grphcs: spn

Things I want to happen:

I want Sam and Dean to get back to a place where Sam feels secure enough to give Dean back the amulet and Dean feels comfortable enough to accept it

AND

When Sam does give Dean the amulet wrapped in a pretty box with tears silently streaming down his face because he has been waiting for this moment for so long I want Dean to pull down the collar of his shirt to reveal the amulet tattooed on his chest next to the anti-possession symbol.

AND

I want them to share one of those soul shattering hugs in which they squeeze each other so tightly that the earth re-aligns and the shattered pieces of their lives begin to reform.

Is that really so much to ask for? 

You know what I appreciate about the Supernatural pilot? After Jess dies there are dozens of police officers, firefighters, and onlookers swarming the scene, and yet Sam’s in the back evaluating which assault rifle feels best in his hands.

Like “Agent Green, aren’t you supposed to be interviewing the eye witness?”

“Yeah but he’s elbow-deep in all kinds of terrorist equipment I’m 80% certain I saw grenades I ain’t touching that.”

The fact that these boys only get arrested like four times is stunning.

“Damn right they’re flawed. But a lot of them try, to do better, to forgive.And you should see the Spearmint Rhino! I’ve been riding the pine a long time. But I’m in the game now, and I’m not on your side, or Michael’s. I’m on theirs.”