s3 FINALLY fucking left, goddamn fucking shitass europe, and went back to the actual procedural routine and the iconic Swooping Gold Thing And Catchphrase and i literally feel full-body relief from this i am relaxed i am meditating i am finally interested again, i hated every minute of the italy shit except for will and abigail in the church
Today I got some good news: my proofreading contract has been renewed and my article about Hannibal Lecter will finally be published in december (after almost two years of work on the project).
Somehow, I feel I lack the motivation/discipline to work on my upcoming deadlines. I’m lacking the energy to do anything, and yet feel so useless when I’m not doing anything. I don’t even want to read things for fun. I hate procrastinating so much. Plus, we are having people over this weekend and I know I will not be able to work then either, it is stressing me out.