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musical theatre meme → [3/5] solos → wonderful
A man’s called a traitor- or a liberator. A rich man’s a thief- or philanphropist. Is one a crusader? Or ruthless invader? It’s all in which label is able to persist. There are precious few at ease with moral ambiguities, so we act as though they don’t exist.

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ok i just realized i never posted about this but in february i met allison bechdel!!! the fun home tour came to a theater near my school and through a student program there i was able to meet her and get cheap tickets. she was really nice and very appreciative of everyone there. lots of people told her their own stories of accepting themselves and it was really sweet :,)

[ Inktober 2015 | Day 7 – LONGING ]

Do not EVEN get me started on how much Chat Noir loves Ladybug.

i don’t think i’m ever going to get used to how abled people act around me

i leave the house and people stare at my stick 

people literally laugh at me because of my mobility aids

every time i pass a group of young people they make loud jokes

i don’t get catcalled anymore, i get hurled literal abuse which people don’t even attempt to disguise as compliments

random strangers ask me what happened or what’s wrong with me like my body is their business. people presume i’ve just injured myself and demand to know why i’m using a stick

i can feel everyone’s eyes on me when i literally have to pull myself up to the back of the bus because all the disabled seating is taken by abled people

despite my walking aids when i do get to use disabled accommodations i get sighed at by old people or people with children who think they deserve the accommodations more than me because i’m young

i’m so tired of all of you, i’m tired of sitting and hearing my friends use the word cripple like it isn’t a slur shouted at me when i’m walking down the street. i’m tired of my friends making jokes because “it’s okay you find it funny!”. i’m tired of people using my illnesses as a source of banter!!

i’m tired of being constantly left out in everyone’s activism. people preach about intersectional feminism all they like but i hardly ever see those same people include us. 

i’m tired of people demanding to know why i’m wearing heels if i’m “supposedly disabled” or giving me unsolicited advice on how to deal with my own health like i’m not trying hard enough or something. 

i’m tired of people telling me i’m being negative when i say there’s no cure and i won’t get better, i’m tired of people telling me to be grateful when i talk about the literal facts of my illnesses. every time i talk about being in pain people get angry at me because they can’t help me and i should therefore just shut up. 

i’m tired of the stares, the smirks, the pitying looks, the eye rolls, the sighs. i’m tired of it all. i’m tired of the same people who describe anxiety as crippling, turning around and saying “use person first language!! they’re a person before they’re disabled!!”. i’m tired of people holding my disability at arms length, i’m tired of them putting it to the side as if i’m a whole person without my illnesses. my illnesses have shaped my existence and i’m tired of people acting like that’s not okay!! 

i’m so tired! why do you hate us so much?

When you start crying on Christmas Eve....

Because you haven’t spent Christmas with anyone/family since 2012. Here I’m making mashed potatoes for my coworkers because I picked up a shift tonight because I don’t want to be alone tonight. So I turn on some Christmas music and it triggers my sobbing. So here I am peeling potatoes crying to “I’ll be home for Christmas”.

Being an adult is hard.

I GOT THE BEST NEWS OF 2015 THE OTHER DAY. I got offered to move up on the wait list for my top surgery, I’m opting for it to be done during or a little before this up-coming summer. 2015 has so far ended on a really shitty note but this fantastic news will ride me through the rest of the year and will keep me fighting in the beginning of 2016. I’m going to kick 2016 in the fucking ass, I’m going to be graduating college and going to be granted the gift of being almost completely dysphoria free for the rest of my life. All the people I love and care about are going to be right by my side the entire time.

Going to my favourite beach and taking my shirt off for the first time post op is the only thing I want for my 21st birthday. It will help me fight off the rest of my depression and I am just so goddamn ready for this.

After school.
  • Kise: Shoot, I forgot to bring my umbrella.
  • Kuroko: Kise-kun...
  • Kise: Ah! Kurokocchi!
  • Kuroko: What are you doing here, Kise-kun?
  • Kise: Ahaha, I forgot my umbrella at home and didn't check the morning forecast.
  • Kuroko: That's so lame.
  • Kise: How mean-ssu! Ah! Could it be that Kurokocchi also forgot his umbrella?
  • Kuroko: Yes, I forgot mine. The rain starts late after school and I didn't know I'll be spending the whole afternoon in the club so I didn't bring one.
  • Kise: Oh.. It's so like you, Kurokocchi.
  • Kuroko: I guess we have to wait for the rain to stop.
  • Kise: Y-yeah, we should.... Uwaah, Kurokocchi and I? I can't calm down. I can't calm down.
  • Aomine: Ouu! It's Tetsu and Kise! Why are you guys here?
  • Kuroko: Aomine-kun, Murasakibara-kun, Akashi-kun, Midorima-kun, hello.
  • Aomine: Oi, Kise...
  • Kuroko: Don't disturb him. He's mumbling incoherent words.
  • Aomine: Hah?
  • Midorima: Unbelievable.
  • Kuroko: It's rare for Midorima-kun to forget his umbrella.
  • Midorima: I didn't. Akashi destroyed it.
  • Aomine: Why would you do that?!
  • Akashi: It's lonely without Shintaro.
  • Midorima: That reason is way too suck, Akashi!
  • Murasakibara: Arara, I've seen this situation before.
  • Aomine: Hah?
  • Murasakibara: Group of friends, stuck in the school, were no one else is there, and after that... the following days, they were a goner.
  • Kuroko: ... Aomine-kun, what are you doing?
  • Aomine: Uh, I thought there's something on your back so I checked it out.
  • Midorima: Ridiculous, there's no such thing like-- kyaah!
  • Everyone: ...
  • Kise: That's a loud shout, Midorimacchi.
  • Aomine: Ah, you're back from the reality.
  • Murasakibara: But that's like a girl shout~
  • Midorima: It-It was not me.
  • Akashi: It was clearly you, though.
  • Midorima: Enough. We need to think of a way to get out of here.
  • Akashi: With a strong lighting blow a while ago, I don't think it's safe to wait here.
  • ----
  • Kise: Why are you guys even here? And where are we going?
  • Midorima: To the shogi room. There's plenty of board games and books there to keep us entertain.
  • Aomine: You're fantasizing about Tetsu and you, huh? Oi, Kise, that kind of scene only happens in Shoujo Manga.
  • Murasakibara: Yeep~ Like one of us will be gone.
  • Midorima: Why are you so into that kind of plot?
  • Akashi: We have to hurry or else Atsushi's theory might come true.
  • Aomine: You're scared, aren't you? Haha! Tetsu, Akashi is-- Tetsu?
  • Everyone: ...... It came true!!!
  • Kise: Uwaaah, Kurokocchi?! Where are you?!
  • Midorima: This is ridiculous. That guy is hard to find.
  • Akashi: For now, let's find Tetsuya.
  • Kuroko: ... But, I was right behind Murasakibara-kun. I guess I'll head to the shogi room first.
  • ----
  • Kise: It's impossible. We searched every room and we couldn't find him!
  • Aomine: Tetsu is not a kid to get separated from us, though.
  • Murasakibara: It's happening!
  • Midorima: Like I said, why are you so into that?
  • Akashi: Let's split into two groups. Shintaro and Murasakibara in the gym and lower floor of the school. Daiki, Ryouta, and me will be on the upper floor. Got it?
  • Everyone: YEAH!
  • ----
  • Midorima: This is hopeless. What if that guy ran away and went home?
  • Murasakibara: But it's raining hard outside. See?
  • Midorima: Kuroko is not the type to forget things, though.
  • Murasakibara: But he was waiting with Kise-chin in the entrance. Besides, Mido-chin, why are you holding onto my shirt?
  • Midorima: I might get lost.
  • Murasakibara: Eehh?
  • ----
  • Aomine: Wow, this floor is scary as hell. None a single light was on.
  • Kise: It's creepy but don't you think Kurokocchi is scared?
  • Akashi: It's the opposite.
  • Aomine: You have no idea what happened back when we visited this haunted house. Tetsu did most of the work, though. He scared the hell out of us.
  • Kise: Kurokocchi does?!
  • Akashi: Hold on... What's that?
  • Aomine & Kise: W-where?
  • Akashi: Is that a light?
  • Aomine: Oi, Akashi, don't scare us like that.
  • Kise: I'm scared-ssu.
  • Akashi: It's coming...
  • Everyone: NYAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!
  • ----
  • Midorima: What's that?!
  • Murasakibara: What's what, Mido-chin?
  • Midorima: Didn't you hear that? Someone was shouting!
  • Murasakibara: Eehh? I didn't hear that.
  • Midorima: O-oi, Murasakibara. How about we head to the shogi room and just wait for them to come back?
  • Murasakibara: But Kuro-chin might not know the way to the shogi room. And Mido-chin...
  • Midorima: What?
  • Murasakibara: Please walk on your feet. Don't cling on my neck.
  • ----
  • Aomine: Haaa.. haaaa... t-that was.. what-what was that?!
  • Kise: It's a ghost-ssu! It's a ghost-ssu!!
  • Aomine: Stop shouting you stupid! It might be Midorima or Murasakibara!! Right Aka--
  • Aomine & Kise: ....
  • Kise: A-Aominecchi...
  • Aomine: Man, this is so troublesome!!
  • Kise: It's like Ghost-san is slowly taking our friends one by one-ssu!
  • Aomine: That's impossible! Akashi might ran to a different route! And don't call a ghost like that!!
  • ----
  • Akashi: Ha... haaa..... haaaaa... Now, where am I? Huh? Eh? Haaa?! Tetsuya?!
  • Kuroko: Hello, Akashi-kun.
  • Akashi: Wait, huh? Where were you?! We were looking for you.
  • Kuroko: I didn't go anywhere, though. I was right behind Murasakibara-kun and all of you suddenly ran to a different way. So I decided to wait in the shogi room.
  • Akashi: All this time...
  • Kuroko: Yes, Akashi-kun. I came to get you guys but Aomine-kun and Kise-kun ran away from me. That hurts.
  • Akashi: They thought you were a ghost.
  • Kuroko: That's so mean.
  • ----
  • Murasakibara: Mido-chin, Mido-chin. Is that I think it is?
  • Midorima: Oi, Murasakibara, don't scare me!!
  • Murasakibara: No, look. It's a light. It's coming over to us.
  • Midorima: U...uhh.. Run, Murasakibara! Run!
  • Murasakibara: Huuh? Why? And stop pulling my hair!
  • Midorima: Ngghh... It's coming over!! It's getting closer! Run I said!
  • Murasakibara: I'm not a horse! And stop tightening your legs around my waist. It's killing me!
  • Midorima: It's here!!
  • Murasakibara: Eeehh. Arara~ It's Kuro-chin.
  • Kuroko: Hello, Murasakibara-kun, Midorima-kun.
  • Midorima: Kuroko?!
  • Akashi: Wow, Shintaro. You got Atsushi to give you a piggy back? He never agrees to let me do that.
  • Murasakibara: He forcefully do it, though~
  • Midorima: How did you find him, Akashi?
  • Akashi: He found me instead. Besides, he didn't literally disappear. He was right behind
  • Atsushi.
  • Midorima: Uh, I see.
  • Murasakibara: Since we found Kuro-chin, Mido-chin... can you go down now?
  • ----
  • Kuroko: The rain stops.
  • Midorima: The rain stop this late? Shall we head home?
  • Murasakibara: Let's stop by the store~ I need snacks.
  • Akashi: Sure thing. Let's go...
  • Midorima: Hm..
  • Murasakibara: What's wrong, Mido-chin?
  • Midorima: I think we are forgetting something? I just can't put my finger on it.
  • Murasakibara: The rain stops, so you are forgetting to eat ice cream.
  • Akashi: That's right. Let's head over there. It's my treat.
  • Kuroko: Thank you, Akashi-kun.
  • ----
  • Aomine: Oi, Kise, what should we do?
  • Kise: It seems ghost-san is not moving an inch away from the door.
  • Aomine: 'ch, let's just wait for the others to come and pick us up.
  • Kise: Sure-ssu.

Chris: I first met Eddie in a waiting room [outside our common rehearsal space] the day he first got to Seattle. He was very quiet and very shy and didn’t have a lot to say. He was under a lot of pressure, a lonely guy away from home in a room full of people who had a lot of experience in bands. He was by himself, just singing his words and doing his thing.

Eddie: We were both singers. When I first came up and Chris put out his hand to me early on which is so important to me it’s almost undefinable. The first time we played he came to this little club and he told me that it was really good and he was thankful that I was there and that I was who I was.

Spin 2001

Dating Michael Would Include:

Fighting over what you’re going to get to eat  cause you’re both so indecisive about food it’s ridiculous so you just end up ordering pizza every time

Playing rock, paper scissors to figure out what video game you’d play next, either way the words “you’re going down Michael Gordon Clifford” will be heard, But he’ll just chuckle and reply “yeah…Okay babe” in his sarcastic tone because he knows that gets you fired up more than trash talking you

Hiding the bleach from him because “omg give your hair a break please!” And then taking that statement back because he somehow convinces you at 3 am to color your hair together mostly because he couldn’t sleep and he’s bored out of his mind

Having the most serious discussion in the world over Marvel vs. DC

Creeping on Tumblr and YouTube together because you are a product of the internet… It’s basically your guys’ home away from home. In your home.

The back and forth sarcasm that seems endless, but it’s a huge part of your personalities so it’s kind of fun competing to see who can out sarcasm the other one

Nexflix nights, where you build a huge fort in the living room with the most comfy pillows and blankets, he makes sure he adds twinkle fairy lights because he knows those make you happy , and he never forgets the biggest teddy you own ‘cause it’s your favorite cause it smells just like him (on his great smelling days)

Pervy jokes that you secretly enjoy, ‘cause you’re a good girl with a sexy imagination… Which is one of the things he loves the most about you

Tuning out when he talks sometimes because you get mesmerized by his beautiful green eyes that hold so many stories that make up who he is

Getting a black kitten, a white kitten, and a grey kitten and naming them Luna, Artemis, and Diana like the cats on Sailor Moon

Him sneaking up behind you and hugging you as you stand under the moonlight on the back porch swaying back and forth to his humming ‘your’ song

Catching yourself making weird noises to yourself when he smiles cause omg he’s a new level of pretty when he does, not to mention it’s one of your favorite things in the world

Hugging him by the waist cause hugging him with your arms around his neck would force you to get on your tippy toes but you low key love it cause your ear matches up right at his heart & his heart beat is just as amazing as his singing

Taking so many goofy pictures and videos not only to capture memories but to see who can make the funniest face and video…winner gets a surprise, you somehow always win ;)

Trying to get him to come out of his man cave but giving up in the end because where ever he is, it’s where you want to be.