ok let me just take a deep breath….. alright here we go
the first time i saw phil in 2011 my thoughts were something along the lines of “he has such a unique look, he’s so cool, i love his voice.”
you’d think i’d remember my first phil video, but alas, my memory fails me. all i can remember is a flash of dark hair, icy eyes, and a feeling of wonder.
i started as a casual fan like most of us do, but with each video i got more and more invested in his content and i wanted to keep up with whatever he was doing. i wasn’t even sure why i had such an intense infatuation with him, he just.. made me feel. good.
fast forward a couple of years, phil became my safe space. the warm atmosphere that surrounds him always helped to relax me. his kind nature was sweet and refreshing, his intelligence motivated me, his creativity inspired me, his sense of humor lifted my mood, his laugh made my heart soar, virtually everything about him made me feel lighter.
and now here i am. owner of a phan blog, completely invested in phil and his endeavors. he continues to put me at ease when i need a reason to calm down and i continue to love him with every fiber of my being. i am forever grateful for him.
anon asked: vixx taking care of you when you’re sick please?
N – Hakyeon takes very good care of those he loves. He may grumble teasingly about it, but he doesn’t have it in him to watch someone he loves be miserable and not do something. So he’d look after you in a very smart and efficient way. He’d wear a mask and if you mentioned wanting a kiss he’d give you ‘the look’ because really, you should know better. No smooches until you are fever and phlegm free. In the meantime he’s going to make sure you have everything you need. But if you don’t follow his instructions you’ll get an earful about him using his precious free time to look after a non-compliant patient.
Leo – I imagine him to be rather doting on his partner, especially if they’re sick. He wouldn’t be careless enough to potentially get himself infected because he has to protect his voice. But there would be cool wash rags on your forehead, healing soup made from scratch, and massages for your sore muscles. He’d feel frustrated because he couldn’t do more and hates to see you suffering. If your symptoms persisted without improvement he’d very sternly insist you go to the doctor. Usually he’s weak against saying no to anything you ask for, but he’d put his foot down when it came to your health.
Ken – Would try to cure you with aegyo and depending on how sick you were you may want to punch him. If it’s just the sniffles he’s going to make sure you have the covers tucked up to your chin and some cute plushy next to you, which would be sweet. He’d talk in a sing song voice and, heaven help you, may even make airplane noises when giving you meds. If you were really sick though, the kind where every muscle ached, he’d drop the aegyo pretty quickly and actually be helpful. In between running around for you he’d keep you company, trying to distract you from how crappy you were feeling until you fell asleep.
Ravi – He’d be worried but utterly clueless what to do for you. Expect multiple bags of medicine from the drug store because he’d have no idea what you need. He’d also be one to push for you going to the doctor, in fact he’d do so as soon as you got sick. Wonsik knows full well he doesn’t have a clue about illnesses so he’d want to get you to someone who did. If you refused though he wouldn’t push any further and leave it up to your discretion. For the most part he’d hand over the meds and some water then hide in his studio instructing you to text if you needed anything. He’d be so relieved when you felt better cause he doesn’t handle those things well.
Hongbin – Does have a nurturing side so he would look after you quite well. Bean would bring you anything you needed, and help you get around if you were weak. However the tense set of his shoulders combined with plastic gloves and face mask would clue you in that he wasn’t thrilled about it. With his job he can’t afford to get sick nor does he really want to. And certainly, allowing himself to get a viral infection does not prove how much he loves you, he’s too pragmatic for that. Regardless, he does want you to get well quickly. He’d even warn you to hold your breath before he sprayed the disinfectant.
Hyuk – Despite not listening to his hyungs as often as they’d like, he has a considerate personality. If he was available he’d be a pretty reliable nursemaid. Hyuk has good sense so he wouldn’t be at too much of a loss how to care for you. Anything he didn’t know he’d look up online but quickly get off before the medical websites convinced him you were dying. So he’d look after you well, but he’s not going to sit by your sick bed. You need rest and he’d be bored as hell. Expect to be calling him away from a video game when you need something. He wouldn’t mind though, that’s what he’s there for.
i am SHOOK, the not today mv is the best thing that has ever happened in the history of the world, the end🙏🏻 here is Jin as your best friend (ugh I wish he’d been in the mv more tho he has like three seconds of screentime)
you and jin become friends when you’re thirteen
he’s super popular at school and everyone loves him, just bcos he’s so gorgeous and talented and n i c e
he’s in the choir and maybe that would be nerdy if it was someone else but bcos it’s jin it’s very cool
has the voice of an angel
he has so many friends and he’s always smiling, always seems to be happy
you used to have lots of friends too, but recently they all decided that they didn’t like you and they’ve been being bitchy af (as thirteen year olds often are) and it’s all been very messy and painful for you
anyways you feel so alone and helpless and awful that one day you kinda just run away from them all and hide in a deserted classroom and cry
and guess who happens to walk in just then
and he’s really concerned and asks you if you’re ok and gives you tissues
you’re kinda embarrassed bcos it’s the first time that you’ve ever spoken to the golden boy and look at you, you’re curled up on the floor crying
but he just wants to know what’s wrong and sits next to you smiling all soft waiting for you to calm down enough to tell him
and then you do and he’s really comforting and gentle about the whole thing
then you say that you don’t know what you’re gonna do bcos you don’t have any friends anymore and he just grins like, “you have me!”
and he means it
so from then on jin is with you a lot, always coming over and talking to you when you’re on your own and bringing you into his own groups and making you feel really welcome
(your ex-friends get super jealous, which makes you laugh a lot)
and if any of them give you any hassle then jin is by your side in 0.00006 of a second glaring at them
you feel for a while like maybe jin is just being nice to you, but then he invites you over to his house one day after school
and at first you think it’s some big group hangout that he’s only inviting you to do you don’t feel left out, but then he says that it’s just the two of you
he offers you cookies and shows you all round his house and introduces you to his mom
and asks you to come back the next day
from then on you kinda realise that he actually does want to be your friend
and you couldn’t be happier bcos jin is an a+ friend
he’s always lowkey mothering you and trying to feed you and make you wear warm clothes
always asking you how you are
good at listening
loves to rant tho, when he gets mad about something then he’ll talk about it for an hour straight and you’ll just sit and listen and nod along
very happy when you give him food
makes those noises he makes when he’s really appreciating whatever he’s eating and they make you laugh SO MUCH
you also kinda get to see a different side of him, like he’s all modest with everyone else but with you he’s like “HELLO I AM PRINCE JIN LOOK AT MY HEAVENLY LOOKS”
you’re like “nah m8” and he gets mad
(but in reality you are very well aware of his good looks thank you very much)
he introduces you to the other #bangtanboys as soon as he meets them bcos he wants you to be friends with all his friends so you can all be a happy lil group
he is literally your favourite person
will help you choose clothes
jin would be so much fun to go shopping with tho, you’d go into every shop and he’d get kinda excited and swatch eye shadows on his hands and try on stupid hats
would dance to the music played in shops
his laugh makes you laugh and then he laughs more bcos you’re laughing and it’s a never ending cycle
when you get older he acts more mature with other people but with you he’s like lol no and acts like a kid most of the time
probs daring each other to drink ketchup and stuff like that
but then you have these long in-depth discussions about the future and the state of the world and he has lots of stuff to say
you are very supportive of each other’s crushes and will happily listen to the other talking about their crush for legit hours on end
also jin is the ultimate wingman
will be standing behind your crush giving you a thumbs up while you’re talking to them
will casually mention to your crush how nice and amazing you are
just wants to help you out
(in return you befriend all his crushes and introduce them bcos he’s shy and always too nervous to talk to a girl first)
gives you hugs when he sees you in the morning
also buys amazing presents, like they’re so well thought out and suited to you
you almost never fight and even if you do you make up so quick
he’s a bundle of fluff lol can’t be mad at him for long
- Leafy sucks
- Luna sucks
- Shorbie looks like an actual fucking murderer and he’s scary
- LtCorbis sucks
- NFKRZ…isnt that bad but he’s also in pyro’s videos and vice versa so you’re basically getting him anyways
- His girlfriend is cool and draws like a god
- He has an amazing voice
- idk he is underapprecitated and he’s amazing mmkay bye
Jacob sat perched on one of the many roofs in London, though the one he was currently perched upon had a certain mysterious templar assassin stood in the shadows, lurking at the corner that would then enter out onto the main road. Your blade was pressed against your targets throat, their back pinned to the brick wall behind them. You were far enough in the shadows that any passer by would see a mugging going on and leave you be to not want to be caught, and for the police to not be able to see you two.
The night sky helped to hide you as well and Jacob could only slink closer to listen on your conversation. Your target was blabbering, that much he could pick up.
“Wait, no please! Mr. (y/n), I can still help-I-please!”
“Thank you for your service, Mr. Peddington. But your usefulness has expired.” He caught your cool voice, and he couldn’t help the heavy exhale he let out as he heard the man’s muffled dying cry, before the sound of your blade slipping from his neck.
“And I thought I was brutal.” Jacob muttered before he scrambled to keep up with you, seeing you had proceeded to throw the body over your shoulder and wandered deeper into the shadows. He followed for a few blocks before you got to an intersection that was usually empty, watching as you dumped the body into a nearby haystack.
“Nice kill.” He said and he saw your head perk, head turning upwards slightly to try and find him among the roof. “Close, love. Up and behind.”
You turned, watching as he dropped down to the ground before you, creating quite the spectacle with the way he landed then proceeded to strut in a circle around you. Though you didn’t follow him with your gaze, you ears were tuned to pick up any sounds made by him. “We weren’t properly introduced in our previous encounters. Jacob Frye, master assassin, devilishly handsome.” He proceeded to give a mocking bow, a smirk on his face. “Charmed.”
“Stop following me.” You stated bluntly and his face fell, tilting his head at you with a look that said “really, that’s what you said?”.
“Guess not a very conversationalist.”
“I don’t have time for you antics.” Turning, you were going to start heading back to report when the next words he said caught your attention.
“Why, have to go report back to your master like the good dog you are?” You froze. “Cause that’s what you do, isn’t it? I’ve heard about you, Starrick’s dog.” Your fists started to clench at your sides, shoulders tensing as your head turned the slightest to indicate he had your attention. This only seemed to push him on. “But of course, if you really do have to go, then go. I won’t keep a dog from it’s master.” You blood boiled and you gritted your teeth, a low growl resonating in your throat.
“I’m not his dog.”
“Really? That’s not what I heard. Get your orders, complete them, tell him how you did and then get a treat. Sounds like a dog to me.” He said and you whirled at him, your hood shifting to reveal one beady (e/c) eye, one that burned into him from where you stood seething.
“Don’t call me that.”
“Why not? Doggy.” He said and you sprung with a snarl, hidden blade slicing through the air so violently that he just barely missed getting yet another scar on his face. He rarely had any time to breath with the speed of your hits, finally managing to see through your anger fueled attacks. “I feel like I’ve struck a nerve.” He said before grabbing your arm when it was extended, pulling you towards him and making you stumble. But you expected this, shifting so that you blade would ram into his chest. But you weren’t the only one reading the situation. He moved, sweeping down to repeat the move that sent him down during the gang fight. Jumping on you, he moved to pin you down.
“I saw the assassin insignia on your gauntlet. Why are you working for the templars?” He questioned but you moved your legs, twisting them around him before you flipped the two of you over and he once more found himself on the bottom.
“I don’t have to explain myself to you.”
“At least tell me who you are.”
“It’s none of your business.” You gasped when he twisted, managing to send you two rolling, him ending back on top.
“God you’re a stubborn prick.” You snarled at him before you continued to roll once more, limbs thrashing to land any hits and you could hear his strained words. “Fine! Be like that! I’ll find out, my, self!”
You eyes widened when suddenly you were pinned beneath him, hood having been yanked back during the scuffle. You features were open to him now. His eyes widened when he saw them, hazel eyes darting over your features. A sense of recognition and shock filled his expression, maybe a little hurt mixed in with it but his stare was starting to kill you from the inside. Grunting, you managed to kick him off, rolling back while he went floundering backwards, yanking your hood back up in the process.
You fell into a defensive position, crouched down as you watched him where he was kneeled, still in disbelief.
“My name… That’s how you knew it…” He said and you could only keep your mouth shut. “(y/n)…”
“Don’t say it.” You blurted and he looked at you in confusion.
“My name. Don’t. Say it.”
“I said no Jacob!” You shouted, your voice breaking at his name. It felt foreign on your tongue but at the same time, so familiar. When the shock of it all started to wear off, you saw his face twist in anger and betrayal, so strong that you had to bite the inside of your cheek to keep yourself from talking.
“After all these years, all these years that you leave Evie and I without a word and no contact of any sorts! Just to find you here in London, with the templar insignia around your neck and as Starrick’s loyal dog?”
“You don’t understand, Jacob.”
“Oh, I don’t understand? It looks pretty clear to me, (y/n).”
“Well you’re wrong. You don’t know the whole story, the story of why I left, why I haven’t contacted you, why I’m,” You gagged on the words, “taking orders from Starrick.”
“Then tell me. I’ve got all the time in the world.” He said, eyes snapping back to yours and you felt your throat go dry. You knew there was no use. Jacob was the type that would get a conclusion and stick with it until there was no way his thought was correct. And how were you going to get him to believe you? And maybe he wasn’t the same Jacob you knew after all.
You clenched your teeth, shaking your head at him. “It’s already clear to me that you don’t seem to care to reason and that all you see is the red cross, your memories and betrayal.” You scoffed, hurt by his assumptions that you’d just turn on him so easily after everything you’d been through together. “You’d never listen but all I’ll tell you is that I have no choice, Jacob.” He averted his eyes at his name and you frowned at that.
“There’s always a choice.”
Your sister’s terrified form flashed through your mind.
“Open your eyes Jacob.” You hissed, seeing the way his fists clenched and his jaw tensed. “There isn’t always a choice.” You turned your back on him, starting to walk away.
“I’ll kill you.” He said and you felt your heart shatter, not at his words, but at how genuine they were, how determined.
“With what I’m planning to do, I’ll already be dead.”
And you disappeared into the night, your words replaying in his head.
i wanna see how that smug prick david reacts to the fact that he inadvertantly got his own daughter killed like fuck him i hope it breaks him. also fuck conrad. he’s such a lazy character, like kenny 2.0. i shot him tirst chance i got. i love kenny, but conrad just felt lazy. plus id do anything to protect clem. jesus seems pretty cool; he has a nice voice and seems pretty chill which is refreshing, thought im not sure i completely trust him. and something is super wrong with eleanor… something tells me her scarf is hiding a new frontier brand, but idk. i dont trust her though.
This one is a special little gift for the seed of the fandom! When I browsed around I was surprised to see how many felt similar like I did - that Abelas should get more role in the game. He has a cool armor, a super voice actor and also someone who finally could clear up many lost and misunderstood thing about the past. So much this detail make people think.
How it was? What was it alike.. what were the old elvhen gods… so this 10 minutes character gained a fandom who would love to continue his story. I seen from tags in reblogs that it is an often considered person fantasy to romance him. It is an interesting scenario among writers and fans so.. I am here to bring this vision of yours a bit closer visually. Bioware may never will pull this one out again - maybe they will but no matter what we all have our own fantasy, ideas and inspiration.
So this is for you all - and the image is free to use for icon/avatar/thumbnail for everyone (credit appreciated tho) - no need to ask. It is a gift if I can call that way, enjoy!
And especially dedicating this one to Artemorte who been proven loyal fan of his ;D
(I know its not the best, I am no vector artist I tried to recreate in photoshop entirely so forgive for mistakes or so!)
“I hope someday we get a Pixar movie where John Ratzenberger is the voice of one of the main characters, rather than just a fun cameo. He has such a fun voice and I think it would be cool to see him to something bigger.”