So I FINALLY got a gel light and ordered some gummy jelly and the no wipe top coat from enailcouture. I freaking love it. There are probably better products to use to do these built up gel droplets but I was just messing around with it as I don’t have any gems yet.
I put Sinful Colors Orange cream as a base color and the rest is acrylic paints and the little gem looking things are just a holographic glitter piece with built up gel. I also built up the gummy jelly on top of the lady bugs to make them more 3D.
Pizza, ice water, gummies, nail polish, brief storms, the feeling that I've lost something, yet I'm not sure what, anger that slowly drains to exhaustion, self-hatred, a journal that contains the things I'm too scared to speak, death. This life is far too tiring…