I don’t know how many of y'all are religious or spiritual people, but can y'all please keep my cousin and my Meemaw in your thoughts?
My cousin is only a year older than me and she’s had brain cancer for about a year now. She’s done treatments for that whole year and the cancer isn’t going away. I am so sad, y'all have no idea how sad I feel and how much I have cried over it. We (my family) are taking it a day at a time. We are cherishing every moment we spend with her. Her cancer is very aggressive and at this point the doctors don’t even know what could happen. Y'all, she is a part of me. I’ve always looked up to her, she’s an angel. She has been so positive throughout this whole ordeal and she has been strong. She is my rock and I can’t imagine my life without her. I get so anxious thinking about the cancer taking her life, especially when I am not around her. I know there is nothing I can do but be there for her, but I get scared. I don’t want her life to be cut short this way. It has ate at me for months and months.
My Meemaw is extremely sick. She has a lot of health problems that are very life threatening. Every day is a struggle for her, she has been in and out of the hospital constantly for the last three years. I am so scared to get that text or call, saying she didn’t make it through the night. I do not see her often. I’m not able to due to working so much and the drive is so far. I go every few months, but I can’t go any more than that. My mom is a wreck over this. She is closer to her than anyone in my family, she has taken care of her throughout all of her sickness. Every time my mom comes to visit me or vise versa, she sits with me and updates me on the situation. She always ends up crying in my arms. My grandma is her best friend. She has been there for her all of her life. She can’t imagine her life without her. She loves her so much. The situation hurts me so badly, because she is my grandma but seeing my Mama like that tears my heart to pieces.
This is probably the most personal thing I have ever posted. I know I post nudes, but that’s just my body. This is going on in my actual life, this involves the people closest to my heart. My family is hurting right now. Please keep my family as a whole in your thoughts. To anyone who has read this, I appreciate it so much. ❤️
Just rural area things: running over a snake den with a lawnmower and cursing while you flee from copperheads