*Eminem plays in the background* Guess who’s back
No, let’s get serious. Where do I even start …? First of all I wanna let @murderous-manipulative-angel know that of course I accept her apology. We’re all happy about peace, and I’m very glad that we’ll have alil more of it now. We unblocked each other. We talked to each other. That’s a good thing.
I also wanna apology myself for all this truely emberessing bullshit I’ve wrote. I’m so fucking sorry that I’ve spammed all your dash with me being whiny over life … I’m usually not a person who talk about personal stuff publicly. The last weeks sucked and I took a break to calm myself a lil. After this I was coming here and what happened just felted like a slap in the face. But I shouldn’t had reacted like this, I should’ve reacted calm and eloquent like 24 years humans old should react in situations like this. But wait, that’s the point: We’re al humans. So it’s completely normal and okay to get overwhelmed sometimes, or to get angry. It’s not goot to swallow everything, sometimes it just need to be burst out. Just not in a way like I did XD Let’s face it: There will always be hate out there, no matter in which form. But there’s also SO MUCH LOVE. I forgot about that a few days ago, but some angels remembered me that it exists and how it feels. @monroeisabadass for example, my darling, who was there for me all the time, listened to me, and made me smile again. @harleyrotten, @jokers-dream-car, @mrjandmrshq, @harlzquinzel, @clowns-of-gotham, @donnajosee, @ma-ph, @joker-x-harley @rottenqvinzel, @doublebubblediscoquinn, @jsupers, and so, so many other ppl who had wrote me such heart-warming stuff that I seriously had a few tears rolling down my face.
There are a lot of messages in my inbox that make me feel so happy! I just think it’s better to not post them, ‘cause I don’t wanna let those events have a kinda comeback … I apology to all the sweet anons and everyone who took an actual part of their life time to send me so much love and positivity, this means so damn fucking much to me. I’m sure you all understand why I’m not gonna post your messages, BUT please know that they reached not only my inbox but also my heart!!
NO I’m NOT gonna cry again!!
This is not really important, but my favourite singer once called his twitter account HateWillNotWin, after Trump made it … XD We shouldn’t let hate win and take over our fandoms. These are lil communitys where we escape to enjoy the stuff we love, ‘cause all of us have enough problems to deal with in the life outside tumblr. I’ll always fight against hate, but I won’t fight hate with hate. This would just keep this endless loop of hate.
Anyway, I just wanted to let you all know that I’m better and I’m back! ♥♥♥
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING