haha i don't know what i'm doing anymore

anonymous asked:

How would Suga, Oikawa, Bokuto, and Kuroo react to an S/O who uses morbid/self-depricating humour? But like its just their sense of humour? Like they don't actually want to die or think they're that bad at everything, it's just what they joke about? (i.e. "at least if I die I don't have to do exams lol" "lol cause we all know I'm an incapable mess haha" y'know that sorta stuff)

Okay, so I decided not to put in anymore examples of these kinds of jokes other than the ones that you’ve provided, Anon, I only focused on the boy’s reaction to them. Mainly because I know how this kind of joking can get out of hand really fast and the last thing I want is for people to think that these types of comments should always be taken as jokes - they shouldn’t, get to know the person that is saying them.

I hope that makes sense? I primarily don’t want anyone to think that I take comments like these lightly - I don’t and my anxiety won’t let me when I hear others use words like this, but I do find myself saying similar things, especially when it comes to my schoolwork or my workplace in general.

Anyway, I hope you enjoy, Anon.

P.s. Please remember to always let me know if I have done anything to offend anyone. It’s the last thing I want to do and am always willing to change it. As someone who is striving to write for my career, I take these things that you guys send me and try to challenge myself to shove my mind into that characters thought process, even in touchy situations. There are certain topics that I am not ready to breach yet - which is why you’ve seen me deny some requests - but I know that there may be a day in my career when I might have to. Until then, I’ll do my best to represent everything as accurately as my knowledge will allow. So, really, never feel bad to let me know when things did not add up well. It just means that I need more time to research as a writer and that I am not prepared to tackle a certain/controversial topic. Sorry, I’m always worried about things I post.


Sugawara Koushi

  • Legit, I feel like he kinda has this sort of humor as well. Like, he makes these kind of comments to Daichi and Asahi all the time (Asahi usually freaks out) and so when they start using them as well, he completely understands. He’d just nod his head and play up the talk with them.
    • But I feel like this is also something he had to check on when he discovered that it was their main source of jokes. Occasionally, he got it, then when it just kept coming, he felt the need to pull them aside and ask them seriously. He just wants to make sure. He loves them and doesn’t seriously want anything bad happening to them.
    • I’m sure he stills checks in every now and then - even with being reassured all the time. It’s just one of those things that’s always edging at the back of his mind and he needs to be told that they love themselves.

Oikawa Tooru

  • Would have idea how to respond the first time one of those lines comes out of their mouth. They’re probably sitting there having a good time and then next thing you know his face completely crumbles and he stares at them with those large brown doe eyes. But he wouldn’t know what to say cause they said it so nonchalantly and yet it’s not something you just say nonchalantly??
  • He’d totally let it go the first time and when it popped up the next time, he’d just give them this look and get all serious. He’d need them to tell him that they didn’t feel that way about themselves and that they believed themselves to be a wonderful person!
    • I feel like Oikawa’s dealt with self-hate before, so this is something he takes very seriously when he hears it from them. He might even have a really hard time with their humor for quite a while even with the constant reassurances that it’s not what they really believe about themselves.

Bokuto Koutarou

  • His instant response would be to start listing everything about them that was beautiful and magnificent. It doesn’t matter that they’re joking, they mean everything to him and he won’t sit back and let them talk bad about themselves in any way, shape, or form.
    • Seriously, I think the first time they say something like that he’d be so close to tears, he wouldn’t know what to do. Those are the last kind of words that he wants coming from them because they are so beautiful. Precious boy might end up weeping with relief when they tell him they don’t really mean it.
  • It would be a constant thing of reassurance every time they make a joke like that. He’d turn to them with panic in his eyes every time and they’d have to quickly reply with ‘joking’ lest they want him to start getting all emotional over all the reasons he loved them again.

Kuroo Tetsurou

  • He’d laugh the first time a joke like that came from their lips, just like, yup I’ve felt that way before kind of reaction. But when it happened again he might even call them out right there about easing up on the self-abuse. He’d definitely watch them carefully from there, seeing how they hold themselves and comparing their words with their actions.
    • He’ll notice the way that they don’t really line up? Like, they hold themselves too confidently to really feel the way their speaking, kinda thing? But he’d of course question them just to be certain.
  • The joking would continue and he’d always keep an eye on them and when they’re having a bad day, he won’t let them even say things like that. There’s no reason to be saying those thing - even as joke - when their already feeling bad. He loves them and cares very deeply about their mental health and will be there to protect them even when they don’t think they need it.

So… Splatoon 2nd Anniversary is right here.

I did’t get the game on Day 1 because I thought it wasn’t for me. I mean, shooter game? Online multiplayer? Nothing of that interested me that much back then. But the visuals and style of the game were amazing, so I quickly got interested anyway. Also, some friends I trust told me the game was lots of fun and easy to learn. That was one part of the reason why I bought the game.

But some other very relevant things that influenced me into getting the game were some very early arts of a very cute inkling couple created by @tamarinfrog​ / @cafe-cardamari​ . Everyone knows I like romance and fluff a lot, so I enjoyed very much the idea that squids could be shippable, haha!

If Clementine and Whinter are to blame for me getting into this new game and fandom that brings me joys and challenges every day, I thought it was only fair for me to draw those two today.

Those two characters never stopped evolving since they were created, and one day, by the will of their creator, they will live new adventures outside Splatoon. And I will love them regardless of the universe.

… and now, if you excuse me, I’m going to sleep because, well, it’s almost 6 AM… oops.

  • AT: Erbluhen. You should go rest.
  • EE: I am fine...
  • AT: You've been doing this for a long time. Please don't make me repeat myself. Go rest.
  • EE: But if I dont stay... who will heal you and Apostasia?
  • AT: I can manage without you.
  • EE: Haha... are you saying you don't need me anymore?
  • AT: You know that's not what I meant.
  • EE: I cant let you have all the fun by yourself.
  • AT: Erbluhen...
  • EE: No, I'm fine. Really. Please don't worry about me.
  • -EE collapses-
  • AT: ... Erbluhen! Damn it, Erbluhen, wake up!
  • EE: ... A...rme....
  • AT: I told you to rest!
  • EE: Im fine...
  • AT: This is fine to you? You've collapsed!
  • EE: Please, Arme... Stop overreacting... You dont look cool when you overreact like that...
  • AT: This is no time for joke.
  • EE: I just need...
  • AT: ...What? What do you need...?
  • EE: I need...
  • AT: Tell me.
  • EE: S...
  • AT: S...?
  • EE: Stamina pot......
  • AT: ....
  • -throws a stack of 100 stamina pots at EE's head-
  • EE: OW that hurt
  • AT: GET UP.
  • EE: But Im tired.
  • AT: I SAID GET UP.
  • EE: I dun wanna-
  • AT: GET UP BEFORE I MAKE YOU REST FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE
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You we’re in the cavalry charge at Schöngrabern, you say? -Yes I was there. -Yes, there are many stories told of that action. -Perhaps, but the stories of the men who were actually there, under enemy fire, in the thick of it, are a different thing to the stories told by fellows on the staff who get rewards for doing nothing. -And you consider me one of those do you? -I’m not talking about you, I don’t know, and I don’t wish to. I speak of the staff in general.

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Downworlders Network Battleone rune. 

Entreat me not to leave thee, or return from following after thee. For whither thou goest, I will go, and where thou lodgest, I will lodge. Thy people shall be my people, and thy God my God. Where thou diest, will I die, and there will I be buried. The Angel do so to me, and more also, if aught but death part thee and me.“

i don’t know what i’m doing anymore

Joshifer keeps stepping it up, though. I can’t even deal with them anymore.

Just when I think I can’t be crushed anymore by the feels, an even more affectionate interview comes out. Or an even better tweet about their whereabouts comes out. Or they do something even cuter that leads me to believe they’re a couple.

I mean, good Lord. At this rate, the announcement of their relationship will be released any day now.

sth2live4  asked:

Hi! I just wanted to share that I'm currently having a mental breakdown and identity problem because I was sorted as a hufflepuff a few years ago when pottermore was starting but the past 2 years I stopped visiting the page and now I had to do it again and got ravenclaw as my Hogwarts house! I don't know what this means anymore haha I've always identified as a hufflepuff 😅

This happened to so many folks when the new Pottermore launched. We had to retake the test and all of a sudden, Ravenclaws were Slytherins and Gryffindors were Hufflepuffs and it was such a mess. But I think if you feel in your heart you’re a Hufflepuff, then you’re a Hufflepuff. And if that doesn’t feel like enough, if you need a more solid answer, here’s a quiz with allll of the possible Pottermore sorting questions. Take it and see what it says.

-Ashley

anonymous asked:

Hey moma, my real mom and I hust fought because she discovered that I am homo, haha, now she hates me and I'm crying right now because she said that I don't love her and also more things..... I want to die moma..... I don't know what to do anymore.

she doesn’t hate you babe. People in those older generations sometimes have a hard time accepting shit. She doesn’t hate you. And frankly any mother who has the heart to hate their child for being gay isn’t a nice person.. I want to tell you that being gay is okay. You are perfect the way you are and no matter what you’re told thats the truth.. Message me off anon if you needa talk okay? ♥ 

sydneyhoover24  asked:

a boy broke up with me after 4 months mainly bc he just lost feelings and bc when he said I love you to me I never said it back but I just wasn't ready. now idk what to do bc I'm so upset and I freaking hate it I know I don't want to go back to a boy that hurt me this much and he dosnt want me anymore anyways. and I literally am obsessed with you you are what I aspire to be and I honestly am in love with you and idk what to do and I just want to hear what you say and I'm sorry this is odd haha

Boys don’t mature until like 25. It’s honestly not worth it and he’s being immature, ignoring his feelings for you because he feels too vulnerable. Boys try to not show their feelings and appear strong. Relationships are super hard when you’re young. I say, find yourself, love yourself before you can find and love someone else :)

anonymous asked:

I think I'm developing feelings for someone too far out of my league and it makes me feel so fckn dumb and lame knowing that he may never like me back, even in the slightest millimetre. I'm building myself up to fit into the perception I have of "his perfect girl" knowing full well that he may not even have one. He's so lovely and gorgeous and I don't even know what to do anymore haha

  • do not worry about trying to be his perfect girl. show him your scars and your bruises and the maps on your palms and let him know that you are alive.
  • boys are lovely and gorgeous but there is also poison in their mouths and it will burn your tongue in the best and worst ways.
  • lie on your bed and look deep into your ribcage and stare at the beautiful little heart inside that is beating. count your breaths and remember that no boy is too good for you. you are a wildfire and you will burn if you want to. 
  • you will try and tell yourself that you need him, but you don’t. you don’t.
  • take all the beautiful things inside yourself and cover your skin with them. let him see it all and remind yourself that even if he doesn’t like you back, you are bigger. so much bigger.