You know what??? I’m done with having to hate my body just because someone doesn’t like it. I know I’m beautiful and other people think so too. I’m sick of being torn down right when I’m feeling comfortable in my own skin!
All of my life I hated how I looked… my voice (too deep), my body (too skinny etc), my face, etc etc. I always wanted to be someone I wasn’t just so my family and strangers could be happy with it. People I know to this day still claim that I hate my body and that when I was skinny I looked great and “how could you ever hate being thin???? U looked good!!.”
Time and time again I say that I hated it and tried to conform to something. Like why do I have to beg people to believe me? Why do I have to beg people to believe that I’m healthy? (I was told that I’m gonna end up struggling health wise eventually and that I’m destroying myself) Or that my boyfriend finds me attractive? (I was told that if I was a certain weight then I’d have less and less chances of someone loving me)
And you know that shit really hurt and I think about it a lot.
BUT WHY DO I HAVE TO CONVINCE YOU THAT IM HAPPY? I shouldn’t have to do this. I love who I am as a person!!! I love my weight!! I love my face!! And BOY, I will not let anyone convince me otherwise! So from now on I’ll try and move past it and do what I want. It makes me sad when people I know or even strangers struggle with body image issues/eating disorders. People should be happy with who they are because everyone is beautiful and unique in their own way!! 💖 I’m not saying that just to say it. It’s true.
I’m done ranting for now but now you all know how I’m feeling. Thanks for listening. 🐱💕🌸