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my theory about Harry’s around-average performance is he that he didn’t really have anybody to please right? Like who’d be proud if he came first in the class? Who’d give him tips on memorising techniques? Definitely not the Dursleys yeah? And it’s not that Harry isn’t intelligent, he is. He is a whiz when it comes to DADA, and a bamf seeker. So why doesn’t that intellect reflect in his grades? If we recount Harry’s outstanding performances with magic, they’re solely situation based. He learned the patronus charm because he wanted to fight dementors, a very difficult charm, but again, Harry mastered it because of dementors. Not for academical curiosity. In Deathly Hallows, when Hermione is grieving Ron’s betrayal Harry is the one who puts up their protective charms - the same ones that kept them safe from the nation-wide hunting spree. Again, an impressive feat, considering that’s fair bit of advanced magic, but again born out of need, not from the desire to learn. So may be, the constant abuse at Privet Drive fucked him up so much, that nothing absolutely nothing,could reinstate his lost sense of self worth, not even an entirely different world where he’s worshiped as a hero. And that makes me really sad because here was a young boy with so much talent and promise and had so many hopes and dreams and he suffered so much. And noone, not even the great mighty I-have-too-many-middle-names-Dumbledore bothered with it because it would’ve hindered their plans for greater good if Harry had a shred of self esteem. The blame of Harry’s abysmally painful childhood can never be placed entirely on Dursleys. Yes, without a doubt they ARE the main culprit, but  It is also on every single person who saw a malnourished boy, with throw-away clothes and shoes too big to fit him, and did nothing about it.

I understand why some of you might feel that Neville or Augusta should’ve been the one to kill Bellatrix at the end, but you gotta admit that Molly killing Bellatrix has so many underlying implications and my favorite is that it broke the housewife stereotype because until then we’ve only seen Molly as the ultimate mother hen, perfect mother/wife/host and there is no mention of her magical/academic talent but this scene shows that she is equally talented/excellent dueller/complete bamf when it comes to magic and the fact that she can aim a square hit in the chest in such a high frequency duel just proves that she is every bit of bamf as they come aND THAT SHE CHOOSES TO BE A MOTHER AND HOUSEWIFE BECAUSE THAT’S WHAT SHE LIKES AND NOT BECAUSE SHE ISN’T GOOD AT ANYTHING ELSE and if that doesn’t make you all warm and fuzzy inside then idk man 

you don’t understand pain unless you are a shy Indian forth grader who is always paired with the cutest guy in the class when the school  celebrates rakhi and has to tie that frigging thread to that cutie patootie and hear the teacher declare them as loving brother and sister for eternity 

I was angry isn’t an excuse. I feel on the contrary, anger brings out things you have always felt/wanted to say, but just couldn’t pick up the courage for doing so. It really does bring out the real you. Without any commitments, liabilities, it’s just you. In your purest, rawest, uninhibited form. The ‘angry you’ speaks exactly what it wants, and sometimes, however harsh and rude it might sound, it is the truth. That, which is usually sugar-coated, wrapped under oodles of fluffy sweet talk and half-hearted hugs. And surprisingly enough, that’s exactly what matters the most.