“Ok, thanks.” You responded to your fellow employee, gathering any material that you thought was going to be necessary.
“Come on, come on!” Your friend Jane walked into your office, so the both of you could go together.
“Alright,” You laughed while meeting her at the door and starting your way to the conference room.
“So how’s it like working for Harry?” She asked winking at you.
“You’re gross, you know that.” You shook your head laughing.
“Hey—he’s rich, handsome and young, you can’t get any better than that.”
“Well then why don’t you date him? I’m sure—“
“Good morning ladies.” You were cut off by Harry himself and looked at Jane.
“Morning, Mr. Osborn.” Your friend spoke, when you didn’t. “Oh would you look at that, I think he just checked you out… Oh crap, how long do you think he was behind us?” She asked, giving you a petrified look causing you to laugh.
“Hello everybody, please have a seat.”
To tell the truth, you were head over heels in love with Harry Osborn. You knew him from a young age; your mothers being best friends and always setting up play dates with you two. You were appreciative that he gave you a job working for him, but it only made it more difficult to conceal the fact. Now, here was your friend, shipping you and him like her life depended on it.
You snapped out of your thoughts and happened to catch Felicia Hardy, one of Harry’s assistant, leaning over whispering in his ear. She brought her hand to his chest and kept it there for a few seconds, before removing it when the guest speaker cleared his throat. You looked away, instantly becoming infuriated that she was all over him like that; and then in a meeting. You weren’t really the jealous type, but she definitely struck a nerve.
“Have the either of you came up with a plan to how we’re going to get the other big guys on board? Without the help of these other companies, we might as well throw in the towel now and forget about Project X3.”
“No Sir,” Felicia cleared her throat, “Although we can just keep G-Industries in the dark and use them as a last resort.”
“I’m with her. We’ll wait out the other ones and come back to G if all else fails.”
Perhaps it was the fact that you were already wound up which made you speak. You, the quiet worker who sat in her office and never really socialized with anyone, now had the eyes of approximately twenty workers on her.
“I think we need to hit the other companies head on. Tell them our plans and make it seem like it’ll be crazy not to join in. I know, from experience, that G-Industries won’t take any deal we throw at them,” You stole a quick glance at Felicia and Harry and continued on, “These are all men who are willing to gamble and get their name known at anything. The longer we hold out on them, the better the chance something more advanced and impressive, goes up.” The whole room was staring at you and at any given moment you could have fell flat on your ass. Jane was probably the most shocked; her eyes as big as saucers and bottom jaw practically on the floor. The speaker gave you a look and leaned back in his chair.
“What is your name young lady?”
“Y/N Y/L/N, sir. I’m Mr. Osborn’s manager.” You replied, head held high, prepared to take any sarcastic or crude comment he’d throw your way.
“Well Miss. Y/L/N, you’re probably the first person I’ve met who hasn’t been afraid to speak their minds around me. I find your idea to be ‘a breath of fresh air’ if you know what I mean.”
“I also took the liberty to get in touch with some of my contacts to find out annual cost and expenses that each company has,” You put your folder down to pull out charts and slid them over to the man, “Here is some info about the four establishments we are most interested in.” You watched as he skimmed over the documents then back to you.
“How would you like to come work for me? I could use someone like you; on top of your game and fresh ideas.” He asked sitting upright.
“Now hold on,” Harry jumped up from his seat getting everyone’s attention, “Y/N works for me and I value her as an employee.”
“Miss. Y/L/N?” You looked back over and from the corner of your eye; you could see Harry still staring at you.
“I wouldn’t mind expanding.” You answered resulting in some quiet ‘oohs’ from a few of the male workers.
“Great, when you’ve made a final decision contact me,” He handed you a card with his number on it and flashed a smile, “ S.H.I.E.L.D. will be happy to have you.” You nodded and looked down at your watch.
“If you’ll excuse me,” You stole a glance from the card then back to him, “Mr. Fury I have another meeting to attend.” You shook the man’s hand and walked out with Jane feeling proud.
“Did that really just happen?” She questioned, trying to keep up with your fast pace.
“I think so.” You smiled at her quickly.
“Man, you should have seen Harry’s and Felicia’s face when he handed you his card.”
“I hadn’t noticed.” You muttered.
“Oh, speaking of—I gotta go.” You stopped walking when Jane broke away from you leaving you by yourself, or so you thought.
“What the hell was that?” Harry asked, making you turn around.
“What was what?”
“That back there! Saying how you’re willing to expand?”
“Exactly that Harry, I’m willing to expand my career outside of Oscorp. We’ve talked about this before when you first gave me a job.”
“I didn’t think it’d be anytime soon!” He yelled capturing the attention of some other employers. You gave them a smile and pushed Harry into your office which was thankfully close by.
“No, but you knew the day would come where I wasn’t working with you anymore… Plus; you’ll have Felicia by your side, whether that’s on your bed or working, is up to you.” You turned on your heel for the door, but Harry grabbed your wrist, spinning you around.
“That’s what this is about? Felicia?” He laughed, making your blood boil.
“It’s more than that.” You shook your head.
“Really because all I’m seeing right now is you being jealous… Why?”
“I don’t have time for this right now, Harry. I was supposed to be at another meeting a few minutes ago.” You tugged your wrist away, which you hadn’t even notice he was still hanging onto, before walking out the door.
“You know I love you, right?” Harry yelled down the room, bringing everyone else to silence. You froze up, and nearly tripped over yourself. “Ever since we were kids, Y/N… And when you came to work for me, instead of moving with your family to Europe, you made me the happiest guy on Earth. You’ve given up any good thing that came your way to make sure I was ok—to make sure I was alright and the fact that you won’t be here anymore kills me. So please—don’t go.” You turned around and faced your friend, not even sure at this point if you would be able to get out any words.
“I-I have sacrificed many opportunities to protect you,”
“I know! I know you have Y/N.” Harry cut in and began walking to you, a grin spread on his face. You loved seeing him smile and it killed you to say the next part.
“So just this once can you look out for me and let me leave?”
“What?” He stopped in front of you and swallowed the lump in his throat that had formed there so quickly.
“Do you remember when we were young and we played army together? We would get in trouble for wrestling and you’d tell my mom that being strong didn’t mean I’d have to be a boy. You always said I could be anything I wanted as long as my heart was in it and now that the chance has come along for me to make a name for myself; you’re telling me to stay?”
“If you go… who’s to say I’ll see you again? SHIELD is notorious for that and you know it.”
“No one’s to say… but it’s another sacrifice I’m willing to make.”
“So after he tells you he loves you, you’re going to leave?” An older coworker asked amongst the silence that lay between you and Harry.
“It’s too late,” You answered looking at her from the corner of your eye, “You should have said something sooner.” Your eyes met the ones in front of you.
“After all we’ve been through; you’re willing to throw it all away—for what? To work with Captain America?”
“You know I’ve wanted to work at SHIELD for a while, Harry.”
“Yeah! But the fact that you’re so willing to leave so easily, isn’t sitting with me right Y/N! I love you and I want to keep you by my side, but you just want to leave.” He yelled, beginning to walk closer to you again
“If you love me like you said, you wouldn’t have another woman all over you! A man would own up to his feelings and do something about it! The only reason you’re saying all this now is because you see me slipping away! If I wouldn’t have said anything at the meeting, how much longer were you going to stay quiet? How much longer was I supposed to keep the fact that I am utterly in love with you bottled up? Face it Osborn, you can’t have everything!” You yelled back and headed to the elevator, the wait for the doors to open feeling like eternity.
“Son,” The older coworker spoke up once again drawing Harry’s attention, “If there’s anything old age has taught me, it’s to never stop fighting for the things that you love.” She smiled when Harry ran after you, making it inside the elevator just as the doors shut.
“Harry just don’t, I have—” You were cut off by his lips crashing onto yours. One of his hands gently, but firmly balled a fist of your hair while the other pulled you closer to his body.
“I was scared alright…” He said, his lips brushing against yours. “I was scared to tell you, I didn’t know you felt the same.”
“I have loved you for a while, Harry Osborn.” You smiled, placing your forehead against his.
“Does that mean you’ll stay?” He asked, drawing himself away from you even though he didn’t want to.
“I didn’t say that.”
“Are you serious?” He questioned, throwing his hands in the air.
“Just kiss me, we can talk later.” You said grabbing his collar and crashing your lips to his this time.
“Kiss me all you want,” He got out as he pecked down your neck, “That doesn’t mean… I’m going… To. Just. Let. You. Go. That easily.” His mouth connected with your skin in the rhythm of his words.
“You have about fifteen floors to make me stay,” You groaned as he found your sweet spot, “That’s granted we don’t have to stop for other people.”
“Well then, I guess desperate times call for desperate measures.” The side of his fist hit the emergency stop button, making the elevator stay in its place. “Its thirty minutes before the fire department comes to get us out, right?” You bit your bottom lip nodding and Harry went on to unrelentingly convince you to stay with him.
Could you do like pros and cons of dating each member? Ty!💜
How dating BTS would be like
+ = pros
- = cons
+ there would be a lot of coffee shop dates and going to the library once or twice a week
+ he would do everything to understand you and make you happy
+ he would help you study for your exams or tests at school when you don’t understand something (that means you have good grades)
+ watching movies late at night
+ he would always show his dimples whenever you’ll feel down because those dimples are like heaven lol
+ he always would put an arm around your shoulder or waist whenever you two would walk on the streets
+ you two would do weird dances together because of the fantastic dancing machines you are
+ he would be smiley and cuddly after a long tour or a long time of no seeing each other
+ would write songs about you
- I don’t think there would be cons in your relationship because he always is correct and Joonie never does something wrong however he’s very calm so during a fight you wouldn’t know if he’s mad or not so that will angers you more
+ breakfast in bed everyday
+ lots of cooking together especially during the weekend
+ he would take care of you like a mother because your health and happiness are really important
+ a lot of dad jokes
+ you would always lay your head on his shoulder whenever you two would be watching a movie in the evening
+ I think Jin is someone who likes to go to a sauna or maybe a swimming pool so there is a lot of fun!
+ he would always send you kisses while texting because he’s so cheesy >_<
+ a lot of cuddles
+ he would write a million songs just for you
+ he would learn you how to play the piano if you want
+ a lot of dates at home
+ he would always listen to you
+ lazy sunday mornings in each other embraces
+ he would love to kiss your nose here and there
+ he may have a cold expression but he surely has a soft heart so adopting a cat wouldn’t bother him
+ you’re always welcome in his studio
- he doesn’t know how to express his feelings well so it would be difficult to understand how he truly feels
- I think Yoongi has a bad temper (but I’m not sure)
- He’s really busy with his work so he wouldn’t always have time for you
+ he’s really active
+ he would always be the first one to suggest to go on a date
+ hugs you from behind when you’re cooking
+ he would make time for you even if he has a busy shedule just to make sure that you know how much he loves you
+ he is a ball of sunshine so it’s always positif between you two
+ He would learn you how to dance whenever you have time
+ “English timeu wif Hobi and Y/N”
+ A lot of park dates
+ he would text you everyday
- he sometimes has too much energy
+ kisses and hugs
+ he lets you play with his small hands
+ his parents loves you because of making their son the happiest man on Earth
+ dates everywhere
+ he only would do things you’re comfortable with
+ he always makes sure you eat and sleep enough
+ he’s a shy mochi
+ he likes to brush your hair
+ he would like it when you come to the dance practice to see him
+ he would buy you as many cupcakes as you want
+ he would film himself during practice or on his tour and send the videos to you
+ your happiness is also his happiness
+ he sleeps over whenever you’re scared
+ he would take you to Busan and show you his favorite places
- Jimin has sometimes complexes so you have to make sure he’s comfortable in his skin
- He’s really busy, just like the other boys
+ kisses your whole face 24/7
+ hugs you and never wants to let you go
+ he likes to go to the cinema with you
+ a lot of nicknames
+ having you in his embrace is enough to make him smile widely
+ he sometimes would show up at your door with a flower in his hand “a beautiful flower for a beautiful girl”
+ he randomly would sing songs and make you dance with him
+ he would like to adopt a puppy with you and call it his and your child
I don’t think there are negative things in your relationship except his busy shedule
+ playing games everyday
+ eating pizza everyday (because both of of you are too lazy)
+ hugs you everyday
+ he loves to pick you up and spin you around
+ sending derp selfies to each other
+ he would sing you a lullaby before going to sleep
+ stare contests between you two
+ he’s protective but not too much
+ you find his Busan accent sexy so always talks to you in that accent
+ you’re the only one (besides bts) who can see his abs *wiggles eyebrows*
- he’s really shy at first so you have to make sure he’s comfortable around you
- he always forgets to text you back
I’m sorry for the long wait and thanks for the request!<3
If yoongi doesn’t encourage you to do the most thing that makes you the happiest fucking person in this fucking earth ,then you’re doing it wrong .
Yoongi talks about music as if it’s his wife , it’s like music is some kind of pure happiness that was only made for him , it make me want to protect his soul because of this , he’s such a fool for music. That you can’t help but to adore him .
Make me realize having a goal in your life is not about becoming successful,having a lot of money or becoming famous ,it’s literally doing the the thing that makes you the fucking
happiest person in this fucking earth .
let me say it again
IT’S LITERALLY DOING THE THING THAT MAKES YOU THE FUCKING HAPPIEST PERSON IN THIS FUCKING EARTH .
IT’S LITERALLY DOING THE THING THAT MAKES YOU THE FUCKING HAPPIEST PERSON IN THIS FUCKING EARTH .
It’ like when everything in your life is shit ,but you have this thing (drawing ,writing ,dancing ..etc ) that makes you really happy and no one can steal it from you and you always can go back to it .
Again ,If it makes you happy ,then you’re in the right path . Just by the fact you realize this and you start searching for the thing that make you happy ,you’re already successful .
“Dream may all of creation be with you til the end of your life Dream wherever you are, will welcome you Dream may your trials end in full bloom Dream though your beginnings might be humble, may the end be prosperous
You’ve been with Chris for seven years now and you couldn’t be anymore thankful for someone like him to be in your life. You two have been best friends ever since you two were little kids. Your mothers were best friends and you two lived in the same neighborhood. You were born one day after Chris and that was always a good thing because Chris would throw a humongous birthday party and you would be the first one he’d invite. And when you arrived, there would always be two cakes, one for you and one for him.
Although it seemed a little cheesy at first, it started to gradually grow something special. On his sixteenth birthday, you were the only one to show up to his birthday party because he wasn’t the most popular type in school. Even though you were the only one to show up to the party, it was still one of the best days of your entire life. Because that night, was the night that he confessed his feelings for you and gave you your first kiss.
This was from someone else’s ask;
@ those other people: i love shameless and i love(d) mickey and ians relationship but Come On they were both?? horrible for each other??? they did some good things but like they would literally beat each other up?? ian Kidnapped mickey’s child. mickey tried to convince ian to leave his family, career, progress with his mental health all behind. mickey fucking killed people!!! he tried to kill sammi!! oh my god!!
I’m going to break this down section by section because, like natural hair, one needs to go through and be thorough;
“they did some good things but like they would literally beat each other up??”
In the entirety of the Shameless series thus far, Ian and Mickey have gotten into three physical altercations. Two of which happened before they established they were together.
1.) In the very beginning when Ian broke into the Milkovich home to retrieve Kash’s stolen gun. With a tire iron. I don’t think that’d be a well received course of action by anybody.
2.) Mickey beating up Ian at the abandoned building. At this point, I’ll throw up a trigger warning as to not make those who may not want or are unable to read the next part. *Trigger Warning* Mickey’s been raped (orchestrated by Terry) and not only has he been raped, Svetlana is pregnant. It’s never made clear who the child belongs to, but Mickey is now expected to marry, live with, and raise a child with a woman who played a part in his trauma. Ian is in his face about a situation Mickey feels he cannot control. It is reconfirmed through his fathers violence towards him and Ian that what and who he is is wrong, and is punishable by death.
If Terry had no issue doing what he did to his own son, he’d have no qualms about going further with Ian. *Trigger Warning over* After he swings on Ian the first time, there’s automatic regret. He begins to walk away. Ian tells him things he can’t hear right now (“You love me, and you’re gay). Another hit and more regret. This is not a fight he wants, but Ian needs to stay away. He cannot have Ian. He has to draw back into himself because he isn’t allowed to have Ian. To be happy, to be himself around this person that brings a little bit of light into the darkness that is his life is no longer a luxury he can afford, if he ever could. So Mickey has to be cold. In comes that kick. That disgusting kick that leads us to Ian crying in bed and our hearts just laying on the floor beside him. All he wanted was Mickey, and now Mickey was pulling away from him and did so in the worse way possible. Mickey should not have hit Ian. The kick was brutal and hard to watch. This is not something I excuse. However, I take so much time on this fight because, in my opinion, not only was it the worst one, it was the most complicated. So many conflicting factors and emotions in this scene. It wasn’t Mickey being a brute just to be a brute. So as much as I hate this fight, I understand why it may have gone down the way that it did.
3. The fight at the baseball field. I swear I’ll make this one as short as possible since number two was so long. Ian is frustrated with his illness. He’s frustrated with his family who walk on eggshells around him. He’s frustrated with his boyfriend micromanaging him. Ian is supposed to be independent, this isn’t how things should be and he’s having a hard time feeling anything but frustrated. So he takes this out on Mickey. Mickey’s only trying to help and this is the reaction he gets? He fights back. Despite how wrong this fight is because they are in an established relationship now, and that is how you handle things, it makes Ian feel better. He feels something. This is another one of those complicated moments that you know is wrong, but understand the emotions and factors that lead up to it.
"ian Kidnapped mickey’s child.”
Yes he did, but here’s the thing. Ian was taking Yevgeny to Disney World! The happiest place on earth. Mickey was wrong about him, he was fine and he’d prove that. He’d take Yevgeny to see all the characters and they’d ride the rides and have a good time. That’s a good idea right? And why was Mickey mad at Ian for making a porno? The guy offered him $500 but he talked him up to $600 and it was to help Mickey. Why be upset at that? It was a good idea. The suitcases were another good idea. He fucked around on Mickey with other guys, but it wasn’t a big deal right? Holding a knife to Kenyatta’s throat was a good idea. Dancing in a strip club at seventeen and accepting party favors are good ideas because it’s fun. They were good ideas because Ian was manic. Nothing was a bad idea when he felt like he was invincible. His brain was not wired to think they were bad ideas. We, along with Mickey, do not choose to hold these things against Ian because despite him being in the wrong, we know by watching the series that that wasn’t Ian. Ian is this guy with a plan and is goal oriented no matter the task. There is some sort of order. That wasn’t Ian being who we know him to be. So I’m not gonna hold that against him, especially when we know he probably doesn’t see it as a positive moment in his life.
“mickey tried to convince ian to leave his family, career, progress with his mental health all behind.”
Actually…no he didn’t. He gave Ian multiple outs (“Look up” “Am I gonna see you again?” “This goodbye?”) Mickey wanted Ian to go with him, but he was not going to take that decision from him. He was not going to force Ian to do anything and was prepared to leave without him. In all honesty, season 5 Mickey would probably kick Season 7 Mickey’s ass for not having a plan on how to get medication and therapy for Ian once in Mexico. I believe he didn’t ask Ian how he was doing mentally because Ian was an EMT and seemed fine, so he was obviously taking care of himself, but he still would’ve had a plan.
“mickey fucking killed people!!! he tried to kill sammi!! oh my god!!”
I must’ve missed when Mickey killed anyone. He hurt people, sure, most likely knows what to do with a body considering who his father is and what he makes his kids do, but it’s never been said that he killed anyone.
His intent wasn’t to kill Sammi. He and Debbie, since Debbie was also there, planned on torturing her because of what she did to Ian. Over the top, but everyone on this show is not above the extreme. He thought he killed her, and he along with almost everyone at home watching had no issue if she was dead, but that was not his plan.
All in all, Mickey and Ian have the worst coping mechanisms in the world, if they have any at all. Both from poor households in a ghetto on the Southside of Chicago. Ian has more of a loving family than Mickey, but their upbringing is what shapes the way they go about doing things.
I didn’t write all this to change anyone’s mind on Ian and Mickey. You feel how feel, and that’s cool. We are all not going to like the same couples or characters. But Ian and Mickey’s relationship was not black and white. No ones relationship on this show has been in a relationship that was black or white. We don’t applaud Ian and Mickey because we think they’re this couple who just “fights and fucks”, but because they’ve shown to be more than that.
Okay, I’m done. Toodles!
I feel as though I've read every faberry fanfiction that has been written. Do you have any favorites you'd suggest?
Yeah that’s where i’m at too.. following poetz on tumblr soothes me a little, her answers are the equivalent of Faberry hershey’s kisses. But if you are really where i am you should just go to all the authors profiles and read everything.
if you're still doing drabbles, could you do a soulmate!au with jongdae?
‘When you find your soulmate, you will be the happiest person on earth. You will feel the things you’ve never felt before. I can’t explain it, it’s something out of this world. I can’t wait for you to find your soulmate so we could go on double dates! Wouldn’t it be fun.’
That’s what all of your friends had been saying but they’d never told you what would happen if your soulmate rejected you.
When you first saw Jongdae, you knew that he was the one. Your heart started to beat faster and it was too hard to not to look at his beautiful smile. The feeling that you’d felt when you first saw him was something different but in a good way.
But your heart stopped beating when he told you that he already had a soulmate. Wait… Was that possible? Yes it was. Sometimes humans had two soulmates but they had to choose only one of them. Jongdae has already made his decision. You didn’t want to ruin his relationship so you got out of his life as soon as you entered.
As the time passed, you got sick and your heart started to ache. You craved his touch that you’d never felt, his kisses that you’d never received and his beautiful voice that you missed.
After 6 months of being together with his soulmate, Jongdae learned that his girlfriend was never his ‘real’ soulmate. Yes, Jongdae was her soulmate but she had another soulmate just like you. His girlfriend said that she felt a stronger connection with her other half, making her leave Jongdae and leave him on his own.
Jongdae would be lying if he said that he didn’t think about you on a daily basis. He felt bad for you, leaving you just like that. But what could have he done? He was in love and he wasn’t going to leave his girlfriend just because he met another soulmate of his unlike his now ex-girlfriend did.
Jongdae ran into the hospital, hoping that he would find you. His hands were trembling, he didn’t know where to find you. Hell, he didn’t know why he didn’t find you sooner.
“Hello, I’m Kim Jongdae, a friend of (Y/N) (Y/L/N), do you know where can I find her? They told he she had gotten sick and hospitalized.” He asked to the reception.
“Let me check sir.” The girl said, looking through the computer only to turn back to him with sad eyes. “Sorry to say this sir but Miss (Y/L/N) passed away just a day ago.”
Jongdae didn’t say anything for a solid minute. He just stood there like a statue, not knowing what to do.
“D-Do you know the reason of her death? D-Does it write there?”
“I’m sorry sir, that’s classified-“
“God dammit, I’m her fucking soulmate, just tell me!” Jongdae slammed both of his trembling hands on the desk with tears in his eyes.
“Seulimnia; it happens when the person’s soulmate rejects them or leaves them; loneliness.”
Chis arrive sat your house, he gets out of the car and the house door fly open. He bends down on his knees and embraces his daughter with a big hug. Chis looks at your and his daughter after months of filming. His eyes are filled with happy tears. He feel like the happiest man on earth. Now the only thing left to do is see you, his beautiful wife.
A/N: I’m really nervous and i dont know what to say, help. Well, basically this is the first time I publish something here on Tumblr and I’m excited but anxious *mental breakdown*. It’s based on the song “coming up roses” sung by Keira Knightley. Sorry if there are mistakes and I hope you like it!!
There you were,
3AM and walking by yourself on the New York streets, the city of dreams, but in
that moment, that adjective didn’t define it to you.
remembered clearly how it all started and how it all ended.
It was a
Saturday night and you were in a pub all by yourself, alone, it was one of
those days when everyone and everything was upsetting, unbearable.
time you saw him, you thought he was walking towards you, but he wasn’t, he was
actually going to write his name on a paper to be on a list since that night
was one of those of “open microphone”.
One hour or
so later he was getting on stage, with a paper on his left hand, ready to do
what he wanted to. And of all things on earth, he read a poem written by him.
could have sworn in that moment that it was the most beautiful poem you’ve ever
listened, even Walter Whitman, you favorite one, had been relegated.
When he got
off the stage you approached him and he looked at you with his cute smile. You
also realized his pink hair, something really unusual to see. When you were
close enough he asked you if you liked the poem and you started mumbling that
how could you not. Then he smiled again at you and then both of you started talking for
hours, even the pub closing didn’t stop you, you went to some 24 hours
cafeteria and continued talking for hours, till the sun rose indicating a new
day, and a new chapter of your life started.
rays of the sun illuminating your face, he kissed you softly, and that was the
exactly moment when you fell, really quick but really slow at the same time, it
was a contradiction itself, but it was also breathtaking.
months later you found yourself dating him, doing the most absurd things,
telling him your most secret dream, you told him you wanted to be a song
writer, to create your own music. He promised he would help you make it true,
he even offered his poems to help you write more songs, but each time he did, you
had to say no, his poems belonged to him, just to him, you couldn’t take them.
had already gone by reaching to music companies to show them your
music, but also gone by being rejected each time.
Five years of sadness but at the
same time, five years when you felt truly loved, and it was all that mattered
to you. Although your dreams didn’t come true, you were happy cause love always
came first to you.
to stop chasing your dreams multiple times, but he kept encouraging you, giving
you the strength you needed but hadn’t.
nothing, one day, a company called you, you had been discovered. You moved
with him to a little apartment in New York, you started recording, you started
creating new music, you started giving concerts in small places, you started
becoming a little famous, and he started acting weird.
every week you were given flowers, roses, but you knew they weren’t for you, of
course not, he had never given you a bouquet of them, it wasn’t your style.
that kind of couple that celebrated the birthdays, the anniversaries on the
couch doing everything and nothing, sleeping and singing, so the first time he
came home with them you couldn’t help but ask him the reason to do it, and of
course, there was none.
“I just loved them the same way I love you” he said.
you kept loving him, how could you not, after all he was Min Yoongi, the love
of your life, the one who knew you the most, the one who came with you to the
big apple, your number one supporter.
kept walking down by the New York streets looking for the perfect moment, the
perfect time to find the inspiration to write the perfect song. You both kept
making love like it was the last day on earth, or at least you did. And each time after it, you used to get in
the shower and cry. You both kept doing the things that used to make you the
happiest people on earth but at the same time those things broke you.
unfair that even though you knew he was lying to you, you loved him, and each
day more than the previous one, it was unfair cause deep down you knew that the
relationship would have a sad ending after all.
continued loving him cause it was practically the only thing you knew how to
do, it was the only thing that might have saved your relationship.
kept coming each week and kept coming for seven months until you couldn’t take
it anymore and exploded.
It was a
Thursday afternoon, and you were on the old and vintage couch, you were trying
to write a song and he stopped reading the book on his hands and looked at you. It hit you like a truck, you loved him, it was crystal clear, and he did
love you, you were sure about that until that moment.
It was in
that instant when you questioned yourself if he really loved you, even though
he was cheating on you, you had been sure that he still loved you, or at least
you didn’t want to expect the opposite. So that day, with the candles illuminating
the room you asked him.
him to whom those roses really belonged, he didn’t expect that question. Of
course he wouldn’t, you had hoped for months the roses to stop coming to you,
you had hoped that he realized you knew about him cheating and he recognized the mistake he was making. A huge one.
You put all
your efforts on it, but that day you just collapsed, you realized that one
person couldn’t fix a relationship when the other one didn’t want it to be fixed.
argument lasted hours, hours when you cried, hours when you comforted each
other’s, hours when you made love for the last time, you could say the most
packed his things and left without saying goodbye, he didn’t even try to
apologized, cause deep down you knew that there was no need to do it, even if
he apologized, the pain would still be there, like it had been for the last
seven months, there was no point.
see him again, each night you used to walk recreating the same routs you both made, hoping
to see him at least for the very last time, but he never appeared. It
completely broke you, you still loved him, with all your soul, but life kept
happening, the world didn’t stop because of your break up.
writing songs, signing them, realizing that at least, you made a few people
happy with them and you thought that maybe he was doing the same, writing poems
and secretly you were expecting they weren’t for you, you didn’t want more
got to know who she was, how many times happened. But you knew by rote that
from that moment you would truly hate those beautiful but harmful roses.
the city of dreams had made yours real, it also broke your heart into million
We went to the “Octogones” Con today with some friends and had the occasion to try some fencing! It’s very random, since the only directions we got were basically “Just, y’know, bend your knees and hold the sword like so. Please don’t poke yourself you might actually stab your friend with the glass tube inside the weapon. And please refrain from hitting the head area these might be made of foam but they HURT.” So we jut went at it like happy-go-lucky dumbasses. I was LIVING (I’m practically glowing here tbh). Channelling my inner pirate and just having fun with a friend <3
If you have the Moon in Taurus, your emotional nature is steadied and others find this quality soothing in you. You are generally even-tempered and peace-loving and are not easily ruffled or given to emotional displays. You can be downright stubborn at times, especially when it comes to making changes that are emotional in nature or that require emotional adjustment. You seek security and often expect this security to come from materials possessions and resources. Hence, you desire to collect material goods and money. You cling to things from the past or things you are used to in order to find this security. A great deal of affection and closeness is needed by you and this helps to assuage feelings of insecurity. But sometimes you hold onto people much too closely so they feel they can’t breathe. You expect loyalty in love and you are very devoted to those you care about. You have the tendency to indulge in sensual comforts and activities. Eating rich or sweet food seems to give you security. You may have a weight problem because of this. Food can become a substitute for emotional satisfaction and love. You are resourceful, determined, and persistent. You perhaps have a green thumb and are good at getting anything to grow and prosper. You are happiest when working with your hands, probably with the earth or things of the earth. You can be lead but never pushed into doing things. You hate and fear sickness and pain. Too great a comfort with the status quo can prevent you from making necessary changes. Don’t be too rigid in thought or deed.
The character has been requested by @willstripforbangtan but the story
is purely personal :)
Jackson Wang (GOT7) x You (OC/Reader) x GOT7 members (mentions, cameo)
Jackson seems to be the perfect boyfriend; he has good looks, he is
rich, he is kind-hearted, and most of all, he loves you so damn much. However, one thing seems to be wrong with
your “almost perfect” boyfriend; the girl that he chose to love.
This is the 2nd version of my break-up angst stories, Sorry,
the first version is for Song Yunhyeong of iKon, where you can access here. Please take note that this story is not
related in any way to the first version, but you will see similarities in the
plot and all J (I hope I made sense)
LET THIS BE MY CONTRIBUTION TO #kingjacksonday
You stepped inside your house, to be welcomed
by a delightful scent of chocolate coming from the kitchen. You assume that your boyfriend is already at
home, maybe his work ended early. You
removed your shoes and coat and you dropped your bag on the couch before making
your way towards the kitchen.
“What are you doing?” You whispered at his ear that caused Jackson
to yelp in response, almost spilling the chocolate drink from the small kettle
that he’s holding.
“________-ah, you scared me!” He clutched his chest before dropping the
kettle on top of the kitchen counter.
You giggled at his reaction, causing you to snort and that made
Jackson’s eyes form into slits.
Xiumin: Xiumin is really wise and mature, and I think he’s the type of person to be very sturdy during an argument, I think he would be rational and would focus more on attempting to solve the current problem rather than venting anger. However, when you mentioned permanently parting ways with each other, his normally calm demenaor would crumble as he realized that this was much more emotional than he had anticipated. He would become very frazzled after this, and I don’t think he would even know what to say or do. He certainly didn’t want to lose you, but he also wouldn’t want to hurt you either.
Suho: Suho would be in a scramble to get out the door and go to work because he ended up waking up late, and from something that happened, the two of you were in a fight as well. Things were getting heated as Suho only got more and more frustrated and said things that he regretted, raising his voice without realizing it due to how panicked he was. You wouldn’t reply as your eyes slowly welled up with tears and you attempted to keep it all together as you asked him whether or not the two of you should break up, and just as he was walking out the door, he would turn around, drop everything, and rush over to hug you tight.
Lay: Lay would be so crushed that you even suggested such a thing, and you definitely wouldn’t realize how much damage that sentence would cause to him until after it came out of your mouth. He would really dislike arguing with you in the first place because he respects you and he simply doesn’t like clashing with the person he loves. He would rather do it in a much more civilized manner so that they could of you can hear each other’s opinions and feelings as you talked it out calmly. When you spoke about breaking up, he would break down and hide his face in his hands as he began to sob.
Baekhyun: I think that Baekhyun would be way too caught up with the argument that he wouldn’t really know what he was saying. I think the initial spark of a fight would initiate after you complained that you had no time to spend with him despite how hard he tried to talk to you over tour and make you happy when he was working. When you suggested that the two of you split up, he would get angry because he would notice that you didn’t even realize how much love, time, and energy he put into making you smile. Not only that, but he was affected by the distance as well. He would laugh out loud and very sarcastically make an “ok” sign with his fingers, testing you to see whether or not you would really leave.
Chen: Chen would be very dull and lifeless when he showed up late after dance practice, exhausted and in need of shower. The practicing would have prolonged for a couple of hours after the inital time he had given you, so you would be angry as he finally showed up and acted as though it was no big deal. You would sit him down and lecture him on how worried and concerned for his safety, but you would notice that he wasn’t even paying attention and you would demand for him to replay back to you what you had just said. He would be unable to, and when you would mention breaking up, he would collapse and honestly just need to rest.
Chanyeol: Chanyeol would be really deflated and disappointed in himself due to the fact he was the one who brought you to thinking about ending your relationship together, and it would be extremely difficult to cheer him up because he would hold onto this guilt even after you two resolved the issue that created the rift. He would spend all night thinking about the fight and what could have happened if you ended up leaving, and he would be so conflicted the entire time that you would definitely need to step in and assure him that you were a victim of your anger getting the best of you and your brain getting lost in the heat of the moment.
Kyungsoo: You would be getting angry due to the fact in an argument, Kyungsoo would be calmly speaking and honestly not taking the thing all too seriously - or at least, that would be how you would perceive it. He would be drinking his morning coffee and reading the newspaper, nodding along ever so often to what you were angrily discussing with him yet he would be making no comment or showing any signs that he was listening. He would be so laidback while you were so frustrated and worked up, that when you mentioned breaking up, his head would just shoot up and his eyes would stare at you in shock. I think you two would stare into each other’s eyes before he would go back to the paper in front of him, and tell you to do as you wished despite how hurt he felt inside.
Kai: Kai would have the most difficulty when you said this, just because he would then analyze everything the two of you have been though and wonder if the two of you were even meant to be in the first place. He would be deeply hurt that you would even bring up such a thing when he felt like you made him the happiest man on earth, and he would really think about whether or not your realtionship was going to make it. You would end up having to convince him to stay with you, because when you said that you were considering separating, you weren’t thinking straight or realizing how much he meant to you. Kai would switch roles with you and really think this through.
Sehun: Sehun would feel as though all love and youth deserted him, and I think that a blank look would simply cross over his face to hide how deeply upset he was on the inside. He would try to appear strong in front of you, because he wouldn’t want to just leave the conversation crying, so he would hide all of his true emotions with a stoic expression. He would be very softspoken despite the fact his heart was beating at an incredibly fast speed, and he would give you a very long gaze. Despite the fact it looked as though he didn’t care on the outside, you would be able to see all the despair swimming within his irises, and he would very carefully ask you if you really wanted to go through with this.