Happy for a friend. ^_^
So Seán just finished a live stream. I wasn’t there for all of it because I was busy taking screenshots of his final Outlast 2 video and didn’t realize he was streaming because I wasn’t actively checking Twitter or Tumblr. But I managed to get there for a few moments but mostly for like the last 20 minutes of the stream. xD But he was sitting there talking about how he has a few opportunities coming up later this year and listening to him talk about that for a little bit gave me this kind of cheesy emotional thought but I just want to say it anyway and get how I feel out there.
Honestly you guys I am so incredibly proud and extremely happy for Seán, that he’s taking more opportunities and doing more things for himself. I think the changes he’s been making these last few months and the ones he’ll make in the future are good ones for him. He’s getting to a new chapter of his life and honestly for me it’s nice to see him try to do more things. Coming from someone who because of their environment and struggles with their own mental health I can’t really explore things for myself right now. I’m not really able to fully follow my heart towards anything at the moment because I’m so held back by so many different things. My life is kind of in a hole right now that’s extremely hard to get myself out of and it can be super frustrating to be constantly struggling. :/ Seán’s very lucky to be able to explore things for himself and being able to explore his potential more and possibly discover brand new things about himself. I’m just so incredibly happy that he’s able to actually possibly do all that for himself because not that many people because of their circumstances can. I’m just proud of how far he’s come in these years that I’ve “known” or watched him. I always feel it whenever I see him that he has so much potential inside him just waiting to come out. He has so much to offer the world just by being who he genuinely is and he doesn’t even realize what kind of light he has inside himself. So again, it makes me so happy to see him possibly try to explore that more in the future. I’m so proud and happy for Seán, for my friend. I believe in him and I believe he can do anything that he sets his mind and heart to. :)
It gives me a lot of hope that one day I will be able to explore the potential and light that’s inside me too.
I know that saying all that is probably super cheesy and sappy and kind of stupid but it’s how I feel and I just wanted to get that out there. xD
I hope you have a nice rest of the night everyone. ^_^