How fucked up is it
that I never had to ‘come out’ about being bi but I am so thoroughly in the closet about my hypnosis kink I can’t even talk about it hypnosis with friends in the context of it being intellectually interesting…THIS FOMR SOMSONE WHO GRADUATED IN PSYCHOLOGY AND WROTE A GREAT ESSAY ON HYPNOTISM.
It’s really fucking with me and it’s not bringing me down, I’m in a new chapter of my life and I feel great but it does make me all of a sudden feel the void where all this freedom could (dare I say should?) be. Hypnotism from it’s most unrealistic shitty rp and pathetically acted porn to it’s most serious psychological considerations and everything inbetween is a part of who I passionately am but I fear even talking about it in case somehow somebody magically figures out it’s my kink (just paranoia of course). If I ever worked up the courage and revealed it to be my kink then people would be utterly disgusted if I pursued it as a non-kink thing too because they’d think I was getting off on it and, frankly, at this stage the kink is so repressed (except online) that maybe I would!
How do you come out about being hypno-fetishist SPECIFICALLY?