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[TianShan Week]

Day 2: Dear One

a loved one, a sweetheart(well, more like the devil lol); both dear to one’s heart.

Oops, this is late– I started this when I got back from work last night but I fell asleep midway drawing it ^_^; Since I’m already late, I decided to take some time to make it look a bit more nicer!

It could of done with a few more panels but… X_x There was a scene I had in mind where the mother knows about the jacket because she’s the one who does the laundry in the house :P Oh yeah, can’t forget about that big sandwich! XD


[TianShan Week]

Day 5: AU

…Avatar: The Last Airbender alternative universe!

Even I don’t know what He Tian was injured by lol~

In this version, from the get-go, I knew the siblings were going to be from the Southern Water Tribe and Guan Shan was going to be a non-bender(an ex-Freedom Fighter and later finds out his mum is still alive and now currently living with her at Ba Sing Se, working at a family-run restaurant).

He Tian and Jian Yi were so much harder for me to decide… One could be the Avatar(but I thought it didn’t make much sense since both currently have living family), or both from Fire Nation, or something else– Then I realised, why am I thinking so hard about this? I’m not going to draw a whole lot about this universe! XD

So now Jian Yi is a waterbender(I guess he could be from the Northern Water Tribe), just to reinforce the “waterbenders” line that Guan Shan delivers. God knows what element He Tian is in this– I just chosen the colours of the clothes he normally wears lol :P


…Whenever someone asks a favour from He Tian.

This idea was based on one of my favourite scenes in Haikyuu!! XD

“I’m always this kind” and “Those looks are uncalled for” were words spoken by the awesome Kuroo in Chapter 91~

Bonus (not so great) animation! Originally, I drew the last scene out but I thought I’ll give animating a go since I’m so rusty… OTL

Edit: D’oh, I misspelled Jian Yi’s name wrong by 1 letter! Replaced 3rd pic.

Hunger [TianShan Week: 3]

Day 3: Hunger

→ a strong desire; need for food.

← Day 2: Dear One


You scowled at me in the hallway and I could only look at your lips, cracked and lined and red as a sky in a nuclear fallout.

I thought, for a moment, that you might have been looking at mine.

To Redhead,

I saw you fight and it was bloody-knuckled and you moved like you were used to bracing, and flinching, and hiding when a fist shadowed the pale skin of your face. You moved like there was a fire and you were breathing smoke in your nose, and I thought that perhaps the gaps between your teeth would lick of charcoal and graphite and leave black stains on the eggshell underside of my wrist.  

For Red,

You stood in my home and your shadow darkened the window where I stood and you shied from my cigarette skin. You gleamed pale and lambent in the city lights and your hair flamed like you were a comet and I was detritus floating in your space.

One day, I would like to be in your orbit.

Dear Don’t Close Mountain,

I saw your name today on a board and it tasted funny on my tongue. I stretched it to four syllables so it would last longer and it meant I could savour it. I think it was a poor decision.

I touched my tongue with your tongue and it was wet and warm and didn’t surprise me until you started crying. I wondered, after, what those tears might taste like, too. I am sorry I am trying to eat you alive. I’m sorry I left you bruised and broken and scarred your skin in ways that I might see if I looked beneath your clothing; I’m sorry I left you bruised and broken and scarred your skin in ways I couldn’t see.

I would change mine for yours except mine would swallow you like acid and you are still almost whole.

Dearest Mo Guan Shan,

I’m polluting your flowerbeds with my cigarette ends. I would like to taste the thing that you once made me, and I have tried and failed because I didn’t know what you put in it that I couldn’t see.

You put something in it, didn’t you? Maybe it was the spilled bottle. I almost asked you but you were pale in my jacket and my blood was soaking your veins, and I could see I was stretching you thin enough to see your blood and my veins and how you trembled with every shivering heartbeat that could pulse into my mouth.

But you would never let me get that close. Would you.


I have never been hungry before, and now I am made of caves and voids and holes that are starless spaces begging to be loaded, niches and alcoves of light that are slick with petrol fluid and ash is dangling between my lips.

I have never hungered before but it’s going to set me on fire, and I can live with your fever but you can’t live with my flames.

I am inked with shadows and they will taste like diesel but you can feast from me if you want, every unadorned, unguarded part of me that will rise to your mouth. I know you couldn’t bear the taste of me; you cannot take the sound and the sight and the bare feel of me.

I will trade touches for taste. My stomach is a cavern and you have pulled the blood from my veins like it is string.

I know I don’t deserve your forgiveness but I am a benediction and a sin and I will take anything.

I have never starved before.


Happy New Year! :D Wishing you all the best~

Technically, I’m super late with this, me being from the UK… So I’m just pretending to live in US time! XD

Sketched the kiss pic a few months back but never got around to finishing it. Err, the build-up to the kiss was pretty last minute hence why they’re still in pencil form– Hope you can still make out what’s going on there… ^_^;

Happy Chinese New Year!

Technically it’s Chinese New Year’s Eve, but we’re already exchanging lunar new year greetings! 

This is Part 1 of Tianshan Lunar New Year 2017! I tried to finish everything before I went home to see my parents for the new year, but I don’t think I’ll be able to get it done in time, so I decided to post this little comic up page by page. 

Please do not repost my art! 

Thanks to @thefearofthetruth for helping me with plotting and for introducing me to 19 Days

Part 2 | Part 3

not only was guan shan’s phone on the inbox screen for he tian, but his phone is literally about to turn off from low battery. so he has been lying there for who knows how many hours wasting his battery and refreshing the screen so it doesn’t dim/turn off, waiting for a message (inevitably) to come through

The fact that Zhang Zheng Xi thought of a plan to find a clear evidence for Momo.

The fact that Jian Yi ran over the room as soon as they found the evidence that would make Momo innocent.

The fact that He Tian rushed over Momo’s side even with a bleeding hand.

The fact that Momo’s been holding back his tears and worry for He Tian.

The fact that Old Xian made all of these possible.

The fact that 19 Days is a beautiful masterpiece no one can replace.

You’re My Home

(AO3) TianShan / fluffy fluff + light (very light!) (..or not) angst, domestic stuff 

word count:  3693

a\n: it’s a translation and i think it’s shit i’m not sure if it looks as fine as the original text, but i hope you like it… 

Heartless Bastards - Only For You
Twin Sister - I Want A House
Cigarettes After Sex - Nothing’s Gonna Hurt You Baby
Cigarettes After Sex - Affection

inspired by this beautiful post so credit to @midotakaism i guess (some things are similar so if you don’t approve this, please, let me know!) (and. i just want to tell you that everything’ll be ok. just don’t despair please)

also @mazakichan thank you SO MUCH for being my beta-reader, i do really appreciate your help (and i kiss your hands xo)!

(i don’t know this gif source i’m sorry, but when i found it i was just like…”fuck it’s them!”)

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