hae's memory

because our SoSoo ship went down so tragically, i’ll just choose to think about the parts of their moments together  we didn’t get to see

1.) in episode 14 when So took Soo out stargazing on her birthday, they probably continued to hold hands on their way to their spot (after Soo placed her hand on So’s hand like that, I can’t imagine So just letting it go)

2.) in episode 14 when they shared their first mutual kiss, none of us know how long that kiss lasted, just imagine their smiling faces after that kiss, with So being a giddy little puppy because finally she’s all his

3.) in episode 16 during their reunion, they spent two nights together and we only got to see 6 minutes of it, playing with shadows and feeding each other. what about their little talks in between? catching up on what happened to each other for the past 2 years? getting dressed in front of each other because that room was so small? So trying to sneak in some cuddle time every 2 minutes? because we all know his thing about back hugs

4.) in episode 16 during their stargazing, you can’t tell me the only conversation they had was about Pegasus. they probably just randomly mentioned trivial things that didn’t really matter but both found it interesting just because the person talking about it meant the world to them. probably laughing at each others’ stupidest jokes like a bunch of idiots. how long do you think were they intertwined like that before Ji Mong arrived?

5.) in episode 17 when Soo fell asleep in So’s room, she woke up lying down with a blanket over her when in fact it was So who fell asleep on her lap. imagine So waking up, carrying her carefully into a lying position and lovingly putting a  blanket over her, smiling sweetly at his love’s sleeping face before leaving for king/emperor duties

6.) in episode 17 when So would work in Soo’s room, or eat dinner with her, their conversations were so cute and full of fluff i bet that lasted the whole time So was there, because they bicker like an old married couple most of the time and it wouldn’t be a surprise. it would’ve been so cute to see So having to leave her room because it was getting late, and they say “good night” and “sleep well” to each other (ugh the feels)

7.) and just basically in the early episodes up until episode 8 when they would accidentally run into each other or when they go on little walks together, they never show us what happens before they part, but i’m 100% sure So walks Soo back to the palace or back to her room because he’s a gentleman like that and he is the sweetest little puppy ever

i choose to remember them like this, because i refuse to believe it was a love wasted

i know they’ll remember these memories between them forever and ever, and so will i

Do you remember?  

2 years ago  

140411 D&E Japan Tour - Kobe: 
Hyukjae revealed a pic of Donghae sleeping in his room.

Hyuk: I came back from outside and saw someone sleeping on my bed. When I switched on the light, i saw it was Donghae.

Hae: My head was hurting, so I came to his room but Hyuk wasn’t there.

Hyuk: He has his own room but still come to mine, such a fool. (c

Now that Moon Lovers is ending I would just like to say:

1.) Wang So and Hae Soo falling apart was meant to happen, so let’s not feel so bad. Hae Soo was only meant to love him and to help him become king, she was not meant to be with him until the end. notice how they started falling apart after So became king? it’s because her purpose for being sent back to Goryeo period is done, fate is taking its course to let them know that she is no longer needed there. it’s absolutely unfair for two people who love each other so much, but history must happen in the way it was always meant to happen. she needs to go, and sadly there’s nothing she, nor So, nor Baek Ah, nor you and i can do about it

2.) Wang So and Hae Soo’s love story was one of the most poignant yet beautiful love stories i’ve ever come across with. it hurts to think that they can’t be together in Goryeo, but we have to accept it. we shipped a ship that was meant to sink. but their moments, the stories they told each other, the things they did for each other, all are such beautiful memories, i’m sure will remain in their hearts forever. if we get a modern day Wang So with no memories about Hae Soo at all, he just won’t feel like the same person, i know. i’m sad about that, too

but at this point, the best thing we can do is believe that two hearts that are meant to be together will always gravitate back to each other

I am so very happy Hae Soo succeeded in protecting her daughter.

In making sure that she was raised as Jung’s daughter and not So’s, she fulfilled the wish that Court Lady Oh had made for her. The sacrifice that Court Lady Oh made was not in vain. While it was too late to save Hae Soo from years of suffering, Lady Oh’s death, indeed the deaths of every woman on the show, were seared into Hae Soo’s memory - affecting her more deeply than most of the male characters, who seemed to shrug off women dying like something Hae Soo should just get over.

But in the end, she remembered those horrifying fates well enough to know that she could never trust So with the life of her child. The only way to best ensure that the kid would be happy (in a future Hae Soo likely wouldn’t live to see), was to make sure the child did not enter the palace. And Hae Soo knew enough of So’s possessive nature to know that even if the child was born outside the palace, it wasn’t even safe to let So know he was the father. There was too great a risk he - desperate for someone to love him - would come demanding “his person” and drag the poor girl back. 

When she had to act as a mother, Hae Soo knew who she could trust, and who she couldn’t and she made the best decisions for her child. Her daughter has a better chance of a happy life because of it.

Lady Hae and Court Lady Oh would be so proud of her.

Yo. I’ve got so much to say after that episode of Moon Lovers. 

I’ve seen quite a few people find Hae Soo quite OOC because of her terror and fear of Wang So when she was so insistent previously that she sees good in him. And on the surface I totally get this. However, here’s my opinion on it. 

You have to remember that Hae Soo was terrified of him at first. Before she knew him and started to see under the surface. On top of that he didn’t exactly treat her with a lot of kindness in the beginning. Like she says, why she gonna pity a guy who’s laid the death threats on thick and is only now starting to soften to her? She’s also very much “in love” with Wang Wook right now. I put that with “” because that’s going to change. I can sense that. 

Also, it’s being compared to that moment where she says “then tell me why you killed them”. But those moments are completely different because 1. not his family he has killed. And she’s seen the pain he’s in. There’s a difference in thinking that a person would kill for justice and good, and thinking they’ll kill their own family who isn’t all bad. If that makes sense? 2. It’s a vision. She’s seeing the horror of it visually, and he laughs manically in it as if he is enjoying murdering all of them. He looks truly evil in the vision and though it may be light years away, it doesn’t feel that way to her. She’s in an initial shock. I mean when she FIRST figures out he’s that feared King that supposedly kills his family, she gets over the shock and vows to change that. She decides not to run away scared after she gets over the initial shock. It’s only when she sees the complete vision of the murder that solidifies her fear and decision to run away. I love Wang So so much, but you have to admit he’s given her more reason to fear him and run away than to stay? Really? Yes he’s been steadily treating her better each episode but he’s always jagged around the edges during their interactions. There’s still an air of fear from both ends. And her visions came just as she was getting over her fears getting close to the 4th Prince. 


I see where Wang So was coming from. I know why he did it. And yes he shouldn’t have forced himself on Hae Soo because she clearly didn’t want it. But remember folks he hasn’t been redeemed yet. So it’s not like it’s OOC for him to do that honestly. He’s still battling with that side of him. The animalistic desperate side. This kid is so desperate for love and Hae Soo running away is such a betrayal because he’s never opened up or trusted anybody before. I understand why he did it. It doesn’t justify or redeem him, but I get why. It’s not OOC. And even though I wish he didn’t do it, his character is that hurt

It definitely was unwanted and well, assault. Hae Soo kept resisting even after he’d planted the kiss. And I understand why. I mean girl is terrified and just so done with living in this era lmao. She just wants to go home. 

And general thoughts:

WANG SO. HE CAN’T BE THE ONE TO KILL HIS BROTHERS? I MEAN?! I CAN’T SEE HIM DOING IT UNLESS HE’S LITERALLY DRIVEN TO THE POINT OF INSANITY WHICH IS WHAT looks like happens from the vision? Laughing manically while butchering your fam… I mean… that speaks breaking point. Like psychotic break idk. Boy was literally fed to the wolves so who knows maybe that’s why it happens? Boy is just driven to insanity? That’s the only explanation. There has to be good reason if our boy is sane and still butchering his entire fam - all his brothers 

OR the visions are wrong, and they aren’t visions but just what Hae Soo’s memories are of history that she learned?  The visions could also be true, but somehow Hae Soo finds a way to change history? Who knows? At this point anything could happen? I mean the beginning on each ep does advertise that the writers have taken creative license to history so?

PRINCE EUN: OH MY PRECIOUS DARLING. MY BOY. He really fell for Hae Soo and i’m so sad for him that he’s marrying someone he hasn’t learnt to love yet. But I think in the end he’ll learn to love her. Gurl just needs to speak up :) I’m sure she will. I just hope he learns to accept her and love her . They’d honestly be great together if Eun really gave her a chance. I really feel for him though, nobody wants to enter a marriage with someone they barely know or love. Maybe this marriage will be the push he needs to grow up? I love him to death but boy still has a lot of growing up to do. 


I still hate the Queen. She is a horrible horrible human. Her and 3rd prince can GTFO. 

What’s going on with Wang Wook? I mean he always had some strange vibes but now it feels like there’s some eerie evil vibes happening there? I wonder where his character is going to go? Is he the reason his brothers get slaughtered? Is he the one who slaughters them? Does he betray Hae Soo? Turn Evil? TBH his character for me is so damn hard to read. Because he’s so sweet but there’s something eerie about him too that makes me not want to trust his character. 


YESUNG for CeCi Magazine January Issue | 151218 | heira1106

151219 Super Junior′s Yesung Says He Learned a Lot from ′Drill′

In the accompanying interview, Yesung opened up acting for the first time.

On why he chose a dark and heavy drama like Drill as his first acting project, Yesung said, “Because Drillincludes a lot of real stories, it was rather straightforward. Although it was somewhat burdensome because the original is so brilliant, I was happy to have come across a good project. And I was able to learn a lot.”

When asked about what kinds of characters he wants to play in the futures, Yesung said, “Whether it′s a lead or supporting role, just a good role is enough. There are a lot of roles I want to try, but I want to try a role like Park Hae Il sunbaenim in Memories of Murder. Personally, I think a dark role suits me better than a bright role.”

Yesung′s spread and interview can be found in the January issue of CeCi.