have been meaning to do this

Worthless hell

“You better listen honey cause I’m gonna say this just once. I’m here to tell that your worthless life will be hell from now on.”
“If you wanna see worthless, keep protecting that lil whiney baby you want to call your girlfriend.”

A little something from the rp that Val and I have been playing. Mike and Huffpuff meet at last and they do not get along at all. To make the situation even worse the relationship between Bunri and Huffpuff as well as Bunri and Mike was brought up.

Huffpuff belongs to @valisartbin
Mike belongs to me

anonymous asked:

Do you think Yousef and Sana had any meaningful interaction beyond gazing lovingly at each other across the room before this season? I mean Yousef said they were soulmates so can we assume they've both been crushing for a long time??

here’s something i wrote about how long yousef and elias have known each other, which connects to how long yousana have been pining after each other igriruehn i think they’ve had stuff like their interactions in ep 1 and 2 loads of times through the years


You were sitting in a room opposite the group of superheroes, they looked at you confused and you looked at them not completely confused but confused still, eventually someone spoke and that someone was Natasha Romanoff “What are you doing here?” She asked.

“I have no idea.” You answered truthfully “I thought I would have been somewhere else entirely.”

“What do you mean?” Steve asked and you looked at them for a second and then sighed.

“Don’t judge me, but I may have murdered someone.” You answered quickly.

“What!?” Everyone seemed to say at the same time.

“I said don’t judge me.” You grumbled and they all just looked at you “as you can see I thought that I would be in prison.”

“You should be in prison!” Clint decided.

“I said don’t judge me.” You said again “plus there has to be a reason for me being here right?”

“Right.” Nick Fury said from the door.

Requests and general question!

Thank you all for keeping me distracted yesterday with fun asks.

I will ALWAYS take them, but it means a lot that when I send up the flares y’all have my back.

I feel MUCH better today.  And that is what living with an anxiety disorder can be like.  A bad day, followed by a totally normal one … made possible by being aware of and attempting to meet my own needs.

It’s okay that I have bad days sometimes, and the fact that the day afterwards is good doesn’t mean I was faking or am overreacting.

It’s been hard learning how to ask for help, but I’m doing okay.

Thank you all again. 

rules:   post  a  song  that  reminds  you  of  your  muse. ( I have too many, so I’m doing the one I can think of at the top of my head. )
tagged  by:  @mammaterasu <3
tagging:  @banalvhen , @apostature , @asomniari , @mountainmage , @bornpariah , @youriinquisitorialness , @isene , @archontem , @veraquen , @virassxn ALL OF YOUUUU

I’m a mountain that has been moved
I’m a river that is all dried up
I’m an ocean nothing floats on
I’m a sky that nothing wants to fly in
I’m a sun that doesn’t burn hot
I’m a moon that never shows its face
I’m a mouth that doesn’t smile
I’m a word that no one ever wants to say

Well, if we take all these things and we bury them fast,
and we’ll pray that they turn into seeds, to roots and then grass,
it’d be all right, it’s all right, it’d be easier that way,
or if the sky opened up and started pouring rain,
like he knew it was time to start things over again,
it’d be all right, it’s all right, it’d be easier that way.

This song is focused on religion and lack thereof. Basically, someone losing hope in something they believed in, but religion keeps telling you ‘hey, if you just pray, all of this will go away,’ and yet… nothing gets better. Praying may ease your mind a little, but nothing miraculous is going to happen to change your life. That’s my interpretation of it anyway….

BUT I JUST… really like this song, and I feel like it fits Solas, and could even fit Dalish who’ve begun to lose faith in the Creators, because of Solas’ deep seeded self-deprecation. He has too much pride to ever admit/confront it, but it’s definitely there, and a delusional part of him ( something that just became worse after such a long time in Uthenera ) thinks that if he just keeps faith in his plans, it’ll get better. Things will be DIFFERENT this time. But at the same time, he knows it’d be easier to just… give up ( again, too much pride for that to happen ); it’d be easier that way. He’s tired.  He keeps on latching to the idea that things will be different, just so he doesn’t have to face these feelings that have been haunting him —  like how a very religious person has it in their head that, even through the worst time in their life, they keep desperately praying to a God that doesn’t answer them.

I’ve been feeling really off since surgery. I’m finally a lot less dysphoric so my brain’s calming down and I don’t know what to do since I’m not constantly obsessing over my dysphoria. I’m finally content and I don’t know what to do with it. Being anxious and depressed all the time sucks but having it all be gone suddenly is weird. I don’t know how to be happy. And I don’t mean I’m depressed and I want to make myself happy, I mean I’m happy and I don’t know what to do with it.

And I’m still not feeling great physically. Everything is exhausting and I’m still sore. And it’s really nice having my mom around to help me out (bc I do need help with a lot of things and I need supervision for most everything else because I’m a fall risk) so when she goes out for a few hours like today I feel anxious. I get clingy when I’m feeling really bad, which is rare. Even during that wild flare up a couple months ago I didn’t get like this. I just really appreciate having her around.

I’m mainly just really horribly restless. I can’t wait to start going to PT again in a couple of weeks and go to college in august.


well I thought it was cute :3c

People shocked by reports out of Carrie Fisher’s autopsy are shocked for the wrong reason. Carrie had always been open about her lifelong (meaning, continuous, not over) struggles with addiction and mental illness and where the two sometimes meet. She was never coy or secretive about this.

Did these drugs play a minor role in her death? Sure. People who do not do drugs tend to live longer than those who do. That’s a given. However Carrie did not O.D. The drugs in her system, could have been days old, she could’ve been sober on that flight. You don’t know but we do know her cause of death was not attributed to drugs.

What should be catching more attention is that Sleep Apnea played the biggest role in her death. A condition many people downplay, resigning it to “lol snoring.” Sleep disorders are serious. Carrie Fisher’s made her stop breathing and she died. Carrie Fisher’s gradually broke down her heart. 

If you frequently have excessive daytime sleepiness despite a full night of sleep, snore, or commonly wake up gasping in the middle of the night or feeling out of breath: see a physician and get a referral for a Sleep Study. It just might save your life – or at least prolong it. Take care of yourselves.

listen to me.  

don’t get your hopes up. 

destiel is never going to become canon.  

destiel is never going to become 

destiel is never going to

destiel is never going

destiel is never

destiel is



Thanks for all the kind comments! I can’t believe any of you put up with me making these let alone encourage me to do them <3

Part two of three! Part one here / part three here!


@criticaldrive ask and ye shall receive.

Here’s Kingsglaive!Gladio.

Prompto | Luna

Harry Potter grew up in an abusive household AND HE WAS A HORCRUX THE WHOLE TIME and he was still the best most pure child in the world, okay????

“Aphobe” has absolutely no power or history behind it. It has no power to do anything but make people laugh because its not aimed at actual oppressors because there is no ace oppression. So what do they do to feed their fear mongering bullshit? They use terms for those who oppress other groups to scare people. They use terms like terf rhetoric and biphobe when the topic has nothing to do with actual terf rhetoric or biphobe rhetoric.

And I am watching as they slowly try changing the definition of terf/twerf and moving it away from transmisogyny, transphobia and misogyny so they can give their “you’re aphobic” claims more power.

They are removing the definition so we cant use it to specifically refer to terfs and their harm to trans woman.

They are sticking with their claim that cishet aro/aces have it just as bad or worse than trans woman. They are continueing to compare trans woman to actual terfs and using their new definition to do so.

At least they are trying to. And its fucking disgusting. I had to witness inclusionists use a term that means “trans (woman) exclusionary radical feminist” to say
“ace exclusionists are just like trans exclusionists!”
then “ace exclusionary came from trans exclusionists” then
“ace exclusionism is terf rhetoric” and finally to
“ace exclusionists are terfs”.

We fucking see what you are doing.

Terf is not a slang word for you to use lightly against people you disagree with.

Terf does not mean just “exclusionary”. Terfs specifically target trans people. Twerfs specifically target trans women with the belief that trans women are not real women. Terfs specifically exclude trans women from spaces they need to survive.

Terf rhetoric has actually caused deaths, terfs have been harming trans women from the beginning and you want to use that to scare people into believing in aphobia?

There is no fucking correlation between cishet exclusionary and trans women exclusionary you transmisogynistic a holes.

NCT get so much hate

Taeyong: Had one scandal that ended up being a misunderstanding but then people began adding rumours about multiple scandals and bullying. Luckily SM and fans disproved this and it’s stopped. He even cried and apologized for things he didn’t do. How could anyone hate him?

Yuta: So what he had chin surgery and maybe a nose job? Do you think your faves haven’t had surgery? I mean most idols have so your fave probably has. It’s normal in Korea and shouldn’t be such a taboo concept.

Winwin: He has had a few comments about his lack of Korean skills and bringing nothing to the group.

Johnny: This boy has been getting so much hate and I didn’t even realize until recently. So, apparently because of his lack of lines in songs and not leading in dance or rap people have been calling him talentless and ugly and recently he didn’t get the same amount of photos as other members at photoshoot and has been told not to talk so much by writers. Let the guy live, he trained almost 10 years for this.

Doyoung: He’s gotten hate for his looks and his talent and everything else. When Johnny and Doyoung joined 127, he was the one that got the most hate and fans demanding he got switched with Hansol. And he’s often called annoying or too determined by ‘fans’.

Taeil:• It’s not so much hate but more him being completely overlooked. I’ve seen ‘fans’ call him useless but apart from that he’s just not appreciated within the fandom enough. Finding Doyoung stans is hard for me but finding Taeil stans is almost impossible. Give this guy some love please.

Haechan: He get hate comments at the beginning for being ugly and knetz attacked him for his skin tone. He was then hated on for his voice being high and irritating and even saw someone say he copied GDragon (I know 😒). Recently, it got worse when he had a rumour that he was dating or talking to a saesang fan and loads of his fansites shut down like the snakes they are. SM and even his own members have been known to give him the cold shoulder (unintentionally on NCT’s part) and he’s only really got the support he deserves this comeback.

Ten: Ten got a lot of hate at the beginning as I remember people who ‘supported’ SMRookies shared the video or him singing ring ding dong and people said some really nasty stuff about him being talentless, ugly, gay (even if he is, not a bad thing but was used as insult etc).

Dream: They’ve faced so many comments about how young they are and people either call them foetus’s and ignore their hardwork and talent or sexualise them. Also, when 'fans’ complained about them getting their first win and said they didn’t deserve it.

NCT 127: People began to complain because the music style was all over the place. Then When 2 members joined people complained about the change in unit and unstanned them.

They’ve all gotten so much hate from the beginning and I don’t understand why. They’re attractive, talented, hardworking and the idea and their music is so good. I just don’t understand how anyone could hate on such a great group of guys (or any idols really).