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Fuck you for making me feel like I didn’t even deserve you when it’s you who doesn’t deserve me
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“are you scared? imagine how scared she must’ve been. not that it’s any of my business…

you never had a happy past anyway. you were ridiculed and bullied all your life… and now you’ve escaped that life because for the first time, you did something for yourself.

congrats, mr. murderer.” - oh sangwoo

Don’t believe anything he says until he gives you a reason to. Don’t get attached to someone who might not even be real. You like me so much? You want to see me again? Prove it. Words are worthless, anyone can say anything. It doesn’t mean they mean it or that they’re going to do what they say they will or that they’ll even remember saying it the next day. You’re worth proof, you’re worth actions.

And if I suddenly wasn’t here tomorrow,

Tell me, what are the things you’d wish you would’ve said?

—  Nicole Torres // ;Speak before it’s too late;
Excerpt

Boy, was I wrong

I don’t know what I’m doing with my life anymore. I’m not living properly and it bothers me. I sit in my room all day, alone and depressed. I don’t feel like seeing friends, I don’t feel like eating, all I ever want to do is sleep all day. I can’t even sleep properly anymore. I always wake up and can’t fall asleep. I think it’s because of all my anxiety and stress. My anxiety has been sky high lately and my depression has been worse than usual. I don’t want to talk to my friends or family or anyone else, I just want to be in my room alone. Whenever I’m around people I end up getting extremely uncomfortable. I usually feel better when I’m around my friends since we’re laughing and being stupid, but even when I’m with my friends I just want to sleep and not leave their bed. I’m stuck in between wanting to be alone and wanting to be surrounded by the few friends that I have. Something’s wrong and I don’t know what. Something’s off. This life I’m living isn’t mine, this is not what I had planned. Right now, I’m laying in bed and I can hear the fireworks outside since it’s the day before the Fourth of July. I bet everyone’s staring up at the sky, watching the beautiful bursts of fire go off in the air. They’re probably with their friends or family’s or partner. I envy them. I wish I were out with my friends and my partner, but I don’t even have a partner because I don’t think that guy wants me like I want him. And it hurts, it hurts so fucking much. It starts in my stomach and goes up to my chest and fills my lungs, I can no longer breathe. Nothing’s going right again. I’m sad, filled with anxiety, and I have no motivation for anything anymore. Truthfully, I want to die. I almost got hit by a car last week and I didn’t even feel any sort of adrenaline or fear, I felt nothing. Maybe I wanted to get hit by that car. If they hadn’t stopped, I would’ve gotten hit. They shouldn’t have stopped. I’m miserable and I can’t take this anymore. I’ve just been falling back into my old habits and I hate it, but I can’t stop. I need help.

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your dash should be a peaceful place ,you should enjoy it