h.s life

FRAT/”BAD” BOY HARRY/SASSY LOUIS FIC REC

He’s got Harry’s schedule memorized, more because the guy keeps following him around than anything, so he doesn’t bother looking around before climbing behind the wheel and setting his bag on the passenger seat. It’s a Monday, which means that Harry doesn’t even get out of bed before noon unless he’s planning on harassing Louis.

a college AU set in San Francisco where two lost boys who seemingly have nothing in common find inspiration, each other, and themselves in the process.

Louis Tomlinson hates Harry Styles and wants absolutely nothing to do with him. Too bad fate has other plans.

[AU where Louis does ballet and Harry is the epitome of everything Louis’ friends want him to stay away from]

Few can handle Louis Tomlinson on the dance floor, much less match him in skill and fervor. Louis has obviously met his soul mate; he just never expected him to be wearing a red snapback and to chew gum like an entitled Mercedes owner.

Harry’s a frat boy who is head over heels for Louis and Louis wants nothing to do with him.

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Crescent moon marks on my arm

Your long nails dug in and grabbed tightly on

No blood was shed but the damage was done

“It’s not abuse, all mothers do it.”

That’s what you tell yourself to justify the harm

Inflicted

I predicted it though, 

That’s why I flinched before the insidious blow

It’s fine (not fine), 

But it’s all I know

Que sera sera….

And on life goes

-h.s.

You know what I want? Not what my mom had planned for me and not what my guidance counsellor recommends, but what I want. Do you want to know what it is? I want to live. I want to wake up in warm places and feel as if my body has been kissed by the sun and I want to meet people with names I’ve never even heard before. I want to drive all night and shout the lyrics to songs I’m embarrassed to admit I own on my music library and I want to see mountains that are so big they only remind me how small I am compared to this vast and unpredictable world. I want to jump into cold water just to hear myself shriek, and I want to float wherever the waves gently take me. I want to drink the tastiest cup of coffee and have a fun snow ball fight with you, and I want to talk with you about theories of the universe and I want to fall asleep with my head on your chest. I want to build blanket forts out of cheap bedsheets and watch re-runs of sitcoms with you at 4 AM and laugh hysterically at all the jokes. I want to see places that I have only seen photographs of and honestly I just want to kiss you every single fucking day.
—  A lot of people have been asking me what I want to do with my future lately (H.S)

hustling-roses  asked:

how do you defend astrology to those who say there's no rhyme or reason behind it, that it's all nonsense?

World famous witch and astrologer Sybil Leek once noted, “All human beings have magic in them.  The secret is to know how to use this magic, and astrology is a vital tool for doing just that.” Access to astrology in the past was restricted largely by demonizing it, while the informed elite continued to use its services in secret; today advocates of “hard science” routinely debunk astrology, applying “objectively reasoned” test conditions in a context that does not adequately apply to the dynamic functionality of the art.   Astrology is the one discipline that can unite the cognate, sensate, emotional and intuitive realms with the phenomena of physical manifestation, not only as pertains to earthly affairs but as connected with the larger cosmos.  However unless one is strongly motivated to get past reading daily sun sign predictions, the personal empowerment available through utilizing astrological technique often goes untapped.(Marguerite Hafeman)

List of scientific based studies in relation to the effectiveness and proof astrology      

Scientific Studies in Relation to Astrology
Adderley, E.E. and Bowen, E.G. “Lunar component in precipitation.” Science, 1962, 137, 749—751.
Andrews, E.J. “Moon Talk.” Journal of the Florida State Medical Association, 1961, 46 1362—1366.

Barry, H. “Month of Birth as related to psychiatric conditions. A.M.A. Archives of Neurology and Psychiatry, 1956, 37—38.

Barry, H. and Barry, J. “Season of Birth. An epidemiological study in psychiatry.” Archives of General Psychiatry, 1961, 5, 100—108.

Bailar, J.C. and Gurian, J. “Congenital malformations and season of birth.” Eugenics Quarterly, 1965, 12, 146—153.

Bigg, E.K. “Influence of the planet mercury on sunspots.” Astronomical Journal, 1967, 72, 463—468.

Bradley, D. Woodbury, M. and Brier, G. “Lunar synodical period and widespread precipitation.” Science, 1962, 137, 748—749.

Brown, F.A. “Propensity for lunar periodicity in hamsters and its significance for biological clock theories.” Proceedings of the Society for Experimental Biology and Medicine, 1965, 120, 792—797.

Brown, F.A., Webb, M.M. and Bennett, M.K. “Proof for an endogenous component in persistent solar and lunar rhythmicity in organisms.” Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences, 1955, 41, 93—100.

Burr, H.S. “Electromagnetic studies in women with malignancy of cervix.” Science, 1947, 105, 209.

Burr, H.S. The Fields of Life (N.Y., 1973).

Burrows, W. “Periodic spawning of pablo worms in Pacific waters.” Nature, 1945, 155, 47—48.

Charles, E. “The Hour of Birth.” British Journal of Preventative Social Medicine, 1953, 7, 43—59.

Clayton, H.H. “Auroras and Sunspots.” Terrestrial Magnetism and Atmospheric Electricity, 1940, 45, 13—17.

Cowgill, Y.M. “Season of birth in man.” Ecology, 1966, 47, 614—618.

Cowgill, Y.M., Bishop, A., Andrew, R.J., Hutchinson, G.E. “An apparent lunar periodicity in the sexual cycle of certain prosimians.” Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences, 1962, 48. 232—241.

Dahlen, Per. “Month of birth and schizophrenia.” Acta psychiatnica Scandinavia, 1968, 203, 55—60.

Davis, A.R. and Rawls, W.C. Magnetism and its Effects On The Living System (N.Y., 1974).

Dewey, E.R. Cycles (N.Y., 1971).

Dewey, E.R. “A possible key to sunspot-planetary relationships.” Journal of Interdisciplinary Cycle Research, 1975, 6, 175—184.

Edwards, J. “Season and rate of conception.” Nature, 1938, 148, 357.

Fox, H.M. “Lunar periodicity of reproduction.” Nature, 1932, 130, 23.

Friedman, 1-1., Becker, R. and Bachrnan, C. “Geomagnetic parameters and psychiatric hospital admissions.” Nature, 1963, 200, 626—627.

Gauquelin, M. The Cosmic Clocks (Chicago, 1967).

Gauquelin, M. The Scientific Study of Astrology (N.Y., 1969).

Gribbin, J. “Planetary alignments, solar activity and climatic change.” Nature, 1973, 246, 403—405.

Gribbin, J.R. and Plagemann, S.H. The Jupiter Effect (N.Y., 1974).

Hare, E.H. and Price, J.S. “Mental disorder and season of birth: Comparison of psychoses with neuroses.” British Journal of Psychiatry, 1963, 115, 533—540.

Hare, E.H., Price, J.S. and Slater, E. “Schizophrenia and season of birth.” British Journal of Psychiatry, 1972, 120, 124—125.

Hare, E.H., Price, J.S., and Slater, E. “Mental disorder and season of birth.” Nature,

1973, 241, 480.

Hare, E., Price, J. and Slater, E. “Mental disorder and season of birth. A national sample compared with the general population.” British Journal of Psychiatry, 1974, 124, 81—86.

Hawkes, J. Man and the Sun (N.Y., 1962).

Hughes, D.W. “The inconstant sun.” Nature, 1977, 226, 405—406.

Huntington, E. Civilization and Climate (New Haven, 1924).

Huntington, E. Season of Birth. Its Relation to Human Abilities (N.Y., 1938).

James, W,H. “Schizophrenia and season of birth.” British Journal of Psychiatry, 1971, 119, 229—230.

James, W.H. “Social class and season of birth.” Journal of Biosocial Science, 1971, 3, 309—320.

J ohannson, B.W. “Myocardial infarction in Malmo.” Acta Medica Scandinavica, 1972, 191, 505—515.

King, J.W. “Solar radiation changes and the weather.” Nature, 1973, 137, 433—444.

King, J.W. “Weather and the Earth’s Magnetic Field.” Nature, 1974, 247, 131—134.

Knobloch, H. and Pasamanick, B. “Seasonal variation in the birth of the mentally deficient.” American Journal of Public Health, 1958, 48, 1201—1206.

Koebler, K. and Jacoby, C. “Season of birth and Schneider-Oriented diagnosis of schizophrenia.” Archives für Psychiatrie und Nervenkrankeiten, 1976, 223, 69—75.

Kolisko, L. The Moon and The Growth of Plants. Anthroposophical Agricultural Foundation (Brag-on-Thames, 1936).

Krupinski, J., Stoller, A. and King, D. “Season of birth in schizophrenia: An Australian study.” Australian and New Zealand Journal of Psychiatry, 1976, 10, 311—314.

Lester, D., Brockopp, G.W. and Priebe, K. “Association between a full moon and completed suicide.” Psychological Reports, 1969, 25, 598.

Lieber, H.L. and Sherin, C.R. “Homicides and the lunar cycle.” American Journal of Psychiatry, 1972, 129, 69—74.

Lilienfeld, D.M. “Lunar effect on mental illness.” American Journal of Psychiatry,1969, 125, 1454.

Malek, J., Greich, J. and Maly, V. “Characteristics of the daily rhythm of menstruation and labor.” Annals of the New York Academy of Sciences, 1962, 98, 1042—1046.

McCartney, J.L. “Seasonal variation in psychiatric illness.” Psychosornatics, 1962, 3, 312—316.

Menaker, W. and Menaker, A. “Lunar periodicity in human reproduction.” American Journal of Obstetrics and Gynecology, 1959, 78, 905—909.

Mills, C.A. Medical Climatology (Springfield, III., 1939).

Milstein, V., Small, J.G., Shelbourne, D. and Small, J.F. “Manic depressive illness: Onset diurnal temperature and season of birth.” Diseases of Nervous System, 1976, 37, 373—375.

Norris, A.S. and Chowning, J.R. “Season of birth and mental illness.” Archives of General Psychiatry, 1962, 7, 206—212.

Odegard, 0. “Season of birth in the general population and in patients with mental disorder in Norway.” British Journal of Psychiatry, 1974, 125, 397—405.

Osborn, R.D. “The moon and the mental hospital.” Journal of Psychiatric Nursing,

1962, 6, 88—93.

Osseukopp, K.P. and Ossenkopp, M.D. “Self-inflicted injuries and the lunar cycle.” Journal of Interdisciplinary Cycle Research, 1973, 4, 337—348.

Ott, J. Health and Light (N.Y., 1976).

Parker, C. and Neilson, M. “Mental disorder and season of birth—a Southern hemisphere study.” British Journal of Psychiatry, 1976, 129, 355 361.

Pasamanick, B. and Knobloch, H. “Seasonal variation in the births of the mentally deficient—a reply.” American Journal of Public Health, 1960, 50, 1737—1742.

Piccardi, G. The Chemical Basis of Medical Climatology (Springfield, Iii., 1962).

Pile, W.J. “A study of the correlation between dementia praecox and month of birth.” Virginia Medical Monthly 1951, 78, 438—440.

Ravitz, J. J. “Electrodynamic field theory in psychiatry.” Southern Medical Journal, 1953, 46, 650—660.

Ravitz, L.J. “Comparative clinical and electrocyclic observations in twin brothers.” Journal of Nervous and Mental Diseases, 1955, 121, 72—87.

Rippmann, E.G. “The moon and the birth rate.” American Journal of Obstetrics and Gynecology, 1957, 74, 148—150.

Rosenberg, R.L. and Colman, F.J. “27-day cycle in the rainfall at Los Angeles.” Science, 1974, 250, 48 1—483.

Rush, A.K. Moon, Moon (Berkeley, Cal., 1976).186

Sarton, C. “Lunar influences on living things.” Isis, 1939, 30, 498—507.

Schnurman, A.G. “The effect of the moon on childbirth.” Virginia Medical Monthly,1949, 76, 78.

Schuster, A. “The influence of planets on the formation of sunspots.” Proceedings of the Royal Society of London, 1910, 85, 309.

Shimura, M., Nakamura, I. and Miura, T. “Season of birth of schizophrenics in Tokyo, Japan,” Acta psychiatrica Scandinavica, 1977, 55, 225—232.

Soyka, F. and Edmonds, A. The Ion Effect (N.Y., 1977).

Sterling, T.D. “Seasonal variations in the birth of the mentally deficient.” American Journal of Public Health, 1960, 50, 955—965.

Stetson, H.T. Sunspots in Action (N.Y., 1947).

Tchijevsky, A.L. “Physical factors of the historical process.” Cycles, 1971, 22, 11—21.

Tempkin, 0. The Failing Sickness (Baltimore, 1971).

Tromp, SW. and Weihe, H. (eds.) Biometeorology (N.Y., 1967).

Videbech, T., Weeke, A. and Dupont, A. “Endogenous psychoses and season of birth.”

Acta Psychiatrica Scandinavica, 1974, 50,202—2 18.

Volland, FT. “Can sunspots influence our weather?” Nature, 1977, 269, 409—410.

Watson, L. Supernature (London, 1974).

Winkless, N. and Browning, I. Climate And The Affairs of Men (N.Y., 1975).

Wood, K.D. “Sunspots and planets.” Nature, 1972, 240, 91—92.

Woodrugg, R.A., Guze, S.B. and Clayton, P.J. “Psychiatric illness and season of birth.” American Journal of Psychiatry, 1974, 131, 925—926.        

List of scientific based studies in relation to the effectiveness and proof astrology

Scientific Studies in Relation to Astrology

Adderley, E.E. and Bowen, E.G. “Lunar component in precipitation.” Science, 1962, 137, 749—751.

Andrews, E.J. “Moon Talk.” Journal of the Florida State Medical Association, 1961, 46 1362—1366.
Barry, H. “Month of Birth as related to psychiatric conditions. A.M.A. Archives of Neurology and Psychiatry, 1956, 37—38.
Barry, H. and Barry, J. “Season of Birth. An epidemiological study in psychiatry.” Archives of General Psychiatry, 1961, 5, 100—108.
Bailar, J.C. and Gurian, J. “Congenital malformations and season of birth.” Eugenics Quarterly, 1965, 12, 146—153.
Bigg, E.K. “Influence of the planet mercury on sunspots.” Astronomical Journal, 1967, 72, 463—468.
Bradley, D. Woodbury, M. and Brier, G. “Lunar synodical period and widespread precipitation.” Science, 1962, 137, 748—749.
Brown, F.A. “Propensity for lunar periodicity in hamsters and its significance for biological clock theories.” Proceedings of the Society for Experimental Biology and Medicine, 1965, 120, 792—797.
Brown, F.A., Webb, M.M. and Bennett, M.K. “Proof for an endogenous component in persistent solar and lunar rhythmicity in organisms.” Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences, 1955, 41, 93—100.
Burr, H.S. “Electromagnetic studies in women with malignancy of cervix.” Science, 1947, 105, 209.
Burr, H.S. The Fields of Life (N.Y., 1973).
Burrows, W. “Periodic spawning of pablo worms in Pacific waters.” Nature, 1945, 155, 47—48.
Charles, E. “The Hour of Birth.” British Journal of Preventative Social Medicine, 1953, 7, 43—59.
Clayton, H.H. “Auroras and Sunspots.” Terrestrial Magnetism and Atmospheric Electricity, 1940, 45, 13—17.
Cowgill, Y.M. “Season of birth in man.” Ecology, 1966, 47, 614—618.
Cowgill, Y.M., Bishop, A., Andrew, R.J., Hutchinson, G.E. “An apparent lunar periodicity in the sexual cycle of certain prosimians.” Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences, 1962, 48. 232—241.
Dahlen, Per. “Month of birth and schizophrenia.” Acta psychiatnica Scandinavia, 1968, 203, 55—60.
Davis, A.R. and Rawls, W.C. Magnetism and its Effects On The Living System (N.Y., 1974).
Dewey, E.R. Cycles (N.Y., 1971).
Dewey, E.R. “A possible key to sunspot-planetary relationships.” Journal of Interdisciplinary Cycle Research, 1975, 6, 175—184.
Edwards, J. “Season and rate of conception.” Nature, 1938, 148, 357.
Fox, H.M. “Lunar periodicity of reproduction.” Nature, 1932, 130, 23.
Friedman, 1-1., Becker, R. and Bachrnan, C. “Geomagnetic parameters and psychiatric hospital admissions.” Nature, 1963, 200, 626—627.
Gauquelin, M. The Cosmic Clocks (Chicago, 1967).
Gauquelin, M. The Scientific Study of Astrology (N.Y., 1969).
Gribbin, J. “Planetary alignments, solar activity and climatic change.” Nature, 1973, 246, 403—405.
Gribbin, J.R. and Plagemann, S.H. The Jupiter Effect (N.Y., 1974).
Hare, E.H. and Price, J.S. “Mental disorder and season of birth: Comparison of psychoses with neuroses.” British Journal of Psychiatry, 1963, 115, 533—540.
Hare, E.H., Price, J.S. and Slater, E. “Schizophrenia and season of birth.” British Journal of Psychiatry, 1972, 120, 124—125.
Hare, E.H., Price, J.S., and Slater, E. “Mental disorder and season of birth.” Nature,
1973, 241, 480.
Hare, E., Price, J. and Slater, E. “Mental disorder and season of birth. A national sample compared with the general population.” British Journal of Psychiatry, 1974, 124, 81—86.
Hawkes, J. Man and the Sun (N.Y., 1962).
Hughes, D.W. “The inconstant sun.” Nature, 1977, 226, 405—406.
Huntington, E. Civilization and Climate (New Haven, 1924).
Huntington, E. Season of Birth. Its Relation to Human Abilities (N.Y., 1938).
James, W,H. “Schizophrenia and season of birth.” British Journal of Psychiatry, 1971, 119, 229—230.
James, W.H. “Social class and season of birth.” Journal of Biosocial Science, 1971, 3, 309—320.
J ohannson, B.W. “Myocardial infarction in Malmo.” Acta Medica Scandinavica, 1972, 191, 505—515.
King, J.W. “Solar radiation changes and the weather.” Nature, 1973, 137, 433—444.
King, J.W. “Weather and the Earth’s Magnetic Field.” Nature, 1974, 247, 131—134.

Knobloch, H. and Pasamanick, B. “Seasonal variation in the birth of the mentally deficient.” American Journal of Public Health, 1958, 48, 1201—1206.
Koebler, K. and Jacoby, C. “Season of birth and Schneider-Oriented diagnosis of schizophrenia.” Archives für Psychiatrie und Nervenkrankeiten, 1976, 223, 69—75.
Kolisko, L. The Moon and The Growth of Plants. Anthroposophical Agricultural Foundation (Brag-on-Thames, 1936).
Krupinski, J., Stoller, A. and King, D. “Season of birth in schizophrenia: An Australian study.” Australian and New Zealand Journal of Psychiatry, 1976, 10, 311—314.
Lester, D., Brockopp, G.W. and Priebe, K. “Association between a full moon and completed suicide.” Psychological Reports, 1969, 25, 598.
Lieber, H.L. and Sherin, C.R. “Homicides and the lunar cycle.” American Journal of Psychiatry, 1972, 129, 69—74.
Lilienfeld, D.M. “Lunar effect on mental illness.” American Journal of Psychiatry,1969, 125, 1454.
Malek, J., Greich, J. and Maly, V. “Characteristics of the daily rhythm of menstruation and labor.” Annals of the New York Academy of Sciences, 1962, 98, 1042—1046.
McCartney, J.L. “Seasonal variation in psychiatric illness.” Psychosornatics, 1962, 3, 312—316.
Menaker, W. and Menaker, A. “Lunar periodicity in human reproduction.” American Journal of Obstetrics and Gynecology, 1959, 78, 905—909.
Mills, C.A. Medical Climatology (Springfield, III., 1939).
Milstein, V., Small, J.G., Shelbourne, D. and Small, J.F. “Manic depressive illness: Onset diurnal temperature and season of birth.” Diseases of Nervous System, 1976, 37, 373—375.
Norris, A.S. and Chowning, J.R. “Season of birth and mental illness.” Archives of General Psychiatry, 1962, 7, 206—212.
Odegard, 0. “Season of birth in the general population and in patients with mental disorder in Norway.” British Journal of Psychiatry, 1974, 125, 397—405.
Osborn, R.D. “The moon and the mental hospital.” Journal of Psychiatric Nursing,
1962, 6, 88—93.
Osseukopp, K.P. and Ossenkopp, M.D. “Self-inflicted injuries and the lunar cycle.” Journal of Interdisciplinary Cycle Research, 1973, 4, 337—348.
Ott, J. Health and Light (N.Y., 1976). 
Parker, C. and Neilson, M. “Mental disorder and season of birth—a Southern hemisphere study.” British Journal of Psychiatry, 1976, 129, 355 361.
Pasamanick, B. and Knobloch, H. “Seasonal variation in the births of the mentally deficient—a reply.” American Journal of Public Health, 1960, 50, 1737—1742.
Piccardi, G. The Chemical Basis of Medical Climatology (Springfield, Iii., 1962).
Pile, W.J. “A study of the correlation between dementia praecox and month of birth.” Virginia Medical Monthly 1951, 78, 438—440.
Ravitz, J. J. “Electrodynamic field theory in psychiatry.” Southern Medical Journal, 1953, 46, 650—660.
Ravitz, L.J. “Comparative clinical and electrocyclic observations in twin brothers.” Journal of Nervous and Mental Diseases, 1955, 121, 72—87.
Rippmann, E.G. “The moon and the birth rate.” American Journal of Obstetrics and Gynecology, 1957, 74, 148—150.
Rosenberg, R.L. and Colman, F.J. “27-day cycle in the rainfall at Los Angeles.” Science, 1974, 250, 48 1—483.
Rush, A.K. Moon, Moon (Berkeley, Cal., 1976).186
Sarton, C. “Lunar influences on living things.” Isis, 1939, 30, 498—507.
Schnurman, A.G. “The effect of the moon on childbirth.” Virginia Medical Monthly,1949, 76, 78.
Schuster, A. “The influence of planets on the formation of sunspots.” Proceedings of the Royal Society of London, 1910, 85, 309.

Shimura, M., Nakamura, I. and Miura, T. “Season of birth of schizophrenics in Tokyo, Japan,” Acta psychiatrica Scandinavica, 1977, 55, 225—232.
Soyka, F. and Edmonds, A. The Ion Effect (N.Y., 1977).
Sterling, T.D. “Seasonal variations in the birth of the mentally deficient.” American Journal of Public Health, 1960, 50, 955—965.
Stetson, H.T. Sunspots in Action (N.Y., 1947). 
Tchijevsky, A.L. “Physical factors of the historical process.” Cycles, 1971, 22, 11—21.
Tempkin, 0. The Failing Sickness (Baltimore, 1971).
Tromp, SW. and Weihe, H. (eds.) Biometeorology (N.Y., 1967).
Videbech, T., Weeke, A. and Dupont, A. “Endogenous psychoses and season of birth.”
Acta Psychiatrica Scandinavica, 1974, 50,202—2 18.
Volland, FT. “Can sunspots influence our weather?” Nature, 1977, 269, 409—410.
Watson, L. Supernature (London, 1974).
Winkless, N. and Browning, I. Climate And The Affairs of Men (N.Y., 1975).
Wood, K.D. “Sunspots and planets.” Nature, 1972, 240, 91—92.
Woodrugg, R.A., Guze, S.B. and Clayton, P.J. “Psychiatric illness and season of birth.” American Journal of Psychiatry, 1974, 131, 925—926.

mari-xox  asked:

Greetings! :) I'm a psychology student from Cape Town. My field of study doesn't have faith in the validity of Astrology. I'm passionate about science & all things academic, & being in this field, I'm not taken seriously, because of my firm belief in cosmic power. I want to do a paper on Astrology, & why it's more than just a belief. Could you recommend any books or articles that approaches Astrology in a medical/psychological/scientific way? Love & Light,my sister of the cosmos - Sagittarius xx

“Astrology is knocking at the gates of our universities: A Tübingen professor has switched over to astrology and a course on astrology was given at Cardiff University last year. Astrology is not mere superstition but contains some psychological facts (like theosophy) which are of considerable importance. Astrology has actually nothing to do with the stars but is the 5000-year-old psychology of antiquity and the Middle Ages. - C.G. Jung in a letter to L. in C.G. Jung, Letters, vol. 1, 1973

Scientific Studies in Relation to Astrology

Adderley, E.E. and Bowen, E.G. “Lunar component in precipitation.” Science, 1962, 137, 749—751.
Andrews, E.J. “Moon Talk.” Journal of the Florida State Medical Association, 1961, 46 1362—1366.
Barry, H. “Month of Birth as related to psychiatric conditions. A.M.A. Archives of Neurology and Psychiatry, 1956, 37—38.
Barry, H. and Barry, J. “Season of Birth. An epidemiological study in psychiatry.” Archives of General Psychiatry, 1961, 5, 100—108.
Bailar, J.C. and Gurian, J. “Congenital malformations and season of birth.” Eugenics Quarterly, 1965, 12, 146—153.
Bigg, E.K. “Influence of the planet mercury on sunspots.” Astronomical Journal, 1967, 72, 463—468.
Bradley, D. Woodbury, M. and Brier, G. “Lunar synodical period and widespread precipitation.” Science, 1962, 137, 748—749.
Brown, F.A. “Propensity for lunar periodicity in hamsters and its significance for biological clock theories.” Proceedings of the Society for Experimental Biology and Medicine, 1965, 120, 792—797.
Brown, F.A., Webb, M.M. and Bennett, M.K. “Proof for an endogenous component in persistent solar and lunar rhythmicity in organisms.” Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences, 1955, 41, 93—100.
Burr, H.S. “Electromagnetic studies in women with malignancy of cervix.” Science, 1947, 105, 209.
Burr, H.S. The Fields of Life (N.Y., 1973).
Burrows, W. “Periodic spawning of pablo worms in Pacific waters.” Nature, 1945, 155, 47—48.
Charles, E. “The Hour of Birth.” British Journal of Preventative Social Medicine, 1953, 7, 43—59.
Clayton, H.H. “Auroras and Sunspots.” Terrestrial Magnetism and Atmospheric Electricity, 1940, 45, 13—17.
Cowgill, Y.M. “Season of birth in man.” Ecology, 1966, 47, 614—618.
Cowgill, Y.M., Bishop, A., Andrew, R.J., Hutchinson, G.E. “An apparent lunar periodicity in the sexual cycle of certain prosimians.” Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences, 1962, 48. 232—241.
Dahlen, Per. “Month of birth and schizophrenia.” Acta psychiatnica Scandinavia, 1968, 203, 55—60.
Davis, A.R. and Rawls, W.C. Magnetism and its Effects On The Living System (N.Y., 1974).
Dewey, E.R. Cycles (N.Y., 1971).
Dewey, E.R. “A possible key to sunspot-planetary relationships.” Journal of Interdisciplinary Cycle Research, 1975, 6, 175—184.
Edwards, J. “Season and rate of conception.” Nature, 1938, 148, 357.
Fox, H.M. “Lunar periodicity of reproduction.” Nature, 1932, 130, 23.
Friedman, 1-1., Becker, R. and Bachrnan, C. “Geomagnetic parameters and psychiatric hospital admissions.” Nature, 1963, 200, 626—627.
Gauquelin, M. The Cosmic Clocks (Chicago, 1967).
Gauquelin, M. The Scientific Study of Astrology (N.Y., 1969).
Gribbin, J. “Planetary alignments, solar activity and climatic change.” Nature, 1973, 246, 403—405.
Gribbin, J.R. and Plagemann, S.H. The Jupiter Effect (N.Y., 1974).
Hare, E.H. and Price, J.S. “Mental disorder and season of birth: Comparison of psychoses with neuroses.” British Journal of Psychiatry, 1963, 115, 533—540.
Hare, E.H., Price, J.S. and Slater, E. “Schizophrenia and season of birth.” British Journal of Psychiatry, 1972, 120, 124—125.
Hare, E.H., Price, J.S., and Slater, E. “Mental disorder and season of birth.” Nature,
1973, 241, 480.
Hare, E., Price, J. and Slater, E. “Mental disorder and season of birth. A national sample compared with the general population.” British Journal of Psychiatry, 1974, 124, 81—86.
Hawkes, J. Man and the Sun (N.Y., 1962).
Hughes, D.W. “The inconstant sun.” Nature, 1977, 226, 405—406.
Huntington, E. Civilization and Climate (New Haven, 1924).
Huntington, E. Season of Birth. Its Relation to Human Abilities (N.Y., 1938).
James, W,H. “Schizophrenia and season of birth.” British Journal of Psychiatry, 1971, 119, 229—230.
James, W.H. “Social class and season of birth.” Journal of Biosocial Science, 1971, 3, 309—320.
J ohannson, B.W. “Myocardial infarction in Malmo.” Acta Medica Scandinavica, 1972, 191, 505—515.
King, J.W. “Solar radiation changes and the weather.” Nature, 1973, 137, 433—444.
King, J.W. “Weather and the Earth’s Magnetic Field.” Nature, 1974, 247, 131—134.

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-C. x

9

One of the reasons why I don’t like the word famous it’s because then people use it afterwards. They go, like: He used to be famous but he is not famous anymore. Like I was a guy before. I was the same guy during and I’m the same guy afterwards but people think they can label your life.” - H.S

Why Are You Wearing That To Walk Out Of My Life? [h.s.]

He sat on the bed, not knowing exactly how to act. The amount of feelings and thoughts crashing over him so suddenly were overwhelming. He stared down at the papers in his hands, his mouth open in shock. He’d found them on the kitchen table when he arrived early from his trip. He hadn’t told her, because he wanted to surprise her. Apparently, imagining he’d only be back the next day, she left the papers lying around. With trembling hands, he placed them beside him on the bed, not being able to handle seeing what was on them. He lowered his head and hid his face in between his hands. It couldn’t be happening, it wasn’t real, he wouldn’t believe it.

“I’m so sorry,” Her voice rung behind him, strangled and full of pain. He could feel her presence behind him, he could tell she was trying not to cry, but was failing miserably.

His head hazy, he barely acknowledged her. He glanced at the papers again, and the number he’d read a few minutes prior caught his eye again: 6 months.

He’d been with her for half that time. It wasn’t long, but it wasn’t enough. How could he not have noticed? He wanted to kill himself right then and there when the most overwhelming thought occured to him: Could I have done something? Could I have helped it? Did I not pay enough attention?

“Harry, please… I’m so sorry, I never meant for you to find out, not like this.” Her voice was closer now, and he looked up to find her standing in front of him.

“Why the hell didn’t you tell me, Y/N?” He didn’t know what else to say. With all the things running through his head, the one thing that was killing him more than anything was the thought that, had she told him, had he found out sooner, he might have been able to do something about it.

“I didn’t wanna hurt you.” She kneeled in front of him, and took his shaking hands in her cold ones. She had tears running down her face. “Please, understand. I wanted to be with you, and I didn’t want anything to get in the way of that. I still don’t.”

“You can’t ignore something like this! It’s not that simple, Y/N!” He thought about all the times they’d talked about the future together. He’d said they’d visit France together, someday. She’d smiled, she’d been so excited with the idea. “You can’t leave me, you can’t.” He felt the realization of what was actually going to happen so strongly now that it was hard to contain anything. He sobbed, and his chest hurt, hurt so bad.

“I’m not leaving you.” She took his face in between her hands, and he looked into her eyes. “I’ll be with you forever.”

“You’re going to die. How am I supposed to cope with that?” He said in barely a whisper, but now that he’d said it out loud, it felt more real than ever. He clenched his shaking hands, not daring to touch her, not daring to feel the skin that would someday soon, so soon, too soon be gone.

She swallowed hard, caressed his face with such gentleness, that he wondered if it was because she was weak because of the illness. “Hey, don’t talk like that. It’s alright. I love you. That’s all that matters, Harry. I love you, and that will never die, I promise you.”

He finally reached out to touch her, because the sudden urge to be with her, and hold her as close as possible for as long as he could was the only thing on his mind. He pulled her onto his lap, and held her, his head buried in her neck as his arms closed around her middle. “I’m so scared.”

He heard her sigh. “So am I.” She placed a kiss on the top of his head. “But I’m with you, and that’s enough for me.”