have-don't-have

ok i’m in a mood this morning and i really want to play my ladies against more of the following faces help me:

  • madelaine petsch
  • lili reinhart
  • natalia dyer
  • crystal reed
  • ashleigh murray

Mr. Steal your lil’ sis

Eirika pls come home

soulmate au where you have the name of your soulmate scribed on your body bUT

It’s their middle name 

If you don't have BPD...

You have no idea what it’s like to PHYSICALLY feel your thoughts eating away at you. My head literally aches all the time because I have zero control over my thoughts or my mood swings.

It takes everything in me not to lash out at those I love. Those I know who would be better off without me in their lives, but my fear of abandonment has made me so selfish and I cannot bare the thought of them not being around, so my mask is always on. I can never fully be my true self. And it hurts, it hurts so much and I’m so fucking tired. I’m so tired of the extreme thinking. I’m tired of never being enough. I’m tired of being ecstatic one minute and suicidal the next. I’m tired of overthinking and overanalysing EVERYTHING. I’m tired of the unpredictability and impulsiveness that comes with this shitty disorder. I’m tired of not actually being vacant for pockets of time in my day.

I hate being so dependent and I hate that I know I am? I hate that I’m incredibly self aware and I can see what my illness does to those around me.
I hate being a burden.

I did not ask for this. I DID NOT ASK FOR THIS. And I wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy. I am in chronic pain. The nightmare is constant and it’s never ending.

Even More Voltron as Even More Weird Shit My Friends Have Said
  • Lance: "i don't have any explanation for the things i say, they just come out of my mouth."
  • Hunk: "it's on the DL so people don't think i'm weird. engineers are weird."
  • Keith: "i just found out that kidz bop covered 'what does the fox say' and i have never been more disgusted"
  • Pidge: "WE DON'T HAVE ANY FUCKIN... ANYTHING!"
  • Shiro: "coca-cola: america's champagne."
  • Allura: "careful with your phone there, gravity doesn't work today, try again tomorrow."
  • Coran: "we sometimes do a full scale recreation of the crusades in our dorm room and they one time walked in on that."
  • BONUS:
  • Lotor: "sometimes i eat the end piece of bread. it's how i give back to society."
♡ OC ask meme ♡
  • --answer these however you like! some parts have multiple questions, you don't have to answer them all. you can answer for one OC or many, or askers can ask about a specific OC. approach them however you like. you can use these for character development exercises too. just have fun with it!--
  • #squad: who's friends with who? what are the squad dynamics like?
  • microscope: zoom in -- describe the little, insignificant details about an OC.
  • fragrance: what do your OCs smell like?
  • photo album: describe one of your OCs' favorite memories.
  • mixtape: 5 songs that describe your OC(s) or songs they themselves would like.
  • wardrobe: what's your OC(s) style like?
  • lightning: who's the most impulsive character? and who is their impulse control?
  • ufo: identity! what are some key identifying qualities or traits of your OC(s)? how to they identify in regards to gender/sexuality?
  • love note: who likes who? crushes? relationships? are they mutual or unrequited?
  • poison: vices/bad habits? what are they? how do they affect your OC?
  • compass: who's the moral compass? in general: what are your OCs' morality like? do they have high morals, or not? are their morals self imposed, or do they base their morals on religion/family/influence of others?
  • track & field: which (if any) of your OCs are athletic? what sports to they play? which of your OCs would go HARD in P.E.?
  • parachute: who does your OC(s) trust the most? who makes them feel safe? who would they do absolutely anything for?
  • conspiracy theory: what are your OC's beliefs? are they skeptics or do they believe easily? who acts on blind faith? who needs to see to believe?
  • zodiac: what's their sign? does it influence their personality? do they care about astrology?
  • spellbook: are any of your OC(s) supernatural? if so, what are they/what are their abilities?
  • contact: how does your OC(s) feel about touch/physical contact? are they affectionate? if so, how do they display affection to others?
  • interiors: describe your OC(s) bedroom/home/or a place they consider "theirs". what's in it? do certain items have a special significance to your OC?
  • hobby: what do they love? what captivates them? what are their passions?
  • psyche: what's their head space like? do they have any mental illnesses? how do they process difficult or emotional situations? what are their coping mechanisms?
  • chess board: who is the most logical? or the schemer/planner?
  • shooting star: if your OC(s) could have one wish what would it be?
  • wild card: talk about any OC! anything you want!
Politics of Thedas
  • Tevinter: You have two cows. You've enslaved them both and you cast spells on them to duplicate them so you can have more slaves.
  • Par Vollen: You have two cows. One is assigned the task of milk-making and the other is assigned the task of becoming food. They accept their tasks with honour.
  • Kirkwall: You have two cows. They want to kill each other. And you. You're fucked.
  • Antiva: You have two cows. You assassinate them.
  • Orlais: You have two cows. They're snobby and tight-laced.
  • Ferelden: You have two mabari. You love your dogs.
  • Orzammar Nobility: You have two cows. The younger one tricks you into murdering the older one so he can put the blame on you an assume control of the barn.
  • Orzammar Lower Class: You have two cows. Bandits steal them both and leave you with a hoof that you pawn off to the nearest merchant for 6 copper. The bandits steal that copper and leave you for dead.
  • Redcliffe: You have two cows. One dies to save the city from destruction. Alistair is mad.
  • Dalish Elves: You have two halla. You don't have enough halla. This is bad.
  • Circle Templars: You have two cows. You don't trust them, and they're probably evil.
  • Circle Mages: You have two cows. You don't trust them, and they're probably stupid.
  • Grey Wardens: You have two dogs. They drink darkspawn blood. One dies, and the other saves the entire country.

“Why doesn’t my favourite writer post anything anymore?”

Hmm…I don’t know. Maybe it’s because we spend hours, days, sometimes months writing. And what feedback do we get?

Nothing.

Writing is hard. It’s slow, it’s lonely, and it feeds on author/reader communication. If people don’t comment, then why should we spend hours tucked away on our own just to shout into a void? We’re not being selfish, this is the same as artists on here asking for reblogs. If people don’t tell us they like our stuff, why are we going to keep making it?

Not even trying to sound cocky at all because I dont think im hot shit or anything but there have been a lot of guys since I came out that have been interested in me and it blows because I cant see myself with them at all and it sucks because it would be nice if I could but its not worth pursuing someone just because I can ... why test the waters when you know it wont work out and it will only hurt them?... pretty common with gay people... thats something most straight people dont understand... the sheer low quantity of gay people especially out gay people leads to the impossibility of experimentative dating nevermind relationships... straight people in their late teens and early 20's get the opportunity to go on hundreds of dates in a span of 7 years but gay guys don't have that chance. And the dates they do go on are often because both people are gay and not because of compatibility... which is also why dating in late teen early 20 gay culture is so catty and childish because almost all gay guys didnt have the opportunity to get their toxic and immature relationship phase out of the way in late middle school and all of high school... which leads to an inexperienced mindset when it comes to dating and an overly sexualized set of goals which lessens the chance of an already statistically improbably successful date/relationship opportunity... so even besides the quantity aspect that is hindered by only 7 percent of the population being queer and 2.5 percent total being gay men, we fuck everything up because we didnt go through the norms associated with dating as we grew up... so next time a straight person tells a gay or queer person, "Why aren't you dating anyone? You must not want to because youre so cute its obviously not hard for someone to like you." Think again.

anonymous asked:

Agoraphobia really sucks... Do you have it too? (You don't have to answer this if its too personal I just remember that you said you have anxiety and a lot of people with anxiety have it so I was just wondering lol)

I wouldn’t say I have agoraphobia. I just have social anxiety, and it’s amplified now, but I do my best to try to overcome it!

  • McCree: I'm hungry. Someone should go to a drive thru for some food.
  • Genji: Do you have money tho?
  • McCree: I don't have cash, I don't have grass, but I can give you ass.
  • Genji: McCree no pls.
  • McCree: SOMEONE IN THIS CAR IS GETTING SOME ASS!!
  • Hanzo: I'll buy your food then
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