hat with flowers

i’m in my prime,
not withering and old.
but i refuse to play
your wicked games any longer.

i know this tether is unbreakable,
but you make me feel like i’m interchangeable.
you drew a target on my heart,
when did this become fatal attraction?

i don’t have the strength,
the energy,
nor the patience
to be held hostage by your love.

so baby please don’t despair
when i say that
i’ve found the courage to
let you go.

you were never meant to be tied down in the first place.

—  believing i could love you was my mistake, c.j.n.

Yesterday, I dreamed about a whole new universe and story and here is a little sketch of the protagonist! I’m so happy about this dream and this new universe! It’s full of witches and magic in a period a bit more medieval :3 Maybe I’ll share more about it if you’re interested! I’m trying to figure out the silhouette of her boyfriend now~