Im such a soft kind soul that i actually couldmt resist and bought the plushies of one of my childhood ships like i onlyship when its painfuly obvious or cannon and these two never can see each other so im like I’ll make your dreams come true ill reunite you again! 😭😭😭
Sometimes I feel like she knows me better than I know myself because everything she says is true.
it wouldn’t be a big problem if Sonja believed she knew Even better than he knows himself. it wouldn’t even be a big problem if Isak believed every single word Sonja said to him - no.
it definitely would be a big problem if Even still believed that Sonja knows him better than he knows himself. the real problem would be Even having absolutely no trust in himself and believing that Sonja is right. the real problem would be Even doubting his feelings for Isak because of what Sonja says.
not to be selfish but with all of these shows starting to have mlm representation there really should be wlw representation as well? and yet i can literally only think of one show right now that has a wlw relationship between main characters on it and that makes me so?? sad?? give me girls loving girls! especially targeted towards younger audiences so young girls can see that their feelings are valid and real.
personally i still think he tian is going to top!!
it’s true that guan shan looks more confident in the future, and that he seems to be comfortable enough to initiate kissing and other intimate acts, but that’s just a normal consequence of growing up and settling down in a relationship with someone you’ve known for years
their dynamic couldn’t have stayed as it was at the beginning forever, because that wouldn’t have been healthy, and we’ve already seen it starting to change a bit in these past two chapters, moving towards a point where he tian will become more gentle and guan shan more confident, but still, i don’t think this changes the fact that he tian will always be slightly more dominant than guan shan is, it just means that guan shan is not going to be completely submissive (which is something that i personally always believed)
of course im very influenced by the view i have of the characters and what i imagine they may like best, but i do believe that he tian is someone who likes to pleasure his partner and gets turned on by how good he can make them feel, while guan shan prefers to receive this kind of attentions, so he tian being the top and guan shan being the bottom is what i think fits them better and what is going to happen in the future, but i guess we’ll just have to wait for old xian’s confirmation on this point too!!
I was hoping to his it at the end of this week, on my Birthday, but we hit it today and that just means so much to me. More than you guys know. So I’m going to write a little message to any of my followers or anyone who’s having a hard time right now:
You will be okay.
Trust me, it’ll get better. It always does. I know that right now it seems like you will never come out the other end but hey, you know that feeling when it’s cold and you never think it’ll get warm again? And it does? Well that’s like recovery. I have been suffering long term from Anxiety and I only just got over my depression. A main reason why I am feeling happier is because of you guys. When you think that maybe no one will miss you, know that I will and so many other people who’s lives you’ve touched. Because without you I would not be feeling happier, I would not be feeling more myself than I have in four years. I want you to know that if someone has recently broken up with you that they have lost a great person. I just want you to know that it will always get better. Not today, maybe not tomorrow, hell, maybe not next month or year but if you just hold on you will get better.
“It’s been a really long time since this many wonderful, cracky dramas have been on at the same time. Weightlifting Fairy Kim Bok Joo, Romantic Teacher Kim, Legend of the Blue Sea… I’m drowning in dramas, and it’s glorious.”
i never claimed not to be a complete and utter nerd (with excellent procrastination skills)
So, Kurt Weller lives in apartment #11. And this could mean absolutely nothing - and that’s probably the case. But it’s hiatus time and I have so many better things to do, so last night, I researched the significance and symbolism of the number 11. Naturally. But still, interesting stuff, I think.
#11 is the Master Teacher characterized by: illumination, enlightenment, inspirational, idealism, intuitive, catalyst, prisoner, prophet, highlyenergized, radical, sensitive, visionary, enthusiastic.
The Master Number 11 is usually called ‘the Illuminator’, 'the Messenger’ or 'the Teacher’, as those under the influence of this Master Number are here to be inspirational guiding lights, and their mission is to bring illumination to others.
Number 11 is the number of trials, tests and treachery from others.
The Master Numbers possess more potential than other numbers. They are often highly charged, difficult to deal with and require time, maturity and great effort to integrate into one’s personality. Master Number 11 people are very powerful and have volunteered to incarnate to help the human race. Their pathway is often hidden, and one must learn through experiences in both the outer and inner-worlds. Master Number 11 represents ’transformation’.
11 is a high vibration and needs to stay centered and balanced at all times. There is a tendency to sway from high to low, quickly. The high energy of the 11 will require some form of outlet where there can be active participation, whether it be through ones own profession, or some charitable inspirational leader this number represents.
11 is an idealist in that they can see the bigger picture through revelations and intuition.
11 is considered a symbol of internal conflict and rebellion.
11 symbolizes the potential to push the limitations of the human experience into the stratosphere of the highest spiritual perception; the link between the mortal and the immortal; between man and spirit; between darkness and light; ignorance and enlightenment.
11 is the most intuitive of all numbers. It is instinctual, charismatic, dynamic and capable when its sights are set on a concrete goal.
11 can be anxious, shy, stressed, conflicted and scattered. When focus is not applied toward a goal, the 11 can be extremely self-sabotaging. As a Master number, the positive characteristics will turn into obstacles when not understood or used properly.