grey's 10x15

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“I used to be someone who was always happy. I woke up happy. I was someone who used to skate at work. And then this happened. And everything was hard and everything took thought and planning. It was like my life didn’t fit me anymore. I wanted to tear it all down and start over, just throw it away and find a life that fit who I am now. But I’m starting to feel like I know who I am again.”

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Shondaland Parallels ft.:
Cooper x Charlotte (Private Practice) || Callie x Arizona (Grey’s Anatomy)

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“I used to be someone who was always happy. I woke up happy. I was someone who used to skate at work. And then this happened. And everything was hard and everything took thought and planning. It was like my life didn’t fit me anymore. I wanted to tear it all down and start over, just throw it away and find a life that fit who I am now. I’ve had to give up things. But what I’ve learnt is that I don’t need much to be happy. I don’t even need two legs. But I do know, that I need you.

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  • Jackson: I'm sorry, Stephanie. Will you let me say that to you, please, okay? I am so sorry. I had no idea I was gonna do that. None. I thought.. I was - I told myself that I didn't want her. That April didn't want me. And you and I... Steph, you are so...
  • Stephanie: Please don't. Don't do that.
  • Jackson: I'm trying to say I didn't see it coming. Okay? There's no way I wanted to hurt you. And I don't know how I can make that better.
  • Stephanie: You can't. And anyway, we both got a day we'll never forget.
  • Jackson: Steph...
  • Stephanie: You got a day to tell your grandkids about, and I got something I've never gotten before - I got pitied. I was suddenly the girl who wasn't good enough or smart enough or pretty enough or not deserving. I've never gotten that look before because I'm not that girl.
  • Jackson: I know that. Look, you can hit me with as many gurneys as you want to because I'm gonna feel terrible about this for the rest of my life.
  • Stephanie: Okay, well you do that if you want to. I'm not. I'm not gonna feel sad or angry or pitiable for one more minute. Because I'm not going to care about you. So if I don't say hello or make small talk in the elevator or acknowledge your birthday or even acknowledge you're alive, it's because to me, you just exist. Because I don't care.
  • Grey's Anatomy 10x15 "Throwing It All Away"