~ July 19, 2017 ~
Today’s theme is green! This matcha chocolate is a little too sweet for me, but I love drinking the unsweetened iced green tea latte at Starbucks :))
AP Economics summer prep is getting a little confusing, but I’m hanging in there!
My new obsession - homemade and healthy (and totally guilt-free.. like only 12 calories for the whole thing) iced green tea latte. I totally reused this starbucks cup.. I do that way more often than I’d care to admit 🙈🍵
12 oz water 2 tsp matcha green tea powder
1 tbsp stevia
4 oz unsweetened cashew milk
lots of ice
The Joker really wants a baby and
doesn’t know how to approach the subject. Last time you two talked about
it your answer was an unmistakable no and he doesn’t take that kind of
negative attitude from anybody, including his girl. Or so he likes to believe…
You are reading a book in front of
the fireplace, sitting on the soft rug and leaning your back against the couch.
The Joker is resting in his favorite armchair, reading articles about How to make your girlfriend happy on his
cell. He wants to convince you to have a baby with him and things have to go
the right way because he is aware he can’t force you on this one. J reads the
list again and decides to try the stuff he found, maybe it will work.
1.Tell her you love her
He holds his phone with two fingers
like it’s infected with some contagious virus, takes a deep breath and utters
with emotionless voice:
“Pumpkin, I love you.” It sounded so
cold, flatter than the flat green tea
latte he orders from Starbucks all the time. He hates the taste but it’s green. Yeah, well… it makes sense to
“Awww, that’s nice J,” you mumble,
not really paying attention. You always have to sift through what he says
because he sure says a lot of things.
Most of the times you just pretend to listen and find it easier to just go with
It didn’t seem you cared about his
first effort and he passes his fingers through his hair, annoyed: “What a bunch of nonsense, who wrote this
crap?! I should kill them,” he
thinks to himself and notices there is/are no name(s) at the end of the
article. Dammit, how is he supposed to punish the culprit if he doesn’t know
who it is? That makes him even more irritated but decides to continue.
2. Tell her she’s beautiful
For this one J believes he needs to
change spots so he comes on the couch behind you and sits so you are trapped
between his legs. He starts massaging your shoulders, his gold bracelets clinking
in your ears.
“Ahhh, it feels nice,” you whisper,
closing your eyes, enjoying the relaxing moment.
“You’re such a pretty doll,
Princess,” he leans over and tells you, waiting for a reaction. You take his
hand and kiss his laughing mouth tattoo, then keep it on your face, going back
to reading. That worked better, he
smiles, satisfied with the accomplishment so he continues:
“Do you remember when we first met?
You annoyed me so much at the meeting I followed you to your car because I
wanted to kill you.”
You snort at the memory and turn the
page:” Oh, yeah, how could I forget?”
“…and then I saw you bending over to
reach your glove compartment with that short skirt and I realized you had no
“Excuse me?! I did have underwear on,” you
protest, looking up to him.
“That little string doesn’t count,”
he smirks and you slap his knee.
“Does to! Plus, I totally busted you
staring. Are you enjoying the view,
Mister J? “ you recall the question, amused.
“Remember what I answered? I would like it even better from the top.” You both start laughing like crazy; it sure
was one of the most daring pickup lines you ever heard but it worked.
“Such a charmer, baby,” you sigh,
chuckling, turning your attention towards your reading again.
“I know,” he has to admit, grinning.
“ I sure felt I have to ask if you would like to go on a heist together
“ I was impressed with your approach
on asking for a date so I said yes,” you rest your head on his knee, closing
your book for a few moments. “It sure
was lucky you had a robbery planned for that night, I never had so much fun on
a first date,” you have to admit and The Joker’s heart beats faster, happy to
hear the confirmation of his awesomeness. Man
I’m good! he believes without hesitation and takes a quick glance at his
3. Buy her flowers
“Y/N, I got you flowers,” he boasts
before he grasps the idea he didn’t get shit.
“Oh, did you? How sweet, I love
flowers,” you admit, picking around to see where they are and it clicks for J: Fuck, I have none. “Ummm, I forgot them
in my car, I’ll go get them,” he gets up and heads towards the elevator, not
knowing how is going to pull this one off.
“Thank you, baby !“ he hears before
the elevator’s door close. You move close to the fire, wondering why he’s
behaving weird but you kind of like it.
On the way to the underground
parking, he passes by Frost’s office and since he always has the door opened, J
sees the huge bouquet of flowers on the coffee table, no doubt a gift for his
He shamelessly walks in, giving Jonny
a mean look and growls:
“These are mine!” and yanks the
“Of course, sir,” Frost is fast in
agreeing since he knows better than not to keep his mouth shut at his boss’s
“Here, for you Pumpkin,” J gives you
the flowers, kissing you and you really feel excited.
“They look so beautiful, I’ll keep
them by me for a while,” you determine with such a glowing smile it makes him
intrigued: Why do women always like this
stuff? It’s so stupid. He goes back to his spot behind you
and starts playing with your hair. He thinks he got this so he begins talking:
“You know, Pumpkin, you’re only
getting older and…”
“What?!” you snap, finally paying
attention. “ You’re so rude!” you pout and move away from him, placing yourself
on your tummy in front of the fireplace, slamming your book around before you
calm down a bit. “You’re old!” you hiss at him over your shoulder and he deeply
inhales, not understanding why the truth is upsetting you so much.
It’s finally time to glance at that
list again because apparently going rogue on his own it’s not working too well.
4. Show interest in what she likes
J crawls down by your side and
imitates your position, staring you down.
“What are you reading, Doll?”
“A book about villains,” you reply,
frowning, bouncing your legs up and down.
“Am I in there?” he asks, getting
closer to you and places his chin on your forearm.
“Nope,” you shortly answer,
“I should be,” he states with
confidence, pretending to read what you are.
You lift your shoulders up and try to
ignore him. He takes a quick pick at the phone again.
5. Let her know you’re lucky to have
“I’m the most important one around
here but I guess you have your fair amount of usefulness,” he seductively
mumbles, thinking it’s the best praise he came up with so far.
“Huh?” you get upset, turning towards
him and watching his silver teeth shinning in the firewood light. “Shut up, J
!” and you push him away, sulking.
What the hell?! I thought she will love this for sure.
“I guess what I’m trying to say,
Princess, is that it’s OK having you around,” he corrects his earlier statement,
hoping for a more positive outcome.
“Whatever,” you grumble while he
slowly uses two fingers to walk down your back until he reaches your shorts.
6. Cuddle up with her at home
The Joker gropes you and uses you as
an anchor while really shoving
himself into you. Your hair being yanked in the process doesn’t make you
receptive to his tactic.
“Ouch, what are you doing?” you look
at him again, suspicious. “Are you trying to tell me you wanna have sex or
something? Because you don’t need all this, I always want you,” you bitterly
admonish him by admitting to the truth. It flusters you how you can’t fully
hate him, at least not for long periods of time.
“I’m just trying to get in your
pants, literally. Why are they so
hard to pull down?” J tries again and no luck, blowing a rebel strand of green
hair off his face, irked because he usually doesn’t have trouble undressing
“Wow, that’s why you’ve been acting
awkward?” you finally smile, contemplating if you should still be mad or not.
“I was acting…normal,” he grunts, fighting with your shorts and it makes you
snicker at his struggle.
“Which means weird for you,”
you are fast to point out. “So what’s going on?”
“Dammit, stupid shorts!” he slaps
your butt and you lift yourself up a little bit so he can finally succeed in
his mission. “Ohhhh, strings again,” he
delightfully growls, biting his lip.
“You know I always wear this kind of
stuff because it apparently saved my life,” you roll your eyes, feeling there’s
more to this behavior of his. “Hey, my eyes are up here!” you lift his chin up
from your cleavage, interrupting his fun. “Tell me what’s going on.”
He takes a deep breath and swears he’s going to get rid of you if you don’t agree with him:
“Pumpkin, we should really have a
baby.” And now he waits.
You stare at him without blinking for
a few long seconds and it makes him uncomfortable. He never feels uncomfortable.
“Are you…are you for reals?!” you
furrow your eyebrows, gasping.
“Yeah, we should have a baby, I told
you before I want one,” he grinds his teeth and you sure don’t seem thrilled.
“Really???!!!! I told you I’m pregnant
when you were sitting on your stupid armchair, playing on your stupid phone
with something stupid for sure! You didn’t seem to care!!” you raise your voice, mad again.
His mouth just opens, he surely
didn’t hear that, concentrating too much on the article that was supposed to
get you to the point of wanting to have a baby.
“Oh my God, Princess, I’m gonna be a
dad?!” he blurs out, his blue eyes lighting up in a way you didn’t see before
and it kind of lowers your defense.
“I hope you’re going to be a better
dad because as I boyfriend…I don’t know…”
He is not paying attention again.
“The Joker is gonna be a father,” he
whispers, absent minded and you have to make him focus again:
“Do you still want to get in my pants
“Hey Princess!” he shouts from his
desk and you turn around in the same time with your 5 year daughter that’s
playing on the ground with her toys: “Yes, Daddy?” she giggles and J starts
laughing in his crazy way that would normally make people cringe. The two of
you are so used to it you don’t even care.
“Come sit in Daddy’s lap, would you?”
he gestures and you head over with Evie running in front of you wanting to be
first one. She gets on his left knee and you sit on his right one.
“Which one of us, baby?” you pull on
his hair, aggravated.
He smirks, gratified on how sneaky he
“Does it matter? I got you both
“Did you hear that, Evie? Daddy got
us trained. What do we do when Daddy is being a smart-ass, hmmm?” you kiss her
forehead and she charges at his neck, screaming:
“We bite him!!!”
“Ahhh, good girl,” you snarl,
watching The Joker squirm and snicker under attack while reaching for the book
you set on his desk earlier.
“Did you have time to look at this?”
you ask him while he has fun with Evie and he nods no, whimpering at the small teeth grazing his skin. “Here”, you
open the book in the middle, showing him what you customized for him online. “
I got you a whole chapter in the villains book, wrote it myself. This way you
don’t have to wait until you die like the others.”
His eyes get big and he grins, so
pleased with what you did.
“Daddy, play with me!” Evie tugs on
his shirt when she notices he is paying attention to something else. She starts
bouncing in his lap, impatient and you get up.
“You did this for me, Doll?”
“Oh, yeah, because I really want to
get in your pants tonight. Literally,”
you whisper in his ear, biting his neck too.
You’ve been making out for 10 minutes
now when he stops for a few seconds to unexpectedly say: “ I love you, Pumpkin”
with that emotionless tone he uses when he’s at a loss of understanding his own
“Aww, that’s nice, “ you snuggle more
to him and he continues: “You’re such a beautiful doll, Princess.”
“Y/N, I got you flowers,” he moans
while pulling down your bra straps. It suddenly clicks for you and you get off
“Oh, no! No, no, definitely not!” you
back out, heading for the door.
“What?” he pretends to be all
innocent. “We should have another kid, look how cute Evie is.”
“Out of the question, you know I had
a horrible pregnancy,” and you run out of the door when he stands up to follow you,
fed up with your rebellion. You lock yourself in the bedroom that’s the
furthest from your daughter’s room so you won’t wake her. The Joker comes and
softly knocks on the door, amazed he’s not pissed yet:
“ Y/N, open up! What are you going to
do? You’ll never sleep with me again?!”
You debate, thinking of all the fun
you have all the time, that’s why you sound doubtful when you reply:
“Open the door, don’t make me mad!
Daddy wants you! Or do I have to find myself another woman?” he bangs his head
against the door, sighting.
“NO!!!” you kick the door from the
other side, gulping. “That’s blackmail, J, it’s not fair!”
“This is what we do, Doll, you don’t like it when you are the lucky recipient?”
“NO!!!” you pout, kicking the door
again. “I don’t like it!”
“Open up, yes? I want to get in your
pants!” he tries the strategy and he hears you snicker. I didn’t lose my touch, he compliments his skills to his own self.
“I don’t have any pants on,” you
crack the door open, hating yourself for wanting him so much.
He rests his head on the wood frame
for a little bit before pushing his way in.
“Even better, makes it easier,” The
Joker grins, slowly closing the door behind him.
12.11.17. // Woke up early to get Christmas Tree Frappuccinos with Trev before they stopped selling them (and no they did not taste like “broken promises”, they were good, people are annoying and just trying to shove news down your throat by saying negative junk about everything. They tasted like girl scout cookies, the peppermint ones! ☺). I also got this lemon avocado salad, which is my FAVE thing from Starbucks, other than their green tea lattes. It’s so good! Try it sometime. :) They also had really cute Christmas and Washington themed stuff I want.