Why do you have so many fishes?
During my depression I tried everything to feel better and I noticed that watching fish and especially koi made me calm. I told myself that if I got out of that wheelchair that the first thing that I would do is making my own koipond.
It took me two years to build my 6000 gallon koipond. I dug it all by hand and moved the heavy 250lbs sleepers with my own hands.
^During the build
This is my pond this morning: