happy hues


4/2/17 - so happy with february’s spread ^^ it’s water month so that means no fizzy drinks or sweet stuff just fruity water all the way!! also, porter robinson has been my jam lately, which explains the ‘worlds’ background ~ my typography needs a little work but apart from that i’m content with how it looks! felt like pairing this with a lovely shot of the sunset the other day!! perks of living literally a road away from the sea ~

things that make me happy
  • the perfect hue of the ocean
  • nice comments on my posts (although i cry)
  • when people notice your tiny quirky earrings
  • chocolate brown eyes
  • storm grey eyes
  • sea blue eyes
  • sky blue eyes
  • river green eyes
  • grass green eyes
  • hazel eyes when they shimmer 
  • eYES
  • freckles (and constellations lol)
  • people with red hair wearing the perfect green to compliment them
  • dark skin people in gold (especially those temporary tattoo things)
  • being tagged in cute things
  • uncontrollable laughter
  • aesthetic boards
  • pretty wild flowers in general
  • bare feet being licked by the ocean
  • pretty notes
  • fineliiner pens
  • “Can you move your seat up?”
  • the sound of my mum singing
  • new boots
  • dresses that you feel great in
  • escape through books and films and tv
  • the sound of waves lapping against the side of the boat
  • malteasers
  • chocolate
  • the colour purple
  • fingers rubbing against the back of your hand - tracing patterns
  • the cute little “look down laugh” smile your crush/significant other does
  • the perfectly shaped ringlets in natural curls
  • notebooks
  • fandom necklaces
  • finding someone in the same fandom as you
  • hitting it off with someone
  • comfortable silences with someone you can trust
  • dog paws
  • cat paws
  • anIMALS
  • the ocean
  • the stars
  • the wind
  • forests
  • the grass
  • flowers
  • people talking in their native language
  • when people are passionate and their eyes light up
  • the giddy feeling in your chest from liking someone
  • figuring yourself out
  • frozen fruit
  • fresh fruit
  • fruit
  • seeing you have a new follower AND IT’S NOT A PORN BLOG
  • “Are you kidding me I’m blind!”

A commission for the (eventual, after I’m done with RADIANCE) book version of “A blackish red hue” (by my writing alter ego Nalyra), created by the insanely talented @transylvanianshipper!!

I asked for this scene and gave the link to the chapter and it turned out perfectly… I LOVE the chosen color scheme and the expressions, so very much in tune with the scene.


Okay, guys.
I’ve got a rant for you.

Can we just take a minute to talk about how heart breaking Huedhaut’s entire story is? I don’t just mean his own route, oh no, I mean in every single route he appears in the Star Crossed Myth world. This navy-haired, kind soul has got me in pieces with every single scene he is in.

And yes, there are spoilers ahead.
You have been warned.

First of all, can you even imagine, for just a moment, the person you loved so deeply sacrifices themselves and leaves you behind? Can you even fathom that kind of pain? Especially for an eternal being, like Huedhaut? And not just that, but killing a part of yourself to save that person’s soul? I can’t even comprehend the agony of watching your lover die and not being able to convince them to live for you.

Just this point is enough to make Huedhaut one of the most tragic characters to ever come out of Voltage Inc.

However, I am not finished yet.

The very reason for this rant is simply the fact that while Heudhaut is the sole reason the goddess is even alive as a human, she is able to choose another God to save and to love.

But here’s the kicker, it’s not just any God she can choose…

She chooses from Huedhaut’s colleagues.

Can you even imagine? Saving the woman you love, and finding out she holds the key to save your own soul, only to be passed over for another man? One of your coworkers, your colleagues, your makeshift friends?

And even when he is passed over, unless you are like myself and had an immediate attraction, in every route…In Every. Single. Route. Hue is her supporter, her secondary protector, her shoulder to cry on, her friend. He never, ever tries to tell her of her past life to sway her to be with him. He keeps it and suffers in silence. This is how I know Huedhaut truly loves the goddess.

And it completely shatters me. Every. Time.

Huedhaut is the only character in any Voltage Inc. game I have played, who I believe truly loves the MC because he is willing to let her make her own choices, even if he knows that choice doesn’t include him. He would gladly step aside to make sure she was happy.

Hue is the most beautiful, kind, wonderful, loyal, selfless character I have ever had the pleasure of meeting.

He will forever trump all other Voltage men.

i painted a picture of us
even if i never really see that happening
there were bright colors
and happy hues

     but everytime i look at it
     i always feel like i lost you
     even if i never had you
     in the first place

@wingsofanillyrian: how about some fluffy nessian? to request a one shot, read this!

Nesta awoke to a finger poking her cheek. Her eyes flew open and she whipped her head around, grabbing the finger with her teeth.

“Play nice, sweetheart,” Cassian’s voice breathed in her ear. She pressed her teeth down a little harder and then released. He chuckled.

“I was perfectly fine sleeping you know,” she grumbled. She knew she probably sounded like a child, but she was cranky coming back from naps. She couldn’t help it.

“C’mon, Nes, I couldn’t let you miss the sunset.” He shrugged the shoulder that she had found herself leaning on. She groaned and mumbled “Prick” under her breath.

“What was that?” he teased. She glared up at him without an answer. He kissed her forehead and turned towards the sky. She couldn’t help but do the same.

From their vantage point on the roof they could see almost all of Velaris. But, more importantly, they were surrounded by sky. Sky that was now turning a blazing orange. The stars, brighter in the Night Court than anywhere else, were already shining through. Nesta tipped her head back, taking in the entire view. She felt a smile creeping up on her face. Finally, she closed her eyes and let the grin take over her features. Sunsets were a time for warmth, and who was she to fight something so beautiful?

Cassian looked over to the female sitting beside him. Her face was turned towards the sky and she was glowing, whether from happiness or the golden hue of the sky he didn’t know. He watched as the colors in the sky spread over her face, slowly from orange to pink to dusky purple. Suddenly overcome with love or lust, he could barely tell the difference, he leaned over and kissed her.

As his lips met hers and she kissed him back he realized it was love, of course it was love, how could he write off what he felt for her, Nesta, as anything but love? He loved how she fought him with everything she had, how she accepted him fully, how she smiled in these moments, fully and beautifully with no reservations. He loved her scent and the taste of her tongue, he loved the feeling of her fingers running over his arms and down to his hands, he loved the way she smiled into his mouth, like she just couldn’t help it.

He removed his lips from her mouth and pressed light kisses over her jaw, tracing his way to her ear. Once he reached his destination he whispered, “I love you.” He turned to meet her face when he heard the sharp intake of breath. His eyes met eyes filled with surprise and awe. But beneath that…love.

“I…love you, too, Cassian.” A grin overtook his face.

“Well how could you not? I’m extremely lovable.”

She punched him and replied, “Oh, shut up and kiss me you idiot.”

How could he refuse an order like that?