im the sweetest bestfriend i know. haha lol. yeah bestfriend ko yan. just to clear things out hindi ko sya boyfriend. yan si marwin, nakwento ko na sya dati dito. sya yung kalokohan ko na after 10 yrs pag mayaman at engeneer na sya magpapakasal kami  haha pero we were just joking with that. highschool palang ako kaibigan ko na sya. actually di ko alam na magiging kaclose ko to at nakalimutan ko narin kung pano haha tagal na e. tahimik kasi yan nuon saka matalino kaya kung sino lang kaibigan nya yun lang kinakausap nya pero nung naging close kami susme napaka ingay tapos sapakan lambingan namin nyan bakla yan e nananapak haha dejokes. sa lahat ata ng lalake aside from cici (guybestfriend ko din) sakanya ko pinaka komportable :) napagtripan lang namen yang shoot na yan kahapon kunyari daw couple kami eew haha lol.

My bestfriend

He has been there through thick and thin

He Knows me better than any one

He can tell by the tone of my voice what kind of mood im in

He can make me laugh, cry, smile, giggle,

He lets me be my self

He doesnt understand how much he means to me

He frustrates me but i can help but love him

He can make me feel like no matter what everything will be okay

He knows just what to say

He is perfect in my eyes

He is one person i know will catch me when i fall

He is the most important person in my life

It feels great to have a guy best friend. It’s like having a brother and father at the same time. Making memories together, spending time together. People think like you’re both dating because of your closeness when you’re both are actually not. It all just gets ruined when you start to develop feelings for him. When you actually start to like him more than a best friend.. It all just gets worst when he only thinks of you as a best friend and nothing more. And you’re just, shattered, broken..
—  my own experience.

wish the fighting would just end. i’m sorry, i miss you. i miss our old convos. i miss our long FaceTime sessions. i miss everything. i wish things could go back to how they were. that’s why i’m acting like this.