have a cigarette my love

A try at Quinn’s Scarecrow because I think about him a lot

edit: Quinn is harveydont

anonymous asked:

I genuinely hope you find happiness in England, and I hope the nhs can help you- free healthcare rocks :> <3

ME. FUCKING. TOO. this year has been a /catastrophe/ for me as someone chronically and mentally ill and not getting the healthcare ive needed…

man like the month i just spent in London w Sam was so good and it was so good FOR me…before i left i was so sick, i didnt think id be able to do ANYTHING while i was there…but it was amazing, being able to be with someone i really loved, who wanted to help me manage all my problems without any complaints (they went and bought a ton of food that i could eat before i even got there bc i have weirdly specific dietary needs lmao) and it was just. so nice. we were able to watch out for each other and we both benefitted from it so much. i was still sick, i still had pain and fatigue and anxiety but i also had THEM and they didnt hold any of my disability against me even once. and after a relationship where i was routinely manipulated as a result of the help i needed just to live with my illnesses, it was…world-changing.

and if i could get good health care ON TOP OF THAT boy oh boy we are in business i might actually be able to really focus on my art again and start living the life i WANT 

Skype Call Starters (Compilation)

This is a compilation post of this post and this post, in this format rather than in chat format.

  • “A dog is more articulate than that sentence.”
  • “And today and three thirty in the morning, we ask ourselves, what is a pea?”
  • “Bacon is a god send.”
  • “Calm your tit windows bros!”
  • “Can I have a small atomic bomb?”
  • “Cigarette cancer.”
  • “Come eat my soul, please, for the love of god.”
  • “Did that just say babysit the bird?”
  • “Did you SERIOUSLY just word it like that?”
  • “Did you just get swallowed by another dimension, what the fuck?”
  • “eASY.”
  • “geT OFF MY DS.”
  • “Goodbye. It’s coming after my soul.”
  • “HA. I’VE GOT YOU NOW. FUCK YOU!”
  • “He lives to see another day, I guess.”
  • “He spoke Spench. A mix between Spanish and French.”
  • “Honey if your vagina’s a taco you need to go to the hospital.”
  • “I BURPED HOLY SHIT.”
  • “I can do it after I’m done killing people!”
  • “I don’t wanna fuckin’ do this, man.”
  • “I need to tell the secetary that I’m speaking Spench today because I can’t join the MMMM.”
  • “I never understood deez nuts.”
  • “I went clothes shopping and then the cops.”
  • “I’m gonna do what I do best and fuck off into the mountains.”
  • “If I get another one of these from a legendary gun I’m going out and killing someone for real.”
  • “If you’re gonna be awake and bitching you might as well do something useful.”
  • “It’s like a bird and a siren had a baby.”
  • “It’s not what I would consider a mistake, but it’s not cute.”
  • “MISSLE.”
  • “My boyfriend dumped me I’m gonna nuke Japan.”
  • “No one gives a shit.”
  • “Nuclear explosion. Suddenly: Aurora Borealis!”
  • “Oh my god this is the ugliest thing. I’m wearing it.”
  • “Oooh this is bad I’m standing on a roll-y chair.”
  • “Oooh, I hit you hard, didn’t I?”
  • “Rub your own toe!”
  • “Satan had enough screaming for one day.”
  • “Satan is back in the household.”
  • “Satan left.”
  • “Shut up about tastebuds you burned those off!”
  • “Speaking of Irish–”
  • “That guy who faked his death didn’t die.”
  • “That’s a volleyball you uncultured swine.”
  • “The Americans don’t exist any more.”
  • “theRE YOU ARE, YOU MOTHERFUCKER.”
  • “These cats just turned into noodles.”
  • “This little bitch in pre-school–”
  • “This little fucker is eluding me.”
  • “UH YOU’RE FLOATING.”
  • “Wanna eat a bug?”
  • “We all need our ass kicked once in a while.”
  • “We don’t care about a pig’s ass!”
  • “What’s up sluts, guess who just got out of Hoenn?”
  • “Why have Obamacare when you can have Obama Hair?”
  • “Yay we won guess who did all the work. Me. I did.”
  • “Yeah I’m evaporating.”
  • “You just cannot talk, can you?”
  • “You will not be flipping people off while we do explicit things.”
  • “You’ve all heard of the birds and the bees, but have you heard of the birds and the babies?”

You know what? Life ain’t perfect but I’m happy. Every morning I get to wake up and talk to the love of my life, I have the first cigarette of the day and my drink of choice while watching the sunrise fill the house with warm light and I’m just… Content to be right here.

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“Fix the cigarette lighter”.

The ways i display romance are by emotionally comforting people and showering them in material objects, ranging from personal handmade goods like portraits or letters or mixed cds, or external gifts like rocks, flowers, food, cigarettes, etc. I want my loved 1s to have their needs met emotionally and physically!!!

I notice very small details about people like how they hold pencils, what flavors of beverage they like, how they are bodilykinesthetic when listening to music, i notice when their eyes are down cast or when the corners of their lips are turning up,

I love people so so much and i just!!! Want my love to be apparent and tangible and encompassing!!!

I want to wrap ppl in a blanket of love!

I found myself craving
the taste of tobacco.
I craved the feeling of
having a cigarette between
my lips, and inhaling the
disgusting scent
I’ve grown to love.
Now, I’m not a smoker.
But you were.
And smoking was your
bad habit. The one thing you
couldn’t quit, even for me. 

So you left. 

And with you gone I missed
the musky smell of cigarettes.
Next thing I know, I’m lighting
an old pack of your cigarettes,
trying to remember what it
was like having you around.
I don’t smoke,
that’s your bad habit.
My bad habit was you, and
I am addicted to you. 

But I can see why you
couldn’t quit, even for me.

– “You and Your Cigarettes” 

Encouragement

@truecrimehothouse @thedeathmerchant
I saw an ask on one of your pages, I can’t remember which, where a person asked if they should write to prisoners about the stuff they do, experiences they have. Or if that’s cruel, knowing the inmate can do none of it themselves.
I got a letter yesterday from an inmate that I’ve been writing for a year or so. We are strictly friends, no romance. In the beginning I started telling him about little adventures or whatever and he asked questions so I kept it up. Part of that letter yesterday said this:

“I progress and seek to better myself within a system of destruction, out of drive, determination, and defiance. You help me to remember what it feels like to talk to friends, have lovers, smoke cigarettes, pet my dogs, walk or road trip at random, love intensely, and feel things without restraint. My feelings are there with the memories as vivid as ever, but the drone of prison keeps them contained and my mind preoccupied. You help me take the lid of, and in a way, be free.”

Everyone is different but the anon should give it a try.

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I’m a big lameo who doesn’t know how to gif. But I figured I’d make some before getting out of cosplay. And I don’t know how to be flirtatious or appealing tbh

3

i had a friend once; treated him like a dog.
adorable man, absolutely useless at seduction…
then he married someone else, and i realised it wasn’t him who was absolutely useless, it was me.