A/N: (Another old request) Sorry anon for super long wait! This was inspired by the K-drama “Kill Me, Heal Me”
Date: March 7, 2018 Patient: Im Jaebum Diagnosis: Dissociative Identity Disorder/Multiple Personality disorder
Observations of the Personalities 1. Im Jaebum (The main original personality) A normal 24 year-old young man who is caring, warm-hearted, active, and emotional. He just wants to be a filial son, good friend, and live out his dreams. Interests: Music, hanging out with friends and family, composing, playing sports, and joking around Note: Due to the fact that the manager of GOT7 didn’t want Jaebum to know that he had hired a private personal nurse for his disorder, I haven’t met him yet. My contract clearly stated that I had to keep my distance from him whenever he returns to his normal state and to only approach him if one of his other personalities came out. He usually feels a sharp pain in his head like a migraine before the personalities come out.
2. JB (The bad boy) Makes himself known as the “charismatic leader of GOT7” but is actually quite stubborn, has a bad temper, is strong-minded, impatient, doesn’t listen to others, the MOST PROBLEMATIC ONE, and is quite selfish. HOW HE WAS CREATED: I suspect that “JB” was born when Jaebum hurt his ankle and couldn’t dance on stage with the other members. He was quite frustrated with himself as he felt that he was letting down his fans and the members. As a the leader and a dancer he wanted to always give it his all on stage, but his injury was preventing him from doing so. The stress had become too overwhelming for him to handle therefore JB was created to help him through tough situations and bear through the pain. INTERESTS: Getting what he wants, singing, dancing, flirting with girls, being in the spotlight, and going to nightclubs. NOTE: He wasn’t very thrilled at first when he found out that GOT7’s manager hired a personal nurse and refuses to listen to me AT ALL. CAN BE SUCH A PAIN IN THE BUTT sometimes. He’s always causing trouble and just does whatever he wishes to do. Sometimes the way he looks at me makes me feel very uncomfortable… He keeps on winking at me and saying “You’ll fall for me one day Muffin~.” He’s also been showing up a lot these days…I wonder why?
3. Seo Mijoon (The Actor) Possibly JB’s “older brother” but whenever I ask him or JB about it, they both deny it profusely. Thinks he’s a worldwide star and assumes that everybody is his fan. Very arrogant, snotty, rude, but is very serious when acting. HOW HE WAS CREATED: After receiving some recognition for his role in Dream High 2, Jaebum began to feel pressured when he got another offer for the drama “When a Man Falls in Love.” I suspect that he studied the script VERY VERY diligently and eventually the lack of sleep and stress got to him causing alter ego Mijoon to be born. It’s quite likely that’s what happened considering this personality adopted Jaebum’s character’s name from the drama. INTERESTS: Being the center of attention, acting, memorizing scripts, fashion, magazines, coffee, signing autographs, modeling, and taking selcas. NOTE: He didn’t care that GOT7’s manager hired a personal nurse at all. To him, I was someone he could order around to do stuff. He treats me like an intern by making me get him coffee, walking his cat(???), driving him to places, buying him magazines, dusting off lint from his clothes with a lint roller, and taking endless pictures of him. Since Jaebum isn’t focused on acting these days, whenever Mijoon comes out I would always catch him stealing Jr.’s scripts and practicing lines in his room.
4. JYP A dorky fun loving ahjussi who is health conscience and is starting to feel his age but still wants to enjoy life to the fullest. Though he exercises and can move around quite well, his knees occasionally go weak and he experiences gastric problems often. HOW HE WAS CREATED: It’s pretty obvious that this personality is based off the CEO of Jaebum’s company. He must be really grateful to Mr. Park Jinyoung for all that he’s done and admire him as an artist as well. INTERESTS: Organic herbal drinks, working out, drinking, partying, dancing, giving people life advice, composing music, playing piano, and wearing glasses. NOTE: He’s a pretty nice ahjussi when he’s not drunk or giving me long lectures about how it’s better to sing with half air half sound and why it’s good to always be honest. Whenever music starts playing, JYP gets into a dancing groove.
“Thank you so much Y/N, we’re so sorry, we’ll make it up to you.” Mark quickly apologized as he stared back at his drunken leader passed out on the passenger seat. “We hope he doesn’t give you too much trouble he only drank a bit.” You smiled back at him.
“It’s really fine, I’ll drop him off at the dorms.” Mark quickly nodded his head before returning to the other members. You stared back at the male sprawled across the chair. It was a good thing he was asleep. Jaebum and you didn’t really have a good relationship, him being your ex and all. You were a bit surprised when the guys told you they needed you to pick him up when they had an appointment with the manager. I mean, after your bad-breakup with Jaebum you hadn’t really contacted them.
Your head turned when Jaebum slowly stirred in his sleep. His eyes slowly opened, he stared at you amazed before smiling brightly.
“Babe.” He muttered in a sleepy-whisper like tone. Your mind instantly went crazy. He was drunk, this was not good at all. Maybe it wasn’t a good idea to have agreed to this. You looked above the road seeing dozens of cars lined up. Oh no. Just your luck, it was a 2am why the hell was there so much traffic?
“Y/N” Jaebum whined stirring a bit more harshly. “I’m hungry, and my head hurts.” Godamn why was he acting so cute? You looked through the compartment next to you seeing if you had anymore leftover snacks. Pulling out some gummy bears from yesterday you held it out to him.
“Here.” He looked down at them before shaking his head cutely.
“I don’t want that, I want ramen.”
“Well I don’t have ramen, and when I drop you off at the dorms it’s going to be pretty late.” His eyes instantly widened.
“Your gonna leave me?” He pouted. “Again?” He sighed. This time it was your turn to widen your eyes, how did he remember while he was drunk. Your heart was beating so fast you could barely think.
“Well I have to bring you home, your drunk and I can’t trust that you won’t try something.” You could see through your peripheral vision the hurt that flashed by his face.
“Do you really think that lowly of me?” You felt bad about this, leaving him because of a fight, having him watch you walk away. But The next words that spilled out his mouth truly filled you with guilt. “Ever since the breakup you’ve ignored me like crazy, am I really that bad, to have the best thing in my life suddenly taken from me?” He was right, you had left him during the hardest time in his life, his comeback, You were beyond selfish, he wasn’t giving you attention so you thought that entitled you too leaving. But you were so wrong.
“Jaebum, your drunk, maybe I should just drop you off at-“ he quickly cut you off, grabbing your wrist that lied on the armrest.
“I wanna go home.” You looked at him confused.
“The dorms are really far from here.”
“No not the dorms, I wanna go to our home, where we were happy, where I could actually wake up and find you next to me, where we used to be a couple. I want that back, please take me-us back home.” Desperation clouded his brown eyes, was this wrong? You were selfish to him, he didn’t deserve you, yet he was right you did miss your home a lot. If this was wrong then screw it.
In English, a double negative forms a positive. In some languages, such as Russian, a double negative is still a negative. However, there is no language wherein a double positive can form a negative.