I have to be honest with you. I’m burned out. My life became more complicated, and i just don’t know what to do. i want to draw more, i truly am, but i barely have time for myself.. I have to study a lot, because i’m still a student, i have to work, because my father is a piece of shit and he can’t support me, i lead the household, do all the chores, my bf moved in with us because his family is also a piece of shit, so i have to cook and clean and work more .. and these things are just taking a lot out of me.
and Dear @danisnotonfire and @amazingphil. I still love you from the bottom of my heart, and i will love you till the end of my life. i still wake up to you Dan, i still have you Phil as my desktop background, and i still have you guys as my lockscreen bg because you became a really big part of my life. You made me a better person. <3
I have joined to the phandom almost 4 years ago, and i have seen a lot of things, we laughed, we cried together. I had a chance to “meet” some of you and we became great friends.
i’m not leaving the phandom, i just can’t promise that i can be an active member of the Phamily. I still love you all, and i’m so fricking happy that there are more and more talented and kindhearted people with us. i just can’t keep up with you anymore.
I hope that you will not forget me completly and sometimes if one of my drawings will crosses your way it will still make you smile and remember those funny time.
I love you all. <3
ps.: please don’t unfollow be im not inactive i’m just busy
just so everyone knows, im massively gay for napoleon, my room is full of napoleon merch, he is my desktop bg and also my phone bg, i have a cardboard cutout of him its wearing a flower crown, the music from his coronation is my casual listening, i took 700 selfies with paintings of him when i was in paris, i cried when i visited his tomb