hard-hats

mystic messenger got me like

I decided to call each of the boys just to talk a bit

Jumin talked abour Elizabeth the 3rd for like 30sec and turned off

*spent 5 hourglasses for nothing* huh let’s try another one, maybe 707

707: *doesn’t respond*

*spent 5 more hourglasses for nothing* gosh maybe Zen?…

Zen: *also doesn’t respond*

*already spent 15 hourglasses for nothing* if my talk with Yoosung isn’t worth it I give up

Yoosung talked about lolol for like 15 seconds and went back to the game

*me, after spent 20 hourglasses for fucking nothing* I give up

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.