happy birthday anyways

anonymous asked:

You're not stupid for liking someone. I think it's cute. <3

To be honest, I kind of am my Anon friend, at least in regards to this. I don’t make the best decisions when it comes to people I like (which I am slowly learning) and after work last night I sort of put the nail in my coffin and texted her saying:

Just in case no one told you, you looked very pretty tonight. :)
I definitely only know that from hearing other people say it and not because I was trying not to stare.
Completely third person information.
But anyways, happy birthday - wanted to say it before midnight

And no response since then, so I’m pretty sure it’s a clear signal of she’s not into me in that way - which even if she was sending that without knowing for sure she liked me was reckless
- especially since I knew there was a possibility of her just being friendly and me interpreting it the wrong way and I had thought about whether or not to do that for several hours and ultimately decided it was stupid but that one part of my brain went

“If you don’t try, you’re never going to know”

WHICH I FRIGGIN WOULD OF KNOWN IF I JUST WAITED LONGER AND FELT OUT THE SITUATION MORE

but I also don’t regret it because now I have my answer,
which is also stupid to not feel bad about it because now I may have just made everything way more awkward since no clear answers like a yes or no has been said between us, but we’ve both now made it obvious and it’s just SHBFJKASBHFKAHS

tbh I haven’t had a crush in years and I feel like I’m in middle school again making an idiot of myself by writing songs for girls (which was an actual thing middle school me did fuck) - and in a weird way it makes me feel healthy and normal again, but also REALLY FRIGGIN DUMB

Like I know I’ll get over it with time because it’s just a crush, but I just feel really dumb and embarrassed

Someone help me pls

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Dorky Setter | ✧ Kageyama Tobio | ( ๑‾̀◡‾́) ♪ ♥
Happy Birthday to my sweet cupcake Seda!! ( @rinsuokah​ ) ♥ヾ(๑❛ ▿ ◠๑ )

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SAM WINCHESTER! 🎈 (Born May 2, 1983)

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·· I was under the impression that quinces were bow-and-arrow using savages…But after witnessing that, I guess they’re quite civilized… ··

                                                           - Happy Birthday @vegeet // 2.28.17

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“I think that self-love is really important. And I think it is important to remind yourself that you are deserving of love and respect and to be treated fairly. I have the tendency to run away from people who are good for me. Or who maybe offer me a lot of love and I think it’s because for a long time, I didn’t think I deserved love.”

Happy 27th Birthday, Natasha Negovanlis! (April 3, 1990).

Half a birthday present for @irrevocably-delicious and half self indulgent fanart. Thats right! I took some time off drawing ice skating boys to draw some ice skating boys.

Sorry I was a little late my dude, but HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

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  Living on Anaesthetic. No one seems get it.

…and kneeling on the floor of a dingy hotel room in Baltimore, MD, staring at the wrecked remains of what Neil used to be, Andrew knew there was no going back from this,

he was lost, he was lost, he was found

                        Happy Birthday Syeda!! @wasninski (4.30)

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If you wanna stop this, then stand up! Because I’ve just got one thing to say to you! Never forget who you want to become!” |
  Happy Birthday to my lovely Annie~ ✿♥‿♥✿ ( @shotous )