I'm a mess. I'm sorry /:

I just want to be happy again :( My life is falling apart at the seams and I’m just a mess, I don’t know why I was put here on this earth to begin with. More and more, each and every day, I start to see how pointless this all really is. Where is this going to get me? Nowhere. Nowhere but my grave. Then I’ll finally feel at home and at peace. Why do I always have to feel this way? /: