he hates you so so much

I Hate That I Love You / Montgomery de la Cruz x Reader

Requested by @13rw-monty; hope you enjoy it!

Originally posted by chriswoods

“Move, (Y/L/N).” You heard the familiar, hateful voice come from behind you as you stood at your locker. You rolled your eyes and ignored it, prompting him to continue: “Seriously, move, you’re in my way.“ 

You turned, finding yourself face to face with Montgomery De La Cruz, who simultaneously annoyed you and made your heart flutter. His locker was next to yours, and he always seemed to get so angry when you were there at the same time. "You have plenty of room.” you stated simply. 

“Can’t you just move? I can’t get to my damn books because of you.” Montgomery wasn’t the nicest guy in the world in general, or at least that’s what he wanted people to think, but when it came to you? No one had ever been more to rude to you than he is, and no one has ever gotten on his nerves the way you seem to. You scoffed and slammed your locker shut, intentionally hitting him with your shoulder as you pushed past him to get to class, letting your arm brush against him for just an extra second. What he didn’t notice was that you did it on purpose. 

What you didn’t notice was how his eyes followed you all the way down the hall. 

But he didn’t realize that you were watching. When he thought no one else was, you were. 

You saw how on the very first day of school, he didn’t just tell a freshman where her class was, he walked her there. 

You saw how when another freshman dropped her books a week later, he picked them all up for her. 

You saw how when a sophomore guy didn’t have lunch money, Montgomery bought lunch for him. 

You saw all of the moments that he wanted to hide– he wanted to be seen as tough, but deep down? He was kind-hearted and caring.

 – 

You were just starting your junior year and you were standing in Jess’ living room, drink in hand. You felt good tonight– your hair and makeup was done, you were dressed up for the first time in weeks, and the little bit of alcohol flowing through your veins was boosting your confidence. 

“(Y/N)! Hey!” Jess slurred, pulling you into a hug. 

“Hey, Jess!” you said laughing, "Where’s Justin?“ 

"He’s late, can you believe that?” she said, rolling her eyes. “What kind of boyfriend shows up late to his girl’s party?" 

You laughed again, about to reply when someone bumped your arm, making your drink spill onto your shoes. "What the hell?” you exclaimed, spinning around to see who had knocked into you. 

“Problem, (Y/L/N)?” Of course. There was Montgomery, standing there with a smirk. 

“God, what is your problem? I don’t ever bother you unless you’re messing with me first and yet you still hate me! What did I ever do to you, Cruz?" 

He just stared at you for a second before starting to laugh. Just the sight of him laughing about this made your blood boil and without even realizing what you were doing, you threw the rest of your drink in his face and walked away. You weren’t just angry– you were hurt. You see the way he treats other people, especially when no one is around, but when it came to you, he acted like the stereotypical asshole jock. You didn’t understand what it was about you that made him this way. And the alcohol in your system was just making all of your feelings more intense. 

”(Y/N), wait!“ you heard him call after you, but you kept going. You walked out of the living room, through the front door, and were halfway down the road before he caught up with you. 

"Please just listen to me.” he said, catching your arm and turning you around. 

“No!” You were practically yelling now as you pulled your arm away. “I don’t wanna hear it, Cruz. You act like you hate me for no reason." 

"I wish I hated you, (Y/N). I hate the way you make everyone love you. I hate that every time I walk into a room, my eyes find you. I hate that your laugh has become my favorite sound. I hate that every time I close my eyes, I see your smile. I hate that you look so gorgeous all the time. I hate that I can’t even sleep without dreaming of you. I hate that I love you, because I know you’ll never love me. I wish I hated you, (Y/N), but I love you so much that it hurts.”

You were shocked, to say the least. For so long, you’d thought that even just the thought of you annoyed Montgomery, but he’d felt this way all along? “Why do you act like this, then?” you asked, not quite understanding why his actions and words didn’t match up. 

“Honestly? Because I’m scared. You’re beautiful and you’re smart and you’re so kind, I don’t think anyone like you could ever love me. I was scared of you finding out and rejecting me.” he admitted, a sad look filling his eyes as he looked towards the ground. “You’re too good for me, so I act like I don’t care." 

"Monty…” You whispered the nickname, but his eyes shot up to meet yours. You’d never called him anything but ‘Cruz,’ so the sound of his nickname coming out of your mouth was both shocking and beautiful to him. “How could you ever think I wouldn’t love you?" 

"Why would you? I’ve been nothing but terrible to you since you moved here 2 years ago.” he replied, still looking sad. 

“You really don’t notice, do you? I’ve been watching you since the beginning and I see it. I see through your tough facade. I see how deep down, you truly do care about people’s feelings. Just let down your walls, Montgomery.” You found yourself stepping towards him as you were speaking, ending up right in front of him by the end of your speech. 

“So, you don’t hate me?” he asked quietly. 

“Of course not.” You answered, placing your hand on his cheek. 

“I love you.” he whispered, pulling your face to his before kissing you slowly. “I’ve always loved you.”

maniacani  asked:

omfg that glass walls scribbling lance prompt squeezed my heart and didn't let go and the guilty lance looking down at keith cleaning aaahhh!! But i bet smol Lance realised the sketch book was not from his daddy Shiro, he's a smart boy like that. And it was only years later that Keith found out Lance knew and got super flustered his plan didn't work but also endeared Lance actually kept the sketchbook while knowing it was from him

paleesky said: YOU! i’d be surprised if no one wanted to cry or cried or felt hearbroken for keith in the last ask. Soooooooooooooo i wanna ask you this. Does lance apologise? Does shiro tell lance that it wasnt actually him who gave the book? Will pidge do someting too? pleaseeee cathrel. pleaseeeeee. thank you.

Lance’s First Sketchbook Part 2 (Part 1)

[The Voltron Family] Shiro was in Lance’s room and he was currently cuddled up with the little boy after playing pirates with him before bed. Little Lance detached himself for a few seconds to grab the big sketchbook he recently got and opened it to show his Daddy Shiro something he drew.

Lance: That’s a pirate ship! My pirate ship. *points*
Shiro: Ooooh, that’s pretty good, Captain. You’re really getting a hang of drawing. *smiles* *ruffles Lance’s hair*
Lance: *giggles* Yeah. One day I’m gonna be a painter. *looks up at Shiro* Can I be a painter when I’m big as you, Daddy?
Shiro: Of course you can, buddy. *kisses Lance’s forehead*
Lance: *smiles while looking down on his sketchpad* This is the best present I’ve ever had. Thank you. *nuzzles Shiro’s arm*
Shiro: *gulps* Lance, I need to tell you something.
Lance: *looks up* What is it?
Shiro: That sketchbook… *taps the book* isn’t really from me.
Lance: *leans away* Then who is it from? Santa? It’s not even Christmas yet.
Shiro: *shakes head* No. It’s actually from your Daddy Keith. *smiles sadly*
Lance: *scrunches his nose* Daddy Keith? *opens the back of the front cover* But it says right here “Love, Daddy Shiro” ?
Shiro: Yeah, about that…

So Shiro told his son about what happened. How Keith bought that book after work as quickly as he could so Lance wouldn’t feel bad about his drawings being erased on the glass walls. How Keith did what he did so Lance would just accept the sketchpad.

Lance: *whispers* I don’t hate him. *hugs the sketchbook*
Shiro: I know you don’t, sweetheart.
Lance: I just… I don’t know. I feel like Daddy Keith doesn’t like me.
Shiro: That’s not true. He loves you very much. He tells me so every night.
Lance: Really? *sounds broken*
Shiro: Yeah, really. He wishes that you’ll get to hug him and kiss him like you do with me, too.
Lance: I don’t know. *hugs his knees* I’ll try. *clears his throat* But… it’s really nice of him to… to give me this sketchbook.
Shiro: *smiles* Yeah. He’s pretty nice. If you just get to know him, you’ll end up loving him, too.
Lance: You think so? *shy smile*
Shiro: *pulls Lance for a hug* I know so.

The following morning, Lance went down for breakfast and he saw his two daddies in the kitchen preparing food. He tugged Keith’s pyjamas to get his attention. When Keith saw him, he pulled Keith down so he can hug him and plant a kiss on the cheek while muttering a soft “Good morning, Daddy Keith.” Keith was a bit startled. It was the first time Lance hugged and kissed him and Keith couldn’t help but grin so wide when he looked at Shiro who smiled at him fondly, while flipping some pancakes. After Lance gave Shiro his morning hug and kiss, he went to the bathroom to pee, leaving the husbands alone.

Keith: *eyes Shiro* Did you do something?
Shiro: *turns back around to continue flipping pancakes* I have no idea what you’re talking about.
Keith: I can see your dorky grin from here, Takashi Shirogane.
Shiro: *scoffs and turns around* What? Now I can’t smile in my own house? I live here. I paid half the price building this house. 
Keith: *slowly smiles so wide* You.
Shiro: Me, what? 
Keith: I love you.
Shiro: *fake gasp* I’m a married man, Keith Kogane! Have you no shame?!
Keith: Yeah, to me. You’re married to me, sweetheart. 
Shiro: Now, now. Don’t get so ahead of yourself, pumpkin. You’ll have to take me out to dinner first. Get to know each other. Then, and only then, we can talk about marriage, after you know… our first kiss and all that. *sickly sweet grin*
Keith: *rolls eyes* I’m married to a dork. Oh god. 

Years later, Keith was cleaning the house and he was in Lance’s room. He found the sketchpad he gave to Lance when he was only 4. He smiled just remembering it and how his boy kept the book after all these years. He opened it only to see how much Lance had improved on his drawing skills and it made Keith so proud. From stick figure drawings to portrait drawings, 13 years did Lance good. He was about to close to book when he noticed the little note that went with it back then. There with his letter to 4 year old Lance was a slash drawn upon “Love, Daddy Shiro” replaced with a messy handwriting a 4 year old only could posses: “Love, Daddy Keith.”

Keith just stared at it in horror. Then he heard someone clear his throat behind him. He turned around only to see 17 year old Lance smiling shyly at him.

Keith: You knew.
Lance: *nods* 
Keith: How?
Lance: Daddy Shiro told me the following night I got the sketchbook.
Keith: *steps back* You knew all along it was from me and you still kept it?
Lance: I did, yeah. Was I not supposed to? *scratches his nape*
Keith: *shakes head* No, no. It’s yours. You could do anything you want with it. I’m just… you kept it.
Lance: *hugs Keith and kisses him on the cheek* Daddy Keith, you’re going emo again. *chuckles*
Keith: *hugs back* Shut up, you overgrown child.
Lance: *laughs* I am a child! *hugs Keith tighter* Also, I never got to say this back then, but thank you. 
Keith: You’re welcome. *smiles*

dan and phil play faceapp: a summary

HELLO NEW FLAT

“any cardboard box can be turned into something beautiful”

how long before dan promos the merch

this definitely wasn’t scheduled beforehand

they stole the dvp board even though it technically belongs to their old landlord

discussing furnishings

if they still have cardboard boxes in the background in ten weeks time we can shout at them or let them know if you’re into that kind of thing

“i give this channel one week before we get evicted”

danandphilgamesFACES

appropriate but weak phil

i’ll let you off because you’ve been moving and you’re tired

and cute

that helps

I JUST NOTICED THE STUBBLE HELLO

this is a video that phil basically said ‘dan can we do this’ and it’s proven dan is still wrapped around his little finger

“we have to do it while it’s still relevant” mate you’re not exactly plummeting in views bloody hell

i like the insight into his camera roll

why is the danieldreamx liveshow thumbnail there

throwback to the ladybird jumper selfie

dan stop dragging him

that attractive chin angle

“apparently phil can’t take a selfie” i fucking relate

apparently phil is slightly scared and startled all the time

and the first scream of the new dapg era is upon us

rip headphone users

someone needs to put that as a jumpscare in the comments

phil speaking about having straight teeth made me sadder than it should’ve

the old filter aka “six months into the future” according to dan

the fond look from phil

“it’s seven months into the future at least”

every old!phil trope needs to be rewritten

“if you keep your current hair you will be the coolest old guy” dan still rolling in the compliments

“let’s not be ageists”

shoutout to the over 65s watching

phil looks like his grandad apparently

“i look like me but younger but that’s not what i looked like when i was younger”

just got a full close up of dans crusty ass lips that’s another one to add to the jumpscare list

dan doesn’t like female phil

“it’s like a horrible alternate universe” someone’s gonna be scouring the au tag, have fun dan

“i’m a bit scarlett johannson-y”

“clearly your hairstyle is ready to go for the female app”

celestial glowing earrings

“i would avoid him in a dark alley” says phil about himself as a… man

“that is the phil that never got a myspace account and became a builder” now there’s an au dan is either going to write himself or search for

“normy phil”

“you look so average” dan pls we know you think he’s beautiful but we’re only five minutes into the video control yourself

dan’s turn on the weird app

'neutral face’

'dan with a soul’: “i look like a mouse person” // “you look like a rabbit person!”

phil the savage my one true love

“i like it. i wanna be friends with him instead of you” wow phil you absolute savage drag him more

“it’s like you put a hoover against your ear and sucked out your soul” phil looks legitimately scared i’m

“old dan! old danny! old danny slice” phil chants whilst looking over fondly

dan’s impersonation of his old self: “i’m old but you still would”

“derek has imploded”

“you’re like an anime child”

“let’s meet danielle!” phil is way too into this

“i look like louise! that is a picture of louise!” // “it is louise… or is it a bit of zoe as well?”

phil doesn’t know zoe and louise’s ship name

come on phil they had a shop back in the day where even were you in the old days

they both watched your videos

“do you even lesbian on wattpad?” dan revealing more of his plans for that night

okay he got the ship name in the end nice one philly

“i like to think that if i, as a female or just as dan now, embraced eye makeup, it would be a bit cooler than that, that’s a bit normal”

he’d do a smoky eye, phil was more than happy to help him draw that conclusion

calling all fic writers; this is your chance

“am i already the hunky dan i wish i was?”

phil looks so excited to see 'male’ dan

“you look… very angry” i wonder if that’s code for if phil’s into it or not

“it’s really square-ified my face like let’s give this lad a chin that he doesn’t have”

oh nice dan would fuck himself

calling all fic writers; i’m begging you please please don’t

now the camera roll pictures make sense okay here we go

phil’s aesthetic twitter icon has a creepy ass filtered smile

“that’s phol. p-h-o-l. that’s your doot there” alright dan calm yourself lad

dans twitter icon’s turn

“i hate that profile picture… because i have curly hair now, i need to get a new icon that embraces the curls” finally he’s saying stuff i can get onboard with

phil stop trying to stop him from changing it

make it your lockscreen if you want to see it everyday but let the man change his damn icon

“rabbit dan is back”

pastel dan as an old guy: “he’s so cute!” says phil

phil’s selfie with the hair dye on okay dude

“i literally think that’s what i’d look like as a girl” why does he only have one set of eyelashes tho

“that is amazingphillipa”

“ah your really cringe selfie!” // “it wasn’t cringe!” dan is getting his revenge drags in

he nailed the caption according to dan

also contact i am all over that i definitely haven’t rewound it four times

the first american names they think of are kyle (phil) and cody (dan)

i ship it

what the fuck is this last picture

sideways dan

he has like three teeth i’m laughing so much what the

pirate!dan, he said so himself

what the fuck is the smile filter……. add it to the jumpscare list

also in case you’re curious we do say stuff like that in the north, philly ain’t lying to you

aaaaaaand here’s the merch promo

i feel sad that my moon head doesn’t suit hats rip

“good luck sleeping” i don’t think you’ll be sleeping dan sounds like you have a fic filled night ahead of you

oh god the photoshop make it stop right now i hate this endscreen why am i still here

i wonder what faces they’re pulling behind the photoshop

“don’t swap faces with people because it’s really demonic bye”

danielleisnotonfire

AmazingPhillipa

anonymous asked:

"I hate how much I love you" Prinxiety?

Okay this was really cute.

—–

If there was one thing in the world that Prince did not understand was love. Which was painfully ridiculous, since he was the one that should control Thomas in that department. But it was just… sometimes love made no sense and he had no idea how to figure it out.

He knew he loved Anxiety. He had known for a very long time now. But he was so… intolerable. He was so annoying and he stressed Prince beyond belief and he just wanted to scream to his face and walk away, but then Anxiety would give him those eyes or just touch him and all the anger would disappear and Prince would melt all over again.

And he hated it. He hated it so much. Never before he had been so vulnerable and ridiculous while in love with someone, but Anxiety just… he could control him like a puppet and there was nothing he could do.

He hated it, but that was love.

—–

Anxiety couldn’t stand Prince sometimes. He was just too much, always getting into his nerves and talking about stupid things and making Anxiety extremely irritated.

He was the optimism in person and Anxiety couldn’t deal with how he always saw everything by the bright side and just wanted to help everyone and take care of everyone, including Anxiety himself, who surely needed no one’s help, thank you very much.

And yet, he couldn’t stop the feeling in his heart every time Prince said something stupid about how Anxiety was slightly prettier that particular day, or how he would stupidly start singing and enchant everyone with his sweet voice.

Anxiety hated it so much because he knew he couldn’t hate it because he loved Prince in a way that he shouldn’t.

Prince would never love him and honestly… Love was terrible.

He just wanted to get rid of it.

—–

“God dam it Princey, I already said it, don’t like it, don’t eat it”

Prince groaned, rubbing his forehead.

“The problem, Anxiety, is that weird popcorn of yours leaves a terrible smell all over the house and it makes me sick” Prince groaned, while Anxiety just picked another handful of popcorn and tossed into his mouth. “How can you even eat that?”

“It’s Worcestershire sauce” Anxiety said, rolling his eyes, before frowning. “And it’s not that bad. The smell is good”

“It’s terrible! It makes me want to throw up” Prince said loudly, before he received a bunch of popcorn on the face, making him freeze on the spot.

He felt his blood boiling and he was ready to attack Anxiety before he heard a loud laugh and looked up, seeing the younger trait covering his face with his hands while he giggled.

And damn… if that wasn’t the most beautiful sound Prince had ever heard before.

“Your face…” Anxiety giggled, and Prince frowned, before he smirked and pulled the bowl out of Anxiety’s arms and put it away. “Hey!”

“My face hun?” he asked, moving closer to Anxiety and holding his waist, making the younger trait suck up on his laughing, cheeks becoming slightly pink, eyes widening.

“Prince, what are you doing?” he asked, shakily, and Prince pressed him against the sink, smirking widely for a second before starting to giggle. “What?!” Anxiety asked, frustrated, their bodies pressing together.

“Your face” Prince said, smirking, and Anxiety rolled his eyes, looking away.

“Yeah whatever. Let me go now. I have popcorn to eat” he said, but Prince didn’t move. Anxiety sighed. “Come on, pretty boy. I am tired of this little game”

“Are you really?” Prince asked, smirking again, leaning down and making Anxiety hold his breath again. “Don’t you want to move on to the next level?”

“Prince… what are you doing?” Anxiety breathed shakily, and Prince tilted his head.

“Something crazy…” he mumbled, before he leaned fully in, pressing his lips to Anxiety’s, holding his waist gently pressed against the sink.

It took Anxiety a second to respond, but as he did, he wrapped his arms around the royal’s neck and pulled him closer, kissing him back almost desperately, his heart beating faster than ever.

They pulled back after a few seconds, breathing shakily.

“I love you…”

They smiled.

Even that they said together.

It must have been love, then.

EXO: fighting with them

Summary:  you run away after a fight with them, but forgot your phone and still haven’t returned to get it despite the horrible weather and the pouring rain~ 💛


Xiumin:  first, he’d actually try calling you to apologize, but quickly realizes that you left your phone and haven’t come back yet. Now he’s scared as hell and doesn’t know what to do, so he’d try going to the places he knows you might be, or ringing up your friends to ask if they’d seen you. After finally finding you, he won’t hesitate to take you into his arms and apologize sincerely, no matter if he was right or wrong.

Suho:  he won’t panic like some of the others, he knows you can handle yourself. But if you’d been gone for a long time, he can’t help but feel anxious and start asking everyone who knows. He’d immediately regret starting that argument with you, it seems so silly now and totally uncalled for. When you return, you’d find him on the floor, crying silently and rocking back and forth. He’d thank the heavens that you’re safe and finally returned, and he’d tell you that he looked everywhere, and he’s so sorry for making you upset.

Lay:  it was one of those rare fights that started out of nowhere, and the shouting stopped the moment you stepped out of that door. He’d try texting you and calling you, but he’d find your phone buried underneath the cushions. Now his senses are heightened and he won’t stop driving around until he finds you. He’d scold you for running out that like that, seeing as you’re probably gonna be sick after staying out for so long. But he’d apologize if he made you upset, and promises to never fight like that again.

Baekhyun:  he can be pretty childish sometimes and won’t admit when he’s wrong, but he’s regretting that after anxiously waiting for your return. The thunder outside isn’t helping his speeding heart rate, and he runs out to find you. He’d hesitantly apologize, though you can see he’s dying to have you back in his arms, all safe and sound. He’ll apologize a million times while running a warm bath for you, hoping that you wouldn’t get sick.

Chen:  I think he has a bad temper if something really upsets him, so he won’t try to stop you when you leave. He’d call Junmyeon while crying, saying how he never meant for it to go this far and he needed his help to find you and get you back home. While apologizing, he still will point out why he lashed out at you and became angry, but you’d end up holding him while he cries bc he’s so happy nothing happened to you.

Chanyeol:  he’d definitely try to stop you and work things out, but you’re not having any of it so he lets you have some space and time to think. He won’t actually be worried until he finds your phone, tucked in your bag, which you also forgot. He’d try and think of any places that you might be, hoping that you aren’t caught in the rain…he won’t let his mind wander and make even worse scenarios. Without a doubt, he’d drop everything and pick you up, whispering that he never meant any of it.

D.O.:  fights with him are so rare bc he’s always wanting to resolve things and never lets you go to sleep being angry with him. The tears won’t stop pouring out when he’s struggling to find you, and hates himself for making you this upset to walk out on him. He won’t say a word as he embraces you, thankful that you’re alright and unharmed. He’d try and talk more calmly from now on, all while making sure you never walk out like that again.

Kai:  his whining would become too much to handle, so you’d end up storming out without a word. He’s shocked and speechless at first, but is nervous and angry when you haven’t returned after a while, and that he can’t contact you in any way. After finding you, he’s still relentless and keeps on arguing until you’re both crying and holding each other. He won’t fight with you for no reason, which is why he needs to have some sort of solution to the problem before apologizing.

Sehun:  I doubt he’d let you leave in the first place, no matter how angry and bugged he is at the moment. Despite his childish side, he knows when to be serious and when to have your safety as a priority. Though he’d be panicking bc he doesn’t want to lose you, he’s more worried about damaging your relationship permanently, so he’d rather sit down and talk it out with you instead of fighting like an old married couple.

Originally posted by baekintime

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Nadalind | Nick Burkhardt x Adalind Schade

Grimm 5 x 10

How do you feel about her? - Monroe

I’m not sure.  I’m not sure how I’m supposed to feel. I hated her for so long. - Nick  (I found it interesting that Nick had a hard time saying he hated her. She has grown so much he barely remembers that Adalind) 

anonymous asked:

My least favorite characters are Heinz's parents anyone who wants to hurt my lil trans child has to fight me and I know they're technically responsible for all the good things he has like Vanessa and Perry but STILL YOU DISOWNED YOUR OWN SON AND LET HIM BE RAISED BY WILDCATS YOU MADE HIM STAND STILL IN ONE SPOT PRETENDING TO BE A GNOME AND MADE HIM WEAR STUFF OF THE WRONG GENDER WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE ARE YOU AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE KINDERLUMPER UHG I HATE THEM SO MUCH

I HATE THEM SO MUCH OH MY GOD

LIKE I NEVER UNDERSTOOD HOW SERIOUS HEINZ’S BACKSTORY WAS UNTIL I GOT OLDER BUT. HE WAS ABUSED. STRAIGHT-UP ABUSED. I DON’T EVEN KNOW HOW THEY WERE ABLE TO PUT THIS KIND OF STUFF IN A KIDS’ CARTOON BC IT’S SO HORRIBLE AND IT MAKES ME SICK. THEY FORCED HIM TO DO ALL THIS SHIT AND THEY TERRIFIED HIM WITH STORIES LIKE DER KINDERLUMPER AND HE HAD NO MONEY TO GET OUT OF HIS SITUATION BC OF THEM AND HE HAD ONE FRIEND AND IT WAS A FREAKING B A L L O O N AND HIS DAD HAD A DOG NAMED ‘ONLY SON’ BC HE HATED HEINZ SO MUCH AND THEN?? THEY JUST ABANDONED HIM?? JUST CAST HIM ASIDE IN FAVOR OF ROGER BC HEINZ WASN’T THE PERFECT SON AND G A H I HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS OKAY

TL;DR JUST LET ME HUG HEINZ LET ME PROTECT HIM

anonymous asked:

Could you give a quick little rundown on kuzy? I don't really know much about him and the most easily accessible facts are the most bare-boned...

  1. Amazing
  2. was the caps leading scorer last year….the CAPS…the team with OVI
  3. his bird celly !!
  4. don cherry hates him which means he is a certified good
  5. he’s married and he has a kid even tho he’s like 24
  6. he’s so fucking funny all the time just hilarious
  7. he’s a centre and he’s really good even if the media refuses to see it
  8. just he’s so lovable and good 
What is love, baby don't hurt me

It’s my blog so I can write whatever I want. However, I hate writing about the trials and tribulations of dating because I feel most of it is trouble. I’d love to write about all the good time but lesbianhonest, i don’t get to see much of that.

Anyways. His name is Vegas.

We had a magical week in Korea. We parted ways. We ended most communication.

Fast forward… my family invited me to go on a trip to Vegas’ hometown. He told me, whenever you’re in town, I got you. Cause he got it like that. So I jumped to the occasion. Hoping we could spark something up again. He agreed to get me a room and “most def” when I asked if he wanted to hang when I was in town.

Fast forward..today. As I overpacked and got all excited for the weekend with chances to see him. FB reminded me it’s his bday tomorrow, which he happen to omit in every conversation we had leading up to this weekend…. so I shoot him a message, wishing him a happy bday and if he doesn’t have plans, let’s celebrate.

His response… I’m out of town all of a sudden and the room he booked was mis-booked and he is getting someone to fix it.

So that’s where I’m at. At the airport. Furiously typing all my thoughts:
- not knowing if I’ll get a room when I get to my destination.
- Mad. Sad. Upset. Disappointed. Knowing I won’t be seeing him.
- Upset with his lack of communication.
- For having such high hopes from a stupidly magical weekend in Korea.
- For letting myself get in this situation
- And 101 other things that’ll just upset me for listing

This is me putting myself out there. This is me trying to date. This is me dating out of my typical ethnicity. This is me giving “long distance” a potential chance.

This is me, giving my all, and the world throwing it all back at me… in a million little pieces.

So what am I doing wrong?

anonymous asked:

I like your blog would you also make a sakura hate blog? I hate her character so much, how she treated naruto so bad and always hit him but would fan girl over sasukes presence. So glad they made her into a lonley middle aged housewife. She's so stupid/desperate that she still took him back even though he left her for 12 years with no when, where or whys. smh

I am neutral about Sakura. I don’t love her or hate her so I could not make a hate blog about her.

The thing is, IMO, I don’t think I hate Sakura. She treats Naruto bad? I don’t think so. If she treats her bad then she should have let him die when she had the chance. Even at age 12, she protected both Naruto and Sasuke from harm. I just couldn’t accept her as a bad person and I couldn’t judge her based on how she treats Naruto alone. I had to analyze her from every angle just to know. A bad person will never protect her teammates. A bad person will never save others’ lives in a war. A bad person will just leave her daughter alone. IMO, objectively, Sakura is not bad. I couldn’t conclude that she is bad cause that will make me sound stupid.

Note: How I wish that what you are saying is true cause if Sakura is bad then she will hurt Naruto physically and emotionally and I would be satisfied to see that. Naruto is now scumbag after all.

anonymous asked:

i hate naomi so so much oh wow i always side with justin because like?? obviously he wanted her to be happy & like him he didn't just deal drugs to anyone who asked?? but also he did deal drugs anyway? so idk how i feel

i love justin as a person, but i hate the decisions he made to get himself into it, i feel bad, but that’s what happens…

anonymous asked:

sleepover: there was a guy in my algebra II class i crushed on bc he was into the same music as me so the next year i had asked him to homecoming. after "yeah, sure. i mean, if you want to" in response we started talking & now we're almost at 14 months of dating. everyone hates us being together but we're both hoping to spend much more time together :) when asked where he sees himself in ten years, he said he imagined himself with me. its crazy where one conversation about a band can get you

This is heartwarming, I’m happy for you :) Yes, it’s amazing how a simple thing can bring something so important and beautiful!

anonymous asked:

OKAY BITCH IMMA TAKE A PLANE TO FINLAND AND FUCKING ASK THAT BOY OUT FOR YOU THIS IS GETTING TOO MUCH

im asking him either tuesday or wednesday OKAY. LIKE IM SCARED BUT I WILL but like…. FUCK ON WEDNESDAY ITS MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY SO IF I GET REJECTED IMMA BE SO FUCKING BUTTHURT THE WHOLE DAY ESPECIALLY BECAUSE HE MAY RUN OFF TO HIS FRIENDS AND ONE OF HIS BEST FRIENDS MAY OR MAY NOT FUCKIN DO ME DIRTY AND SPREAD MAAAAD SHIT ABOUT ME SINCE HE ALREADY POKES FUN AT ME. WHY? IDK SOME FINNISH PEOPLE ARE ACTUAL PRICKS AND OF COURSE ALL OF THE PRICKS MANAGE TO HATE YOURS TRULY FOR NO FUCKING REASON LIKE I DONT EVEN KNOW THESE KIDS WTF BUT LISTEN,,,, NOT THAT I CARE WHAT PEOPLE GOT TO SAY ABOUT ME BECAUSE I DONT BUT I WILL JUST BE SO HURT BECAUSE I WOULDVE THOUGHT MY MANS WAS BETTER THAN THAT BUT ON THE OTHER HAND, I HAVE HELLA FAITH IN THIS MANS LIKE HE SEEMS SO SWEET AND NICE AND HE CURSES A LOT AND HES REALLY AWKWARD BUT. IM SO SCARED AND I WANT TO DO IT IN PERSON BUT HES ALWAYS WITH THAT ONE GUY I MENTIONED EARLIER WHO POKES FUN AT ME… ON THE OTHER HAND IF I DO IT OVER SNAPCHAT I WILL FEEL LIKE A PUSSY BUT ALSO WHAT IF HE LEAVES ME ON READ AND JUST IGNORES ME OR WHAT IF HE SCREENSHOTS IT AND SHOWS EVERYONE IM LAME AND FUCKCKKCKV

anonymous asked:

Thnk u for ur answer. And no actually robert is one of the most intriguing, entertaining, complex characters that i love to hate and i hate that i cant hate if you know what i mean. He was always just so manipulative, conniving, selfserving,That i couldnt just trust him that he will treat aaron right, or that he actually cares about him without motive.Either he is so complex or i am low inteligence viewer

Well, nonnie, I would not say you are a low intelligence viewer. I think Robert is supposed to make viewers question him and his motives? I think that is exactly what they want. For you to ask yourself: Is he evil? Is he decent? Is he in love?

But people aren’t black and white. You can be manipulative and selfserving and still be in love with somebody else. You can not care what happens to certain people and then make another person your number one priority.

Can’t he be complex without being a complete monster? He can’t hide who he is from Aaron and if Aaron who we know is a morally good character can know Robert so completely and love him there must be something more to him than just the negative stuff people see.

3 Fandoms

Tagged by @lilith5th @elvendara

RULES: choose any three fandoms (in random order) and answer the questions. Then tag some friends~

I choose:

Mystic Messenger
Dangan Ronpa
Yuri on Ice

The first character you loved:

707/Saeyoung Choi
Tokua Fuwaka
Yuri Plisetsky

The character you never expected to love so much:

Saeran (I had a feeling I’d love him but I didn’t think THIS MUCH) and Yoosung (I hated this boy, but he’s one of my favorites now)
Komaru Naegi
Phichit Chulanont

The character you relate to most:

Yoosung Kim
Phichit
Kotoko Utsugi  

The character you’d slap:

Rika
Sayaka Maizono (I’d say Junko but she’d like it xD)
NONE

Three favorite characters: (these are in order of preference)

Saeran, Seven, Yoosung
Fukawa, Mitarai, Monaca
Yurio, Phichit, Minami

A character you liked at first but not so much anymore TwT :/

V
Celestia Ludenberg
NONE

A character you did not like at first, but they’ve grown on you:

Yoosung Kim
Hiyoko Saionji
JJ

3 OTPs:

Saeran/Yoosung, Yoosung/Seven, Seven/MC
Fuwaka/Komaru, Chiaki/Hinata, Saionji/Koizumi
Victor/Yuuri, Otabek/Yurio, Guang/Leo

Just tagging my close peeps, you don’t have to do it of course~ ^-^
@11daysofhell @dragonpigeons @nayeonniekim @youcant-escapefate (@munakata-deserved-better@princeforestfox @pansexualtrash

How LGBT in Russia are treated

In Russia, there are groups that purposely find “outed” LGBT people and groom them, make them think that they are more people who accept and love them.

They are not.

These people track down the person they have targeted and beat them.

They attack and brutally savage these people.

LGBT are often beaten to death during this. Some are shot execution-style.

Nobody stands up. Not even authority. The groups that do this get away with it. Barely ever are they charged.

These people commit MURDER and get away with it.

The POLICE are involved in these groups. People who are there to protect you and help you are threatening you with injury and death.

I unfortunately know of these fucking hateful and disgusting acts because my brother was murdered by one of these bastards.

Beaten to death and left in public, in a humiliating pose which makes me sick to this day.

I was five when I heard he died. Imagine that, you’re told your sibling is dead, and you’ll never see them again. At five.

Imagine your brother being the only support you had, because you also liked boys, and didnt understand it. And hes gone. You also have to worry about that happening to you.

Imagine thinking nobody in your country likes you, they want you to die.

Yeah, thats LGBT Russians.

Vladimir Putin, you horrible, bastard of a man. Get your country together and solve this bullshit.