he always wanted sam to be a mother

Where’s my Mom?

A/N: Happy Angst Appreciation Day. Reader is Eileen’s five year old daughter.

Sam stared down at Eileen’s body in shock; he couldn’t believe she was dead. He felt the tears begin to quickly build in his eyes while he observed the different injuries that she was covered in.

The brothers continued their conversation about what happened, how could she be dead? Why did the hell hound kill her? Why did this always have to happen to the ones that they loved?

Then Dean asked a question that stopped Sam’s heart;

“What do you think happened to Y/N?”

“We need to find her Dean.” Sam said in a serious tone that was laced with worry. You were only five years old; your mother was dead and your father was a hunter who wanted nothing to do with you, just another reason why Eileen always avoided other hunters.

“I know Sam, we will.” Dean assured him before turning to leave the morgue.

“No Dean,” Sam replied, gripping his brother’s arm, “We need to find her. She’s just a kid, who’s alone with the freaking British Men of Letters out there looking for all hunters. They wanted revenge on Eileen for the accident with the colt, who’s to say they won’t take it out on Y/N.”

Dean nodded his head, “We need to find Y/N.”

A few days had passed since Eileen’s death and the Winchester’s were no closer to finding you. They had checked every motel in the area Eileen’s body had been found. They checked data bases, security cameras, they couldn’t find you anywhere.

They hadn’t given up the search, but moved their hunt for you back to the bunker so that they could have a home base while finding you.

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drops of jupiter - sam holland

summary: sam holland’s girlfriend returns from traveling the world with tom, harry, and harrison, but she’s not the same. sam cannot help but worry that she has risen above him.

notes: y’all have my ap lang and comp teacher to thank for this, we analyzed this song in class and i was instantly like !!!!! sam!!!!! so yeah hope you enjoy xo this is lowkey really bad but oh well

word count: 1k

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He couldn’t help but worry. His mother always did call him naturally anxious. He was happy for her, he truly was – whatever made her happy was fine by him; maybe that was the problem.

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Of course the end game of that particular idea would be Tony/Steve/Bucky/Sam where they all live together in the mansion Steve built for Tony and driving all of Bucky’s expensive cars and letting Sam fly them to location dates.

And Sarah and Darlene and Winnifred about lose their fucking minds and the boys (especially Tony) are so scared but then Sarah starts cursing in Gaelic and kicks a chair and Steve starts giggling nervously and whispers “Oh my God they each had a hundred dollars riding on us.”

“Your son chose all of them,” Darlene snarls when Howard walks in.

Howard frowns, confused and somewhat frightened. “What.”

“ALL OF THEM!” Winnifred shouts.

Howard looks at Tony and Tony is still so afraid–more so now than when facing his boyfriends’ mothers–and he sort of hunches his shoulders. Howard looks at Steve and the way he scowls and sets his jaw, at Bucky and the way he changes his stance to something more aggressive, and at Sam and the way he straightens his shoulders. “…Are you happy, Tony?”

“Yes,” Tony whispers, so so scared of what his father will say.

“Well,” Howard says, frowning. “I suppose you can always adopt.”

“…What,” Tony says.

“I want ten grandchildren.”


Howard shrugs at all the incredulous looks he gets. “Maria… would be pleased, I think,” he says, clasping his hands behind his back and looking up at the portrait of his late wife above the fireplace. “Tony has always had enough love for the world. I think she would be happy that three people love him the same way.”

“Aw, Dad,” Tony says, and starts to say something else, but is cut off by Winnifred, Sarah, and Darlene bursting into tears.

Howard stares at them, confused and a little alarmed as he whispers, with feeling, “What the hell.

Not Your Dean (Part 17)

Originally posted by deanwinchestergifs

Summary: One day Dean shows up and moves back into the bunker. The only problem is he’s a demon and he’s hiding something…

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Part 10 Part 11 Part 12 Part 13 Part 14 Part 15 Part 16

Pairing: Demon!Dean x reader

Word Count: 1,500ish

Warnings: language

A/N: Things are a happening….

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Second Chances - Winchester Brothers

Imagine your older brothers have always been the ones to look after you and one day, after Sam gets into an argument with your dad, you decide to confront your dad on it.


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‘So let me get this straight - you want us to follow you around the country like lost puppies because you said so?’ Sam shouted at your dad who stood right in his face.

‘That’s right. You’re my children, in case you’ve forgotten that.’ Your dad spat back at him, trying to make himself taller since Sam was like a giraffe in height. 

‘You know, sometimes I do forget that since you don’t treat us like we are!’ Sam bitterly said, letting out a small laugh of frustration. 

‘That’s uncalled for Sam.’ Dean told him, trying to pull him out of the argument.

‘No it’s not Dean! This guy thinks he can call us our father when he’s never even there for us. He’s got the title but not the damn job.’ Sam yelled at Dean, pulling out of his grip heading towards the impala.

‘Well if you don’t want to act like my son then go. I’ve still got my daughter.’ Your father said, wrapping his arm around you.

Sam turned around looking at you both, a face of shock, anger and laughter.

‘Sam don’t -’ Dean started.

‘Shut up Dean. This guy thinks he has his daughter on his side, does he? My god, you’re stupid dad. You’ve never been there for her. Who’s had to act like her parents? Not you, me and Dean. The most you saw her was between the ages of 1 and 4. The last time you saw her she was 14. I’d be surprised if you even knew her age now. She’s 16 by the way. And just so you know, I don’t trust you with her. I know for a fact that you’d ditch her to save your sorry ass. She’s my sister, not your daughter.’ And with that Sam grabbed you by the arm and yanked you away from your dad and put you in the back of the impala.

After Sam shut the door behind you, the screaming match between your brothers and your dad began. You lifted up your knees so that your face was covered as your eyes started to brim with tears.

You had never thought of it the way Sam and possibly Dean had but they were right. Your dad had never been there for you. He’d always dropped you in the hands of your brothers, forcing them to grow up to fast. Sure, they loved you but they deserved a childhood. You understood that your dad wanted to kill the thing that killed your mother but he hadn’t taken into account that he was killing the relationship between himself and his children. He was the one to ruin everything, not Sam, not Dean, not you, him.

The door swung open and Dean pushed Sam into the passenger seat. ‘And shut up and don’t say another word. You’ve said enough.’ Were the only words you heard come out of Deans mouth before he slammed the door on whatever Sam was about to retaliate at him. 

Dean sat in the drivers seat, anger crawling all over him. Sam was breathing heavily, a sign of frustration. 

As the car went into drive, you looked out the window to see your father standing there, tears in his eyes as he saw you and your brothers drive away from him. 

‘You okay Y/N?’ Dean asked you, his voice indicating that the was angry.

‘Yeah, fine.’ You responded, wiping a tear away from your cheek. You couldn’t, no, you wouldn’t let your brothers see you like this. They were strong for you so that meant you had to be strong for them.

And with that, the conversation was finished. You, Sam and Dean sat in silence for the rest of the ride, trying to calm yourselves down. You were clearly trying to bite back tears as you thought of all the memories without your father. 


Pulling into the car park in front of the motel, you jumped out as soon as Dean turned the car off, knowing that you wouldn’t be able to keep your tears in for much longer. Fumbling with the keys to the door of the motel, a single tear escaped your left eye.

‘Not here.’ You pleaded with yourself, finally managing to open the door. 

Leaving it open behind you so that Sam and Dean could enter behind you, you headed straight for the bathroom. The tears were now in the full works. 

‘Y/N?’ You heard a voice behind you say. Within a second you recognised that it was your fathers. 

Turning around in one swift motion to look at him, not caring that your tears were flooding your cheeks, you gave him the most hurtful face you could pull.

‘Y/N I’m so sorry.’ Your dad said after he registered why you were crying.

‘Please, don’t dad. I can’t hear you say it.’ You told him, not wanting to hear any of his excuses. 

He looked at you, understanding that you weren’t prepared to listen to him. His eyes filled with sympathy in response.

‘How could you? How could you tell Sam that you had me when you’re never with me? Sam was right you know. Sure, he was a little out of line but he was speaking the truth. You are never there for us and then you waltz back in like you never left. But you did leave and even if we agree to help you with this case, I know for a fact that once it’s finished you’ll leave us again. Did you never think that you were putting to much pressure on your sons? You never gave them a chance for a childhood and you stripped me of mine. I’ve never realised it before because I thought parents were meant to be perfect but you are such a selfish person.’ By now, your tears were pouring uncontrollably and you were filled with hatred and anger, your voice becoming louder and more aggressive with every sentence. 

You father still hadn’t said a word, he was just looking at you with tears in his eyes. He then sat down on the motel bed, placing his head in his hands as he let out a defeated sigh. This was your queue to continue your rampage.

‘Dad, if you want to be our father then don’t leave us after this. Stay for a while and let us all catch up. It may be to late for Sam and Dean but it’s not to late for me to see you as my father again. Please, don’t leave us. Dean may not admit it but he looks up to you and you’re only letting him down. And Sam, he needs you and that’s why he’s beginning to loath you. Don’t ditch us again, this might be your last chance.’ And with that you sat down next to him, pulling him into hug.

‘I’m sorry Y/N, so so sorry. You’re right. I’ve never thought of your feelings. I’ve always thought I knew the best for you but I never listened to what actually was best for you. I’m so so sorry.’ He apologised to you, resting his head on top of yours as you hugged him tightly. 

Looking at the door, you saw Sam and Dean looking at you, faces filled with pride and sadness as they knew something you didn’t. They were proud you stood up to him but they’d both had this conversation with him and they’d both had promises broken. They just didn’t want it to happen to you.

A Waterbender, What Was The Chance

Danny was supposed to be a nonbender, he knew that. His sister was a nonbender, so was his father. His mother was a waterbender, but she was a weak one, coming from a mixed line of different benders and nonbenders. Yet here he was, taking water from the park’s pond to block the fire from Sam’s most current rant.

“Woah, dude I didn’t know you where a waterbender.” said Tucker, his best friend.

Danny didn’t say anything back for a while, looking between his hands and the water on the ground. It was him who moved it, moved it on accident, in defense. But still, he moved it.

“Uh, Danny you okay?” Sam broke him out of his shock.

“Oh-uh yeah, yeah I’m fine. I just,” Danny paused, looking back at his hands. “Didn’t know I could do that.”

“Well then, welcome to the bending crew.” Sam put her always hot arm around Danny’s neck. Tucker complained.

“Dude no fair!” Tucker was now the only nonbender.

Sam had come from a long line of prestigious firebenders, the Manson clan. Her mother was a nonbender married into the family, intent on shaping Sam into the perfect bender she never got to be. Sam, of course, was having none of that, and was going to burn her own path. Even if that meant to her own destruction.

Tucker was a nonbender from a family of nonbenders, with an averagly perfect life. There was nothing really special about him or his life, and that was exactly what some people wanted. But Tucker always felt overshadowed by it, for being “average”. So he got interested in technology, the one thing nonbenders where best at. He was going to prove himself as important no matter what it took, and he got an ego to match.

And Danny, he was a waterbender. He knew he wasn’t very powerful, genetics wouldn’t let him be. But he was okay with that, as all he ever wanted was a normal life, and that was hard to get with spirit obsessed parents.

Still, the amount of water spilled on the ground, the water left over from his act of defense spoke differently.

But what was the chance of him, with a family line muddled with nonbenders, be powerful. None the less the Avatar.

How could he, plain old Danny Fenton be the Avatar?

What was the chance?

P.S. Here’s the link to the rest of this! Unfortuantly I’m a one-shot artist so you get a short story. https://m.fanfiction.net/s/12488212/1/Look-At-That-He-s-A
The one you’ve been waiting for

I’m going kind of slow with my season 12 rewatch. Actually, I just finished watching 12x05 and some things caught my attention despite the episode being a filler. The plot wasn’t so interesting to me when I first watched it. I remember quite painfully how it happened after the U.S. presidential election last November and how the whole Hitler thing became a little tasteless. However, the episode did have three things worth talking about.

1)      Sublimation is kind of Dean’s thing.

Sam gave a name to what Dean was doing. In 12x04, Dean was obviously cranky and very much affected by Mary’s decision to leave (in 12x03). Through the case in 12x04, Dean learned that sometimes families need space, which was what Mary was asking for herself, so he decided to roll with it even if he didn’t like it.

In 12x05, we didn’t see cranky!Dean anymore. However, every time Dean says ‘no’ to food he’s being offered, it’s an immediate sign that something is wrong. Sam offered him scrambled or fried eggs, and Dean said he wasn’t hungry. Sam was suspicious about it, so he offered pie and Dean declined. That was the alarm Sam needed. Pie is Dean’s comfort food and he was denying himself that.

The problem was that when Sam tried to talk to Dean about their mom, Dean didn’t allow it. Dean started talking about the case and easily diverted a complicated conversation that he definitely wasn’t ready to have. When Sam tried a last time and Dean stopped him, Sammy called him out on what he was doing and said that was called sublimation. Dean didn’t deny it, though. He easily admitted that it was his thing.

What I find interesting about this is that sublimation is a defense mechanism, but it’s considered a mature one. The psychiatrist George Eman Vaillant introduced a four-level classification of defense mechanisms:

Level I – pathological defenses (denial, delusional projection)

Level II – immature defenses (fantasy, projection, passive aggression, acting out)

Level III – neurotic defenses (intellectualization, reaction formation, dissociation, displacement, repression, compensation)

Level IV – mature defenses (humor, sublimation, suppression, altruism, anticipation)

The Level IV defense mechanisms are commonly found among emotionally healthy adults and are considered mature, even though many have their origins in an immature stage of development. The use of these defenses enhances feelings of control. These defenses help to integrate conflicting emotions and thoughts, whilst still remaining effective.

If we ever doubted that season 12 would focus a lot on Dean’s growth, I think this is proof that the writers knew what they wanted to do with our Dean since the beginning of the season. Dean has used denial, projection, passive aggression, displacement, repression, and compensation a lot in previous seasons. He’s used humor, suppression, and maybe other defense mechanisms as well, but why did Sam mention “sublimation” specifically this time?

Sublimation allows a person to channel stress toward something productive. It takes the energy of something potentially harmful and turns it into something good and useful. In other words, Dean was hurting because of what Mary decided. He felt abandoned again, and he felt like a disappointment; he wasn’t the son Mary wanted him to be. Probably somewhere inside his head the words “not enough” were making an appearance. However, instead of being sorry for himself or hiding in a bottle, Dean decided to move on and keep saving people.

Dean desperately needed a win, and he got one by killing none other than Hitler. It’s obvious to me now why Dean easily understood and defended Cas in 12x19. Cas needed a win just as much as Dean needed one in this episode. He felt such satisfaction after a job well done that he was willing to give himself some pie at the end. He even said that he DESERVED some pie.

That was Dean starting to voice the things that he deserved and the things that he didn’t. All of that led to Dean saying out loud in 12x22 that his childhood wasn’t FAIR. We’ve always said that Dean deserved to be a child, but he never was because he had to be more than a brother for Sam; he had to be a father and a mother, and it wasn’t fair. It was glorious to see Dean finally saying it and finally forgiving the one person that unknowingly caused all that.

It’s no coincidence that this was the first episode where Dean wanted to use the grenade launcher and Sam didn’t let him. (The second episode where Dean got a negative was in 12x11, penned by the same writer of 12x05). Sam promised Dean that he would get the chance to use it. It’s like Dean wasn’t ready to tear down his internal walls. He got to use the grenade launcher in 12x22, the same episode where Dean finally faced his mother and told her how he really felt.

So if Dean needed to kill Hitler to realize that he really deserved a pat on the back and some pie, then all I have to say is thank you Meredith Glynn for this episode!

2)      Dean’s visual association to ships.

Once Dean and Sam went to the antique store, what was something that caught Dean’s attention? A ship.

Seriously, they could have chosen any object, any object. Why would they choose a ship? A ship that Dean accidentally knocked down, tried to pick up, and dramatically failed? A ship that wasn’t even related to anything relevant to the episode plot-wise?

Then Dean kept walking around in the store and what caught his eye again? Another ship! 

It’s just that this time Dean refrained himself from touching it because he remembered the damage he’d caused some seconds before.

You might say that it was just the “haha” moment of the episode. Look at Dean making a fool of himself because he’s careless. But why not use a vase or any other thing like that? Why a ship? I’m ready to bet that wasn’t a coincidence.

 3)      I’ll never be good enough.

There’s a reason Sam connected with Ellie and Dean kind of connected with Christoph (the Nazi necromancer’s son). Sam was the one who could relate to Ellie for being Hitler’s descendant. Dean was the one who could relate to Christoph’s words: “All I do is try to make [my father] proud, I’ll never be good enough.” 

Dean who always tried to make John proud and failed. Dean who now wanted to make his mother proud and was failing (in Dean’s eyes the fact that Mary left was because Dean wasn’t good enough; he wasn’t the son Mary wanted him to be).

As his father said about Christoph, the boy had spine after all. He didn’t quietly accept everything his father said. Before the Winchesters caught him, he was saying these things to his father over the phone:

“That is not fair. You know, I try with you, I really do. But you expect me to be a mind reader, and it’s exhausting.”

He voiced what he thought was an unfair treatment. When he was scolded for telling the Winchesters about Hitler, he didn’t remain quiet. He told his father he should be thanking him. He even told him he “used to look up to” him, meaning that he didn’t look up to him anymore. His father called him an unconceivable disappointment and that was when he realized he would never be enough, but he wasn’t willing to simply accept death for that reason.

Christoph was a mirror for everything Dean would have to experience for the rest of season 12. He voiced what Dean didn’t say, but we know he was definitely feeling in this particular episode: all Dean did was try to make his parents (now his mother) proud, but he’ll never be good enough.

The rest of season 12 would prove Dean wrong in that regard. He didn’t have to do anything in particular. HE WAS ENOUGH JUST BY BEING DEAN WINCHESTER. I’m so proud of my boy! :’)

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Never Again

TW: Child Abuse

“Hey, you’re Mr. Y/L/N, right?” Sam questioned. “Y/N’s Dad?” 

“I’ll be damned.” The man turned around, narrowing his eyes. “Sam and Dean Winchester. How’d you two get locked up? Kill the wrong thing? Fuck up a job like your daddy always did?” 

“Actually our friend Deacon is the warden and we wanted to talk to you, so he let us in.” Sam said as Dean stepped forward.  

“I know what you did to Y/N and her mother.” Dean stalked forward, raising himself to full height. “Is that how you get off? Huh? Killing women? Beating up innocent little girls their whole lives?” 

“You and Y/N?” Y/D/N laughed in Dean’s face. “She’s more pathetic than I ever gave her credit for. Little slut, whoring around with Dean Winchester. She’s probably fuckin’ your brother too. Or maybe she does you both at the same time.” 

Dean lunged forward, throwing the first punch. He was relentless, brutally attacking your father until they were both pulled away and taken to the medical ward. 

Dean had been your boyfriend for over a year when he’d finally asked the question. He’d been your best friend and your confidant for several years before that. He’d always wanted to ask, but he was never confident enough, at least until now. “Hey.” He pulled you close and moved his hand up to cup your cheek and you instinctively flinched before relaxing into it. “Why do you do that, huh? Flinch whenever I touch you? You know I’d never hurt you, right?”

“I’m sorry.” You sighed, turning away and biting your lip. “I just…” 

“What? Y/N you can tell me.” Dean rubbed your back, waiting for you to keep talking. “You can tell me anything. You know that.” 

“My dad used to hit me when I was a kid.” You explained, letting the tears roll down your face. “All those times your dad and you guys would roll through town and I had broken bones or whatever and my mom said they were accidents…they weren’t. He’s been in prison for awhile. Since he killed her.” 

“You always said it was a demon who killed her.” Dean murmured. 

“Yeah…I lied. I guess I just…I didn’t want the pity from everyone. And I was gonna kill him myself but I couldn’t finish the job.” You wiped the tears from your cheeks and leaned against Dean, letting him wrap his arms around you, willing yourself not to tense or flinch. “He calls from time to time, just to harass me. To make sure I know he’s still here.” 

“Nobody’s ever gonna hurt you again.” Dean’s voice broke and you could have sworn he was crying, but you couldn’t see his face. He had buried his nose in your hair, holding you tight to him. “Especially not him. I’ll make sure of it. I promise.” 

“Hey.” You hugged Dean and Sam, kissing Dean quickly on the lips as he ran out of the prison. “Did you guys solve that case for Deacon?” You were visibly nervous, knowing that this was the prison your dad was in and you didn’t want to be anywhere near it, which was why you didn’t volunteer to help.  

“About that…” Dean hesitated a bit, biting his lip, a nervous habit he had when he didn’t want to tell you something. 

Sam glanced over at Dean and gave you another quick hug. “I’ll be waiting in the car.” 

“What? You didn’t solve it?” 

“There was no case.” Dean admitted, putting his arms around you just as the side door opened and a body in a body bag was removed. “I couldn’t let your dad get away with what he did to you…”

“Is that…” You gestured to the body, swallowing thickly. Dean nodded, waiting to gauge your reaction. You let out a sigh of relief, throwing yourself into Dean’s arms and sobbing into his neck. “Thank you.” You started to shake through your sobs. “It’s over. It’s finally over.” 

“He’s never gonna hurt you again, Y/N. I always keep my promises.” Dean murmured into your ear, clinging to you, holding all your broken pieces together.

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Can we talk about the fact how bad htgawm is. Can we talk about all plot holes and pete writing without even thinking what he is doing.

Can we talk about the fact that the reason wes is dead is the fact that he found his happiness? - laurel’s dad ordered to kill wes after all

Can we talk about the fact that Charles is Wes’s father when it’s just not possible at all? Wes is 24. We dont know how old charles is but the actor playing him is 32 and i wouldnt give him more. It means that he was 8 years old when he became a father. IT MEANS THAT CHARLES WAS 8 YEARS OLD WHEN HE RAPED WES’S MOTHER

Can we talk about how dumb pete nowalk is

Can we talk about all plotholes like phone call “its christoph” how it was never explained

Can we talk about how wes wanted to protect annalise when he found out they think annalise killed rebecca and sam etc

Can we talk about the fact that wes never find out that bonnie, the person he spent lots if time with, killed his gf without a fuckin reason

Can we talk about the fact how whole storyline was always about wes/that wes was holding this show always together and that they couldnt even figure who could kill him so they brought up some new random character?

Can we talk about how they put in the same scene wes fighting for his life and getting murdered with annalise scene saying how all of this is wes’s fault

Can we talk how they decided to tell us that it was wes’s fault that his mother killed herself, that he killed rebecca his ex girlfriend, that he killed himself

Wes Gibbins deserved better.

Political Animals-Part 9

This is an A/B/O AU.  You are the Omega artist daughter of Naomi Novak, a world-class heart surgeon who is running  for Mayor of New York City.  After a meeting where your mother’s advisers call you a “liability”, she tells you that if you don’t do as your told she will cut you off.  You storm out and wind up in a bar a few blocks away.

The hottest Alpha you have EVER laid eyes on with a scent so mouthwatering you’re practically drooling offers to buy you a drink.  It’s just a drink, right? What do you have to lose? Only everything.

Characters: Omega! Reader, Beta! Naomi Novak, Alpha! Castiel Novak, Omega! Meg Novak, Claire Novak, Jimmy Novak, Alpha! Sam Winchester, Alpha! Dean Winchester, Alpha! John Winchester, Omega! Jo Harvelle

Big thanks to @moansmisha  for letting me use some of her ideas from this post.

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Part 1 (all parts are linked)

Parts in bold are text messages

Harry St. John had been a photographer in New York City for more than 20 years.  Most of the other photographers loathed him.  He was worse than the dreaded Paparazzo.  The called him “Harry the Hound” behind his back because there was no length he wouldn’t go to to get a shot.

Harry was stalking some Park Avenue heiress out shopping when the text came.

Meet me at the Starbucks on Broadway at 5.  We need to talk.


Harry looked at his watch.  He had time to get some good pictures, and still make over to Broadway.  All in a days work, he thought as he readjusted his long-distance lens.

When he arrived at Starbucks, the guy he was meeting was already there so he walked over and sat down.

“What’s up, Chief?” Harry asked.

“I need you to step up your surveillance of Sam Winchester and Y/N Novak. I need more pictures.”

Harry held out his hand.  “And I need more money.”

The man placed a thick envelope in his outstretched palm.  Harry stood up.  “I’ll be in touch.”  He said with a grin before walking out of Starbucks onto the busy street.

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Last Assignment (#5)

Summary: Reader is in art class. The professor assigned a nude model to each student and gave a last assignment of the semester that has a lot of weight on the final grade.  

Pairing: AU!Bucky Barnes x Reader (Reader POV)  

Warnings: Mentions of trauma,

(Y/N) = your name

a/n: Here we go, part 5. Will your predictions for the phone call come true? Let’s find out, shall we? It came out a little cheesy, I apoogize in advance, I had a hard time bringing this part to life cause I kept struggling to find the right words. Unfortunately, I wasn’t able to find a beta reader in time, so I had to do most of the editing by myself, and so I’m sorry for any mistakes and any areas of the story that might feel a little off. Hope you enjoy it anyway.  Let’s talk about this story!!

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He moved his lips from mine, and started whispering kisses up my jawline. I let my head fall back at the feeling of his teeth grazing my neck, moaning louder than before. I felt his hands on the back of my thighs gripping and kneading.

I was breathless.  

Then the phone rang.

Originally posted by jlstreck

The sound of heavy breathing and a loud ringing plagued the atmosphere. We stayed there for a couple of seconds, calming our breathing.
“What is that?” Breathed James. His warm hands still holding onto me with a firm grip. 

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Pilot [Special Supernatural Day OS]

In order to celebrate our beloved show 12th anniversary, we wrote you a little OS inspired from episode 01x01 “Pilot”. Good reading little demons, and thank you for all your love and support !

Title:  Pilot

Author: @spn-imagines-nation ; Eirin & Stella

Pairing & characters: Dean, Sam

Word Count: 591

Warnings: Feeling old… Ya know, 12 years after all. And… Maybe some Endverse ?

A/N: Happy Supernatural Day SPNFamily ! YAAAAAY ! 

Summary: [1st episode summary] 
Sam and Dean Winchester were trained by their father to hunt the creatures of the supernatural. Now, their father has mysteriously disappeared while hunting the demon that killed their mother, 22 years ago.

Feedback is always appreciated! ❤ English isn’t our first language, sorry for all the mistakes, be indulgent!

He drove all night, listening to the tapes he had on the car. He had to be fast, to go see his brother. He didn’t want to do that, be he needed help. His help. When he reached his brother’s building, he didn’t take the pain to knock at the door and preferred to use his “opening doors tools.” He found a dark and empty living room. He tried to grow used to this new environment, walking as quiet as possible across the room. He saw the library and the numerous books in it. He was surprised at first and took one inquisitively, letting one falling on the ground. Right after the noise, he looked around him, hoping no one heard. He inspected the book and, aware as ever, turned around to stop a punch. Here he was. He waited for this after all. The two shadows started fighting, and both seemed pretty used to that. After a time, one of them blocked the other’s fist. A little sneer could be heard and, after some others punches, one of them finished the back against the floor.

“Whoa, easy tiger !
_ You ? You scared the crap out of me !
_ That’s ‘cause you’re out of practice.” 

The bottom grabbed the second’s hand and yanks, slamming his heel into his back and him to the floor.

“Or not.”

The top one tapped his twice where his brother was holding him.

“Get off of me.”

He rolled to his feet and pulled the one who had his back on the floor up.

“What the hell are you doing here ?
_ Well, I was looking for a beer.
_ What the hell are you doing here ?
_ Okay. All right. We gotta talk.”

One of them sighed hardly.

“Uh, the phone ?
_ If I’d'a called, would you have picked up ?”

Suddenly, a beautiful young woman turned the light on. She was wearing very short shorts and a cropped shirt.

“What’s goin’ on here ?”

The boys turned their heads in unison.

“Y/N. Hey. Brother, this is my girlfriend, Y/N.”

The intruder looked at her.

“Wait, your brother ?”

She smiled softly and his boyfriend nodded while the second grinned at her and couldn’t stop to look at her gorgeous smile or even her pure eyes.

“You know, I gotta tell you. You are completely out of my brother’s league.”

She giggled a little, trying to look away. She wanted to go back to the bedroom, and the man who came in the flat in the middle of the night agreed first.

“Anyway, I gotta borrow your boyfriend here, talk about some private family business. But nice meeting you.
_ No.” 

The man went over to his Y/H/C lover and put an arm around her waist.

“No, whatever you want to say, you can say it in front of her.
_ …Okay.”

The brother turned to look at them both straight on after taking his breath and sighing. 

“Dad hasn’t been home in a few days.
_ So he’s working overtime on a Miller Time shift. He’ll stumble back in sooner or later.”

 A serious look was visible on the man who just heard this answer. He looked again right in his brother’s eyes.

Dad’s on a hunting trip, and he hasn’t been home in a few days.” 

Sam stayed silent, waiting for Dean’s reaction. His expression didn’t change while he took this in. Y/N glanced up at him.

“Dean ?
Y/N, excuse us. We have to go outside.”

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Cliché Love Song - Part 1

Parring: Dean Wincheser X Reader

Word: 712

Warnings: No

Summary: Dean wants to impress his parents and his brother who has everything, and makes his friend pretend to be his girlfriend. It’s all fun, until Dean starts to falls in love with you

A/N: This is mostly introduction. I will do a Jefferson serie, i just wanted to do this now, but don’t worry, you don’t have to wait for this to finish. Tell me what you thought!


Originally posted by frozen-delight

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She said my name first!

A/N: This is backstory #2 to the imagines rewrite I’m doing. The first backstory & the imagines to the rewrite can be found here. This is basically more big brother fluff and a wee bit of parental angst, nothing aimed towards the kids though. Enjoy!

Dean’s age-13

Sam’s age- 8

Reader’s age-7 months

All images are from google

Sam and Dean watched you crawl across the living room of Bobby’s house, ever since you were born your mother, Meredith, and you had been staying there; keeping safe while John took Sam and Dean around with him on hunts. Occasionally he would leave them behind at Bobby’s with you for a few weeks, but he would always return back for them, and spend a few days with you and your mom before hitting the road again.

Meredith was getting sick of it, she was a hunter too, on a path for revenge just like John. She wanted to go out and find the werewolves that attacked her family; killing her husband and two young children. Right now she was in the kitchen arguing with John over going back on hunts again.

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Jay Park IG LIVE Full video [170204]

Some of the things Jay Park said during his live earlier:

AOMG concert in Thailand on March 25th

He asked who will be watching the UFC fight.

He was waiting for a couple of homies to go eat with so he turned on IG live. They’re gonna eat some mexican food: “tacos, burritos, enchiladas”.

There’s “no horchata in Korea”.

When will new music be out? He said he’s working on a lot. prepping for the concert, rehearsing, practising. After concert’s done he’s gonna work on some new releases, shoot some videos.

“2017 big shit to come, shit’s gonna be crazy. Trust.”

He had an important meeting in NY.

He talked about his favourite Milos song and mentioned “T-shirt”.

He likes Big Sean’s new album, “Dope”.

He gave a shout out to G2 and Hi-Light and said to check out G2’s Soundcloud.

Ppl asked where’s Gary, where’s SimonD? He said he doesn’t know and that he’s not their mother lolol.

Someone asked if he likes Eminem’s verse on Big Sean’s “No Favors”. He said Eninem’s lyrics are always dope. “His tone and flow is an acquired taste. Lyrics so dope”.

He likes when people ask him real questions.

What does he think of Beyonce having twins? He said congrats to Jay-Z and Beyonce.

HIs cousin Sam bought a Cuban sandwich for him one time.

Is there anything new he wants to try in 2017? He says he wants to get better as a rapper, singer, dancer, a friend, a brother, a son. Just to be a better human being in general and to help his people progress as well as become an updated version of himself.

Who does he want to collaborate with? Whoever’s dope or whoever wants to collaborate with him.

What does he think about Trump being President? He said he doesn’t talk much about his political beliefs. “The shit going on is super duper suspect and just crazy… doesn’t make sense.” “The Muslim ban doesn’t make sense.”

When will he come back to the Phillipines? “Hopefully soon”. He loves the Phillipines. He said Filipino people know how to get lit.

Date a Latino or Korean? He said he will “Date whoever it may be, if they are the one, they are the one”.

What made him get the nose piercing? He got it 4 - 5 years ago. He saw a pic of Tupac and saw it was fly. he wanted one too, so he got one.

“Have a blessed day. Be positive, spread love, respect.”

Cr: @itsjaypark

anonymous asked:

I've had enough with those people accusing Sam having a better childhood and that Dean suffered so much to provide Sam a loved environment. It's not a goddamn competition! And why did they always, always ignore the fact that Sam did LOVE Dean, he's the one who complimented, encouraged Dean! I don't even remember when had Sam guilt tripped Dean into sth while Dean did it all the time. Sorry for getting carried away, I just wanted to ask which tag would you suggest me to search? Thanks!

Me too, Anon! If you want to read a ton of really great analysis on this very topic, check out our Young Sam tag. That one is undoubtedly the most likely to yield results specifically about the concerns you have, but these may also have some relevant analysis: sam and familysam and abusesam and formative experiences.

Too many people assume that because Sam’s experience was not equivalent to Dean’s, it was not challenging or damaging. Additionally, too many fans unquestioningly swallow the image of flawless-parent-Dean and take any assertions that Sam had a tough childhood as accusations against Dean, which they most certainly are not. There are also way too many ridiculous headcanons bouncing around in the fandom that a bunch of people accept as canon, like this one which queen-of-carven-stone so effectively refuted.

Dean certainly had many rough and harmful experiences that Sam can’t understand. Sam had many equally harmful experiences that Dean can’t possibly understand, too, and I think too many people forget that.

A short and incomplete highlight reel of Sam’s childhood experiences:

  • Sam has never known home or a mother’s love. The only life he remembers is the itinerant lifestyle of a hunter.
  • It’s the only life he’s ever known, and it is also a life he has never really felt a part of. He spent his childhood feeling unworthy and impure. His attempt to leave and seek a place he might belong ended up with his father disowning him.
  • Dean knew about hunting from a young age, but Sam was lied to for most of his young life and left alone in motel rooms as young as 9 years old and (and quite possibly as young as 5). Sam was dragged all over the U.S., dropped in motel rooms alone, and no one would tell him why they were doing that.
  • His English teacher when he was fourteen was the first person who asked what Sam wanted out of life rather than assuming that he’d go into the family business.
  • He had lost his mother and desperately wanted to know about her, but was yelled at when he asked. He didn’t know any/many of the details of her death until he was 22. He never knew Dean carried him out of the fire until then, either. He spent his whole freaking childhood seeking revenge for a loss he was never allowed to be a part of. Is it any wonder he thought to look elsewhere for a place to belong?
  • So many people in fanon assume that Dean always (or even often) supported Sam when he stood up against John. However… canon has scant evidence of this. In fact, most of the evidence points to Dean taking John’s side. 

That’s not unusual at all, of course. Dean seriously shouldn’t have had to bear the burdens placed on him from such a young age, but neither should Sam.  Sam’s experiences were no less harmful than Dean’s, and the effects of his unstable childhood have followed him into adulthood and beyond.

anonymous asked:

Head canon for becoming Bobby's adopted daughter?

I don’t do daughter fics, I do (Winchester) sister fics, but I’ll make a headcanon out of this too, one exception. Just because I’m celebrating, and the fact that I love Bobby, I also added a bit of Winchester’s to the side as well.

Originally posted by myheartofmusic

Yeaaah, there weren’t a lot of GIFs of Bobby.

- You are the Winchester’s quite-a-lot younger little sister. When you’re 7 years old, your mother dies. John gains custody of you, and he’s in the middle of training his sons to become hunters and seeking out the yellow eyed demon.

- So, since he, according to himself, can’t take care of another kid, he leaves you with Bobby, knowing that the gruff hunter always wanted kids, even though he says otherwise.

- To begin with, you’re a little bit skeptical about Bobby. Even though you still don’t know John, Dean and Sam all that well either, you would rather stay with them and not this seemingly grumpy man.

- But John has decided.

- It doesn’t take long at all though, until Bobby gains your trust and for Bobby to grow fond of you.

- Bobby really enjoys having someone to keep him company, that listens to him.

- You are intrigued by his stories, and begs him to tell you another one, and another one.

- Soon, you know a whole lot about almost every single monster, curse or legend out there, which isn’t a problem, because you already knew about the supernatural. That’s what killed your mom.

- Bobby trains you when you ask him. It’s mostly lore and shooting, because Bobby isn’t a guy who favors physical fighting, which you get and agree with.

- Bobby constantly amazing you. With his knowledge and his kind heart, but also with these little quirks.

- Like the fact that he likes music, so the radio is always on and playing tunes through Bobby’s homey house.

- Bobby always trying to arrange get-togethers with you and your brothers. It’s one of his main concerns to make sure that you get to know each other well. Siblings are valuable, and if you find out you have another one or two, you take that opportunity, he tells you.

- Bobby also makes sure that you have a good time. Letting you play in his yard, but not near the old cars because they can be dangerous, putting on upbeat songs for you to dance to, taking you with him into town.

- As you grow up, you realize how much he’s done for you, and promising yourself that you’re going to make it up to him, even if it’s the last thing you do.

Flower For The Lady (Knight!Dean Winchester x Reader)




These girls are idiots.

I sighed and looked up from my book to look at the large crowd swarming the knights: the Winchesters and co. Back from another war against King Crowley of the Southern lands. Every time they returned from a battle they were triumphant yet they always lost someone along the way. A few times the Winchester brothers had been lost, Dean even betraying the king to side with King Crowley before being brought back by his brother. So obviously the two boys were the centre of women’s attention.

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Poor Little Rich Girl-Part 15

Your father Lucifer is the Alpha of your pack and he rules your town with an iron fist.  He is forcing you to marry the son and heir of a rival pack.  It is 3 weeks before your wedding when you find out Sam Winchester is back.   Sam was your first love at 17, and when your father found out, he forced his family to leave town.  You haven’t spoken to him since.  What will happen when you see him again?

Characters: Alpha! Sam Winchester, Beta! Dean Winchester, Beta! Castiel Novak, Omega! Mary Winchester, Reader, Alpha! (Nick) Lucifer, Beta! Michael, Beta! Gabriel, Beta! Stephanie (OC), Alpha Eric (OC) Beta! Kerry (OC) Omega! Tess (OC) Alpha! Malcolm (OC)

Master List

Introduction (all parts are linked)

Text messages are listed in Bold

Reader’s POV

“I can’t believe this.  I can’t freaking believe this!” Steph kept muttering under her breath as she and I sat in Mary’s dining room waiting for Sam and Dean to finish with the police.  They had taken my statement, so I didn’t really have anything else to do.

When I had called her, nearly incoherent with grief, she must have traveled at warp speed because she made it to Mary’s in record time.  By then, a swarm of policemen, including Dean’s partner Castiel, and his commander Lieutenant Crowley had arrived. 

My eyes kept drifting to Mary’s body on the floor in the kitchen.  Steph had brought coffee, but my hands were shaking so badly I couldn’t seem to get the cup to my mouth.

Sam must have sensed my anxiety because he came up and crouched down in front of me, his hands on my knees.  We were almost the same height, I noted.  “We should be able to leave soon, I think.  Are you holding up okay?”

I nodded.  “Are you?” Although he seemed calm on the outside, I could feel the raging grief and anger that was coursing through him.  So much anger it was almost choking him.  But on the outside, he looked perfectly composed.  I could sense it because I was his Omega, I guess.

Cas and Dean came over to where we were sitting.  Cas looked grim. “There’s no sign of Kerry.  She’s long gone.  The window on the back door was broken, that’s how she got in.  We’ve offered to put officers on all of you, but Sam said that wouldn’t be necessary.  Apparently, he’s already taken care of it.”  

“Will we be allowed to leave soon?” Steph asked.

“Yes, we will be in touch,” Cas said before he was called away.

I looked over at Sam.  “What does he mean you’ve ‘taken care of it’?”

Sam looked at Dean, who nodded.  “Kerry wants to fight dirty? Well, so can we.  I’ve called your father.  We are going to see him as soon as we leave here.”

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Baby Winchester

Originally posted by thejabberwock

Pairing - Dean x Reader

Word Count - 1994

Warnings - Drinking, Fluff, mentions of sex, Drinking. 

Notes - This is the fic I wrote for @deansdirtylittlesecretsblog‘s trope challenge, since writing this I’m thinking of making it into a series! Please do let me know! 

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