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Summary: You end up pregnant with Ethan’s child and he runs away out of fright of becoming a father. Your bestfriend, Grayson, steps up to the role of your baby’s father and maybe a little more.
Word count: 9.2K +
A/N: None of this is probably accurate, lol I have no idea about pregnancies or childbirth so forgive me.
“You know I love you.. b-but I can’t do this! Okay?”
Those very words made you crumble. The tears burst forth like water from a dam, spilling down your face. You felt the muscles of your chin tremble like a small child and you looked away from his eyes, hoping that he couldn’t see how broken you were. “Please..” You sobbed, “At least try!”
Ethan swallowed thickly and reached for your hand but you jerked away swiftly. Your lashes were were brimmed with heavy tears, the skin surrounding your eyes becoming puffy as salty tears decorated your rosy pink cheeks. “Why are you so afraid?”
Summary: In which you ask Ethan if he’d be interested in having rough sex.
Word Count: 12K+
A/N: Feel free to give feedback as always, this is my first smut. This fic was truly a challenge for me as it was so much longer word count wise than anything I’ve ever done, it has smut in it and it’s an Ethan fic.I also got kind of sick of proofreading at the end soif there are typos forgive me.
As Ethan reaches down from his
spot on the bed to pick up his boxers, you sit there in silence contemplating
your words. You and Ethan had been dating for six months at up to this point
the sex had been great; throughout your friendship before your relationship,
there had always been sexual tension, but there was one consistent issue: Ethan
was too nice. When you had talked to your best friend, Lizzie, about it, she
told you it had seemed like you were looking for something to complain about;
Ethan was smart, funny, and sweet, how could being too nice be a problem?
It was a problem when you wanted
him to stop treating you like you were fragile. You wanted Ethan to be …
rougher. When Ethan had sex with you, it was always amazing; he definitely knew what he was doing, but
you wanted him to choke you a little, pull your hair, the works … you just
didn’t know how to tell him. You didn’t
realize you had zoned out until Ethan had said your name a second time.
WARNING: Sexual/Mature content ahead. Read at your own risk.
SUMMARY: When you get caught in a storm, Grayson offers you shelter, it’s only when you’re both cuddling that things become.. more intimate..
A/N: This took me forever. You better enjoy it.
WORD COUNT: 7.7K+
Your hands grasped the steering wheel tightly, you lower lip tucked beneath your teeth as you swerved past a truck, nearly grazing the edge. Rain drops and fog clouded your front window, making seeing what was ahead a hassle.
Sounds of thunder could be heard from nearby and you sunk back into your seat; you weren’t particularly fond of storms like this, who was?
There was a downpour as heavy as you had ever seen. Walking though a waterfall couldn’t get any wetter. The drops struck the already wet sidewalk, pitting the surface like they were bullets from above. There was no harm in it, LA would be just the same after the storm had passed. But by then it would have washed the evidence of the storm down the drains.
You scowled and felt yourself sink even deeper into your seat, you knew what was coming next, it was inevitable. Thunder rumbled in the distance and a bolt of lightning cracked the gray sky into two. Jagged flashes of light cast a glow against your car.
Your nails dug deep into the leather coiled around your wheel as you waited for the red light to pass, you weren’t supposed to be out right now. At least that’s what the news advised, but you just couldn’t help yourself.
“You have no right to come here to try and reclaim what you threw away” G.D
a/n: hey guys! part two of “I’ve been hurt before, but not like this. Never like this” is finally here! I know, i’ve left you guys waiting for this for too long but i had surgery last monday so i’ve been on strict bed rest and in so much pain these couple of days. BUT, i finally got the energy to finish this draft so here it is! this is also the first time i’ve written smut so bare with me haha. i hope this makes up for it!
warnings: contains sexual content!
word count: 2,713 words.
“Come on y/n, it’s time for the meeting”
You looked up from your desk and saw your best friend Sienna waiting for you by the door. You nodded and quickly gathered your things before heading with her to the conference room.
It had been a year and sixty-one days since you walked away from Grayson. A year and sixty-one days since you walked away from the relationship you had wanted to be your happily ever after. After that night, you decided to start your life over, away from him, from Ethan, from everything that reminded you of what you had had with Gray.
And by everything, you meant EVERYTHING. You decided to leave LA and move to New York, a small town called Saratoga Springs which is just a short drive to New Jersey where your family lived.
Just being in the same city as Grayson had been toxic. You were always afraid of bumping into him everywhere you went, sometimes even hoping of running into him because you missed him terribly. You knew an escape from the city you had grown to love would be the best thing for you and your newly broken heart.
Now you were in your second year of college and had a paid internship at a live entertainment company which had been your dream job for the longest. That was actually one of the things you and Grayson had had in common, you both had dreams of one day being involved in the entertainment industry as a career.
“So how’s Jacob doing? Sienna said, pulling you from your thoughts.
You smiled at the thought of your boyfriend. You were honestly so happy to have him in your life. He had helped you become the happy girl you used to be again and you were so thankful to have him, and yet, you sometimes felt like something was missing but you weren’t sure what it was. You figured time would tell you or show you what it was.
“We’re doing great, he’s actually taking me out to dinner after work for our five month anniversary” you couldn’t help but giggle at the thought of your adorably corny boyfriend.
“Ugh I don’t know how you can like corny guys” your best friend whined, “just the thought of it makes me wanna throw up”
“You just wait for the guy that’s gonna come and sweep you off your feet” you teased, “then you’ll be the one doing all these corny things with him and I’ll be laughing my ass off watching you”
Sienna pretended to throw up and shook her head profusely, “No thank you. What I can’t wait for is for the guys our bosses are meeting to get here. I heard from the girl in front desk that we’ll be left drooling after looking at them” she smirked, “Speaking of…”
You turned to the direction she was looking and saw the back of two guys. You didn’t know why, but you felt your stomach turn and your heart begin to race at the sight of them. They were about the same height, except one was just a tiny bit taller. The taller one was also a little more built than the other but they were both pretty muscular.
You both walked in and saw your bosses smile at the sight of you guys arriving.
“Y/N, Sienna, this is Ethan and Grayson. We will be producing their upcoming tour in the summer.”
You felt your heart stop when Grayson’s eyes met your own. In that moment you couldn’t move, you couldn’t think, you couldn’t breathe. You couldn’t believe he was standing right there in front of you. You had thought the chances of running into him again were slim to none, and therefore, you hadn’t been prepared for this moment.
His beautiful hazel-brown eyes, his short and yet wavy brown hair, his plump pink lips, the cute freckle on his chin; everything about him was exactly the same.
Millions of thoughts were running through your head, but one thing was clear to you, you needed to get out of there.
You felt Sienna look at you worriedly as you carefully set the documents down on the table and apologized before leaving the conference room in a hurry. You could hear your name being called in the distance, but you didn’t dare go back. You couldn’t.
You gathered your things as quickly as you could, not caring of the consequences you leaving could bring. You saw Sienna running over to your desk from the corner of your eye, so you tried to leave before she could reach you but she quickly blocked your path.
“Y/n what was that back there?” she asked, “and why are you so shaky?”
You hadn’t even noticed how shaky you truly were until she pointed it out. You were a mess and you knew you were close to reaching your breaking point.
“I’ll explain it later just… p-please let me go Si” you pleaded.
You could tell she was unsure of what to do, but you didn’t give her time to figure it out once you saw Grayson jogging over to where you both were. You ran the opposite direction to the nearest exit and got into the first taxi you saw, quickly giving your address to the driver.
As the taxi drove away, you saw Grayson run out of the building in the distance and stand there watching you drive away. You felt a few tears fall as it took you back to the night you left him, your heart breaking all over again in the process.
Once the driver parked outside your condo, you payed him and headed inside. Your mind had been racing the whole ride home, but it had also been completely blank as you tried to comprehend what had happened back in the office. You had realized something as soon as you had seen Grayson. You couldn’t deny the feelings you had felt when your eyes met his, you realized you still loved him. You finally realized what had been missing between you and Jacob and you hated it. You hated the fact that you still loved the guy who broke your heart. The guy who you had thought would never hurt you and yet left you completely broken.
Your body felt like it was on autopilot, you felt yourself moving but your mind was elsewhere. It wasn’t until you lay on your bed that you finally let yourself cry. You wrapped your arms around yourself with one hand on your stomach and the other helplessly wiping the tears that fell from your face. You cried and cried for what felt like hours until you felt you had ran out of tears.
You knew you looked like a mess and boy did you feel like one too. You decided it was best to text Jacob and tell him it was better if you went to dinner some other day. You made up some lame excuse about feeling sick and hoped he wouldn’t be upset with you.
The hours went by as you just lay there, looking out the window. You were too tired too think and in too much pain to do anything other than staying in bed. Knowing you at least had to eat, you ordered a pizza with hopes to eat your pain and sorrows away.
You heard a knock on the door about twenty minutes later and frowned, “Well that was quick” you mumbled.
You took out a twenty dollar bill from your purse and headed to the door, only to be met with a nervous Grayson Dolan. You quickly shut your door and turned around, sliding down the door and pulling your knees up to your chest.
“Y/N please open up” you heard Grayson plead as he knocked on the door once again. You buried your face into your knees as your vision began to blur, you couldn’t believe he was here. How did he even find where you lived?
Your thoughts were interrupted by the sound of more knocks, “Y/n please. We need to talk”
“No Grayson, you need to leave” you managed to say, “t-there’s nothing left for us to talk about”
“Yes y/n, yes there is. Please. I-I’m begging you” he said. You heard his voice crack, as if he too was on the verge of tears.
You took a moment before getting back up and opening the door, facing a teary eyed Grayson. He looked so upset, so…. broken. But why? Why was he the one that looked brokenhearted when he was the one who tore your heart into pieces?
“What is it Grayson?” you asked.
You saw him look down, taking a few minutes to answer before you saying in almost a whisper, “I miss you”
Your heart broke at his words because you too had missed him, but you knew you had to remain strong. You didn’t want to fall apart in front of him. Not like that night. Not again. “You miss me?” you scoffed.
“Yes y/n I do! I’ve been a mess since you left” he looked back up and his eyes met yours once again, “I miss your smile, your beautiful y/e/c eyes, your contagious loud laugh, your good heart, I miss everything about you and… and I am so lost without you”
“And I know, I fucked up. I made you hurt and I made you cry more than anyone ever has when I was the one that was supposed to protect you from all of that. You were so good to me, you were perfect, but I took you for granted. I took your love for me for granted, and I-I’m so sorry for that” his voice cracked once again as a single tear fell from his cheek. “I wake up every morning with regret for everything I put you through, for letting you walk away.”
You saw him slowly step closer to you, afraid that any sudden movement would scare you away. “I love you y/n”
He gulped as his hand found its way to the side of your face, wiping the tears that were falling away.
Your eyes squeezed shut and you leaned into his hand, giving into the sensation his touch was giving you. You never thought you’d feel the warmth of his touch on your skin ever again, it felt surreal to you. You had missed it.
All of a sudden, an image of Jacob came to mind and you quickly brought yourself out of your daze; making you pulling away from him harshly “Please just leave. I’m done with talking about the past. I’m over it”
“No y/n, you’re not. Please. I-I know you still feel the same way I do.”
“Actually I don’t” you lied, “I-I’ve moved on Grayson. I have a boyfriend. A boyfriend that cares about me and makes me happy. I-I love him” More lies
You saw Grayson shake his head as some tears escaped his eyes, “I don’t believe you.”
“Look Grayson, you know what’s sad? It’s sad that you only want me when you can’t have me.” you took a shaky breath before continuing, “You have no right to come here to try and reclaim what you threw away. You just can’t.”
Grayson looked away from you, biting his lower lip as hard as he could. You could tell he was trying his hardest to keep the tears in. You wanted nothing more than to pull him into your arms, and tell him it was all a lie. Tell him that you still loved him but you knew you couldn’t, so instead you just stood there, watching him.
“Okay… Look me in the eyes and tell me you’re really over me y/n” he said as he took a step closer. “Tell me that my touch has absolutely no effect on you anymore”
You felt him wrap an arm around your waist, pressing your body against his as his hand found its way to your face once again.
You saw a small smirk forming on his face at your loss of words. His face slowly leaned closer to yours, “if you’re really over me, then tell me to stop” he breathed, his lips hovering over your own.
“No Grayson!” you screamed as you pulled his arm from your waist, “I can’t do to Jacob what you did to me for months. I-I won’t”
“Please y/n, I love you” he begged, his tears slipping down his rosy pink cheeks.
“No Grayson just go” you grabbed the knob and moved back to pull the door closed, until you felt him smash his lips onto yours as he kicked the door closed behind him. The kiss absolutely took your breath away, he kissed you so slowly, so passionately.
You knew it was wrong, and a part of you wanted to stop him, but being with Grayson felt like finally being home; it felt right.
You wrapped yours arms around his neck and pulled him closer, deepening the kiss. You could feel him smiling through it and it made your heart flutter.
Next thing you know, clothes were carelessly being thrown all over your bedroom. Your back was pushed gently against your bed, you felt him showering your body with kisses as he unclasped your bra with ease, removing it, and then your underwear. You could tell, even if it had been over a year since you last saw each other, he hadn’t forgotten your body. He was licking, sucking, kissing all the right spots and it was driving you insane, to the point of gripping the sheets tightly and moaning his name so loudly, enough for the neighbors to hear.
“You’re so beautiful you know that?” he whispered as he positioned himself and slowly introduced his length inside of you. You whimpered at first, but with each thrust, the pleasure grew.
“G-Grayson” you breathed.
“Fuck y/n you feel so fucking good. I missed this.” he moaned as he placed his head on your chest as he thrusts harder into you.
Your toes began to curl, the pleasure beginning to be too much for you to take. “Grayson I’m close” you moaned, your hips rolling with his. Your nails scratching his back, making sure to mark him as your own once again.
“I am too baby girl, come for me. Come for daddy” he said as his thrusts began to get sloppy. Once you both climaxed, you felt your body shaking beneath his. You felt him kiss you lightly before collapsing in bed next to you and pulling you into his arms.
For a moment, you both lay there in complete silence. Neither one of you knew what this meant or would happen next, and if you were being truthful, you were scared to find out.
“Don’t choose him” he whispered softly.
“Wait, just hear me out” He placed his finger on your chin as he lifted your face for you to meet his gaze. “ I know I fucked up before but I’m not making the same mistake ever again. Give me a second chance baby girl. I love you and I know I won’t be able to let you go after this. I don’t want to. ”
You waited a moment, letting his words sink in, before you brought his face down to yours and pressed your lips against his softly. “Okay” you nodded and smiled up at him, “I love you”
“I love you more y/n” He said as he gave you a toothy grin but it soon turned into a smirk as he hovered over you once again.
“How about we celebrate with a round 2 then?” you laughed at him raising his eyebrows at you and pushed him off.
“No Gray, as much as I would love to do this again, I want to break up with Jacob first. I feel horrible for doing this to him.” you sighed.
He nodded and pulled you back into your arms, his head resting on top of yours. “Do you think you can wait?”
“Are you kidding me? I’ll wait as long as you want me to baby girl” you smiled again as he gave you a peck on the lips and on your forehead, “I’m never letting you go again”
Description: Behind every powerful man is a strong woman. Because for a man to be able to thrive and succeed, he needed support that could be provided by no one other than the woman who loved him the most. Those women weren’t always strong to begin with, but they learned to be because their partners would be nowhere without their strength. But, what happens when her strength crumbles?