“Where’s my fucking shit?” Negan asks in disbelief, but still smirking.
Rick doesn’t answer, neither does one of your friends.
“We barely have something.” You say, slightly in a pleading voice. “We have a baby and..”
“Do I look like I give a motherfucking shit on your sad little story?” Negan chuckles and you shut your mouth. “And again I’ve to punish you.”
Disappointed Negan shakes his head and tugs your hair.
“No!” Rick shouts and you start struggling against Negan.
“What? She seems a little bit more cooperative.” Harsh he grabs your chin and looks at you. “You’ll have a nice chat with one of my man.”
Sweat is running down your spine as you lean against a bookshelf in the factory. Scared you look up as the door opens and Simon comes in.
He crouches down in front of you and comes as close as possible with his face.
“Do you have any idea what we’ll do to you and your little group when you don’t give Negan what he wants?” He asks quietly and you nod.
Suddenly he punches his fist against the bookshelf next to your head.
“I didn’t hear you!” He shouts and you shrug.
“Oh god, yes. Yes. I’m sorry.”
The lump in your throat getting bigger the more you swallow and you can barely breath.
His cold eyes getting soft as he stares at you.
“Good girl.” He pats your shoulder and stands up, offering his hand.
Your hands are trembling as you take his one and he pulls you up. But instead of leaving the library he presses your body on the bookshelf.
‘He’ll rape me, he’ll rape me.’ That’s all you can think about.
“I need to hear it again.” He whispers, his hot breath tickles your face.
“Don’t…don’t ra-rape me, please.” You beg crying and he frowns.
Slowly he seems to understand your fear and takes two steps back while you collapse on the floor.
Memories of your past rushing through your mind.
“I would never. No one of us..” He stutters and pats your back, but you barely notice it.
“Holy shit. You scared the holy fuckedy fuck out of her.” Negan laughs.
“She is scared that we’ll rape her.” Simon responds and something in his voice let you look up.
Was it regret for his doing?
Negan sighs annoyed and looks down to you.
“Listen, should someone just try such a shit I’d do the same like I do to your friend, got it?”
Unable to speak you nod.
“Bring her in one of the empty rooms, I don’t want her around the other fuckers in this state of mind.”
“Alright.” Simon waits until Negan is gone before he turns around to you. “Can you stand up?”
“Good, then come.”
His hand is resting on your back, but not as a force than more as a help.
“I’ll bring you some water and my room is next to yours. You need something you come to me, ok?” He asks.
You don’t know if the five minutes with him drives you insane as you call him back and whisper a 'thank you’.
He sends you a small smile before he leaves the room and you lie down on the bed.