not sheepish at all friend!

They seem to have been spotted by Kate and Maggie, lol

The bottom one was the original i had, but i didn’t know how to do background??? and i wasn’t feeling it anymore, but the concept is hilarious to me so i decided to post it.

it was going to have a saying on the bottom, like those mock motivational posters with the black framing. it was going to say “Jon and Ed crash a gay pride parade”, lol.

What You Can’t Have Pt. 2

Summary: You always want what you can’t have: You want Seokjin, Yoongi wants Yoora and the only seemingly happy couple is the wanted themselves. Until you and Yoongi get drunk one night and fall into a relationship that neither of you wanted or planned. The only problem is, could either of you move on from your first loves to fall again?

23 pags and 10K+ later this is what y’all get. WHY IS THIS SO LONG?!


WARNINGS: Sexual situations, blood, angst, idiocy, derpiness, general super fluff for whatever reason, also heartbreak. The usual. You know me.


It’d been a month and a half since you and Yoongi started dating and, for some reason, your stomach was finally starting to release on that feeling that you needed to escape–that you needed to tuck and roll out of this relationship and back into singledom. Maybe it was because Yoongi was your best friend so dating him didn’t feel like dating anyone at all. Because he was your friend, he wasn’t demanding; he didn’t want anything else out of you other than your presence–no kisses, little hugs, no cuddling, no pressure to hold hands, none of it. You were both interested in other people, and that was what made the relationship work best. At least, that was what you thought.

To everyone else, it probably looked like you were a couple permanently stuck on their first date–always awkward, like you were just learning how to be around each other in this new way. Today was no different.

You wrapped your arms around your stomach to disguise all your insecurities as the water washed over your hips and kept your thighs out of view. Turning over your shoulder, you spotted Yoongi on the shore, unable to make himself move forward into the ocean with his modest swimshorts and shirt. There were two reasons you were halfway out into the shallows contemplating just throwing yourself off the drop-off: you loved the water, and you were (stupidly) wearing a bikini. You went swimsuit shopping with Yoora yesterday and, after debating between a one or two piece, you’d gone with the latter. At the time, you didn’t think it’d matter; then, there you were practically bolting into the water until it was up to your chest just to cover everything from Yoongi’s sight. He was an idol, he was literally perfection.

You…well, you had these things called stomach, thighs, butt, breasts–yeah, you were a walking ball of insecurity. Why the hell didn’t you think about that previously?

“Yoongi?” You shouted to him only to find him staring at you blankly. He started into the water, moving in until he was about ankle deep before he found himself content with that depth. He curled a hand over his ear, raising an eyebrow at you.

“Are you sure we should be doing this?”

“Dating or coming to the beach?”  He was grinning, speaking softly enough to get you to come closer just so you could hear him. You frowned but took one whole step closer.

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anonymous asked:

What tips would you give to a pregnant woman? My friend is 17 and has no idea what to expect from her pregnancy.

Sucking on something sweet can help with the nausea–I prefer fruit gummies or smarties, something that you don’t have to chew at all.

Runs also helps with the nausea and heartburn–I never get heartburn ever except when I’m pregnant.

Prenatals can be really hard, but sadly they really aren’t exaggerating how important they are. If you can’t afford them, you can get them for free or super cheap at your local health department.

If you can, making things that you can freeze soups ahead of time makes a big difference.

You can call the hospital ahead of time and ask what they provide for new mothers to take home, so that’s one less thing you have to take with you for the hospital stay.

If you are planning on retaining custody and can, breastfeeding has amazing benefits for your baby and is waaay cheaper than having to formula feed! You can get a free pump from WIC, too. If you’re in school, you can still pump during school hours, they can’t stop you. You can safely store expressed milk in a thermal lunch bag with an ice pack in it.

In a lot of places, you’re also legally entitled to take a certain amount of time out of physical school without dropping out, where you can get your school work delivered to you.

There’s absolutely zero shame in accepting government assistance if you qualify. WIC, Medicaid, food stamps… it all makes a huge difference at the end of the month. WIC is the easiest to get, and if you qualify for Medicaid all you have to do is take your Medicaid card and photo ID (and proof of address, if it isn’t on your ID) and they’ll hook you up with vouchers for free healthy food.

Try your best to sleep when the baby’s asleep, especially early on when the baby’s only sleeping for like an hour at a time. You need your rest, too.

I hope this helps some!

hey hello friends!! i’m excited to present a new original masterpost series, #studyingwithacdemic! my blog’s “tagline” has long been ‘study with me’, and now i’d like to make that a reality. in #studyingwithacdemic, i’ll be addressing many of the problems that students encounter in their studying journeys, and offering my personal tips on how to face them! 

some of these masterposts will be veeery specific while others will talk about a broader topic. however, all of them have one goal: to help you become the best student you can be! you can tag posts using these tips with either #heyacdemic or #studyingwithacdemic and i’ll be sure to reblog <3

with that aside, here’s the very first masterpost: studying a subject you hate. i know hate is a very strong word, but there are some subjects you really just can’t stand. however, there are a few different kinds of hatred:

  1. hatred because it bores you: if you don’t enjoy learning about a subject, that can certainly complicate things a little.
  2. hatred because it confuses you: sometimes you don’t like a subject because it’s not your strong suit and it frustrates you to try and understand it!
  3. hatred because of previous failures: there are some subjects i don’t like because i failed a test on it, or something of that sort, whereas i enjoy the subjects i’ve always done well on. past mistakes may influence your opinions on a subject!
  4. hatred for no reason: u serious mate?? pfft.

there’s really no set, foolproof method to tackle subjects you don’t enjoy, so in this masterpost i’ll be addressing how to study for subjects that you dislike based on why you dislike them. ok ok, without further ado:


  • use a rewards system!! if you really cannot get yourself to enjoy a subject, forcing yourself to like the subject won’t get very far. however, forcing yourself to like studying it is slightly more doable.
    + set up a way to reward yourself for bravely facing that awful subject
    + after two hours of focused studying, give yourself a pack of gummy bears or something. give yourself an incentive to study!
    + bonus points if the reward is good for you. maybe reward yourself a 30 minute run if you finish studying, cause that’ll boost your energy, be healthier than gummy bears, and be a cool reward for studying :)

  • study in different ways! have some diversity in the ways that you study!
    + experiment with timelines, mindmaps, annotating, etc. to keep things interesting while you’re taking notes.
    + also don’t hesitate to stray from your textbook and into the world wide web of info: look up youtube videos, podcasts, websites, articles, etc. to study rather than just sticking with what your teacher gives you!  
    + when you’re reviewing something, don’t just stare at your notes, turn it into a game or something!! make it fun.
    + if you’re always trying new ways to study a subject, who knows, maybe one will click and you’ll start to enjoy it :)

  • associate with things you enjoy! hard to hate something that’s similar to so many things you like, right?
    + for example: you hate english? look, you’ve just shunned all of your favorite books and songs and writing in general. you hate science? sorry, my friend, it’s because of science that you’re breathing (biology) and cake exists (chemistry)
    + ps: sorry if i got those subjects wrong, i haven’t taken chem or bio yet!

  • study with the pomodoro method! here is a great masterpost by aza (@etudiance) about the pomodoro method, i really recommend taking a look!
    + this works great for subjects that bore you because you’d be studying for short blocks and have breaks in between, meaning you wouldn’t be stuck staring at a textbook for 3 hours *shudders*
    + just make sure that the time you’re spending studying is really focused studying, not just passively flipping through notes.

  • study with a friend! especially if they LOVE that subject. studying with a friend (productively) can make subjects so much more bearable!
    + as long as it’s actually studying, and not.. taking selfies or talking about unrelated subjects ////toootally haven’t done that before ahem ahem////
    + plus, if your friend adores the subject you abhor, maybe their enthusiasm will rub off on you!


  • ask your teacher for help! i swear by this one: teachers are (usually) great people who want you to succeed! no they are not evil creatures making you fail your classes for the heck of it!
    + arrange office hours or something with your teachers to go over content you’re struggling with. this is a great time to get to know your teacher as a friend and you’ll be approaching the material at a pace you’re comfortable with
    + if you’re scared of talking to your teacher (we all know the feeling!), you can always just correspond via email, and if they think you need a private meeting, they’ll most likely suggest it
    + if your teacher gives study guides or premade note thingies, always always always go through them thoroughly because that’s exactly what they think you need to study!!

  • don’t hesitate to raise your hand! everybody hates asking questions in class because they’re afraid they’ll sound dumb. don’t.
    + ask with pride because somebody out there needs you to ask that question for them! and even if you think you hear snickering (spoiler alert: that’s your imagination, silly), imagine it as a heroic deed for that-one-kid-who-needed-to-know-the-answer-to-that-particular-question-but-didn’t-bravely-raise-their-hand-like-you-did. congratulations, my friend.
    + teachers are totally fine with going through material again because if you are struggling to understand something, that’s their fault because they’re supposed to be teaching you. 
    + it’s better to ask during class than struggle on a test.

  • basically, reach out to other people. if you have trouble with a subject and are starting to resent it because of that, the answer is not to self-study and cry over things, the answer is to ask for help.
    + i know because i basically wing everything and there are times when i want to slap myself for not asking a teacher, friend, or my parents for help beforehand.
    + don’t be afraid to search online, but don’t rely on it either. if you’re scraping through your english class by living on sparknotes / cliffnotes, etc. that’s clearly not going to work. it’s okay to use resources like that sometimes to help you understand content you’re really struggling with, but using those ideas (aka not your own ideas) in your homework, etc. is plagiarism. nuh-uh, not ok, don’t do it! ask for help!!
    + also the studyblr community is great!! send in asks because we will all want to give you love and support: and even if we don’t know the answer, we can direct you to another person or masterpost that can help. some people to ask are emma (@elkstudies), grace (@gracelearns), sareena (@studyign), ann (@educaticn), seo (@tbhstudying) and kimberly (@kimberlystudies) – they are absolutely lovely and seem to always have an answer <3 or you can check out @studyblrindex to find someone who studies the subject!! or just ask any studyblr honestly! feel free to ask me as well, i’d love to help if i can ;o;

  • use methods that work for you! even though diversity in study methods is great for subjects that bore you, stick with the stuff that always works for you when you’re confused.
    + do you usually get good grades when you annotate while you read? great, keep doing that!
    + don’t make the mistake of sticking with methods that don’t work, though: if annotating while you read just confuses you even more, it’s time to stop and try something new.

  • just keep working on it! hatred due to lack of understanding of the subject is probably the easiest to fix because if you work hard enough, the subject gets easy and woah omg, more bearable <3 it may seem tough now but you can do it!!
    check out my motivation tag for some stuff to keep you going!
    + i personally think @chibird’s super adorable drawings are great for boosting your morale if you’re feeling down / unmotivated :) give jackie a follow!!!


  • don’t doubt yourself! you get one bad grade, then you think you’re just doomed to bad grades in the class for the rest of the semester. then you really do get bad grades because you’ve just given up. don’t let that happen!!
    + the worst thing you can do is constantly remind yourself about what you did wrong!
    + also, most of the time your “failure” wasn’t even as bad as you think!! even if it was something public and embarrassing, the only person who still remembers it is you.

  • spend less time thinking about your “mistake / failure / incident” and more time assessing what you can do better next time! this one’s a biggie. instead of resenting a subject because something bad happened that one time, it’s better to see how you can prevent it from happening again.
    + giving up isn’t an option here!!!
    + maybe for the test you got an F on, you tried a new study method that definitely didn’t work. all you have to do is stop using that method!
    + this will also take your mind off the fact that you “failed” (again, you probably didn’t), and lead you to think of it more positively (because now you know what to avoid doing in the future!)

  • don’t overdo it! one time in english class, i basically made this really dumb mistake and i cried and was miserable about it for a whole year. then, i made myself attempt to memorize the dictionary because i forgot the meaning of one word. 
    + that was a huge waste of time for me, constantly reminded me of the mistake i made, kept me miserable, made me feel guilty when i couldn’t memorize a word, didn’t actually help my vocabulary, and was basically a big, fat pfffft.
    + the lesson to learn from this is: assessing what you can do better next time DOES NOT MEAN to overdo things. it just means to learn from your mistakes and try to improve <3

  • re-inspire yourself! most of the time, this subject wasn’t one you always hated. it was just that one dumb thing that made you feel miserable and queasy to even think about the subject. don’t let something so small ruin a whole subject for you!
    + check out my failure tag for some posts about dealing with failure or disappointment in the academic world!!
    + search for posts in the studyblr community related to that subject to see how wonderful that subject is! :)


  • there’s no way to make yourself not hate something if you don’t know why you hate it. ask yourself why you hate that subject so much! chances are, you don’t hate it at all!
    + try and talk / rant to someone about it (you can drop me an ask with a rant about a subject you hate – i’d be happy to try and help or just be a person you can rant to). maybe the reason will come out in the process of ranting.
    + or just journal / write for a little bit about the subject. sometimes letting your emotions loose can help!

alright, that is it for this first masterpost!! i really hope you found this helpful, since these are all my personal tips, no research or anything. if you have any questions, want to talk, want to yell at me for a bad masterpost, want to chat about your day, have any suggestions for future #studyingwithacdemic masterposts, want to request a future masterpost etc. etc. just drop me an ask and i’ll answer asap to the best of my abilities! <3 thanks for reading and have an absolutely magnificent day, xoxo hannah

It’s okay (Deliritoonz)

Delirious was just standing there, his eyes glazed over as he stared off into a plain, empty space. His friends were all around him, talking and having fun. Vanoss and Wildcat trying to piss Nogla off, and Lui using his squeaker voice to pester Marcel, something about gummy worms. 
But Cartoonz was watching his dear friend. The way Delirious wasn’t talking to anyone, and the way he seemed so, so tired. He could tell Delirious wanted to go to sleep. No, not just that. He could tell something was wrong with Delirious. At random moments, Delirious’s eyes would tear up, but go away without a trace a clear sign he was holding his feelings back. Cartoonz hated when Delirious did that, but he understood why. He was surrounded by friends, and didn’t want to trouble them. But, there was one major problem with this, aside from the fact that Delirious was sad. If this continued, Delirious could possibly fall into depression, and when that happens, Delirious would cry for hours on end, sobbing, and ignore the world. 
He didn’t want that to happen. 
So, of course, he decided to take his friend away. Just off to the side, and talk to him. 
That’s exactly what he did. 
“Hey, Johnathan.” He whispered softly, calling him by his first name, which always makes Delirious snap to attention, which, it did. “Can you come here?” Cartoonz asked, giving him a soft smile, to which Delirious returned to be polite. 
“Yeah.” he replied, reaching up and running a hand through his hair, letting out a small sigh before following the male away from the group. They got a couple of curious glances from the guys, but no one said anything. 

“Hey, Del. Are you okay?” He asked the moment they were away, getting straight to the point. Delirious instantly gave a small chuckled, shaking his head. 
“You always just go ahead and get to the point. No casual talking first.” Delirious said, letting out another chuckle, which broke at the end into a small sob.
When anyone notices that something is wrong with Del, and asks him about it, especially if it’s someone he cares about, he’ll break down instantly. It’s just how Delirious is… he loves to know someone cares for him.
“It’s happening again, Cartoonz… I… I don’t know what to do. I don’t think i like him.. i mean, he doesn’t make me happy. I even feel sick when i think about our relationship..” Delirious said, turning his head to look down, trying to stop himself from crying.

Delirious was talking about his current boyfriend, just a guy they knew for a couple of years, and was one of their best friends. Delirious used to like him, but when he was asked out on Valentine’s day, he was overjoyed. For about an hour. Then, he began having doubts, and just wanted to curl up and ignore everyone with his newfound teddybear. 

Delirious had bad relationship anxiety, which everyone had, but to a certain extent. Delirious was one of the people who had it bad. Not because he’s scared the other would cheat, but because he’s scared of being undevoted, or begins thinking about things he doesn’t like, and things harder to explain. 
In Delirious’ current case, it was because when he’s around his boyfriend, he can’t relax. He doesn’t feel happy around him, and he even feels sick. Not that the guy isn’t good looking, or anything like that. Delirious even likes the way they share common interests. But Delirious just didn’t like him. He wasn’t happy with him. In fact, he felt like he rather be alone… but they had just been together for a week. He didn’t want to break his heart, cause they were friends beforehand. 

Delirious had never actually been happy in any of his relationships, or truly happy at least. It was always fake laughs, and relationships lasting a week or less. Because Delirious couldn’t handle it, and Cartoonz knew how that was.. he knew it wasn’t Delirious’ fault. He needed someone to make him happy, to the point where he didn’t think about anyone else. 

Cartoonz looked down at him quietly, before reaching a hand out and gently ran a thumb across Delirious’ cheek as a tear began to fall, which was the breaking point, and the dam was broken now. 
Delirious burst out sobbing, but not being loud. He was never a loud person when to crying, or at least, he tried not to. He never wanted to bother anyone. 

“Johnathan..” He whispered, rubbing the other’s wet cheek before he moved forward and wrapped his arms around him, a hand on the other’s back, and the other behind his head, rubbing softly on both areas. Delirious pressed his face to Cartoonz’s chest, closing his eyes and quietly sobbing there, letting Cartoonz hold him and whisper “It’s okay” Into his ear. He was slowly calming down, and after a minute, Cartoonz pulled away slightly, enough to keep him in his arms, but enough to look down at him. 
“It’s okay, Delirious. You don’t have to be with this guy. It’s up to you what you do. I want you to be happy, and if this guy doesn’t make you happy, then he isn’t the one for you. Find someone who makes you happy, baby. I want you to enjoy yourself, and love who makes you happy.” He said, his tone soft and sweet.

Delirious looked up at him with teary eyes, his lips quivering slightly as he stared up at him, before hugging him tightly, smiling a little. 
“You make me happy, Cartoonz. More than anything.” he whispered, closing his eyes. 
“I really love you.” He whispered, and Cartoonz smiled and kissed the top of his head. 
“I love you too, Delirious.” He whispered, smiling.

(( Really wanted to write some Delitoonz about something i’m personally going through, which is what Delirious is going through in this story. I felt like writing it to get it out there, and also because i really love the idea of Cartoonz doing this for Delirious. Makes me want it irl for myself, so i wrote it. haha. Hope you guys like it :) 

anonymous asked:

My bias from BTS is Suga. The three words are magic, bubbles and ice cream. Thaaaank you 😄

“Where are you?” You speak through the phone, eyes wandering around the Han River, trying to find that one familiar figure. Your feet move by itself, back and forth, and your neck stretches out, looking past people heads, but he is nowhere to be found.

“Turn around,” a husky voice that you are sure comes from your back makes you spin on your heels. Your eyes lit up in excitement at the sight of him.

“Yoongi! I missed you!” You hug him tightly, hearing his low chuckles.

“Me too. How have you been?” He asks, his fingers tracing your facial features.

“I’m doing just fine. And you?”

“Fine, but it gets better whenever you’re around,” he smirks and flashes his gummy smile.

“I brought something for you,” he breaks the hug and takes out a lighter and a piece of paper from his pocket. 

You look at him in curiosity, why does he has a lighter and a blank paper? He smirks before he burns the paper, and suddenly a red rose appears on his right hand.

“Wow, how you do that?” You look at him, puzzled.

“Magic? For you,” he hands the flower to you shyly, in which you mutter a soft thank you.

“That’s amazing. Where did you learn that?” You question. He shrugs his shoulders and start walking with you, hand in hand down the path.

“Somewhere in the Internet,” he simply states, not wanting to give all the information to you.

You glance over to him, and he looks so different without the makeup. You can see the stubble, and the visible dark circle under his eyes. Even though he wears a snapback to hide his face, he still looks amazing, you cannot help it but to stare.

“You look beautiful, as always. I always love it when you let your hair down like that. You look cute,” he speaks, snapping you from your trance.

“Thanks,” you blush a little and advert your eyes to a group of children playing some bubbles happily running around the green field. Suddenly, you feel the child inside you being wild, as you ask him.

“Can we play some bubbles?”

He snaps his head, and eyes you suspiciously, giving you a weird stare.

“I just saw some kids playing it. I mean, it’s fun!” You try to defend yourself.

“Anything for you,” he breaks into a laugh and brings you to a small shop nearby.

“Choose which one you want.”

You grab two purple bottles from the shelf, showing it to him before he nods in agreement before paying for it.

“Um, while we are at it, I wanna eat some ice cream. Do you want any?” You walk to the ice cream section and search for your favorite one.

“You’re cute,” he whispers under his breath, his eyes following your figure.

“Yeah. Just give me whatever you’re having,” he says to you. You slide the cover of the freezer and grab two cold mango ice cream and walk back to him.

You take out your purse, but he glances over at you, giving a sign that he will pay. Your mouth forms to an O as you quickly slide back your purse inside your pocket.

“Now, can we go and start our real date?” He smiles sweetly as both of you step out from the shop, hands intertwined.

Things I Write When I’m Bored

It’s done! This is so cute, and bubbles are the best okay? And ice cream too (ノ。≧◇≦)ノ

Hope you enjoy it! <3

Originally posted by jeonbase

anonymous asked:

Headcanons of quirky ways the guys study? Or perhaps how the guys deal a raccoon invading their backyards? Totes random lol xD


  • Nathaniel has to have some kind of background noise or else he just can’t focus. So he’ll turn on some music but it’s very low. He just can’t sit in absolute silence when he’s at home but at school it’s fine. But, ever since getting his own apartment he’s a lot less strict on himself since his parents aren’t around. He just writes down the most important things on some flash cards, and then he reads the book once just to catch anything he may have missed before. He does have a bad habit of drinking tons of coffee when he studies so he always accidentally pulls an all-nighter
  • Dealing with a raccoon, he has no idea what to do. He’s pissed of course because now he has to clean all the trash up. He’d probably try to lure it away with some food or something, and the next day he’d go out to buy special raccoon repelling trash bags.
  • Okay, even though Castiel seems like he just doesn’t care about school he actually has pretty good grades and does fairly well, and he actually does study. He just does everything at the last minute. He’s the one who spends an entire month telling himself that he doesn’t need to study, only to start reading the book the night before and realize he doesn’t remember like, half of it. He then stays up alllll night reading everything over and over. Quizlet has saved his life multiple times.
  • You think Demon hasn’t chased away multiple raccoons already? Any small creature in their right mind knows not to come onto Castiel’s yard.
  • Lysander forgets that he even has a reason to study until Rosalya reminds him like a few days before the test. They help each other study. But, he can sometimes forget the answers if he doesn’t freshen up his brain a bit so on his own time he writes answers on sticky notes and posts them everywhere so he can randomly read them throughout the day. He also uses Quizlet.
  • He could care less about the raccoon; he just doesn’t like cleaning up after it so he usually tries to lure it away as well. Sometimes he doesn’t even feel like being bothered with it though, so he’ll just let it do its thing while Leigh is 100% done with Lys.
  • Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha you think Armin actually studies?? You’re funny. He has better things to do, like play video games. But, he actually has a very good memory so he really doesn’t even need to study. He’s used to having to remember things since sometimes games really require a good memory. He’ll go over the notes for like 5 minutes just to put it back into his brain but other than that he refuses to do any kind of actual studying.
  • Tbh, Armin would probably feed the raccoon pizza and taco bell and become best friends with it. They’re just chilling outside together in the grass when Alexy comes home and just can’t even deal with his brother anymore.
  • Kentin studies for like a week but he needs motivation so he keeps a reward system for himself. He buys his favorite cookies and puts them away. “Okay, once I finished these two pages I get a cookie!” Or he’ll do the candy thing and place a gummy bear or something under every paragraph, so whenever he finishes reading one he gets to eat the gummy. He also sneaks in whatever he was eating while he was studying because it helps him remember.
  • Kentin is probably too much of a sweetheart to want to harm the raccoon or chase it away, so he literally leaves a trail of cookies leading away from his house whenever it decides to show up. The raccoon has caught on to this and now all the neighborhood raccoons know to go to his house if they want food.
Things I know about Kingdom Hearts (as someone who's never played it)

-Sora is important
-Keyblades don’t actually work as keys
-Donald will never heal you
-goofy dies?
-everybody is actually somebody else
-Roxas is a person?
-heartless are the enemies
-something about gummi ships?
-lots of fucking cutscenes
-Sephiroth for some reason?
-timeline more fucked up than LoZ

Dating Xiumin would include

a/n: Ulimate bias! I love him!!!

Dating Xiumin would include

-    He always listen when your sad because he is the best listener

-    Xiumin making you an early morning coffee in his barista outfit

-    Him teaching you how to make different types of coffee

-    Him giving you tight back cuddles in bed

-    “Oppa~ stopppp.”

-    “Neverrrr”

-    Him whispering dirty things in your ear when you snuggle

-    Him giving you aegyo 24/7 which you absolutely love

-    He carries you bridal style at home when your tired

-    Sometimes you pretend to be tired just so he carries you to bed

-    Him taking you out on dates in the park just so you can play soccer with him

-    Getting way too competitive and serious over little games

-    Watching cheesy romance movies ending the two of you making out intensely

-    He leaves hickies and bite marks all over your neck

-    And him smirking watching you try to cover it up with concealer

-    He always flirts with you and teases you

-    Him giving you that sexy look when he wants it

-    Which you can resist

-    Sex is always a bonus in your relationship

-    He dominates and he likes it rough

-    It’s always exciting

-    Him being all sexy on stage cause he knows you like it

-    Sometimes it’s hard taking long breaks

-    But when he’s back again it feels as if you never broke part

-    Not talking much but when he does its to say the sweetest things

-    You sneaking around the house trying to scare him

-    Him practicing his Chinese with you

-    Telling stories on how Luhan used to teach him

-    Him being a total neat freak

-    Your house has to be spotless or Xiumin will spend all day cleaning it

-    Even if it’s just one room, he will clean the whole house

-    You mess up things on purpose just to see his cute reaction

-    His gummy smile is something you always look forward to after school/ university

-    He’s older than you but sometimes you think that your the older one

-    Him always making sure you ate well

-    “Jagiya did you eat today?”

-    “Yes Oppa.”

-    “Are you sure? Are you hungry? I can make some more food for you?”

-    In public you hold hands and peck on the lips

-    When he’s feeling cheeky he slaps your butt saying “mine”

-    He gets jealous easy if a guy even looks your way

-    He’s very protective and doesn’t let you wear to revealing clothes when you go out

-    “y/n I can see your tummy in that shirt, go change.”

-    “Nup”

-    “Change”

-    “Nup”

-    “Change.”

-    “Fine..”

-    He always wins in the end

-    He always shows you off as his girlfriend proudly and smiles widely when he introduces you

-    Going out shopping and letting him give his opinion on which clothing to buy

-    Him saying I love you in the randomise times

-    You can always be comfortable around him

-    And always be yourself

-    There is never a dull moment in your relationship

-    It’s always perfect

~ admin xiudaddy

Send the Pain Below - Part 12

Word Count: 2753

Pairing: Jensen x Reader

Warnings: Language, drug use, ptsd, anxiety, panic attacks, stalking, angst

A/N: Was not gonna post this until later but fuck it I feel like it so here you go.

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“I am begging you, don’t do this.” Jensen looked at the detective who was pulling you away from him, taking you to a cell of your own. “She needs help let me take her home, man. Look at her. She’s panicking.” Your face had turned a pale white, your breathing was erratic and you were sweating. The cuffs on your wrists threw you straight into a panic attack, and Jensen wasn’t allowed to touch you.

“I have to take her in. We have medical on site. They can help her.” Detective Robbins said, almost coldly to Jensen, and pulled you further away. He led you down a hallway and into a sterile white room with a cot, sitting you down on it. You saw the needle coming at your arm and shook your head, trying to tell them not to give you anything, but the words wouldn’t come out over the gasps for air, and everything soon faded to black.

Jensen never left the building, calling your lawyer, Kathy, as soon as they dragged you away. He demanded to see the tapes of what actually happened inside that room over and over with no luck, until Kathy came barreling in. The moment she laid eyes on you, she knew they’d done something very wrong. You were completely unconscious inside a cell, not responding when she yelled your name. She stormed back out, demanding to know what happened.

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It’s a different type of love
Where my giggles turn into snorts.
And my gummy smile is something to show off.
It’s stupid jokes at 12am, because gosh we are getting to old to stay up this late.
Rolling in the grass, taking pictures that make us laugh.
Hugging so hard until we can barely catch our breath.
Crammed ourselves in a twin bed
Have your feet by my head.
And somehow it’s still perfect.
—  Our life is a novel I never want to stop writing. @insanityiscatching
ting! (jun)


It’s his phone. He peeks and saw a message from you, smiling and quickly picking it up to see what you sent him. It’s midnight and he doesn’t know what are you doing at this late hour. And also, you sent a picture. Could this be what he was thinking….?

Opening it, he saw a photo of you - thumbs up - infront of your laptop with your cat watching their latest music video on youtube.

Oh, it’s not. He turns a bit pink at the thought.

Looks like it was snapped on snapchat because it has a caption on it that says: everything about this comeback is 아주 nice GET IT and kiwi loves it so much

Kiwi. He chuckles and saves it immediately. Opening the snapchat app, he took a photo of himself showing his gummy smile and write something on it.

Glad u like it! you and kiwi need to focus on me and my acting and moves there bc its 아주 nice ;-)

Still smiling, he saved it and send it to you, through message which is weird because he could just straight send it to you on snapchat. But, who cares at this point.

Ting! Another reply. Another picture. It’s a picture of Kiwi looking at the screen of your laptop which happened to have Mingyu on it, which says: she’s dropping you for Mingyu lmao i mean honestly im not surprised :^)

And he quickly replies, without any photo.

j: are you saying you’d drop me too for mingyu i cant believe this

y: but i mean

j: omg that boy is actually dirty af you’d be surprised

y: do you need a mirror i have one


y: sure
y: let me just admire god’s finest creature with Kiwi right here

j: *wen junhui

y: psh
y: im going to sleep

He knows you’re not.

j: no ‘i love you’s?

y: :^)


y: actually thats a good idea i might do that thanks baby


y: mhmm
y: i love you ok you know im just joking

j: i got some sense of humor too okay
j: i know you are
j: and i love you too



y: or else???? hmm????

He pressed call and you rejected it the first time, teasing him is probably the funniest thing ever. Not really, but. The second time, you answered and a smile can’t even disappear from your face when you heard his voice on the end of line.

“Oh, so now you decided to answer?” He asked, his tone annoyed and you can picture his face right now.

Giggling, you answer, “You don’t want me to? Well, I can still call Mingyu inste - ”

“NO NO!” He quickly protests, making you laugh. “What does Mingyu have that I don’t?” His pout is visible inside your head and made you smile wider.

“Hmmm,” Pretend to be thinking you continued, “Wait let me count, one… two… three… four… fi - ”

“Yah!” He snapped, making you laugh again. “I love you.”

“That’s very nice, thank you.” You bit your lip, the pun making it hard to hide the laugh that is threatening to come out again.

“You know what? I’m sending Mingyu your baby pictures along with our chat.” Your eyes widen at his threat.

“Don’t you dare.”

“Try me.”

“Wen Junhui, I love you, okay? I was kidding seriously.”

“Ah, now, what was that?” This boy, seriously. You want to kick him but a smile is spreading on your lips and it’s just weird how much you love this kid.

“I LOVE YOU WEN JUNHUI!” You yelled to the phone.

“Hmmm, that’s very nice.” He replied, repeating you. “Thank you baby.”

“I hate you.”

“Sure, we’re going to sneak out on Friday for a private date even though I have a hectic schedule.” You smile at his words. He’s making you wanting to throw up rainbow and cute things and it’s making you sick to the point you actually want to throw up.

“You’re the best.”

“Psh, I knew it already.”


Ushiwaka has a younger sister (perhaps named Asami? I named her Asami. Ushijima Asami sounds decent) who’s a either a first- or second-year at Shiratorizawa and plays on the girls’ team (which is popular, but not as strong as the boys’). 

{{ what do you mean I drew this here because I was inspired by Kageyama family headcanons }}

She has long, straight hair that she likes to keep in a ponytail, she likes colorful headbands, and she quickly gets over the fact that her strong eyebrow game makes her look like her brother. No, like, EXACTLY LIKE HER BROTHER.

She calls her brother “Waka” and their favorite pasttime is watching Olympic volleyball on Youtube (WHAT NERDS) and she probably has a random fondness for sweets…specifically gummy bears or gummy worms or something like that (he bribes her with them).

Ushiwaka’s sister probably has to live in his shadow, which puts a lot of pressure on her, but despite the challenge, it’s something she enjoys. She practices volleyball with him but gets destroyed. The one time she actually blocks him, she celebrates for ten minutes and he scowls and claims he was going easy on her

Asami’s also left-handed, like her brother. When people ask her how she can deal with Wakatoshi’s extremely blunt (and often rude) comments/behavior, she responds “Wait, what?” because actually SHE WASN’T LISTENING AT ALL. She has mastered the “I’m did not hear a word my brother said so no, I am not bothered.”

She likes girly things/fashion but she SUCKS at doing her hair and wears nothing but T-shirts, jeans, and oddly enough, polos because she really likes shirts with collars. (Headcanon that Ushijima’s unnamed setter-kun is the one that braids her hair from time to time).

In summary: Ushijima siblings are ACTUAL DORKS.

(( I love the Kageyama siblings thing, and someone had an Oikawa lil sis idea, so I really wanted to post this! ))

- tanaka–saeko

12x03 Coda: Jet Lag

After Mary leaves, Sam calls up Cas. Sastiel friendship, Destiel

Sam didn’t really expect a heartfelt, grownup conversation about this—having Mom back has made kids out of both of them—but he’d also hoped that Dean would at least say something.  No such luck.  As soon as the door clangs shut behind Mom, Dean darts for his room without a word.

Great.  Sam sinks into the nearest chair, massaging his temples.  Too good to be true has always been too good for the Winchesters.

As much as it hurts, though, he gets it.  Why Mom had to go.  He understands the itch to escape, the conviction that there is something better out there somewhere.  Mom is chasing a pipe dream, a mirage.  He’s going to let her, because he chased the same one a long time ago.

She deserves that, at least.

He knows Dean is going to take this hard, though.  His brother has a way of taking each and every blow and stacking them on his shoulders, refusing to let anyone else take the weight even though everyone can see how his frame is shaking.  By the time he reaches his room, Sam knows, he’ll have constructed a million different reasons why this is his fault.

He did the same thing when Sam left for school, but there’s someone who wasn’t around when that happened.

He picks up on the third ring. “Sam.  Is everything all right?”

Sam could have prayed, but frankly, he’s done with his prayers being intercepted.  The last thing he needs right now is for Lucifer to find out that his vulnerable, totally possess-able mother is alive and kicking.

“Yeah, we—we’re fine.  No missing limbs or anything.”

Cas’s sigh of relief is audible through the phone. “Then what is it?”

“Mom.  She, uh.  She left.  I’m okay, I think, but Dean…Dean’s taking it a little hard.”

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because you’re mine (ao3)

a/n: very light warning that this contains brief descriptions of fictional gore related to haunted houses (the constructed events, not ‘ghosts live here’ ones) and also that this was written quickly and barely edited.

Bellamy Blake is not a fan of Halloween.

He goes through the motions–gives out candy to the kids in his apartment complex, hums along with Nina Simone, makes sure everyone stays hydrated at any parties he gets dragged to–but Clarke knows better.

In the two years she’s known him, the most involvement he’s had in anything more intense than “It’s the Great Pumpkin, Charlie Brown” is attending their Witchy Movie Marathon. Watching the Sanderson sisters be foiled by Max and Binx while munching on whatever weird Oreo’s have come out that year is where he draws the line. No matter how much his sister attempted to wheedle, guilt, or blackmail him, avoiding horror was the area where Bellamy stood firm.

Which is why it’s such a surprise that he’s even made it to the parking lot of a haunted house on the day before Halloween.

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