he loves all his members so much sosososo much, he always puts them before himself
WHEN HE’S LAUGHING REALLY HARD AND HE STARTS SEAL CLAPPING
that one time tae came to sleep next to namjoon and namjoon sleepily held tae’s hand and wouldn’t let go
his signature move when he takes his two index fingers and covers one of his eyes while looking deadass into the camera
HIS DOE SHAPED PRETTY CHOCOLATE BROWN EYES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
professional self-dragger, literally willingly drags his own ass
his mixtape release in 2015, every song was so important and deep and okay, it’s largely forgotten because of yoongi’s mixtape but it has so much emotion and meaning behind every song
he loveloveloves dogs !
literally has looked like the best thing the world has to offer no matter what rainbow ass hair color bighit sticks him with
that golden age when his hair was black when will that look come back from the war ://////////
you know that thing he does when he’s been rapping and suddenly breaks out into a smile and scrunches his nose and winks with one eye mmmmmmmmokay !!!!
his angry rap when his neck veins show because he’s literally putting his all into it
the way he looks in beanies !!!!!!!!! with one ear tucked in and the other sticking out
the mole on the left side right under his jawline
the fact that he literally read books on philosophy for hyyh
THE WAY !!!!!!!!! HE LOOKS !!!!!!!!!!!! IN A SUIT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that time his speaker wasn’t working and he yelled at it and it started to work, Legends Only
the fact that he isn’t afraid to try out weird kinds of fashion and won’t hear shit about it
has been known to support LGBT since 2012
THAT TIME BTS WERE IN ISAC IN 2015 AND HE WAS EVERY MEMBER’S HYPE MAN
when he’s too lazy to wear contacts so he wears his thick black rimmed glasses :’(((((((((((
that time he had a wardrobe malfunction and had his whole shirt ripped off during that dance break and he did the whole performance holding up the sorry remains of his shirt
the fact that kim namjoon invented dimples !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no really he did
how he is literally incapable of doing a fan sign without making it a display of how much aegyo he can fit in any given span of time and then immediately be shy and embarrassed about it
6 feet tall, he is 6 feet tall also don’t forget that he is literally the eiffel tower because nothing is taller than 6 feet just sayin
that amazing and blessed time he had silver hair and my heart literally exploded !!!!!!!!!!!
HIS PRETTY PINK POUTY PLUSH PERFECT LIPS
that time bts was doing rainism and he was the only one who didn’t know all the moves and messed up but pulled it off confidently in the end
he literally loves his mom so much i’m :’(((((((
HIS ALL BLACK OUTFITS AND THE WAY HE LOOKS WHEN HE WEARS ALL BLACK AND THE WAY ALL BLACK LOOKS ON HIM AND -
the fact that every time someone tells him to do a freestyle dance, it’s literally the same awkward robotic jerky dance with the failing arms and legs since 2013
when he tries to sing even though the members laugh at him
HE JUST WANTS TO CATCH CRABS FOR GOODNESS SAKE
his cute soft pretty pink knees :’))))))))))
in the fire era when he had that acorn haircut and pulled that shit off when will your fave ever
he reads, he has an IQ of 148, he was the nation’s top 1% in 5 subjects in high school, he -
his smile his beautiful glorious soft glowing stunning breathtaking smile that smile that you only have the privilege of seeing someone have one in a million times in your life, the kind of smile that could change the world
the way he looks in a choker the way he looks in a choker the way he looks in a chok-
okay !!!!!!!!!! but his cute squishy tiny nose so kissable n someone please bop it and pinch it and it’s soosososo cute
the way he gets his hands inky and dirty every single fan sign every single darn one !!!!!!!!!!!! why are they dirty? what is he doing ?????
THE AUDACITY HE HAS TO WINK AND BITE LIPS AT CAMERAS THE SHEER AUDACITY
the way his arms look in sleeveless tops his arms !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the way he looks in snapbacks mmmmmmmmmmmm
that time on running man when everyone was supposed to have as many boxes as possible and he literally got his box snatched from his hands and he tripped over nothing he’s the dorkiest softest boy -
that time he wore the army khakis and outfit and i just ://////// oh my god
his side profile his perfect gorgeous beautiful angelic side profile !!!!
his obsession with ryan and how happy he got when jimin got him a ryan cake for his birthday fkdsfhgfd
legs for days !!!!!!!!!!!!!
that time namjoon was a minion for halloween
“I had to dance to survive in this cold, cruel world.”
his cute outfit in the baepsae dance practice video :((((((((((
he looks sosoososososo unbeliveably beautiful bare faced i just love him so much
that time during the hyyh prologue shooting when all the members were piling onto him and he yelled ‘MY BALLS, MAN’
his fucnkgn !!!!!!!!!! puma photoshoot binch !!!!!!!!!!!
the fact that he sang expensive girl and took the fact that he didn’t get a grammy for it like a man :///
that time they won their first award in 2015 and he was cleARLY CRYING but denied it like “i’m not crying”
THAT TIME HE LITERALLY DESCRIBED HIS ERECTION ON LIVE RADIO AIR IN ENGLISH
that one time !!!!!!!!!!!!!! bts had an outdoor performance and his white shirt got sososososooso sweaty it was basically stuck to him and see through if you don’t know what i’m talking about then goodbye
those RARE times when he smiles and sticks his tongue out at the same time !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that time he was complaining about jungkook and the fruit flies and the weird as shit way he pronounced ‘vaccuum’
his messy friendship with jackson
the fact that he apologized for the mistakes he has made in the past and made no excuses about them
award for having the world’s cutest and flattest tushy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i don’t know if anyone noticed but the way he holds his fingers when he’s explaining something like he puts them in awkward bent angles and they’re really long and expressive i just looooovvveeeee
that time he was doing a duet with this female singer for a show and he picked her up from the airport and held a sign with her name and got shy around her he’s the biggest gentleman DDDD:
deep husky voice like shots of pure liquid gold sends shivers down my spine ://////////
that time he held a tiny itty bitty baby frog on his index finger i dont know why it was so cute of him i just !!!
sweaty namjoon when namjoon sweats the sweat namjoon produces
that time he tried to twerk but ‘something keeps dangling’
when !!!!!!!!!! he wears tight pants and his thighs are almost bursting out of his pants jdfkkhkj
the way he says ‘baby’
EVERY ‘WHAT AM I TO YOU’ PERFORMANCE HE’S EVER DONE
that time he was asked to pick between solo and bts and didn’t hesitate for a microsecond before saying bts
THAT TIME NAMJOON DID THIS GUITAR ACOUSTIC WITH SOMEONE ELSE AND HE RAPPED SO SWEETLY MY HEART OVERFLOWED
taught himself english by listening to 10 english dvds 10 times over 3 years
special thank you to every namjoon stylist who made him wear low cut shirts
THE WAY HE LOOKS WEARING A MASSIVE HOODIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
‘and i’m sexy like a porn star’
accepts and settles for being the least popular bts member
the way he looks when he wears headbands
when his sleeves are super long so he has sweater paws and his pretty fingers stick out slightly jdsfkshgkjfmncvb
sub par body rolls that can still make you squirm and cry :////////
once when he was the first in a lineup in a fan sign he told a fan ‘now you’ve practiced on me, you can do this in front of your real bias’
got to write in “힙합하다 1” (‘This is Hip Hop 1: South Korea, Hip Hop and Life’) which is a hip hop book for 42 top korean hip hop artists
THAT TINY MOLE BELOW HIS BOTTOM LIP THAT YOU CAN ONLY SEE IF HE SMILES REALLY WIDE
the way he looks in a tie ohohohoohohoho my gosh !!!!!!!!!!!!!
that time in the ariport the cameraman said ‘the girls love you guys’ and namjoon was like ‘thanks, we love you too’
the way he wrote about the sunset in his diary when he went to dubai
HE HAS BENDY ARMS !!!!!!!!! NO REALLY I SWEAR THEY BEND BACKWARDS
he once told a fan ‘sorry’ when she told him she got him photocard
he said that he wanted to know what it was like going to college and sometimes he feels like he missed out on that experience :///
can you believe namjoon invented having pretty hands??????? Amazing
he cares sosooso much about other people he’s always wondering how his fans are doing, what they feel like, always giving advice, always learning and growing, never stopping
“I’m still existing, still breathing. Even though I keep looking forward and run, sometimes I still look back. The path in front and behind are still far, but even so, if the people who look at me are still dreaming and picking up their strengths, that alone makes me feel good. It’s okay to live this way, breaking down, getting hurt and looking back at the past. I will live. I am living like this. Me. Us.”
i feel like a lot of you truly dont see and appreciate the beauty that is do kyungsoo’s face?? he has the most expressive round eyes, framed by the thickest eyebrows, his nose is both round and sharp creating the perfect balance, the most plump lips that only get more beautiful when he talks, his entire face has all the right angles: sharp when hes focused, round when hes relaxed. and his side profile is the most proportional, gorgeous piece of art i’ve ever seen. everything works so well together. do kyungsoo is truly fine art.
Summary: Nico was a close friend during your first few days/ weeks at camp… Why is he so cold all of a sudden?
Warning: Sameful Fluff… its almost too fluffy to hold >.<
“Wait what?” You quickly asked the Latino who sat on the deck of the ship still. He nodded and pushed himself up to his feet while speaking, “ Jeez, it’s so obvious so I don’t know how you haven’t noticed. I thought you knew him well enough before all this that he pushes people away when he really likes them.” Leo blurted out with a small chuckle escaping his lips to ease the mood. You face-palmed at your stupidity, Nico was actually a really close friend of yours before he started shoving you away a few days after you came to camp.
You sighed and muttered a quick “Be right back” under your breath before turning towards the direction of the boat cabins. You shuffled quietly- yet swiftly down the stairs and corridor before you heard a faint echo if footsteps trail past the doors to the rooms and continue down the hall. You pushed yourself forward in order to go around the corner faster than you already were; the result being the glimpse of a black pants leg going quickly around the corner. You furrowed your brow and darted after him, up a staircase that headed to the upper deck- why head downstairs if you’re only going back up you idiot? You thought to yourself. You rolled your eyes at his actions before speeding after him.
Summary: It’s hard to shake off the boy who’s caught your eye.
I forget what my friend said his name was. But he’s an unfathomable concept to grasp, and here I am, already looking at him. He’s right before my eyes and I can’t help but be in denial about him. Purposefully, I did not ask for his name. The mystery of him makes him more lively, and he seems so surreal. But here he is, here I am, we’re away from the party that fate has helped guide us to. We’re on the beach, a red solo cup in hand as we look at the night sky.
Esteban Santiago Is A Victim Of The Fort Lauderdale Airport Tragedy, Not It’s Monster.
At the risk of losing credibility and followers I must talk to you about something very serious which threatens to undermine the freedom and liberties of us all. What I am about to discuss is deeply disturbing, not everyone who reads this will believe it, and even fewer will investigate the claims I am about to make. But I implore you, for the sake of yourself, for the sake of humanity, read the following with an open mind, and don’t discount its possibility until you have genuinely researched the topic for yourself.
-Esteban Santiago is the victim an #MKULTRA mind control program.
Yeah, imagine me with a tin-foil hat if you like, but the fact of the matter is the “MKULTRA” program is a real partially declassified mind control operation conducted by the CIA that began in the 50’s and was supposedly halted in the mid 70’s.
The test subjects of this program were/are non-consenting U.S. & Canadian citizens, whom were/are often illegally kidnapped. These poor individuals are subject to many experiments, declassified documents elaborate on doping subjects up with various chemicals such as Scopolamine to induce the subject into a more manipulatable state. There were also various experiments exploring trauma(including torture and rape) as a way to cause the subject to disassociate and enter a programable trance. Actual victims of the MKULTRA program report other, even more profound methods the CIA used to manipulate them. Often victims claim the CIA was able to project visual and auditory hallucinations into their experience of consciousness. Several whistleblowers from within the unacknowledged special access project realm of the military industrial complex refer to technology capable of doing exactly this under the term “Voice of God”.
Now I know what you’re thinking, that last part just seems too inconceivable right? If so just set it aside for now and continue on, but keep two things in mind; 1, Whatever technology is commercially available, what the government has is at minimum several decades ahead. 2, if you are already conducting a HIGHLY ILLEGAL mind control operation and have 20+ years of research and development invested in it, would you really just suddenly disband the whole program? All you’d have to if the program received too much notoriety is claim its disbanded and operate in different locales under different code names. Imagine where this program would-be/is 60-70 years after its conception.
-What We Currently Know About Esteban Santiago, And How It Correlates.
Within the past several years one particular victim of MKULTRA, Matthew Pauly has come out and claims his abductions began in 2005. This man found himself at the wrong place at the wrong time, and said the wrong thing to the wrong person. Long story short saying the wrong thing got him psychologically profiled as a prime candidate for the R&D side of the MKULTRA operation within Canadian borders. As a mind control R&D subject he discovered an insidious plot by the CIA in where Canadian citizens are abducted to test and perfect new methods of mind control which are later used on subjects within the borders of the United States. Those victims are then programmed to go out and commit “terrorist acts” and “mass shootings” to manipulate and DISTRACT the American public. You can listen to Matthew Pauly’s story here http://youtu.be/Sau-pI_OI3o
Some of the latest findings on Esteban Santiago are that he had been dealing with “mental illness”, and had recently been hospitalized. Esteban claimed he was hearing voices, and that the CIA was trying to manipulate him and force him to join Isis. In an act of desperation, the man walked into the FBI’s office in Anchorage Alaska, and tried to tell them what the CIA was doing, but was quickly hospitalized afterwards. (Because who would believe him?)
Think of to the long line of “mass shooters” we’ve seen over the past few years, view their mug shots, the majority of faces all have the same trance like, despondent, almost drugged look to them. 99% of the time a “mass shooter” draws fire, the media has the full story and full background of the individual already prepared and ready to go. It takes time to do research and compile it into a readable form, which then has to be sent, approved, distributed, edited and tailored, to each station all before a news story can reach you on your television. Does no one seriously question the speed at which the media is preparing statements surrounding these events, often before the police investigation fully ensues?
I postulate to you that MANY(not all) of these mass shooters we keep seeing(especially in the case of Santiago) are victims themselves. These poor people are being mind controlled into killing others, and the (understandably)oblivious public just wants to vilify them and sentence them in a crusade of nationalistic retribution. I know for many of you this seems too crazy to consider, but can you honestly believe the narratives they keep feeding us every time this happens? With the police interrogation currently underway and a lot of unknowns yet to be answered it will be interesting to see where this story goes, but something feels very wrong about this incident. I’d advise everyone to keep tabs on what agreements are being made and legislation is being passed during the next few days while this story is being sensationalized.
Hey I was wondering how it took you to learn all of Seventeen names. Because personally I'm trying to get into them and finding it very difficult except for Vernon, Woozi and Jeonghan
*I am so sorry it took me this long to answer OTL*
Helllllo and welcome to the carat life! Luckily (or rather unluckily) I got it into Seventeen when I went on winter break so I had a whole month to get to know them with zero distractions. (Also my friend kinda got me into them but that’s a completely different story). So for me, the best way to get to know people is usually through watching shows and luckily, seventeen has seventeen project! if you haven’t watched it yet, go here for all the episodes with subs! I would also recommend watching weekly idol if you don’t have the time to watch the entirety of seventeen project.
Ok so I’m just gonna give a small run down of each of the members and how i recognized them.
(don’t worry that’s not all sweat :)))))) its mostly water)
Moving on to seventeen’s self proclaimed angel Jeonghan. If you don’t know, Jeonghan was born on 10.04.95 and in Korean, 1004 (cheonsa) means angel. Since you can already recognize him I’ll just leave this here and move on :D
Also reasons why he is dangerous (at least one of my number reasons) is when he wears earrings. OMFG he used to wear earrings all the time predebut and those just get me but he has worn earrings (I’m not counting his cartilage which he wears all the time btw) twice so far since predebut and that was during DK’s graduation and their Andromeda/V app broadcast. I will now proceed to spam you with Joshua wearing earrings and killing us all because of it.
Lol so if you are still alive after seeing all that, next up is Jun, who is one of the two Chinese members. A lot of times, people say that Jun looks similar to Super Junior’s Heechul which I can kinda see but you can judge for yourself.
So when I first watched weekly idol the first (and only person) that really stuck to me was Hoshi because of his “what time is it?” “10:10!” introduction LOL
look at how cute he is!!! this was the moment that dragged me into seventeen OTL. but yeah Hoshi is really easy because of his eyes. if you see someone with 10:10 eyes, that’s Hoshi (btw if you didn’t know, 10:10 because his eyes are like the angle of 10:10 on an analog clock) but do not be fooled, when this kid performs, holy shit he is hot as hell
Okay last but not least is our precious maknae Dino~~~ (Be warned I have lots of feels for him that I shouldn’t be having considering our age gap but I can’t help it because he is so fucking talented and not enough people appreciate him and I should probably stop ranting now)
just look at how strong his jawline is (i’d say its kinda squarish)
even tho Hoshi is the performance unit leader, I would have to say that Dino is the best dancer because boi he can dance so well and his facials are amazing like holy shit. this video is what made me realize how talented he is and made him my bias wrecker OTL
omfg he just wrecks my list so hard i’m crying. here have some more dancing dino
just to make you feel better, have some cutie chan~
Okay well I really I hope this helps anon! (Again I’m sorry this took so long, finding the right pictures was a longer process than I had expected OTL) If you are looking to find videos to watch, I am going to subtly link my playlist which I have added a bunch of my favorite videos of them :D
Also, Seventeen does have an ongoing reality show, so go here to watch it subbed! (Only four episodes are out right now and only three are subbed)
Please let me know if you have any more questions and thanks again for asking!!
I was thinking too much about the emotions at Wembley and Zayn not being there but sort of being there in spirit, and well, this happened:
Louis doesn’t mean to call him.
Really, he doesn’t. He means to call his agent, or his manager, or maybe in a pinch Liam, because that’s who you call when things go to shit, and, well. He’s pretty sure this is the definition of things going to shit. At least it’s after it’s all over, he thinks, and laughs, because he has to laugh or the alcohol will catch up to him and he’ll start crying. It’ll be a great headline tomorrow: Louis Tomlinson, arrested and crying! They’re probably be pictures and they’ll talk about how it’s because Harry broke up with him and he’ll look like shit.
And maybe he’s too busy thinking about things like that, because his fingers are dialing before he even gets a chance to stop the muscle memory. He almost throws the phone away as soon as he notices, as it starts to ring, but there’s a big guy sitting on the other side of the holding cell eying him in a way Louis doesn’t like, and a couple more huddled together talking about something Louis really hopes isn’t him, and for once in his life he doesn’t want to draw attention to himself. If he’s lucky, no one will ever know this happened. No one will ever know how fucking stupid he is. Zayn’s probably won’t even pick up his phone, and then Louis gets another call, he’s pretty sure. That’s how it works in films.
Yeah, it’s fine, Louis decides, as the phone rings. Zayn won’t pick up, and then Louis can call Liam, because it’s not like Zayn would do anything for him anyway. Louis doesn’t need Zayn to do shit for him. He’s just letting it ring for pride’s sake, because he’s not going to be the one to back down. He can’t be.
Six rings. There can’t be more than that, can there? Louis doesn’t remember. He knew once. Knew exactly how many rings because the difference was the difference between Zayn forgetting to answer his phone and Zayn ignoring it because he’s busy. It’ll go to voicemail soon, and Louis will be able to call Liam and get out of here before anyone notices he was fucking arrested, and he’s still not happy about that either. Liam’ll be a drag about it, but it’s in his interest to keep it quiet too, so it’ll be fine.
like they’re cute and everything but literally every raven cycle “x’s Instagram/camera roll/snapchat” is so organized and aesthetically pleasing and its soooo inaccurate… let’s be real:
Ronan’s IG would be low qual car pic reposts, shaky videos of noah and him doing dumb shit while Gansey and Adam shout offscreen
Gansey has 3,000 followers, perfect professional level-photos of squad mountain climbing or in nice libraries, a lot of smiling side hugs with people he doesn’t really like or know, captions are fcking Walt Whitman or crappy inside jokes that the rest of the squad continues in the comments
Adam would set up an insta and leave it on private and not even put up a profile pic, like he’d have one over-filtered photo of a field with a long ass caption
Blue would post once every 3 months and it would be like a cool bug, a low qual picture of a smoothie, and one blurry dark photo of the boys with the caption “prep lozers”
and Noah would post bad old memes and everyone would roast him in the comments
Well here it is, my favourite screen shots of Mr Aldridge from episode 5.
I loved this shot, the way he looks at Molly through the glass. He looks like an adorable broken puppy you just want to cuddle and make feel better.
Oh he looks a little smouldery in this shot. Even after being shot twice and being resuscitated twice (that we know of) and having life saving surgery, he can still turn on the smoulder.
Puppy eyes again. There was a lot of puppy face in this episode which is perfectly fine by me. Also if I could stroke his hair I totally would.
This smile is so cute and the fact it is for his son just makes my girly side all funny. I bet he is a good dad.
If he looked at me this way you wouldn’t be able to stop me from crawling into that hospital bed and cuddling up with him.
His smirk is adorable and this whole first proper date scene is perfect.
I had to choose this shot. You can see he is thinking some very dirty things from his expression.
The smile and the head tilt *melts to the floor*
The look, the smile, the dimple… perfect!
He has such a distinct profile… and that bottom lip is totally biteable.
Oh sweet Lord… that look.
This shot just shows how sexy he is… and he really is sexy!
He looks so broken and lost in this shot. I cried at this moment.
The amount of guilt he must have felt for not being able to save Smurf or his brother and then having to look there mum in the eye must have just been so hard despite not being to blame.
I love this, he looks so vulnerable and sad and I just want to comfort him.
After everything he has gone through he could have asked Molly to stay but he knew that she had to finish what she started with Bashira despite that you could tell that all he wanted was to start a life with her. I love this shot, it tells us so much about him.
You might be wondering why, out of all the shots in this last scene, why I chose this. Well maybe I’m just odd but when I saw it I had to include it in my favourites. Even though you can’t really see his face you know he is so happy to have Molly back. That and I am loving his casual, manly, stubble look… very sexy.
Well that’s it, my favourite shots of Ben from episode 5. He really is a very talented and attractive man and I had lots of fun picking my favourite screen shots.
submitter’s note: I think he has the best side profile not just cuz hes my bias but maybe omg like everything his nose his mouth and his eyes are just a perfection! ive been keeping this inside till like forever!!
TITLE OF STORY: Cheeky Bastard CHAPTER NUMBER/TITLE/ONE SHOT: One Shot AUTHOR: piggyx3 WHICH TOM/CHARACTER: Actor Tom GENRE: Romance, Humor FIC SUMMARY: Amy takes a part-time job as a model for an art class. She wasn’t aware that she would be modeling with someone else. RATING: T WARNINGS/TRIGGERS/AUTHORS NOTES: Please be nice, this is my first :) FEEDBACK/COMMENTS: again, be nice >.<
Don’t move… Don’t move… Crap, my nose itches…
One of the artists looked at Amy with a confused look as she wrinkled her nose.
“What are you doing?” The man with his arm wrapped around her waist whispered quite intimately in her ear.
Can I have a mark scenario. When you know Mark's dad cuz u live across the street and he treats u like a daughter. And u haven't met Mark. And when Mark comes to LA he thinks badly and coldly towards u. But later falls in love with you.
Sorry it’s kinda long cuz Mark and you need some time for your love to blossom ^^ Hope you like it though! Again, sorry for the length…
“Welcome home Mark! And so good to see you again Yugyeom!”, you heard Tammy shouting happily from the living room as Mrs. Tuan immediately grabbed your hand, leading you to meet the boys.
“Mom! I miss you!”, the dark-haired boy quickly took a glance at you before giving his Mom a tight hug, follow by the boy in his pinkish-hair “Nice to see you again, Mrs. Tuan!”, he beamed cutely.
You directed your attention back to the more quiet boy. Although his eyes were twinkling with joy, he still looked so calm, almost reserved. To be honest, you had been growing to like him for as much as the time he left. Since Mr. Tuan considered you as his daughter, he usually called you over for lunch or dinner, or sometimes just to have you around the house. And he told you about his son every time, showing you tons of photos, his voice couldn’t be more proud. And till now, it still made you chuckle as you remembered the countless time he jokingly said he wanted you two to date each other. But unlike his Dad’s warm affection towards you, Mark didn’t seem to be pleased to see you at his family reunion dinner.
Mark rested his head on the palms of his hands, staring at the familiar ceiling, the one for a long time he hadn’t got a chance to look at. His mind was filled with the overwhelmed feeling of coming home again with all his loved ones around him, whom he thought there shouldn’t have had to have you.
“She’s really nice, caring and just around your ages, Mark-ah! She’s like a daughter of mine!”.
The tiny flame of jealousy sparkled inside him as Mark reminded himself about how close you were with everybody, especially his parents. It was weird though, he thought, he wasn’t the type of guy that would be jealous over something as minor as that.
Mark opened the window, leaning on the windowsill as he took a view of the neighborhood. After looking afar, he cast his eyes on what was nearby, and there you were, sitting on Joey’s room’s windowsill, totally focusing on the novel you held in your hand, so focus that you didn’t notice a awkward look towards you.
“That early?”, Mark mumbled, “Seriously, how close you were Joey? That boy would never let any girl in his room, not even Tammy, not even Mom!”. He questioned himself before the image of you dawned on him: your milky skinny legs crossing as a base to place the book, your fingers playing with the edge the pages and as you read, your expression changing from a frown to a smile of relief page after page; the vivid sunlight landed on your long hair, made it burnish a different shade of brown, a loose strand mischievously hung on a side of your face, seducing the boy next window to tuck it behind your ear.
“Oh snap! What the heck am I doing?”, Mark shook his head slightly before chuckling at himself. Just a minute ago, he just admitted he didn’t, at all, have a soft spot for you.And he still didn’t. Mark made his way to the living room to spend some more time with his family, also taking some photos at the front door with the little brother he brought along.
Since Mark’s house was totally crowded by fans, the whole family decided to spend the holiday at somewhere else, specifically at one of the most expensive hotels in Las Vegas. After dinner, while Mr. and Mrs. Tuan chose to go for a walk around the majestic place, the young group all headed to the party.
“Mark! Why don’t you show off a bit?”, Andrew screamed from the loud music, “I bet the crowd will go crazy once you flip!”.
“One big star per night, man!”, Taking a sip of his drink, Mark motioned his friend to look at Yugyeom, who has soon become the center of attention for his flawless dance moves, but someone else caught his eyes.
The boy suddenly howled and whistled as you entered the party. The little black dress clung to your lovely figure, showing off your smooth milky skin. You burnished hair under the sunlight the other day was curled up and flipped to one side, exposing your God damn perfect side profile. The cutie you reading novel by the window and the sexy you half-smiling at any boys staring at you took Mark aback a little as he cleared his throat when you approached.
“Looking good, girl!”, Andrew winked, “What is your plan for the night? Seducing all the guys here?”
“Actually… Just one…”, you said softly, almost mumbled to yourself as your eyes landed on the handsome Mark, who was now avoiding eye contact with you.
Obviously not understanding the situation, Andrew dragged you two to the table where his group of friends were sitting, but of course still let Yugyeom dance, he wasn’t old enough to absorb in the amount of alcohol you were going to bet one another to drink.
“Drink! Drink! Drink!”
You weren’t good at drinking, bot a single bit. But for God’s sake, you have gone through 3 rounds of whisky and 2 more of vodka. And better yet, you felt like flying!
“Okay, somebody takes her back to her room, please! Papa will kill us if he knows she’s this drunk again!”, Tammy stated as you stood up, not even being able to balance yourself.
“What do you mean drunk? I’m not d-drunk!”, you exclaimed, voice cracking, “Not even t-tip-tipsy!”.
As soon as you finished the sentence, you fell right on Mark’s lap, follow by a round of clap from others. “It looks like you have the pleasure, my friend!”, Andrew teased “Goodnight, dude!”.
Mark heaved a sigh, securing you on his back before he took off, not forgetting his responsibility to take care of Yugyeom, who had already gone back to his room.
Not sure if it was his mind or his heart that told him to take a detour around the fantasy hotel instead of a shortcut to your room. Not sure if it was the smell of flowers around here or the sweet scent of your perfume mixed with alcohol that made his heart suddenly flustered, but he definitely wasn’t bothered by it.
“Oooh, who is this handsome?”, you smiled foolishly, pinching the dark-haired boy’s cheeks as he scrunched his nose.
“It’s me, Mark!”, he muttered.
“Oh my God, are you Mark? Really?”, the tiny sober self inside you shouted out, shaking you to face the reality when your crush was giving you a piggyback ride. But then, the combination of whisky and vodka was just too strong. “Mark! Look at this! Oh God, I have 12 fingers!”, you screamed into his ears, almost sounded serious as Mark chuckled, holding your hand tight to wrap around his neck.
“No, you don’t. You ‘re just drunk”, he said calmly.
“Mark… Mark-ah, do you hate me?”, you sobbed, “You didn’t seem happy when you see me.. Is it because I came to your house so often? Is it because your Dad said I’m his daughter?”
“No. No. No. And it’s alright! Just come by as many as you want”, Mark murmured. Gradually, he was charmed by your cuteness, your sexiness, and now, your drunk-ness.
“I like you”, you whispered into his ears before placing a soft kiss on it. It felt so good to let it all out of your chest. You giggled against Mark’s back without even realizing the abnormal heartbeats of his after your confession.
“Well I, Y/N-ah!”, Mark stuttered as you loosed your grip, snuggling to the crook of his neck for a nice sleep.
Just more than 24 hours ago, he just admitted he didn’t, at all, had a soft spot for you. And look at him now, couldn’t even control himself when he heard you muffled those sweet little words.
Disheveling your hair into a messy bird nest, you sat up on bed, the feeling of hungover caused you to frown, a little bit dizzy as you looked at the surrounding. Here you were, back in your room, better yet, in your night gown. Mark…, the image of the boy flashed through your mind as you slapped yourself Seriously, even when you’re drunk, you can’t take him out of your head? No matter how hard you tried to remember what had happened last night, those memories just seemed to get more vague. Still wrapped in your blanket, you reached your hand out to check your phone as you saw a new message from an unknown numbers.
“Hey! It’s me, Mark. Do you feel better now?”
“Yes”, you replied with one eye opened. Despite being only half-awake, your heart was still pounding fast when Mark text you. He text you, for the first time. And now you just wanted him to come to you so bad. You are too into him, stupid, you said to yourself, he doesn’t even like you.
“Can I… Do you want me to come over?”
Your eyes bawled out at the message received, half of you still couldn’t believe it. Was it possible that Nathan or Andrew wanna mess with you? You dialed Mark’s numbers, already prepared to yell at whoever tried to tease you this early in the morning. Playing with someone’s heart was definitely not cool, not cool at all!
“Yes! Please do!”, you cooed softly into the receiver as soon as the line was connected. “Oh shit! What did I just do?”, quickly cutting off the line, you whined while burying your face onto the pillow, wiggling in frustration as you heard a knock on the door within 2 minutes.
“Come in”, not even bother to open the door, you shouted while still sulking in your burrito blanket. You felt someone sitting on your bed as a deep husky voice spoke up.
“Y/N-ah, I’m here”, he said.
Still somehow disbelieving in the owner of this well-known sexy voice, you poked your eyes out from the blanket, only to be overwhelmed by the handsome Mark in beanie. “Oh, it’s you… I mean, it’s really you”, you whispered as Mark suddenly inched closer to you, really close.
“Huh? Did you say something? Do you need anything?”, he worriedly asked while you were blushing hard, heart beating insanely.
“Uhm , no. Thanks for bringing me back here”, you shyly said. “I don’t know what I would possibly do if you didn’t. Once when I’m too drunk, I kissed anyone I met. Oh dear…”, you pulled the blanket out slightly just to reveal your eyes. “Did I…”
“No, you didn’t kiss me last night, technically no”, Mark chuckled. “But why didn’t you?”
“Huh wha-“, you stammered by the out-of-the-blue question.
“I mean… you did say you like me… but… Y/N-ah, do you really mean it?”, Mark scratched the back of his head.
Without even thinking properly, your head instantly nodded “But you hate me”, you sulked, heart sinking deep.
“I don’t. I’m just, I’m not used to having someone that I don’t know yet, so close with my family”, the dark-haired boy explained, “but now I know why they all like you”. Mark leaned closer to give you a peck on the forehead as you yelped, body rolling into a fluffy ball. “I like you, too”, the charming boy cooed, pulling the blanket away before tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. He cupped your cheeks while pressing his lips on yours, a kiss which you have been dying to have.
“You seemed tired. Wait a minute, okay, I’m gonna get you some soup!”, Mark muttered, about to leave as you held his hand. “Just stay here, with me”, you smiled as he scooted closer to you, embracing you in his strong arms. Mark placed another kiss on your lips, whispering “I can’t wait to see Dad’s reaction when he finds out we’re dating!”.
Just two days ago, he just admitted he didn’t, at all, have a soft spot for you. And look at him now, falling in love with you.
It’s been weeks since she’s felt his skin on her skin. It’s
gotten to the point where she’s felt guilty about being so caught up in wanting
him so bad. He’s struggling, he’s hurting, he’s literally disappearing in front
of them. She’s done everything she can think to do to try and keep him afloat
since that night. When he grabbed her hand in the bath, she thought maybe, just
maybe he’d pull through, slowly, with her help. But that wasn’t the case. He’s
had good days, where the light in his eyes would return, he’d be cognizant of
his surroundings, he’d talk to her. But his bad days were… bad. He wouldn’t get
out of bed, he wouldn’t say a word and he would just stare. Lost in a fear the only he can navigate. She can’t reach him this
time and it scares her.
Michonne shifts in her seat as she watches him move around
the kitchen. He’s having a good day today. He’s up, he’s showered and he doing
the dishes to give her a break. He looks so good. His hair is slicked back,
flipping out slightly at the ends. His white t shirt hugs his chest and arms in
the most distracting of ways, his jeans riding low on his hips. He turns
slightly, his head down as he scrubs Judith’s favorite sippy cup, giving her a
beautiful view of his side profile. Her dark eyes travel down the ridge of his
strong nose and land on those perfect, plump, pink lips of his. She wants those
lips all over her frenzied body. She shifts at the thought, her bottom half
flooding as memories of their late night love making resurface.
She sighs. It’s been so
long. She knows she has better things to be concerned about. Rick’s mental
health for one, Maggie and the baby for two, Daryl being taken for three, but
yet here she is, sitting in her kitchen consumed with thoughts of Rick fucking
her. On the table, over the couch, from behind, her on top, his hands roaming
all over her tight, tense body. She shakes her head, trying to will the
thoughts away. This isn’t her. This isn’t Michonne. Michonne is pragmatic,
Michonne is constantly thinking of ways to keep her family safe. She doesn’t
sit around like a love struck, horny teenager in times of chaos but she feels
so disconnected from him. Their once unbreakable bond is gone and she wants it,
no, needs it back. She wants the most
primal of connections between man and woman. It’s been so long.
He’s too cute. This is the man that can be hot one minute, dumb the next, dorky, clumsy, cute and adorable baby in the next.
His perfect side profile which makes my knees weak.
He has that little pout on his face that makes me want to hug him.
He looks tired.. Aigo baby rest well okay? Take care of your self!!