im the sweetest bestfriend i know. haha lol. yeah bestfriend ko yan. just to clear things out hindi ko sya boyfriend. yan si marwin, nakwento ko na sya dati dito. sya yung kalokohan ko na after 10 yrs pag mayaman at engeneer na sya magpapakasal kami haha pero we were just joking with that. highschool palang ako kaibigan ko na sya. actually di ko alam na magiging kaclose ko to at nakalimutan ko narin kung pano haha tagal na e. tahimik kasi yan nuon saka matalino kaya kung sino lang kaibigan nya yun lang kinakausap nya pero nung naging close kami susme napaka ingay tapos sapakan lambingan namin nyan bakla yan e nananapak haha dejokes. sa lahat ata ng lalake aside from cici (guybestfriend ko din) sakanya ko pinaka komportable :) napagtripan lang namen yang shoot na yan kahapon kunyari daw couple kami eew haha lol.
It feels great to have a guy best friend. It’s like having a brother and father at the same time. Making memories together, spending time together. People think like you’re both dating because of your closeness when you’re both are actually not. It all just gets ruined when you start to develop feelings for him. When you actually start to like him more than a best friend.. It all just gets worst when he only thinks of you as a best friend and nothing more. And you’re just, shattered, broken..
wish the fighting would just end. i’m sorry, i miss you. i miss our old convos. i miss our long FaceTime sessions. i miss everything. i wish things could go back to how they were. that’s why i’m acting like this.