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haveyouquitefinishedlouis: “at the very beginning, you can see Louis saying something to Harry, Harry turning around and saying something back and then doing that cute growling face I was talking about. I hope we’ll get another angle of that because you can’t really see it.”

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                    Happy 21st Birthday, Harry! (February 1st, 1994) ♥

He should never have become so special in my life. I should not have fallen in love so much, but I fell in love and that’s the truth. And that’s what make me go every day, it hurts, it hurts too much, but I’m so dependent on it that I can not live without it. You know when everything is dark but you still have a reason to go every day? This is it. he is my light on the horizon and will always be. He is the light of my life. The only one that makes my heart stronger every day. Happiness for me, is his name; His voice is my favorite sound; His existence became my addiction and no, I can not exist without it, why nothing would make me sadder than to live in a world where it does not exist. Why is it so for me, it makes me happy and sad at the same time, let me empty and full. But he is always present, even far I feel here every day. And to me, that’s the only thing that matters. I feel that no one understands me, and I end up hiding my feelings, but I know I could count on him, I know he would care. He always cares. And I love that about him. I wanted so much power and you know it he hold you, embrace and be able to feel my world in my arms. I’ve never could have imagined that 21 years ago was born the guy who would be able to start me the best smiles, the most beautiful words and gave birth to a feeling endless in my chest. Little did I know it would be by this guy I would close and open your eyes every day. There is not a night I do not close your eyes and ask God to protect and guide it. My love, today you complete another year of life, and God knows how much I wanted to be on your side congratulating you for this, only God knows how much I wanted to be on your side now, to be able to hold you and wish you all good in her, for my love, you deserve all the happiness in the world. And if I had beside him now, I would look in their eyes and would thank you, thank you for teaching me to love and become a better person. Thank you for having changed my ideas about love and appreciate for being such amazing person you are and always has been. The person who has a huge and sympathetic heart that I love. I would say that I want all your dreams come true and you never let yourself be sad for those who do not deserve your sadness. I would wish you all strength, love and faith in their faith. And I always talk, no matter how or where, I would always be with you. Speak you is much more than a man hanging on my wall, you are the man who changed me and made me believe in my dreams. But I can not. I unfortunately have to stay here with this urge to hug you and tell you all these things. I’m still here, love for both of us and I will stay, no matter the weather. So Harry, even if it is null the possibility of you see that I want you to know that is unbearable not have you around all day, and I count the seconds to see you again. Even though I’m just another girl in the audience to … I miss you, my love. You’re still everything to me. So my love, happy birthday. May all your dreams come true and I know that I support you and for your dreams. I will always be here, even if you do not know. I love you, my boy. And I will always love. Happy birthday, my one and only.

All the love. x