great kisses

anonymous asked:

wait are you and ana actually dating now? didnt you have a boyfriend? (sorry i know this isnt the politest but im confused and tired)

originally posted by bisexual-community-world

Nah legit tho imma assume this isnt biphobia and more a genuine question.

I broke up w Tom in October or November last year, I don’t post all my personal life on tumblr and generally you won’t see me posting anything negative (unless I’m entertained by my own stress or i think i need help and interaction) cos it doesn’t do me or anyone else any good, so I didn’t mention that anywhere public I don’t think. 

I’m able to work backwards because Ana and I had a chat after a gig I’d been to, so I happen to know we admitted to liking each other on the 27th of November (probs 26th to her, which, Ana, means we can have two days straight of anniversary and we 100% should). There was a lot of slow moving developments then very fast moving and I dunno when it formally happened but yeah dating.  And it’s awesome we’re like 4 months in and I’m super happy all the time and she messages me before I wake up every day and I do the same for her and we skype usually minimum once a week and yeah :D

submitted by alvxr 

We met organizing our city’s pride on July of 2015, I was coordinating the volunteer’s group and he wanted to help us organizing. After Pride’s demonstration I took him to a secluded place to talk to him, day’s euphoria decided that it was a great moment to kiss him. We were together since november when he decided to split up… we didn’t know that today we would continue together after one month living apart. Now we are living apart together, lucky to wake up with his smile.

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.