haha what am i doing to myself

@star-wars-13 wrote:


#OMG WHAT A WONDERFUL WONDERFUL SPEECH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#PIETT I AM SO PROUD OF YOU#(I TOLD YOU ALL HE WOULD NOT ABANDON VADER AND I WAS RIIIIGHT!!)

I am kind of feeling proud of Piett too (even though I created this situation myself haha). Piett is a very intelligent, quick thinking and loyal man, and I believe he has high moral standards. He can never get enough credit for being such an excellent officer and doing what is necessary. I don’t wonder a second why he made the audience sympathize with him and even fall in love with him.

#the details are even better than in the parts before!! (how is that even possible) #drawing the whole stormtroopers in the first panel would have killed me but damn it looks impressive
#that wonderful shot at Piett from below! (that perspective is hard to draw!!)

Thanks!! Experimenting with angles is great fun.

#The stormtroopers’ armours is so SHINY!!! It looks super realistic! (your personal reference at home helped out here didn’t it? :D)

You are so right about this one! I had the helmet on my table the whole time, turned it around a little when I needed a new angle. This is better than anything else I could use.

#Piett clenching his fist in determination!!

Piett has been spending too much time with Vader, even his mannerism starts to show similarities with the Sith Lord. :D

#Veers looking a bit worried at the open treason Piett is proclaiming!!!#but worried for his friend and ready to support him even though he knows of the terrible danger they’ll be in! #and that fricking last panel!!#(okay but did he only shoot off his cap or MORE????!)#It totally surprised me and it looks so awesome and the scene itself simply IS SO AWESOME!!!#I’m all here for the stormtroopers being loyal to Piett (and Vader of course)!!

I think the stormtroopers got really hyped up with the Admiral’s speech. They were totally in from the start. Then this big mouthed general sides himself with those who want to take down Vader and even tries to turn the troopers against the Admiral. Hell no, not on their watch.

Does mod g have a crush? who the hell knows

anonymous asked:

Do you ever get sick of people constantly calling you 'Jacks's girlfriend"? Bc I sure would

I do, and it is very disheartening to only be seen as an attachment to someone but I try not to let it get to me.
I think it’s important to remind myself that “jacksepticeye’s girlfriend” is some peoples only reference to me. That’s all they know me as! Showing them that I am more than that is what I put my energy into these days haha

Interview: Abby Ramsay

Today we’re joined by Abby Ramsay. Abby is a phenomenal model and actress in LA. She uses her art to raise awareness of issues close to her heart. Her Instagram has recently blown up a bit after she gave an interview about social media. Abby is a fellow ace feminist, which is always awesome to see. She’s incredibly passionate, as you’ll soon read. My thanks to her for taking the time to participate in this interview.

WORK

Please, tell us about your art.

Well, I am an actress and model out in LA. I show off my work mostly through Instagram. Just creating these images and stories, whether they be moving or still, really gives me this outlet to express my thoughts, feelings, and ideals that I can’t always put into words.  

I like to use my art to bring attention to topics like asexuality, body positivity, feminism, and mental illness as those are all things that are close to me.

I also like combining them. Everything I do is done with the mindset of “just because I am asexual does not mean I am not sexy or desirable.” but also “Just because I am viewed as sexy or desirable does not mean I can’t be asexual.”

What inspires you?

Just the idea that I can use what I love to help people. The industry that I am in has the potential to have your voice be heard by many people all over the world. If I have the opportunity to use my platform to change it for the better then I want to do it.

What got you interested in your field?  Have you always wanted to be an artist?

I have been acting since I was about 5 years old. Granted at the time the only reason I was in these musicals was because I was a really good singer at a young age, but they fed my love of storytelling. I would create plays at home and act them out for my parents, and it really blossomed into a passion by middle school. I fought long and hard with my parents (especially my mom) to let me try to get an agent, and they eventually gave in. I was a freshman in High School (2012 I believe) when I was signed with a small agency, and they sent me on my first few jobs. I was in love!

The agency also dealt with modeling, so the first photoshoot I ever did was with them. I was really shy in front of the camera at first. I had dealt with a lot of body positivity issues in the past, but the longer I was in front of the camera the more I enjoyed it. I actually felt really comfortable with myself.

Do you have any kind of special or unique signature, symbol, or feature you include in your work that you’d be willing to reveal?

Hmmmm. I guess I like to keep things natural. I have never been an over the top character actor (I mean it’s fun, but I have my preferences) so I usually try to take scenes to a more organic place. I do the same thing with my modeling. I always try to get a few pictures that represent me. There’s this idea that when you are modeling you can never smile and you always have to be sultry, but when I am working and talking to the photographer I like to smile and laugh and just be myself. Those end up being some of the best pictures.

I also do this hand on head leaning back pose a LOT. My friends give me a hard time about it haha. But it’s like my signature pose now I guess.

What advice would you give young aspiring artists?

It is not going to be easy, but with hard work, dedication, and a little bit of luck you can make your art your life.

ASEXUALITY

Where on the spectrum do you identify?

I usually just say I am asexual, but for me that means that I don’t find people sexually attractive, and I am just not interested in sex. I’m not sex repulsed and I am aesthetically and romantically attracted to people, but I would much rather kiss and cuddle than have sex.

Have you encountered any kind of ace prejudice or ignorance in your field?  If so, how do you handle it?

There have been a couple instances. When you have your work online, you usually get some not so pleasant remarks from people. You get people who want to “fix you” you which is the one that bothers me the most.

But even outside the internet, I have had some encounters that have been less than ideal. I had a teacher at my college basically say that I was too pretty to be asexual and that it would be a waste. I know she didn’t mean it the way it came out, but it’s one of the reasons we need more visibility.

I also had a fellow acting student come to the conclusion that she did not like me because she thought asexuality was stupid. I never quite understood the logic behind that.

And it’s also hard, especially in acting, because Hollywood is so sexed up that there is just this assumption that every character interaction is because they want to bone.

What’s the most common misconception about asexuality that you’ve encountered?

OK, the idea that “you just haven’t found the right person yet” or “you won’t know unless you try” pisses me off. I have gotten both and my general response to that is “you could give me a cheap piece of raw fish or a $200 piece of raw fish, it doesn’t chance that fact that I don’t like raw fish.” and “I have never been shot before, but I’m pretty sure I wouldn’t enjoy that either.”

There is also the idea that if you have a mental illness or if you have been in an abusive relationship or raped that your asexuality is just a byproduct. You know, whether it is or isn’t that shouldn’t make their identity any less legitimate.

What advice would you give to any asexual individuals out there who might be struggling with their orientation?

You are not broken. I promise you. Your feelings are completely normal. You are a valid part of the LGBTQIA community, and though we may be a smaller group, we are full of love, no matter where we fall on the spectrum. Just be yourself.

Finally, where can people find out more about your work?

My Instagram is abbysworldsastage.

Thank you, Abby, for participating in this interview and this project. It’s very much appreciated.

Ah, yes, hello. I’m having some good old fashioned “I’m a burden to everyone” anxiety and depression and if you need me i’ll once again be underneath my desk.
Sonamy: Sonic Forces Story

Hey! I’m not one to write fanficiton, I’m more of a reader than writer myself, but I wanted to write out this scene before I came around to drawing it. Because every drawing I did, I didn’t like and I would start over. So I thought, why not write it out first? Which is what I did! 

I am not a great writer by any means, this is like my first official fanfiction, and it’s not even that long haha. I didn’t try to make it as good as some writers do (props to you guys) and there are definitely some mistakes in there with writing errors and proper grammar, but I simply made it so I can draw the scene. 

It’s an idea by @the-amazing-p3a for an Amy confession scene in Sonic Forces, and I’ve been thinking about it ever since I read her post! So the credit goes to her! I also wrote like a little paragraph of what I’d think they would do when they actually defeated Eggman. Of course, it’s not great or long, but whatever!

It’s going to be under ‘read more’ because I don’t want it to crowd up people’s dashboard! :)

Keep reading

“You’re a liar, but maybe I’m a liar, too.”

“Do you know what you’re getting into? They’re dangerous.”

“Stop trying to invite yourself over. Sometimes I need days to myself, too.”

“Yeah, haha, I’m a jerk ghost who loves sticking your keys into the freezer. Like that hasn’t been done a million times before! Seriously, get some new pranks- or well, maybe don’t.”

“If I look lost, it’s because I am, and have been for years now.”

“I’m always down to listen to more juicy gossip. Feed me your words.”

IS THERE ANYBODY OUT THERE?

Hello y'all u/

Well, this must be my thousandth submission here but still my brain panics whenever I have to give people a first impression of me haha, so I’ll just introduce myself in a normal way this time and hope you won’t find me a weirdo (ow well, at least not a bad kind of weirdo). 

I am Matheus (you can go with Matt in case Matheus is too difficult to pronounce), a 17 year old, 5ft.6in. tall, male ape descendant who knows  what I’m doing with my life as much as a tea-leaf knows the history of the East India Company. And well, I live in a mostly harmless country called Brazil, down here in South America.  

One fun fact about me is that I hate starting paragraphs with a word I already used to start a paragraph before, so I had to add this unnecessary sentence just to satisfy my weird self, yay. Right so, I have an infinite amount of interests - from stupid memes to financial economics-, so just start talking about anything you want with me and I promise I’ll hold a conversation 🙃 Some stuff I really reaaally like though are: 

  • Cinema. I LOVE HORROR & DRAMA, but will watch anything, really. I also have a passion for movie post-production & dream of producing my own movie one day *cough* any movie producer companies over here? *cough*
  •  Music. I mostly listen to alternative bands such as Radiohead (Faust Arp is my alarm 😆), Keane, Coldplay, Pink Floyd, Arctic Monkeys, The Who, The Strokes, etc. & also I play the drums since I was 12 hehe
  • Writing. Not necessarily creative writing, just creating text out of anything. So hey, if you want someone to do your homework you can contact me too (neh jk, stop procrastinating on tumblr and go do your own homework ~ JKJK AGAIN, PROCRASTINATE JUST FOR A LITTLE LONGER AND GO EMAIL ME).
  • Reading. My favorite books are classic ones, specially Russian literature. But I read normal stuff too, like Percy Jackson, The Hitchhikers Guide to The Galaxy, The Lord of The Rings, Harry Potter and such haha

Perfect pen pal: human being (actually not necessarily… aliens you can hmu too). I’m opened to snail mail (never did it but sounds REALLY awesome) or just exchanging long emails (my emails are INSANELY long, almost a novel, so don’t get scared), it’s all up to you, fellow :) 

Contact me via electronic mail: mtdhorahora@outlook.com.br

 

Have a nice life, keep safe & don’t drink and drive (you can drink and email me though, that would be fun).

 

P.S.: Couldn’t find a good picture, so I’ll just upload a random one from my instagram.

wish I could sing, wish I could write agh, wish I could do anything, can’t express myself, I am dying, what am I to do? oh hell, art means the world to me but I can’t do any of it? haha kill me :) :) x 

  • AT: Erbluhen. You should go rest.
  • EE: I am fine...
  • AT: You've been doing this for a long time. Please don't make me repeat myself. Go rest.
  • EE: But if I dont stay... who will heal you and Apostasia?
  • AT: I can manage without you.
  • EE: Haha... are you saying you don't need me anymore?
  • AT: You know that's not what I meant.
  • EE: I cant let you have all the fun by yourself.
  • AT: Erbluhen...
  • EE: No, I'm fine. Really. Please don't worry about me.
  • -EE collapses-
  • AT: ... Erbluhen! Damn it, Erbluhen, wake up!
  • EE: ... A...rme....
  • AT: I told you to rest!
  • EE: Im fine...
  • AT: This is fine to you? You've collapsed!
  • EE: Please, Arme... Stop overreacting... You dont look cool when you overreact like that...
  • AT: This is no time for joke.
  • EE: I just need...
  • AT: ...What? What do you need...?
  • EE: I need...
  • AT: Tell me.
  • EE: S...
  • AT: S...?
  • EE: Stamina pot......
  • AT: ....
  • -throws a stack of 100 stamina pots at EE's head-
  • EE: OW that hurt
  • AT: GET UP.
  • EE: But Im tired.
  • AT: I SAID GET UP.
  • EE: I dun wanna-
  • AT: GET UP BEFORE I MAKE YOU REST FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE
INFP: Am I a Bad Person?

Are you an INFP? Do you feel like a bad person? Do you know why you feel this way? Do you ever feel like you can see the good in everyone, except yourself? I’ve heard other INFPs express that they sometimes feel like bad people. I am putting this out there to see if anyone relates.

I don’t have these feeling happen every day, but they happen enough to be stressful. If I try to ignore these feelings, they’ll gnaw at me with increasing intensity until I’m miserable, panicked, or simply unable to get anything done until I deal with my feelings. I know by now that I need to put time aside to deal with these feelings or else I’ll carry them with me until I do.

Does this happen to any of you? How do you deal with it?

I lay in bed and focus all of my energy on trying to understand the feelings. I ask my feelings questions. I don’t tell my feelings that they are wrong, but instead I ask myself if I could be misinterpreting them.

Where to start? What question should I ask my feelings first?? HAHA – I must be feeling self-assured today if I think I’ll have any control over where my feelings take me.

Am I a bad person? If I am, then I don’t deserve for these feelings to go away, do I? Why do I feel like a bad person? 

Trying to calm myself: Even if such a thing as a “bad person” existed, I don’t think a truly bad person would worry about being a bad person. Would they?

Do I have a reason to feel like a bad person? 

No. I don’t. I can think of worse things people have done and I consider some of these people to be beautiful people that I want in my life forever.

I’m not a bad person. Can I say that again and this time feel truthful? Ugh! It’s hard, but innocent until proven guilty right? I must be strong and hope I’ll win the affection of my own feelings, or at least try my best to win. I must see a spark of hope in the dark. I’m NOT a bad person.

Then why do I feel this way? I guess it’d be more accurate to say I don’t feel like a good person than to say I feel like a bad person.

Why don’t I feel like a good person? What does a good person do? Do I do these things? I feel like I don’t do them enough, or to the extent that I could or should. I wish I could be a better person.

I feel like THIS is why I feel like a bad person. Feeling like I want to be a better person come dangerously close to saying I’m currently not a good enough person. They aren’t equivalent statements though, are they?

Does wanting to be a better person make me feel like a person that isn’t good enough? That kind of makes sense.

I feel like this could be why INFPs – the Idealists, sometimes say they feel like they are bad people. Having high expectations and sometimes impossibly high ideals of who we should be, we are constantly setting ourselves up to fall short and feel like we are not good enough people.

This is the best I can do at not feeling like a bad person. I know I want to be a better person, and I know that I am trying to be a better person. So long as I am trying to be a better person, I am not a bad person.

I don’t know if I said anything at all, or if anyone will relate or if this will even ever be read by anybody. I did my best to put these feelings into words.

But that is my spark of hope in the dark: I know I want to be a better person, and knowing that I am trying to be a better person makes me not a bad person.

Can any other INFPs or other types relate to this or anything like this?

anonymous asked:

I don't know why but out of everything, the one thing about series 4 that fills me with the most rage is that f-ing skull painting. Why were there different versions of it? What was the point? Why was it never explained? That's not something you can do by accident! Ugh! I'm annoying myself just thinking about it.

Haha you and everyone else Nonny. I think that skull painting is one of the BIGGEST clues to the entire series being one big mind-trip / unreliable narrator theory. I personally believe that the skull is representative of Sherlock’s emotions / state of mind, or – if it’s all in John’s head – John’s emotional reaction to situations. Everything in S4 is a false narrative, that I am convinced of.

And then Arwel just sort of brushes it off? You KNOW that something’s fucky when ARWEL won’t talk about something like that as being anything other that “I liked it”. Like, Arwel, PLEASE. You are DYING to tell us and they just won’t let you. 

Do you know how difficult it is to get a clear pic of a tattoo on your back without help? It is not an easy task.

Anyway, I am so in love with this tattoo and everything it means to me. When I got it in August, things had gotten pretty dark in my head. I maybe sort of kind of had a nervous breakdown? Haha, yeah.

This was a much needed reminder to speak up. To stand up for myself. To take care of myself. To fight back.

I’m so grateful for Bitch Planet. It’s what I feel like I missed out on by being too young to know it was even happening when riot grrrl started.

Anon: Nah :V *hides*

@echoedreaper uuh .. i don’t understand o_O??

@angelfox49 Usually I am beeing asked or I ask myself (which is rare as I am most of the time to nervous to ask this kind of things x3x;;;) and from then on we’ll see whats the best way to do it. An no, there is no money involved XD its mostly for the fun haha
Though currently I do not have the time to do some and mostly I like to do them with friends vv!

@ciphergem i like goop goes to con :O! Maybe I’ll take that XD

HetaOni x Country Male Reader // I Love You

Credit goes where credit it due, thank Cookie of @cookies-hetaoni for her amazing version of HetaOni, with this amazing last scene. A few may be different then what you had put, but that’s bc I used google translate xD.

I hope you enjoy this, it took me rather long.

Your country name is Valen.

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“Oh…” Feliciano said, his eyes adjusting to the sudden change. It was a pure white..room? He wasn’t sure. He and the others were in a diamond around a green circle.

“What is this…?” Yao asked, confused. “…It’s taking us back.” Arthur said. This would have been a good thing, if he didn’t have to mention one crucial thing. 

“And it’s erasing everything. Including our memories about this place.”

Feliciano pursed his lips before mumbling out. “We’re going to forget…” Everyone had a solemn stare on their face. “So….this is the last time…we can stay together as a family.” Alfred said, saddened just like everyone else by this information.

“Indeed…” Francis replied

“…I don’t want that…” (M/n) said, taking in a deep breath. “I…I don’t want to forget…” Ivan said, grieve stricken as he realized this was the perhaps the last time he could call them all…family.

“…Me neither…” Gilbert said right after. ‘Same here…even though Lovino and I only spent one time loop with you.” Antonio said, serious just like he had been many times before with them.

“That doesn’t matter. What matters is that you came.” Matthew said, his voice firm. Kiku nodded. “Besides, even if you weren’t physically present, you were always included. Lovino knew everything, and you did, too.”

Ludwig gave a shaky sigh.

“…But for everything to end like this…after all we’ve been through…I’m glad we’re getting out…” (M/n) finished off his thoughts. “But this is kind of painful…”

There was a few moments of comfortable silence.

“…Say.” Alfred spoke up. “Since this is our last time together…and we’re going to forget…then there’s no problem in saying it out loud, right?” Arthur rolled his eyes, but a smile surfaced. “Oh if you’re brave enough hero, then go ahead.”

A long and still comfortable silence took place, before Alfred finally answered.

“…….I love you.”

“Oh. He actually said it.” Yao stated, though not at all actually surprised. “He is brave enough. Gosh darn it.” Arthur said. “One more time!! Say it while looking at Big Brother France~!” Francis urged out

Alfred pouted. 

“It’s unfair if only I say it! You guys say it too!” (M/n) smiled. “Yeah, it is, isn’t it?” Matthew smiled, laughing. “Ahahaha! You two are right!” 

“I love you!” Matthew stated, smiling broadly.

“Je vous aime, mes amours~” Francis said, smiling as well.

“Hahahaha!! This is fun! Los amos a todos!” Antonio said, smiling with the other two.

“I-It’s actually embarrassing…” Ludwig said, flustered.

“Come on, West!! Don’t be shy! Follow my awesome example!” Gilbert pressed.

“ICH LIEBE EUUUUCH!!!” He shouted, giving a closed eye and broad smile.

“That’s the spirit!! Come on, who’s next?” Antonio asked.

“You guys better be grateful, ‘cause this is the only time I’ll ever speak these words to men!!” Lovino stated. “Io fucking ti amo, you bunch of bastards!!!”

“Well, shit. Guess I gotta say it too.” Arthur said. “I love you.”

“ 我爱你!!” Yao shouted, grinning.

“Ahah! Me too! я люблю тебя!!” Ivan said, a sincere smile gracing his lips.

“I never thought I’d speak these words to you, but fuck it. I love you.” (M/n) smiled a smile bigger than he’d ever done in his entire life.

“Come on, Germany, Japan~! There’s only us left! Who wants to go first?” Feliciano said, smiling at his blushing comrades.

“A-A-A-A-A l-l-l-love c-c-c-confession is s-s-something t-to b-b-be t-taken s-s-s-seriously!! I-I c-cannot–” The beyond flustered Kiku practically shouted out.

“M-Me neither! I-It’s too embarrassing!! How can you guys be so carefree?!” Said the less flustered Ludwig

“Haha! You guys are too stiff! Come on, I’ll go first!” Feliciano said. “Ti amo, Giappone!”

“I-I-I-Italy!!!!” Kiku shouted, becoming somehow even more flustered.

“Ti amo, Germania!!” He shouted out again, this time earning a reaction from the blond.

“W-Wh!!?!?? Wh?! What?! Wh?! Hey!!! Hey!? I-I wasn’t ready for this!!!!” He shouted, a red blanket covering his cheeks. (M/n) and many of the other countries smiled at this adorable sight.

“Come on, now you two can’t leave me without an answer! You don’t have to say my name, but you have to say it~” Feliciano said, a smirk gracing his lips. “B-B-But!!!” Kiku started.

“I’ll cry if you don’t!” Feliciano quickly cutting him off. “Hm, good bribing, Italy.” (M/n) said. “Ahahahaha!! Good one! Come on, don’t be heartless! You’re going to hurt his feelings!” Alfred said.

“Go on, go on~!” Francis began. “It’s okay you two! We’re at home, there’s no need to be afraid!” This made the two confused. “Home…?” Kiku started.

“Family is home!” Matthew said to them. “…You’re right.” Ludwig said after a moment of silence and he gave a sigh. “Fine…guess there’s no escaping it.”

“I-Ich liebe euch…” Ludwig mumbled, shy.

“G-Germany!!! Now I have to say it, too!!” Kiku shouted. There really was a lot of shouting going on. Ludwig only smiled. “Go for it.” His brown eyes widened. “Gh…!! E-Everyone…you better take responsibility for this…!”

“No worries, Japan! It’s mutual between everyone! Go on!” Arthur said, comforting him with having to give his ‘dreaded’ love confession. “W-Well, then…!! H-Here I go…!!

“わたしは、あなたを愛しています!!!” Kiku shouted, blushing feverishly. 

“Ooh! You did it, Japan!!” Yao said, smiling. “See, it wasn’t that bad, was it?” Kiku nodded. “Y-Yes…it was my first time…” The Chinese man nodded. “Me too.”Ivan piped in. “Same here.”

“Guilty as charged.” (M/n) said. “Isn’t it the same for everyone?” Alfred asked, a small smile on his face. “Yeah, but we got a pretty great love confession from Italy at that time in the hideout!” Francis stated.

“A-Ah, that wasn’t–!!” It was Feliciano’s turn to be surprised. “Veneziano! How come you only said I love you specifically to Potato Head and Japan? That’s not fair!” Lovino shouted.

“H-Huh?” Gilbert joined in. “That’s right, Italy!! What about the awesome me?!” Feliciano looked around a bit. “A-ah! Um!!” Francis piped up. “Big Brother France also wants a love confession just for me!”

“You can’t forget Boss Spain!! I want one, too!” Antonio said. “If everyone’s getting one, then I don’t want to miss out!” Matthew said. “Well, well Italy. Seems everyone wants one.” (M/n) pressed.

“Da! Italy, if you love us, you’re going to need to say it one by one!” Ivan stated, joining in with the others. “That’s right! It’ll be rude if you don’t tell us personally!” Arthur grinned. “Come on! I’m waiting!!” Yao smiled.

“And don’t forget about the hero!” Alfred said, pumping his fist up into the air. “Ah, but…!! It’ll take to long to say it ten times…! Hmm…” Feliciano thought for a moment. “Oh, I know!”

“Everyone, let’s hold hands!” He urged. “Huh?” Arthur went, confused. “This way, I can connect with everyone at the same time, so saying it counts for everyone!” (M/n) chuckled. “Pretty genius, Ita.” 

“Alright!! Let’s all do that!!” Everyone took the hand to the person on their left and right. “Everyone ready?” Feliciano asked.

“Hell yeah!! Say it with extra power!” Gilbert shouted gleefully.

“Yell it at the top of your lungs!!” Yao responded

“From the bottom of you heart!” Antonio grinned.

“Make it so we get chills!” Alfred shouted.

“Say one that would top the countless confessions we didn’t have the courage to make!” Ivan said loudly.

“Make it so our hearts won’t forget!” Matthew spoke out.

“Take our breathes away~!” Urged Francis.

“Show them how well Italians love!” Smirked out Lovino.

“This is your last chance to say it, so say it properly!” Arthur said.

“Now you have to answer, Italy. If you don’t, I’ll cry. Fufufu.” Kiku gave out.

“I’ve prepared myself mentally. You can go ahead.” Ludwig smiled.

“Be honest, and be yourself.” (M/n) gave a gentle smile.

“I…” Feliciano began. “…….Pffft!! Ahahahaha!!” Arthur pouted. “Hey! What’re you laughing at?” Feliciano couldn’t stop laughing “Ahahahaha! Everyone looks so serious!! It’s hilarious!! Ahahahaha!”

Tears streamed down his face as he gave them all the broadest closed eye smile, his curl unknowingly shaped into a heart

“Geez, this is super embarrassing, but…!! I love you!”

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A deserted house on the mountains, about three hours on foot from the world summit place.

No one knows how long it’s been there or who used to live in it. Rumors had it that it was haunted

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“Is what I was expecting…” America started.

“EXCEPT THERE’S NOTHING BUT NATURE!!” He pouted childishly. “What a let down! I was totally expecting to see an abandoned house falling apart!” England groaned. “How great. This was a complete loss of time. This is what I get for tagging along with your stupid ideas. Serves me right.”

America whipped back to the Brit.

“What?! You were totally looking forward to it too!! Wasn’t he, Japan?!” The modest man slightly cringed. “Please don’t include me in your fights.” 

Valen sighed, digging his hands deeper into his pockets. “It wouldn’t have been particularly interesting anyway.” He murmured. “Aah~ Stop complaining, will you? It’s good to exercise that old body of yours once in a while!” France cheered out.

“Who are you calling old, frogface?!” England went, aggravated. “You’re older than I am!”

“Oh, but my spirit is younger and livelier~! And I can properly eat my own meals without intoxicating myself!” France retorted. “What does food have to do anything with this, you bloody wanker??!!!?” England shouted.

“Ve~…Germany…even if there’s nothing, this place creeps me out.” Italy said. Germany raised an eyebrow. “Come on, now. Are you really scared of trees and flowers? There’s nothing to be afraid of. It’s just nature.”

“Italy!! The awesome me can hug your fears away! My arms always wide open for you HAHA–” Prussia is cut off as he coughs. “Brother, stop acting like a creep!!” Germany said, slightly embarrassed.

“Aah. but it’s really a shame. I was looking forward to making a new ghost friend…” Russia said. “Don’t be ridiculous! What if there really was a haunted house here?! We could’ve been cursed!” China said back to him.

“Luckily for France, he doesn’t need a house to curse him! I already curse him everyday!!!” England shouted. “I had no idea you spent so much time thinking about me~! I’m truly touched!” Before the Brit could retort, France continued. “And disgusted.”

“Thinking on how great it would be if you lived in another continent, that’s what!” England snapped back.

“You guys!! Stop fighting!! Geez, can’t you guys act like adults even for one second?!” China asked, annoyed by the two fighting. “Here, I’ll give you some candy so stop bickering with each other!”

China reached into his pocket to pull out the said candy, and pulled one out, only to stare at it, confused. “…Huh?” Japan turned. “What wrong, China?” He pursed his lips. “Um…I’m not recognizing this candy.” America perked up, rushing.

“What, candy?! I want one. too!” England meanwhile, walked over. “China…where did you get this?” Everyone else began to make their way over.

“I don’t know…I didn’t even know I had it.” China said truthfully. Valen perked up, looking to see what was capturing everyone’s attention. It looked like any normal candy to him, but it was clear that it wasn’t the same for England. “The wrapper is cute!” Italy spoke up.

“(…This is really strange…)’ England thought. “Uh, China. Can I see it for a while?” He asked. “Huh? Sure, here you go…do you know what brand it is? I don’t think it comes from my place.”

“…..No, I don’t.” England answered after a short moment of silence. “(I’m certain this has my magic in it. But why? And why would China have something like this?)” He bit his lip. “U-Uh, can I open it?” China nodded. “Go ahead.”

America pouted. “Hey, no fair! I want candy too!”

“Alright, alright, pipe down! I’ll get you one–” The brunet is cut off as a sudden light flashed from England. “Whoa! What was that?!” Green eyes widened. “It’s a paper!” America tilted his head. “A paper? What?”

“Uh, let’s see…huh?”

“Alfred F. Jones, Matthew Williams, Ivan Braginsky, Wang Yao, Gilbert Beilschmidt, Francis Bonnefoy, Antonio Fernandez Carriedo, Arthur Kirkland, (M/n) (L/n), Ludwig, Lovino Vargas, Feliciano Vargas, Kiku Honda…”

“”To believe in one another, to help one another, to rely on one another, and to leave no one behind.”….” England read out all of this before pausing.

Everyone else was silent for a while until Italy spoke up.

“….Love…”

“”Love.”…?” England went. “Somehow…this sounds…awfully familiar.” China said. “Correct…it’s going to bother me for quite sometime since I don’t know why.” Valen said.

“…Say…” Japan started. “Since…we’re all, and we’ll have our week off…um, why don’t you come to my place…? If you’re free..”

“I…want to go.” Russia said. “Yeah, that sounds like a good idea!” America exclaimed. “Sure, why not…” England said. “Can I invite my brother and Spain…?” Italy asked. Japan smiled. “Please do.”

“Sounds great! What do you think, West?!” Prussia said, turning to his brother. “I guess there’s no problem…it’ll give us a nice change of mood.” Canada spoke up meekly. “C-Can I go, too…?” Japan nodded. “Of course Canada.”

“I guess spending some time with everyone might not be so bad~” France said.” How about you, Valen?” Italy asked the stoic country. He smiled at them, a twinkle in his (e/c) eyes. “It’ll be fun. Alright.”

“So it’s settled! Let’s all go to Japan’s place!” China announced. 

Everyone smiled, a familiar feeling and a blurry memory building up as they all headed down.

A memory of…well none of them can tell what it is

But a feeling of…being…a family

anonymous asked:

were you raised to be so accepting and friendly or did you sort of teach yourself some things?

It was kind of a mixture of both. My parents obviously strongly taught me not only to be nice and generous to others, but also taught me never to go to bed hating anyone, not carrying hate in your heart, because you never know someone until you’ve lived in their shoes. I also think, because I was a kid who was bullied and alienated, I have a sense of what that’s like and I would never want some other kid to feel that, so I try to make things better. And then, there’s just the growing and maturation that still goes on to this day, where I’m educating myself on what is going on in this world and what can be taken as offensive or negative, and I am always trying to improve on what I’m doing to create a warm and welcoming environment for everyone! Just a few things that have helped me be how I am today haha XD

Summoner/M!Corrin C-S Support

Written by Shauni


C SUPPORT

(y/n): Okay, let’s recap… I need around 5,000 more feathers if I wanna upgrade a new hero… I just ran out of Light’s Blessings this morning… Thirty-seven Dueling Crests is more than enough though, so that’s good. Aaaand I have zero orbs. Again. *sighs* Why am I like this?

Corrin: Summoner?

(y/n): Aah!

Corrin: Oh! My apologies, I didn’t mean to startle you…

(y/n): I-it’s okay, Corrin. Just nearly had a heart attack but, you know, I got used to it somehow. Did you need something?

Corrin: No, but this strange object fell from your pocket. I figured you didn’t want someone to step on it, so here you go.

(y/n): A strange object?… Oh God, that’s my phone!

Corrin: Your what?

(y/n): It’s… Phew, the screen is intact. You’d think after dropping it so many times on so many different surfaces I’d stop worrying, but I still do. Now more than ever. Thank you, Corrin. I wouldn’t have noticed until hours later.

Corrin: Don’t mention it. I’ll admit I am a bit curious now though. Is it important? You seem to care a whole lot about it.

(y/n): Indeed I do. Probably not as much as all those surveys about Millenials believe I am, but there are days when I interact more with it than with other people. Well… before I ended up here with no charger. Or electricity, for that matter.

Corrin: Um, come again?

(y/n): Haha, sorry, it must sound like I’m speaking nonsense. Forget it, it’s not important. Well, I gotta go now, Corrin. Thanks again for giving it back to me.

Corrin: You’re welcome… I’ll see you later, Summoner.

[(y/n) and Corrin have reached support rank C.]


B SUPPORT

Corrin: Summoner, won’t you take a break? You’ve spent your whole afternoon inside that study. I’ve brought coffee.

(y/n): How kind of you. Did you make it yourself?

Corrin: No. Jakob did. The last time I tried to make coffee, Elise broke into tears after drinking a single mouthful… For everyone’s sake, I swore I’d never try again, so rest assured.

(y/n): Ha ha ha, oh my, are you really that bad at making coffee? Not that I’d do a better job at it. Anyway, thank you.

Corrin: You’re very welcome.

Corrin: …

(y/n): Corrin? Is something wrong? You’re staring into space.

Corrin: Ah, my apologies. I’ve been thinking about that strange device of yours lately. You left in a hurry last time and aroused my curiosity.

(y/n): You mean my phone?

Corrin: I believe that is the word you used. May I ask what is it exactly?

(y/n): Well… Ironically, I’d have to use it to give you a proper, exact definition, which I can’t, but I’ll try to explain with my own words. As you said, it’s a device. That allows you to… uh… have a conversation with someone when you two are apart.

Corrin: So this small object conveys… sound?

(y/n): That’s right. In my world, virtually everyone has one. Life is easier thanks to it. Unfortunately, it needs… stuff that doesn’t exist in Askr to work, like electronic signals, so it’s mostly useless here.

Corrin: Oh. So you can’t have a conversation with your family.

(y/n): … No, I can’t.

Corrin: I-I’m sorry, Summoner. Upsetting you wasn’t my intention.

(y/n): … I know it wasn’t. It’s okay. I’m okay.

Corrin: Are you really?

(y/n): … It’s just… I don’t know how I feel, you see? Sometimes, I don’t even know what’s going on anymore. I’m not sad to be here – at least I don’t think so – but I’m not exactly happy either. I guess I was at first, but now… I have so many questions. What if this war lasts years? I assumed it wouldn’t take long to defeat Veronica and Bruno. But what if… what if it does? What if I’m stuck here for five, ten years?? Sure, my life maybe was kinda pointless, and very imperfect, but… I miss it so much.

(y/n): *turns phone on* I can’t call or text anyone here… but I have so many photographs in this. Here are my parents. Here’s my pet. This stupid thing is gonna run out of battery in one, maybe two days, and all I can think about is how I’ve read somewhere that the first thing you forget about someone is their voice. Then their face… Corrin, you know how it is to forget people, right? Do… do you know if it’s true?

Corrin: Summoner, I… I’m sorry. I don’t know.

(y/n): … I’m the one who’s sorry. You came to bring me coffee and I just made a spectacle of myself.

Corrin: Please don’t worry about it. You’re under pressure and you’re always taking care of everything. Frankly, I am amazed you didn’t crack sooner. Now, please, go get some rest.

(y/n): But I–

Corrin: No buts. A warm bath and some sleep won’t solve anything, but it will still do wonders. Believe me.

(y/n): … Alright, if you say so. See you next time, Corrin.

[(y/n) leaves.]

Corrin: … He/she left the phone on the desk. Hmm…

[(y/n) and Corrin have reached support rank B.]


A SUPPORT

(y/n): Huff… Huff… I’ve looked everywhere… Asked a dozen people… Where the hell is it?! I left it turned on, that I’m sure… It must have ran out of battery by now…

Corrin: Summoner!

(y/n): Ah, Corrin. Say, have you seen my phone?

Corrin: About that… Yes, you forgot it on your desk yesterday.

(y/n): That’s what I thought, but it wasn’t there when I went back in the study… Did you take it?

Corrin: Well… yes.

(y/n): Why you–

Corrin: Please let me explain. You said you were afraid to forget your loved ones’ faces if you couldn’t look at their pictures anymore, right?

(y/n): I… remember pathetically whimpering something along those lines.

Corrin: When you left, I had an idea. I found Subaki and showed him the family picture you showed me. He’s great at many things, you know? Well, I remembered painting is his forte as well.

(y/n): Painting…?

Corrin: I rushed him a bit and he managed to reproduce it. Look at this, Summoner. What do you think?

(y/n): !! That’s…

(y/n): … *sniffle*

Corrin: Summoner… I apologize for taking your ‘phone’ without permission. It turned black a few minutes after Subaki was done…

(y/n): It’s alright… It was going to run out of battery anyway. Thank you, Corrin, truly. I appreciate your gesture, more than I could ever express it, and it means so much to me. That painting is gorgeous.

Corrin: Glad to hear it. You should thank Subaki though. All I did was running away with something that belongs to you, but he spent hours on this masterpiece. When I explained how important it was, he dropped his training and gave it his best.

(y/n): Heheh… At least you didn’t ask Kagero… You’re right. I’ll go find him immediately. Again, you have all my thanks in the world.

Corrin: Don’t mention it, Summoner. It was my pleasure to bring your smile back.

[(y/n) and Corrin have reached support rank A.]


S SUPPORT

Corrin: (y/n), may I borrow you for a moment?

(y/n): Certainly, Corrin. Did you need something?

Corrin: Not really… It’s just good to see you. We’ve been spending a lot of time together lately, so now I feel uneasy when you’re not around.

(y/n): Haha, it’s true that we’re quite inseparable. I think the others noticed.

Corrin: They sure did. My siblings even called me overprotective. Heh. I guess I am. I’d like to just keep you where I can see you, so nothing bad can ever happen to you.

(y/n): Corrin?… What are you trying to tell me?

Corrin: I… I… Gods, I didn’t want to– I mean… I’ve felt overprotected my whole life, you know, but this time I want to do it myself. You are essential to this realm, so it’s only natural to protect you, I suppose…

(y/n): So… you’re saying you’ve got my back?

Corrin: W-well, yes… but I’m also saying that I’ve fallen for you.

(y/n): You WHAT?!

Corrin: I-I’m sorry, was that inappropriate? If you have someone waiting for you back home, just forget I said anything. I don’t know what I was thinking, we both have a world to go back to–

(y/n): No! Don’t shy away now… please. I have feelings for you as well.

Corrin: You…?

(y/n): Don’t you realize? You entered my life out of nowhere, and suddenly it was all about you. You’re so kind, Corrin. I love that about you.

Corrin: You do? That’s what people usually dislike about me.

(y/n): They’re idiots then. You always choose to do what is right, not what is easy. People are self-centered and unreasonable, but you forgive them anyway. When people try to deceive you, you’re kind anyway. You know giving your best will never be enough, and yet you do it anyway.

Corrin: *laughs* Isn’t that the definition of stupidity?

(y/n): This is just what you’re always told, not what you actually believe. Or am I wrong?

Corrin: No… No, you’re not. In fact, you are entirely right. Heh, you know me well.

(y/n): See? I had my eye on you since the beginning. And as for our worlds… For now, we are trapped here until further notice. So we can take the time to talk about what we’ll do when the time comes.

Corrin: Now is now, huh? Very well. (Y/n)… There are no words for how happy you’ve just made me.

(y/n): Corrin… Please never change. Kindness looks good on you.

[(y/n) and Corrin have reached support rank S.]


Confession quote:

Corrin: I choose you. No matter what happens from this moment on, I know in my heart this is the one and only choice I’ll never regret.

anonymous asked:

If you could switch lives with any of the RFA members (V and Saeran) who would you choose? Order from most willing to least willing.

  • Jumin
  • Saeyoung
  • Zen 
  • Yoosung
  • Jaehee
  • Saeran

Really, Jumin because of his money. Plus, I really like being in charge and running things. I am a person who naturally takes control and enjoys being innovative. 

Saeran and V are last because of the emotional trauma. I wouldn’t want to deal with that (though ALL of the characters have faced trauma, I believe V and Saeran have it the worst, personally). 

I always thought it would be cool to be Saeyoung because I’m nosey and would love to dig up dirt on people haha. 

Zen, wow, to be an actor would be amazing and fun! Doing what you’re passionate about and making good money at the same time would be awesome. But, I don’t know if I could handle the amount of stress from being in the public eye! 

Yoosung, gosh I love him, and he reminds me a lot of myself already. Well…Idk…I guess not. Maybe it’s just the fact that he is a normal kid, but he is very intelligent. I don’t think I’d want to switch lives with a struggling college student too much, haha! 

Jaehee is close to the bottom because I am basing this off of her being a secretary. I despise working for other people. I really do. I do an amazing job, but I hate every second and I’m dying on the inside. I don’t know how many times I have clashed with people above me in the work force because I am opinionated and I think they are doing things wrong. I also don’t enjoy being told what to do haha.