gravity has it in for me

I HATE THIS SHOW IT’S RUINING MY LIFE IT’S FUCKING 4 IN THE MORNING I CAN’T BELIEVE I EVER CRIED ABOUT GRAVITY FALLS I WOULD TAKE BILL GLADLY AND GIVE HIM AN ENTIRE GALAXY BECAUSE MY HEART HURTS AND MY SON HAS BETRAYED ME AND FUCK MAN YOU CAN’T JUST LEAVE ME LIKE THAT LIKE TOTAL DISRESPECT I HATE EVERYTHI N G BUT LIKE I SAW MY JANACKIE BOUT TO THRIVE SO I JUST MIGHT SLEEP CAUSE SHIT BOIII IT BETTER I MEAN FUCK MAN IT’S OBVIOUS NOW THAT THERE’S ONE PRIORITY HERE FUCK MAN I M SO DONE AND I JUST WHY WHEN WILL ECLIPSA COME HOME ANd WHIP HER BOY BACK INTO THE HARDWORKING A CLASS CITIZEN HE WAS MEANT TO BE LET’S MAKE TOFFEE GREAT AGAIN I JUST WANT EVERYONE TO BE HAPPY ANYWAY RAFAEL DIAZ IS A GIFT FROM GOD AND MOON IS THE FUCKING MOST BADASS MOTHER EVER I JUST LOVE HER SHE’S WONDERFUL WHY DID I EVER DISLIKE HER SHE IS THE TOTAL OPPOSITE OF EVERYTHING I THOUGHT SHE WAS AND I JUST ALSO FUCK YOU MARCO DIAZ, I LOVE YOU BUT FUCK YOUR STUPID ASS SLOW BRAIN THAT’S ALL

And...

… I mean, obviously, in the outer world I’m still healing, still sleeping in my living room in a hospital bed - but today I’m feeling a little of the inner fire return. A tiny piece of the roaring thing that powers me, has raised itself above maintenance mode.

And that’s amazing because as I said to Jez after his most welcome visit yesterday, I no longer feel trapped in the gravity well of agony which has mostly consumed my mental life for the past year and a bit.

It is perhaps ironic that in order to return to Wholeness, I had to give up part of myself quite literally, in the form of amputating my toes and half my foot, while dealing with the death of my Mum. Ironic, and yet I feel there is something of a deep Mystery there too.

That’s not to say these were, or are, good things - far from it. But they are inescapable, inexorable facts, just like pain. So, despite and maybe because of them, I feel like I’m on the home stretch now.

(Much contemplation of the Othala rune, methinks.)

So: Soon, and very soon, as they say.

Soon.

Musicals Described by Someone Who's Only Heard a Few Songs
  • Chicago: There's a WHOLE TON of jazz & someone goes to prison for a while
  • Wicked: Alphabet and Glissando become besties and sing about being besties
  • Hamilton: Pretty sure it's literally just the story of Alexander Hamilton
  • Phantom of the Opera: There's a party then this girl gets haunted but TWIST the ghost is INSIDE HER MIND (also she might love him? Unsure)
  • Book of Mormon: Mormons. Mormons everywhere. Spooky.
  • Annie: She's an orphan and that's not good because SOCIETY
  • Oliver: He's also an orphan?? Basically Annie I think.
  • Lion King: OOUHFOIDJSDHFNJAIFJOIHEDJSHIJFfioafdjzvk -Simba
  • Into the Woods: Fairy tales an stuff, a creepy dude sings to a girl at some point, everyone sure loves AGONY.
  • Mama Mia: DISCO GIIIRL!!! COMIN THROUGH!! THAT GIRL IS YOOOoouUUUUUUUUUUU!
  • Sweeney Todd: Don't go on that street idiot
  • Music Man: This guy has got a lot of trombones follow him children.
  • The Producers: They want to produce something but halfway through they don't want to anymore so they just make fun of Hitler?
  • Stomp:
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First, please have an apologise from me for being inactive ;w;, school and life been rushing me lately.

I present you Zero Gravity AU - Monster Falls AU eddition~!
You might be questioning “this looks like some pirate AU”. Well! Cause I want something different for ZeroFalls XD

Original Monster Falls has Bill as hunters while the Pines as adorable creatures so this time reverse~ The Ciphers as those sneaky little hybrids and the Guardian Pines as pirate XD Good pirate tho~ Travel to protect the 7 seas and get that journal back XD

Oh, and bonus XD  

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I haven’t been in the fandom for quite a year yet, but this show has made quite an impact on me. I have fallen in love with the characters and have been drawn in by it’s mystery and humor. This show will always hold a special place in my heart. Thank you, Alex, for inviting us along on the adventure. Happy one year anniversary, Gravity Falls!

I love my Bi son and Aro/Ace son.

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Mystery Shack made of polymer clay, acrylic paint, hot glue, cardboard, and prayers.
Just before I leave for college, I have finished! This has been My Project for the past week or so, between work and packing for my move. I had decided a while ago that I wanted to take a terrarium of plants from around our home with me to my dorm; home is my happy place, and I wanted to bring that to my dorm. After the Cipher Hunt I decided to do this along with it.
Gravity Falls started my Freshman year of high school: it finished my Senior year. This show helped me not fear growing up and brought me some wonderful friends along the way. The Mystery Shack is my fictional happy place, and I thought it deserved a spot in my terrarium.

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It’s only taken me over two years, but AT LAST! I’m finally selling some Mystery Twins Silhouettes!!

These are a very limited run of paper silhouettes of everyone’s favorite Mystery Twins, Dipper and Mabel! There are only 11 available, and,  unless I find more frames, there will only ever be 11!

Each silhouette has been cut by hand and they are approximately 5x4 inches.

Due to the limited nature of these pieces, I will only be selling/shipping to customers in the United States, as it makes tracking much, much easier for me. I hope you understand.

So honestly I don’t know of a better way to go about this, since the embed html function never seems to work for me, and Twitter doesn’t make it easy to reblog content from it onto Tumblr in any other way.  (Though if anyone has suggestions for that, please let me know.)

Hadron Collider is an artist who posts to Twitter.  They have a tumblr, but not much has been posted there, and none of their art.

If you haven’t seen their art before, I strongly urge you to go to their Twitter and check it out.

The only thing I can really say is, their art is beautiful and astonishing in both execution and the ideas expressed.  I would reblog it all, if I could.

“Kids, you knuckleheads were nothing but a nuisance and I’m glad to be rid of ya.”

I can’t believe it has been a year since the finale aired, and I honestly don’t I’ve moved on :’’) So I thought I drew one of the many beautiful scenes in the finale because this scene speaks so much about their bond and it’s a thing that constantly keeps me awake at night <333

HAPPY FALLIVERSARY

hello :’)

so im not dead. yet. just really really busy with school coz its finals and they decided to cover everyone with heavy projects before spring break. heck today’s saturday and i have to go to school >:/

i still draw but not as much and all i do are little scribbles and none of them is worth posting haha so yep.

i’ll be active soon maybe on my blog’s first b-day heh; which is near woohoo
sorry i didnt say a word about it. im fine thanks guys who messaged me xD