“Request: Hey🤗 I was wondering if I could have a sirius x reader. But it’s a sad one. It’s during the first war, the reader is pregnant and she gets into a fight with a deatheater(not on purpose) and looses the child. And it’s just really sad fluff. I understand if you won’t do but still if you do it, thank you 💚😊 @shootingstarsaretearsofheaven
((so i like the idea of this but i did make a few changes but its along the idea you gave me also i personally have never been pregnant and i have no idea what its like, i did do some research))
Warnings: sad themes, miscarriage, language
Y/N sat at the kitchen table pushing her scrambled eggs around the plate wincing at the thought of taking another mouthful just to throw it up again, Sirius was making coffee humming a Rolling stones song while Remus sat opposite Y/N sipping his tea sending disproving looks he way.
“What?! you have been staring at me for the past hour and a half Remus what have i done?”
“well apart from getting pregnant in the middle of a bloody war-” Remus stopped himself as he saw Y/N eyes widen
“Excuse me im not-” it was Y/N to stop mid sentence she backtracked her symptoms first the craving for eggs (scrambled, poached, fried you name it she would eat it),then the mourning sickness and the same stink eyed look from the werewolf lily had gotten she was, in fact, pregnant.
“OH SHIT!” came from Sirius “SHIT ON IT, SHIT ON IT” he ran his hand through his hair “OH SHIT I… I NEED TO TELL JAMES NO WAIT Y/N WE NEED TO TELL, NO WAIT.” Sirius was running all round the house as padfoot barking whilst Y/N was having a mini panic attack about the mission she was set.
“no nononono remus i cant be pregnant not today any other day could be fine but why today” she placed one hand on her stomach whilst the other ran though her hair. by this point sirius had left to find James.
“just tell the order im quite sure Dumbledore will give the-”
“NO, i cant im the only one, and i promised, and besides its just a simple stalking mission no harm can come of it ill be fine”
Remus let out a sigh until the combination of Sirius, James, Lily and Harry crashed into the house
“were is she! Were is the woman carrying the mini padfoot, Harry’s new brother-” “Or Sister” lily cut in
“oh dear Godric nice one moony” Y/N said through a forced smile elbowing Remus in the stomach
Y/N had managed to get trapped by death eaters, Pain seared through her body causing her to black out in a matter of minuets
it was true why the Cruciatus Curse was unforgivable in more ways than one.
“ I don’t understand how you haven’t left me yet” Y/N sat up in the bed watching Sirius get ready for bed
“Y/N i would never leave you not after everything we have been through i love you, i love more than James loves lily, even more than my motorbike Y/N what happened that night was not your fault” Tears spilled from Y/N eyes she never felt better.
Sirius embraced Y/N “You promise that we will try again when this is all over Y/N?”
“ I solemnly swear”
((the ending is meh but i hope you enjoy request are still open :) )