We are raising money for St. Judes children hospital! The link to donate is below. So please, donate our goal is $20,000” Mark stated so Tyler did not need complain anymore.

After awhile mark decided to start playing SpongeBob, me and Ethan looking through twitter in our streams tag, and Tyler was watching Mark. I saw some really good fanart of me and Ethan and I showed it to Ethan, he smiled at it and kissed me on the cheek and kept looking through the tag. “SHI…..ns, that’s what I was going to say shins” Mark said as he he fell off the platform in the game, we all looked at him confused. “Are we doing the swear jar thing again?” I asked, “yes! We literally discussed this before we started streaming!” Mark almost yelled. “We didn’t discuss it! You said it and we weren’t listening” said Tyler, “ very true” Ethan said agreeing.

We said that if we reached the goal, I would dye my hair (fav color). we reached the goal 5 hours in. “Go dye your hair (Y/N)” Tyler said, he was even excited to see my hair dyed. “Ya lets go ill do your hair for you babe!” Ethan jumped up, he was the most excited. We walked to the bathroom and he did my hair then went back out to sit on the couch. I washed out my hair and dried it, then went and sat on the couch. “Wow it looks amazing!” Mark said admiring my hair, “Ya eth did a great job” I replied and smiled at Mark. “It looks great, good job Ethan” Tyler said. “Thanks I think I did pretty good” Ethan said all proud, I turn so I’m looking at Ethan, “You did amazing babe” I said with a big smile plastered onto my face.

It was time to look and show off some amazing fan art with our live audience. “Girls come and sit behind the couch” Mark said and motioned behind him. Amy and Katheryn came and sat behind the 4 of us. “Oh that one!” Ethan pointed at one with Chica in it, Mark pulled it up on screen and it was Chica and all of us at the park. “I like that one” I said, it was amazing what people could do! Mark later pulled up one that was of me, Ethan and Chica. “Aw that ones cute” Amy said, “Ya the best part is my Chica” Mark replied, me and Ethan gave him a dirty look. After we went through all of the art, we decided to keep playing SpongeBob.

Every 30 minutes we would skype some of the people who donated. They were all so sweet. We heard just about everything, “You all are so amazing” “You and Ethan are really cute together” “You guys saved so manys lives” “Mark and Amy, you guys are so cute together”. I honestly don't care for all the attention, that’s Ethan’s thing.

A/N : Thank you for reading, I hope you enjoyed! I’m sorry I didn’t know how to end this, so that’s why the end is crap sorry. I’m slowly working on getting better with fluff. Don’t forget to follow and send me requests so more fanfics can get out. Love you all bye!


New pics (#2 & 10) of Alex in Madrid, Spain (where he is currently filming The Kill Team) plus old fan photos & Emmy congratulations recently shared on instagram and twitter!

Sources: Originals via:

1. itsNizzle twitter (x):  “Congratulations Mr. Alexander Skarsgard.”

*shared on September 17, 2017

2. luciabw instagram (x):  “Complies with @maria_arus con @alexander_skarsgard #good night #baby vamp #true blood #gingers #vikings.”

*shared on September 23, 2017, location tagged at the Complutense University of Madrid

3. alemazzetta instagram (x):  “#tbt Congratulation to my buddy Alexander for his well deserved Emmy 🤣👏🏻🏆 #Alexander Skarsgard #emmys 2017 #Emmy awards #Big Little Lies #HBO #best supporting actor #Perry #evil Parry #nonsoloSceriffodellArea5 #tbt 2012 #Roma Fiction Fest.”

*shared on September 19, 2017

4. yankeegirl51680 instagram (x):  “Late to the party. But this guy 😍 this show 😍 #emmy award winner #askars #alexander skarsgard #big little lies #emmys.”

*shared on September 18, 2017

5. patrickchristianf instagram (x):  “#congrats to the #amazing #actor #alexander skarsgard for his well deserved #emmy for #big little lies

*shared on September 18, 2017

6.  ambwatt instagram (x):  “Appreciating the fine talents of #skarsgård w/this #throwback along with the rest of the Internet this evening… will need to queue up #biglittlelies soon I guess! Well done on the #emmy tonight 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻.”

*shared on September 18, 2017

7. labmedia87 instagram (x): “Congratulations Alexander Skarsgard for winning “Outstanding Supporting Actor” in a Limited Series or Movie for your role as Perry Wright in “Big Little Lies” #alexander skarsgård #big little lies #perry wright.”

*shared on September 18, 2017

8. coldporridge4 twitter (x):  “throwback to when I asked Alexander Skarsgard to get drinks and the second pic was his reaction.”

*shared on September 17, 2017

9. dymmet instagram (x):  “That one time when i met #Alexander Skarsgård …he was getting out of the #taxi i needed. It was #raining and he held my #umbrella whilst i took the #photo. He was so #nice #super cool and #cute 💖 …gotta love #NYC #eric northman #true blood 😎😍.”

*shared on September 23, 2017

10. borjaprieto instagram (x): “Celebrating the Emmy of our friend Alexander.
#trueblood #BigLittleLies @natconflores @mayaenred.”

*shared on September 24, 2017