It is very possible to wake up every morning and relive heartbreak all over again
I told my ex I wanted space, to think about us and where I feel I stand in the relationship, and she didn't respect my wishes of just needing time to myself with no contact. She kept pushing for me to make up my mind and just be with her even though I felt like I was drowning in my own feels, plus her's, but she couldn't just let me focus on myself to heal. She wouldn't let me and yet some part of me cannot just leave her. I know logically she isn't healthy but I can't help it. I miss her.