have so many feels about this

Can I just say how much… I really, really love writing Rhys and Mor? And maybe just take two seconds to chat about how underrated their relationship is? The more I write Rhys, the more I keep finding myself in these scenes with him coming to her, leaning on her, using her for help and advice whether he knows it or not. I think Rhys loves her so, so much. And I honestly believe that out of everyone in the IC, if Mor were to die it would hit him harder than anyone else (save Feyre, of course). They’ve grown up together, and he’s fought his entire life to give her independence and freedom, and I think Mor returns the favor when he lands on her balcony after the Mountain, and he sort of just… lets her keep being this shepherd in his life, helping him keep from fully unraveling. I think Cassian and Azriel aren’t the only ones who feel her endless warmth and spirit. Say what you will about the Cazigan dynamic in the books and who has to “shield” whom from Mor’s infectious spirit, but if you think about it, Rhys is exempt from that protection. He just gets to enjoy Mor for all she is, how selfless and supportive and encouraging, and she too gets to be there for her cousin who has empowered her and given her status and strength over her family, these things that make her into a queen. They’re friends. Really, really good friends and I think there is so much love between them that we don’t get to see a lot of in ACOMAF, but if SJM were to ever write the book as Rhys or elaborate on it, I think we’d be surprised just how much goes on between the two of them and how much he confides in her. And I think given how much they’ve gone through together… that’s just, I don’t know, really really special and I love it so much. It’s nice to see that even when the entire world and family around them falls apart, there is still this lovely little kernal of them left to lean on and it never goes away.

I can’t even begin to explain how satisfied I am with 4:47 “explanation”. Seriously.

IDK how Hart wanted to explain, but I’m 100% okay with this one. 

It has a meaning, a real and powerful meaning. Brennan already taught us that there’s no unique event in this universe. So, 4:47 being every turning page in Booth and Brennan’s lives, just speaks to my heart in so many ways.

4x26 - Brennan almost lost Booth. He survived. He had that dream, of the life she wrote in an alternative universe for them. Everything almost ended, but he survived and that beautiful shared dream opened all the doors they were trying to close about what they feel for each other.

5x22 - They literally went away. Were separated. He could have not come back She could have not come back. Something had to change, according to Booth. But, as beautifully well the episode title says, there’s a beginning in the end. Everything almost ended for them. But it was that “almost” that brought them back. It could have ended. But it didn’t. And as much as it hurt for everyone, was the step they needed to take to both understand what they had.

6x22 - Vincent was shot instead of Booth. Booth could have given that phone to Brennan. Booth could have been the one picking up that phone. And it’d be the end for them as we know them. It could have been the end when they gave that step into their relationship - because they couldn’t have erased it if things didn’t work out. In every single aspect, everything almost ended for them. But it’s all about that step, that climb - but what if it doesn’t? What if this is just the beginning of something beautiful, like it was?

7x07 - I can’t think of anything that changed more those two forever than the birth of their own daughter. There’s no bigger turning page for them. Having a baby? That changes you forever. And as Angela beautifully told in S5, you’re bound to that person forever because you have a human life in common. So yeah. It was the end in a way. B&B are forever partners in everything but in that moment they were SO MUCH MORE than that. they had their miracle.

7x13 and 9x01  - Well I’m putting these two together because we always interpreted it as Pelant’s being a little shit again and trying to harm our babies. (probably their idea back then not even going to deny) but looking now with the meaning they gave us? Brennan ran away with Christine from Booth. She did to him what her parents did to her. She let him baptize her, and disappeared with her. For 3 months, EVERYTHING changed. Everything could have ended. Booth lost them both. Brennan was living with that weight, knowing how much it hurt, but also trying to do the right, rational thing. They were never the same. He had to deal of losing part of his daughter growing up, of being left “out” of her plan, even though he doesn’t condone it - he knows it was necessary. And she had to deal with the fact that even being the same strong, independent human being that she always was, she is in fact bound to her partner and her daughter, in ways she didn’t expected it. Things could have not work out like they did - they do because it’s them. It’s always Booth and Brennan and their love will always be enough to survive anything life throws it - another case of almost being the end, but it wasn’t. 9x01 is in the same line of thought. Things could have ended so differently. It was Brennan’s faith in Booth, in what he always did for her, her love and trust in him. They were thrown such a big burden - FUCK YOU PELANT I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU - that made them question everything around both of them and inside themselves Yet, they pulled through. It didn’t end. Again.

(about 11x15, 7x13 and 11x01 you see the number but it’s not a moment nor an hour. It’s just there so yeah skipping those. Also. it’s just a number. Pffff do you think someone loses 30minutes in writing about 447? NOT ME. clearly. )

12x12 - I don’t think I even need to discuss this one. He almost lost her. She almost lost the thing that, in her mind, made her who she is. Both of them almost died, and they would leave their kids. their life. 30, 40, 50 years of years left full of things waiting for them. Everything almost ended, but it didn’t. And it doesn’t make them weaker, or more damaged. Makes them… Them. Booth and Brennan. As always, since the day 1, fighting for what’s right in the world, loving just a little bit too much in so many different ways, yet so similar in the end.

It almost ended. But it didn’t. And they’re rising again like they’re a phoenix. Not giving up on everything that united them on the first place. Fighting for the same things, working for the same ends, with the love and dedication they always have. Following their hearts.

This was B&B last 12 years. Pushing forward, loving, for all the reasons that really mattered, even when’s scary and you have so much to lose.

It almost ended. But it didn’t, not in even one time that 4:47 appeared. It’s scary sometimes because you have things to lose. But when you’re fighting for what’s right, for what/who you love, it’s worth it to push forward. It’s worth it to give that step. And sometimes, it’s good to remind yourself of that, of those moments where you could have lost. To never forget why it’s worth it. 

What makes life worthwhile. 

Bless this show.

Can we all just come to an executive agreement that molotov cocktail Gansey facing down Kavinsky at an illegal drag race is the hottest Gansey? Like cozy scholar glasses Gansey and suffering noble once and future King Gansey are no walk through the park of my heart but damn Maggie. That scene at the drag race was absolutely uncalled for. 

starry-nightengale  asked:

Oh my gosh it JUST hit me that the Pevensies didn't actually get to see Cor and Corrin and Aravis grow up ;_; That entire epilogue if HHB, where it talks about Corrin earning the nickname "Thunderfist" and Aravis and Cor getting married, like they missed all of that...!

I HAVE SO MANY FEELINGS ABOUT THIS. AND I CAN IMAGINE THEM FINDING OUT IN THEIR OWN WAYS.

•Susan asks Dr. Cornelius
•She asks so many questions about her old friends
•She cries a little when she finds out Cor and Aravis married
•And she almost loses it at Corin because she and him were so close
•Lucy asks Caspian’s nurse after the whole battle is over
•The nurse fills in a few details
•But in the end, she’s asking lucy more questions about their personalities
•Lucy gladly tells her but tears up a little in the end because she misses her friends so much
•Edmund looks in the Telmarine library for old records
•There’s not too much, but it’s what he needs
•He reads about the laws Cor implemented and he feels proud when he sees how he accepted some of Edmund’s advice
•He’s so happy he and Aravis got married because he saw it coming a mile away
•He’s laughing at some of the shenanigans Corin got up to
•Peter visits the How and looks at the markings on the all
•He walks down one by one observing what happened to his friends
•He’s glad they’re not detailed
•He doesn’t want to see when they died or how they suffered
•He just wants to remember them as friends and for their accomplishments and their happiness

Ok i have so many feels about 3x18 and I’m kinda overwhelmed rn but I have to vent so here it is…

“I’m putting my life in your hands. I trust you, Julian.” Guys, these are not some insignificant, inconsequential words thrown out there. This is quite heavy. When someone tells you they’re putting their life in your hands, you feel responsible for their wellbeing in a way cisco and barry standing to the side and biting their lips in worry won’t ever do.

It doesn’t matter that they knew Caitlin far longer than julian did, and it’s not even that Julian is obviously in love with Caitlin which, going by how barry has been taking every damn decision in his life with regard to Iris, will make him behave less rationally and more emotionally. It is simply the fact that Julian feels responsible for Cait’s life, and if anything happens to her, it is Julian who will end up having the worst case of self-loathing and an unredeemable sense of failure. It is easy for Cisco to make a half-assed attempt to stop Julian from removing the necklace cuz he’s not feeling directly responsible for Caitlin’s life, but Julian doesn’t have that luxury. All he’s thinking at that moment is, ‘she trusted me with her life. She trusted me to save her. I can’t just let her die. I have to do something!’

“If you hit them, there’s a good chance I go into shock.” “Shock?” when he says that word, it is obvious that he is practically going into shock himself. Caitlin is putting him under a lot of stress and pressure by letting him know any slight wrong move would end up killing her, thus, in a way making everyone forget that it was actually Kadabra, and by extension Joe, who led to her predicament in the first place and if she dies it’s on them, not on Julian. A lot of pressure not just for someone who’s not operated on anyone in his entire life, but also someone who has deep feelings for her and her wellbeing matters to him more than anybody else’ in his life at the time.

“You are immensely brave.” Julian says to Cait, but I think if anyone had been ‘immensely brave’ during this whole episode, it was Julian who realized that he might be the only one ‘brave’ enough to operate on Cait even tho he had no idea what he was doing. Caitlin was trying to save her own life, she can be brave while doing that but it’s not like being brave while trying to save someone else’ life. That’s what I call ‘immense bravery’ worthy of praise.

Julian took off the necklace while I think it should’ve been Cisco to take on that responsibility. Don’t tell me Cisco would’ve let Cait die because that’s what a ‘true’ friend would’ve done. I mean, if Iris were to tell Barry to cease all his efforts to save her and let the future happen, would you expect Barry to respect her wish? And let’s not forget that the show has essentially given Barry the easy way out by NOT making Iris put him in that situation, so that any mistake he makes is forgivable because Iris is the one asking him to do anything he can to save her.

I’m not sure how some of you guys can come to the conclusion that Julian has been the selfish one. I mean, from my perspective he was probably the most selfless one in everything that he’s ever done. Caitlin was selfish for dumping all this responsibility on him to save her life, Cisco was selfish for not taking any part in that responsibility, Joe was selfish for releasing Kadabra to save his own daughter, Cynthia was selfish for making Kadabra’s arrest a personal revenge and not thinking of a way to cooperate with team flash, Iris was selfish for telling Barry they couldn’t let Kadabra go until they learned who Savitar was, and Barry was selfish for making Iris’ life the only life that is worth protecting. And let’s not forget, when everyone was angsting over who savitar is and how iris was possibly going to die in 2 months, Julian was the only one sitting by Cait’s bed, making sure she was going to pull through this. I actually wish Julian was selfish, maybe then he’d start taking better care of himself when no one else (not even the audience) cares much about what he’s going through.

Do you know what I want? An AU where some sort of incident leaves Will partially deaf, and without his hearing aid he struggles to differentiate between when someone is talking to him or just around him. But he’s still only figuring out how his hearing aid works; why are there so many settings and how come it doesn’t work when he puts it in a certain way? And god forbid he ever knocks it or lays on his left side. It’s frustrating and exhausting and he eventually learns to ignore the dull buzzing when he hasn’t quite fit it properly or when the battery is about to die.
But Mike doesn’t. Mike knows when Will can’t quite catch what they’re saying. He can see the frustration when he’s fitting it after a sleepover and it puts an ache in his chest every time. So he takes it upon himself to learn how these things work, he asks Joyce, Jonathan, fakes sick to talk to his doctor and picks up a ton of leaflets on his way out.
It comes as a total shock to Will when, after about an hour of drawing and listening to nothing but rushing water, Mike gently tucks his hair behind his ear and fiddles with the settings for a few seconds. He’s blushing, but he’s about to flap his hand and tell Mike that he’s okay, when out of nowhere-
“Better?” Mike’s voice is gentle, close, and clear as day.
“Better,” he squeaks back.
And after that Will never has trouble hearing again

4

I never do this. And I never really shared what I look like on here (except my photo op I had with Jared Padalecki).
But lately I’ve been struggling with a lot of confidence issues and finding true happiness within myself. But this weekend I felt really good and I realized there are so many beautiful things to be happy about. And it’s all out there, I promise. All you have to do is be open to it. You all are beautiful and you deserve to be happy and feel confident about yourself!
Go ahead! Post that stunning selfie you have sitting in your camera roll! Share that beauty and self love in the world. We all need more of that.
Do what makes you happy. Wear what makes you feel good. Spread love! Love for others and love for yourself.
It’s okay if you don’t love yourself all the time. It’s definitely a process and something hard to go through. And it’s hard to get past the negativity. But realize that there are so many amazing things about you to love! And also love your imperfections. It’s all apart of you and it’s all beautiful ☺❤
Always keep fighting my loves!
You are not alone
Love yourself first
You are enough
Stay gold!

anonymous asked:

I'm sorry but those responses to your post were so low key ableist like I can't believe someone couldn't fathom why someone might have trouble with basic tasks on a spoonies blog like it's so rude.

Hey thanks for your support! I think the person just didn’t realize? Like it’s pretty amazing the number of abled/healthy people who don’t realize how many things they take for granted. 

Then someone said something about me being a burden and I kinda shut down. Didn’t even reply to that, ya feel? 

Anyway thanks for your message you beautiful person.

lily-and-t  asked:

I appreciate so many things about you. Thank you, for being a long time friend and confidant. You continue to surprise me. I love learning every little new thing that makes you, you. I feel blessed to be able to say, you are one of my five favorite people in the world 😘

Same. You’re such a truly good person and have been such a close and trusted friend for so long, I feel blessed to have you in my very small circle as well. Thanks. 😘

Originally posted by couplenotes

  • Lex around anyone else: I don’t disclose my secrets to anyone, i’ve had too many bad experiences with paparazzi, gotta keep those emotional walls up, i’m a secret wrapped in an enigma
  • Clark: hey Lex what’s u-
  • Lex: Clark, did I ever tell you about how my mother died? I was 13 years old and I think that's when my father stopped being capable of feeling love for me, and afterward I used to have these nightmares that-
I have to save myself.... Cole Sprouse imagine.

A/N: So I’ve been feeling down about my situation lately and since I’ve had so many feels about my baby Cole Sprouse, I thought about how I wanted to hear his voice and make all this shit go away. this is my first every imagine, so please be gentle and I hope someone reads it and it somehow puts you at ease if you’re going through the same thing. Cole is visiting for a while, while he’s on break from filming the show.

P.S. This is about a YouTuber Precious Galvan a.k.a PreciousGhettoness


Originally posted by margotmercier96

It was such  busy day at work, Me-N-Ed’s Victory Grill a restaurant in the city where I live (Fresno, Ca). I’ve been working there for almost a year and I still haven’t moved up into becoming a server yet, even though they promised me two months back

Now I know I can’t complain because this is the longest that I’ve held a job and I love almost everybody here and had become a real family which is what I’ve come to love about this place.

“So, how’s my little Precious on this busy night.” my boyfriend Cole surprised me.

“OMG, baby!! When did you get into town? I’ve missed you so much!” I exclaim as I jump into his arms.

“Like five minutes ago, I called here to make sure you were here or not. So I quickly hung up as you said your name.” He answers, as he tries to kiss me.

“Hey, Precious stop kissing your super hot actor and get back to work.” My manager Jose says half-serious.

“okay,” I say as Cole slowly releases me from his grip. “Just one today Sir,” I say to my beautiful boyfriend and turn to my manger smirking. “I’ll put him in VIP so there won’t be any commotion.”

“Fine,” Jose rolls his eyes. Chuckling at us before going off somewhere in the restaurant. Cole just chuckles and puts his arm around my waist. I seat him in VIP which is a small little glass room .

As I set down the menu and close the door behind him, he takes a seat and looks at me ,”Well I’ll just let Aleeya know that she’ll take your order ,K.” I say hugging his head on my chest. “I’m so glad you’re here, I’ve missed you.” I say thanking God that the curtains are closed from the previous guests.

“Me too,” is all he says before kissing me softly.


As the night goes on , I can see that the curtain in VIP has been moved so that Cole is looking at me, which makes me giggle as he does one of his stupid ass faces.

“Hey, Mike I just sat that 8 at table 44, they’re ready for you.” I say looking at my co-worker.

“Can you get started on their drinks for me, I’m barely getting to my 63 girlie, please.” he says as he walks to table 63.

“Sure, like every other table, I got you.” I say as I make my way to 44 greeting and asking for their drinks.

After I’m done handing out the drinks I let them know that Mike will be here shortly to take their order.

As I see the order for one of the big parties is out I offer my help, which Dern, one of the servers, gladly accepts. We take out their wing platters, salads, burgers, sandwiches, and finally three large pizzas.

Then I help Matty buss some tables, since we have a couple of small parties waiting to be seated. As soon as I’m done seating people with the help of my other co-host Marissa, Jose walks up to me and tells me I have to take a 30 since I will be closing tonight. I’m a little relieved because I am hungry and realize Cole is still here. I quickly clock out. (this is literally what goes down at a regular day at work as a host)

As I walk through the door to VIP, Cole is already meeting me with open arms. I set my drink down and in some weird coincidence as if it was supposed to happen , Aleeya walks in with a plate of a beautiful BBQ chicken sandwich cut in half with fries and some ranch. “Made with Love,” she says as sets it down in between us two and leaves us alone, closing the door behind her.

“Thank you so much, I love you.” I say while thrashing into my half, he just laughs at how I’m acting like a starving animal.

“No problem I know how hard you’re working today,” he says biting into his own half. “Like you do everyday.” He stares at me.

“Cole, I know you don’t like how they treat me professional-wise, hell I don’t either, but it’s my job and it’ll have to do for now.” I say right before taking a sip of my raspberry tea.

“I just don’t get how they can treat you like you’re the most hard working person here, but they still wont move you to a server. And I’m not the only one who thinks you deserve the position.” he says protectively. I know that he’s right.

“look this is only temporally until I’ve saved enough money to move to LA, remember. And plus my YouTube channel is kinda taking off right now.” I say pleading he’ll drop the subject. But knowing Cole he wont.

“Yeah now your up to 300 subscribers, Yay.” He says sarcastically. Which he changes as he sees the hurt in my eyes. “I didn’t mean that. I just- I just don’t know why you wont let me help you out with that dream job of yours. We can move you into my place no rent needed.” he says hopefully.

“Cole Mitchell Sprouse, when have you ever known me to just take hand-me-downs. I love how protective you are of me and want to do everything in your power to save me, but you have to understand that I don’t come from a world where everything is right there. I’m starting from the bottom here and I just want to say one day I got there because I earned it, just like you did. I love you but just, just let me do this for me.” I say as I get up. “I’ll see you after I close okay. Thank you and I love you.” I say as I kiss him bye before getting back to work.


We both are now in my dark room, lying down in my bed; me tired from work, him tired from the drive from LA to Fresno. As he sits up staring at me into my eyes as I’m lying on my back staring back at him.

“You know I didn’t think of how you felt about this. I didn’t mean for you to sound like a charity case, you know that.,” he says slightly stoking my cheek, then moving his hand back to my waist.. “It’s jus I know how hard you work there, but I also know that you’d be one of the best actresses I will ever know and love. I just wish the universe felt the same way right now.” He says right before he kisses your forehead.

You sigh know exactly what he meant. “I know that. I love you for just being my cheerleader when needed. And you know I’ll always be your cheerleader when you need me to be. It’s just that my time to become everything I’ve always wanted is still a long way ahead of me then it was for you.” you say sadly smiling. He nods knowing you are right. “Oh and it wasn’t 300 subscribers, it’s 378!” I say matter of fact. We both chuckle lightly tiredly.

“Well since you do have the day off tomorrow, I would love it if you were actually my personal cheerleader and pull out that cheer outfit from your high school days.” he says stupidly.

“We’ll see about that.” I say as he leans down to have a quick little kissing scene, before he shifts himself back onto my bed, pulling my into the spooning position, and pulling the duvet on top of us. Me smiling because I know damn well I will be in that cheer outfit he loves so much, because I missed everything about him, especially him inside of me.

anonymous asked:

What if you'd been close enough to save Haurchefant by taking his place?

Aymeric is silent for a long moment, face pale and jaw set. “I would have,” he finally says, his voice quiet and yet holding a note of intensity. “I would have without a second thought. There is nothing special about me that Haurchefant did not possess multiple times over. I would have gladly taken his place, as it was my fault he was there at all.”

He smiles sadly and shrugs. “So I have thought, many times, since that day. I know he did not die with blame in his heart, yet I struggle to absolve myself. I may never, truly.”

He falls silent again, staring toward the window with a far-off expression.

I’m still freaking out emotionally right now about this Spider-Man movie I have so many feelings like

Iron Man is my favorite superhero of all time but Spider-Man was my first superhero and I grew up with Peter Parker and now to see them together, in the same movie, interacting with each each other in the same universe like… I am Alive

anonymous asked:

why don't you write anymore? this isn't much of an imagines blog tbh

ok

i will explain this again

bad mental health + low inspiration = bad writing funks. i have said this

so many times. 

i cannot always write and update every single day or week. if i did, i would get burnt out and not even /want/ to write anymore.

if you dont like my blog, feel free to go and try to manage your own imagines blog. once you get to almost 1,600 followers and gets about 80 asks in a week when you’re more active? we’ll see how often you’re willing to write and post things.

but do not come to me, asking me why I don’t write when I have explained multiple times that my mental health makes it hard for me to write often. i lose the will to write. i lose inspiration.

if you’re frustrated that i dont write that often, that’s fine. you came here for imagines, and i just havent been able to write lately. but you can just quietly unfollow me instead.

this IS an imagines blog, i just cant write the imagines all the time.

angie1djonasgg  asked:

Hi, since I consider you the Gilmore Girls expert I would like your opinion on something. What do you think about Lorelai's parenting style?

As with many things, there are advantages and flaws.  I think Lorelai was great at being generally supportive and caring about Rory, and she always put her wellbeing first.  At the same time, I think she projected a lot onto Rory and expected her to be perfect a lot - the better version of her - and thus didn’t always acknowledge Rory’s frustrations or struggles.  When Rory starts to fall out of love with Dean Lorelai doesn’t let her know it’s okay to have changing feelings, or to like somebody else.  While it’s understandable that she was so hurt, Lorelai didn’t listen to Rory when she wanted to leave school, and later didn’t feel comfortable voicing her opinion on certain things.  With their being best friends, sometimes it was more difficult for Lorelai to be more of a mother.  As Lorelai had Rory so young, she didn’t have anyone really to turn to for questions, and only guideline was to do the opposite of Emily.

Having said all that, Lorelai clearly fostered a wonderful bond with her daughter and they have a beautiful closeness.  I wouldn’t necessarily emulate her approach, but I don’t think Lorelai was a bad parent.   She just failed at times to know when to listen or to be honest.

I feel like people need to stop only paying attention to cartoons that have serious plots like su and like gravity falls (tho gravity falls had a good balance of plot and fun story telling) because there’s so many good cartoons out there that are more about random fun stuff than intricate plots and those shows always don’t get the attention they deserve and end up getting treated bad by their own networks (wander over yonder, harvey beaks, tawog, and even we bare bears) and people seem to forget that cartoons can be more comedy based and more simple and still be really good especially in terms of world building and characters

All of those people who use that screenshot twitter about the disorganization on the Arc V staff because of the higher ups as a “definite” proof of the series having going downhill or being a joke or whatever…

…You really need to learn about how production of anime in general works and the level of time pressure and yes, disorganization they do have ALL of them, because if you think this is an isolated thing then you have another thing coming.