havent made anything in a while**

Rules: once you’ve been tagged you are suppose to answer 92 truths about you. At the end chose 25 people to tag.
I was tagged by odetolarry thank you lovely :)
What’s your…

Last drink: coffee
Last phone call: my brother :/
Last text message: does a whatsapp group count??
Last song you listened to: i havent listened to anything in a while tbh Last time you cried: a few days ago i think

Have you ever…

Dated someone twice: no
Been cheated on: no
Kissed someone and regretted it: no
Lost someone special: yes
Been depressed: yeah…
Been drunk and thrown up: no

In the past year have you…

Made a new friend: yes
Fallen out of love: no
Laughed until you cried: probably i dont remember 
Met someone who changed you: um no not really
Found out who your friends are: yh but this was like a while back
Found out someone was talking about you: no Kissed anyone who follows you: no

General…

How many people from tumblr do you know in real life: i think 5 im not sure
Do you have any pets: :’(
Do you you want to change your name: used to not anymore What time did u wake up today: 8am rip
What were you doing at midnight: catching up on teen wolf
Last time you saw your mom: few minutes ago What’s one thing you wish you could change about your life: I always say theres a lot of things mainly rn I want my fam to finish deciding on where they wanna live like which country bc im so exhausted What are you listening to rn: nothing
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no
What’s getting on your nerves: my brother
Blood type: lmao idk
Nicknames: sheemo
Relationship status: single 
Zodiac sign: aquarius
Pronouns: she/her
Favorite tv show: modern family, friends, the office, shameless (except for s5 that sucked), scrubs, soooo many tbh
high school: what about it? it sucked for the most part but year 12 was alright
College: Deakin University (online study tho)
Hair color: brunette (i wanna dye it blue)
Long or short: long 
Do you have a crush on someone: nah
What do you like about yourself: / Tattoos: no sadly
Righty or lefty: righty

First…

Surgery: no not really
Piercing: ears
Best friend: raya (shes-a-pirate) i dont think shes active anymore tho
Sport: swimming
Vacation: Jordan 
Sneakers: nike airs

Currently…

Eating: half a lion bar
Drinking: water
Im about to: go to sleep
Listening to: nothing
Waiting for: uni results 
Wants kids: yes. MANY
Get married: I really wanna get married soon
Career: idk

Which is better…

Lips or eyes: lips
Hugs or kisses: uh kisses idk
Shorter or taller: taller
Older or younger: older
Romantic or spontaneous: both
Nice stomach or arms: arms
Sensitive or loud: loud and a bit sensitive
Hook up or relationship: im just gonna get married idk
Troublemaker or hesitant: both

Have you ever….

Kissed a stranger: no
Drank hard liquor: no
Lost glasses: dont wear em 
Sex on first date: no 
Broke someone’s heart: no
Been arrested: no
Turned some one down: who is there to turn down lmao
Cried when someone died: yes
Fallen for a friend: no

Do you believe in …

Yourself: eh
Miracles: um no
Love at first sight: nah its too farfetched attraction at first sight yes 
Heaven: yes
Santa: nope
Kiss on the first date: idk
Angels: yes

alright so 25 people yikes ok heart-attack-harry ill-have-harrys-babies stylinfrog daddyzainmalik louistommo-dgaf pizziallhut zouyonce fightmeloueh ziallbaes zainmagick louserz louseh softinylouis 221hazza nawharry bus1forlife zraceful stylesdicaprihoe ravenclawhalsey tommloueh byebyeelounor adorkable215 ohstopitlouis hazzagasmic sunshine-lou

you dont have to do this obv if you dont want to 

After you left I tried to live a new life. It started by regularly cleaning my room and remembering to wash my tear stained sheets. I painted my room but the color purple never looked so sad and the summer sun only made me lose my appetite for human interaction but I gathered the pieces of my glass heart up off the floor by myself and forced me to take daily outings just how you told me I should. I sit at the cafe alone while the old wilted waitress asks what happened and why I don’t bring you around anymore, and fuck I wish I had a reason to tell her but you left me so unexpectedly it felt like a solar eclipse hit my heart so suddenly and the darkness was and still is unexplained. I wonder if you still have that white shirt I got my lipstick kisses on by accident or if you just threw some fucking bleach on it.
—  Im Fine But I Hope You Are Too

anonymous asked:

dandelion and azalea?

  • DANDELION:Do you think you’re important?

not particularly, i havent contributed anything to society or made any sort of impact on anything

  • AZALEA:What’s a movie you cried while watching?

oh gosh recently i cried watching the grand budapest hotel because of how beautiful the filming was and le grand bleu

i fucking hate this life and i actually can’t fucking believe i’m actually going to go and work an 8 hour shift tomorrow when im this fucked up mentally and keep pretending that im cis and that there’s no way im not all the while my “”parents”” have actually made me regress back into the “am i really trans?” stage, which was the unhealthiest point of my life and i spent almost a year in that stage because i didnt want to be certain that i am. they caused me to regress to this stage in less than three days after they found out and theyve been fucking with my head for almost a week and i cant believe i actually waited this long to beg someone to get me out of here. and honestly the only reason i havent tried anything yet is because if i fail i have to deal with more of their false concern, and if i dont i get a headstone with the wrong name

not to mention that nobody at work would actually believe me if i said something about how abusive my “””””””””parents””””””””””””” are because everyone there knows my “dad” and theyve never seen that part of these people. and im at the point that i wish it was physical because then id actually have evidence instead of just showing how fucking close i am to snapping because ive broken down almost every day for the past week and im honestly so fucking sick of all of it

i honestly consider my art teacher to be my mom more than my biological “mother” because she actually gives a shit about me. fuck biological family. theyve never been there for me when i needed them. never.

#45

I think about you a lot, some times its just out of the blue other times its in the morning trying to find the courage to talk to you, but then sorta feeling clingy and annoying afterwords

I havent thought about it much til now but I remember when i first met you, you just happened to pop up in the tag that i looked through when i made that askblog( its still sitting around there) and i remember seeing people commenting rudely on your character and thought “wow thats kinda mean”

While he was certainly different, i didnt see anything wrong with him, and so I thought “I wanna befriend them, im going to become their friend!”

Maybe it was just a childish thought, or maybe I felt like i knew how it was to be new to something and not have much support? Or maybe both?

It’s odd how time flies, its nearly been two years? Maybe more, time isnt something i can keep track of.

You knew me before I found out who I was, youre still so kind and you make me feel like im important, like really important.

whenever i talk to you i know with 100% certainty that you will take me seriously, that you love me.

Its just so unreal to me that you exist sometimes, in a good way though. You are incredibly sweet, I just I have trouble talking to you sometimes. Not because of you but more because of me.

im worried I’ll scare you away

ellierie asked:

List 5 things that make you happy and send this to 10 people who last reblogged you ❤️❤️

ill list 5 things that make me happy but i would really appreciate if you guys didnt send this stuff to me bc it makes me feel weird (not trying to single you out ive gotten a few of these and i havent really made much of an effort to do anything about them its my fault)

1. knightofdickbutt

2. drawing

3. my tumblr friends (princes1ta, chamberlainaquarius wisdomofswagucius)

4. chicken nuggets

5. when things work out every once in a while

Update: I’m now at Ben’s, Today I bought a new bra because I’ve been wearing the same one for ??? idk. Too many days. I also bought some new shoes because I’m p sure the ones I brought are broken/breaking… And also Ben has washed my clothes because he’s a champ. 

summer challange

hi guys :)

since i havent drawn anything in a while i was thinking how about i challange myself with something?

You know how people do this thing, like draw every pokemon?

it looks pretty great but usually they just start with the first gen and when they get to like #49, they get tired and stop

repeat this with like 38 other artists and it gets a bit boring  :/

so im starting with my number one favorite pokemon generiation, number 5, the one from pokemon black and white ;D

i already made the first starter and its been really fun :)

hope you’ll enjoy ;)

anonymous asked:

points in the movie like Riley's(possible) gender fluidity, how Joy's constant happiness was one of the main problems& how facing sadness/not pretending to be happy made things better? I'm sorry but that post tried dismissing everything good about IO

No actually I havent seen it, but i totally had the same thought when i first saw the trailer, how the mom has female feelings and the dad has male feelings, while the daughter is still trying to discover herself, like how ALL kids should be given the opportunity to. Granted I havent heard anything about them talking directly about it in the movie.

as for the dismissive part, i think identifying a movies problematic actions doesnt entiely mean the movie is bad, its just a subject that could have been written better to explain those things. Sort of how in Brother Bear or Princess and the frog, those movies pretty much erase an entire culture and race by turning the main antagonist into animals rather than just a story with them as the main characters. 

I’m sorry If i didnt explain this very well.  if you ever wanna talk again about this stuff anon, Don’t hesitate! 

i’m doing highs and lows and shoutouts because i miss having to do them every night. it was like a little check in/boost. so here goes


lows: sudden strike of anxiety about 30 mins ago, unavoidable, uncalled for, the immediate heavy weight stayed for 15 mins or so and then most of it relieved itself but its still sorta here; super stressful and hot day at my game; kind of in a minor art block i guess? havent arted in a while

highs: worked a make up game to cover one of the two that i missed/got rained out yesterday so thats money ayy; made some more ice pops and some are a little tart but i like making them?

shoutouts:

shout out to alex for finally texting back hah i’ve been texting all day but no resonse, i just found out he was getting a car so literally whatever i’m not pissed or anything thats so nice (ooh its white he sent a pic)

shout out to the girls today for getting excited upon seeing my arrival. they said they liked having me ump and that really means a lot